______everyonE iS a Queen`*

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denise sng.
[ - aphrael - ]
officiallytwentyf0ur+
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ex-KCian & TP grad
hopelessly lost.
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1. ~~Laptop~~
2. Kitten
3. Levi's Jeans Vouchers
4. Digicam
5. Driving License
6. ~~Zakum Helmet 1~~
7. IPL treatment for scars
8. Eye Treatment
9. Slimming package!

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History

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Tuesday, June 21, 2011

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Vampire Queen's heart yearns to dance again-` @* 11:00 PM

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Wednesday, March 10, 2010

after a nice long talk wif bestie.. its kinda been decided. better to stop now then drag on til it gets harder and worse. then she supported the idea of going all out and see wat happens. again not going to have any hopes for that. i'd rather not haf any hopes, then to hope and then haf them dashed. hurts even more that way.

i hope he will be able to take it. its not like its totally over. im not even sure how it will turn out. sigh. i noe its selfish but then again, its not like i dun feel sumting for him. i do. tts why its so hard to do.. now i haf to get past next week's.. then the long wait to may......

Vampire Queen's heart yearns to dance again-` @* 4:03 AM

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Tuesday, March 09, 2010

seriously. i duno wat to make of it anymore. the feeling is getting stronger each day. it could be just figments of my imagination, things that i deduce to be gd in my own mind, things that are too gd to be true. if i truly noe him, i doubt he feels the same way. im set on setting things straight, no more delusions. but yet im afraid. truly honestly afraid.

i need to do this and like all humans, im afraid of the outcome. gd or bad there's alot of things to be afraid of.. either outcome is just as bad. i duno if i will be able to think straight. every figment of my being tells me not to do it, but i noe my heart. it wun be able to withstand it anymore. everytime i push it aside, delay the inevitable, it struggles to not explode. but its reali at its limit.

its been wat.. almost 2yrs? and i've only come to realise it last dec what my heart is trying to tell me. i've been unconciously blinding myself to the truth, not wanting to believe in it til it came all pouring out. how stupid i am. now either way, there will be casualities..

my heart hurts.. reali badly.. i pray for guidance to do what is right after the confrontation. pls gimme the strength to do wat is needed and to do wat i need to do afterwards.. pls..

Vampire Queen's heart yearns to dance again-` @* 3:58 AM

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

Something that I came across and almost choked to death on Jasmine Green Tea..

When Doctors Blush

One day, I had to be the bearer of bad news when I told a woman that her husband had died of a massive myocardial infarct (heart attack). Not more than 5 minutes later, I heard her reporting to the rest of the family that he had died of a "massive internal fart".

Vampire Queen's heart yearns to dance again-` @* 8:21 PM

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Tuesday, February 13, 2007

I've decided that my blog will not only be a place where I can blog about my feelings or my daily life, but also a place where others may get inspiration from. So whenever I encounter a story/question/quote etc that I find meaningful, I shall post them here.

Was going through all the emails that my friends/meis/didis/kors etc have sent me since the time that I actually know that email exists. Found alot of meaningful emails that actually made me feel like crying or start to think about my own character.

Sometimes, certain things in life, gets taken for granted. People will never learn how to appreciate these little things until they're gone forever, by then its all too late for regrets. It's emails like this that I find the most worth keeping.

Made alot of new friends, mostly from maple. I think its unfair for people who doesn't play online games, to say that one cannot make any real friends in games. People can pretend to be anything that they want to be.

To me, I find that if I can play maple for more than 2yrs+, and yet still have buddies who will listen to me crap, joke with me, train/level with me with no complains, I find that these are enough for me to know how they are in real life. Its easier to pretend to be someone that you're not, but its hard to keep that facade up with people who you interact with everyday. Sooner or later, people will start to notice the difference.

Try organising an outing with people who are not in your guild, but are from many different guilds. The feeling is really quite different than what you'll get if its a guild outing, where everyone knows each other long enough to have an outing. Thanks to all my buddies who spontaneously agreed to come for my outings. Really appreciate you all. Very thankful that I can get to know and call you my friends.

Anyways, I shall stop here for now. Meeting my friend at 12pm later. Still need to wake him up at 10am. Tata~ will blog again soon.

Vampire Queen's heart yearns to dance again-` @* 5:07 AM

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Thursday, January 18, 2007

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!

Dominance:

Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is medium.
You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...
But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.
You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.

Independence:

Your independence is high.
You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love.
Having your own life is very important for you...
Even more important than having a relationship.

The Five Variable Love Test

Vampire Queen's heart yearns to dance again-` @* 3:34 AM

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Sunday, December 24, 2006

Actually wanted to blog abt friday's ice skating trip.. but i've lost all motivation to do so.. events that have occurred after it made me lost all mood to even blog.. just came in to inform anyone who's gona read this that i won't be in sg from mon onwards til fri.. so don't need to bother to msg or call me out for any xmas party etc.

don't even have mood to slp now. have to go out buy 3/4 pants or pants later and still have to go over to my cousin's house for a while. don't even have mood to meet anyone. feel so fucked up.

Vampire Queen's heart yearns to dance again-` @* 3:26 AM

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