~FuLL StoP~

I duno wat's with tis pic, I find it v comical

2crazy bi*ches holdin flags

Waitin 2b toasted.. They din expect wat's comin de next day

Find tis pic really nice.. Jovi's catch..

Steph "tryin" hard 2look sexy..

Soakin in water..

Bb look like she's clingin on 2de railin..

I was tryin 2look retro..

Seasick Emerlyn..

Super duper cute!

Steph look like a baby & Bb was sulkin..

Yacht club

After 2hrs of shower..

Singapore flyers

Singapore flyers

Singapore flyers

Bb's 21st bday mini surprise party was a total success.. Had it planned like 2wks ago & kept naggin at my cousins' abt de plan.. Kept runnin de different plans over my head wherever I go.. Repeated it like so many times 2Emerlyn, Amelia & Didi.. Haha.. I told bb I'm bringin her 2a restaurant 2eat on her bday.. Thou I had sm negative remarks here & der, but she stil came.. Sorry I took yr time away from yr family.. I juz wan u 2haf a happy & cosy celebration since u said u've no time 2organize it.. That's why I was so "stubborn" to insist it on Sunday cos everyone's either schoolin or workin..

I ask Hammie not to let my beloved Ju be late & kept callin didi ask if they've left de house.. Cos everyone gotta be der before me & bb arrive.. As de restaurant always cork up de bday cake surprise so I decided to put it right at de start, catch her offguard.. I dial Amelia's HP as planned but I din speak a word.. As soon as they hear de HP ring, they told me tt they were like shoutin "PHONE RING ALREADY!!" I slowly took de $$ outta my wallet & gave it to de driver while checkin if de call went through.. Aft tt I saw Emerlyn's head pop outta de window 2peep I kenna shock & threw a glance at bb 2see if she saw her.. Lucky she din..

Em told me she was whispering "PA XIA, they can see us!! PA XIA!!" Den Hammie crawled over 2de entrance with de cake.. Hahahaha.. Hilarious sia.. When I was abt 2open de door, Emerlyn jumped out from de side of de door & I heard a very long "Haaaaaaaaaaaa.... ppy birthday to u.. Happy birthday to u.........." LOL.. Bb got a shock I tink, saw her facial expression.. LOL.. I knew we had succeed.. I know bb is happy tt her 21st bday isnt juz me & her alone.. I felt her happiness.. De fact tt I choose "Eight" is cos she knw sm of de pple der.. De oreo cheesecake was bb's love too.. =) I had nv organize a bday party surprise tis gd before & I'm juz so happy tt bb's 21st bday was quite a fun one.. I hope bb is happy.. And always will be.. =)

P/S: Thx all for de really gd surprise party.. Thank u again.. Love u guys!!
P/S: Forgot to mention, Steph seriously cant drink.. She's like a lobster after ONE shot.. I'll post de pics later on..

Feel like bloggin but dun wish to post it.. Havin such a terrible cramp 2day & luckily my leg wasnt broken.. It aches a little but no swollen, no notg..

Bb is busy workin everyday.. Feel so heartache.. Went Plaza Sing bought bb's 21st bday pressie 2day.. Sunday evenin, bb & me are gonna haf a cosy diner 2gether 2celebrate her bday.. =) Tis Monday, Emerlyn, Big Esther, Esther & Jovi, Hammie & Ju, Steph & Didi, Bb & Me, 10of us are goin 2take a yacht.. =) Tt day wen bb sms me sayin tt she wanna apply leave & go 2de yacht with us, Didi say I look like I'm D.A.M.N happy.. YES! I am happy! I am! I felt like I was on ectasy tt nite.. LOL.. Haven't felt this much of a happy mood in me for so freakin long.. Even in my dreams I was hoppin tt bb can go with us.. WOW!! Like a big family.. A pity Amelia & Sam couldn't come.. =(

P/S: Bb.. Amidst of yr busy workin day, pls do take proper meal & drink suffient amount of water k.. Love u.. >.< I stil do after almost 2years..

Boyzone singer Stephen Gately dies in Spain yday.. Mm.. I used to listen to their songs back in my school days.. So young & he juz got married with his hubby 3yrs ago.. Wish I could haf a civil ceremony in San Frans or London too.. Haha.. Wat do I always say? Be happy, we nv knw wen & where we might juz vanish from de surface of de earth..

Started on Grey Anatomy season 5.. It's not only touchin, it's comical too.. X-factor make me love tis show.. LOL.. Yang is not pretty but she has a hilarious face & she speaks with alot of irony in her speech.. Haha.. Sets me laughin always.. Teachin wk & it's madness.. Friday is let lose day.. Goin Jovi house & mayb soak myself in de Jacuzi with Theresa.. Havent done tt since.... Duno wen.. Mm.. My mind, my mouth is achin so much tis days.. Juz yday I teach until I almost feel like pukin.. -__-"" Sat teachin as well, but less tedious.. Sunday too.. Hoppin 2go shop 4Bb's gift in de evenin if I can dig out sm time on Sunday.. =)

P/S: I wanna go JB next Fri, maybe.. Any1 free 2join me? Juz call me..

Bernard call me at 10pm askin if I can tuition him.. I told him I'm a walkin corpse.. LOL.. Crazy.. 10pm?! Yday I taught from 8am till 10pm.. 2day 10.30am til 9.30pm.. 2mrw is 2pm til 11.30pm.. Tues I dun wanna tink yet.. I actually quite enjoy it & I'm like a robot tis few days.. I desperately wana find a vacation job so that I wont haf 2much free time.. Any1 can intro?

Had a gd lunch at Rivervale Mall, Sakae Sushi.. Very ex lah, but dun care lah.. I treat sm more.. For de last min invitation & u agreed.. Tis Friday nite I'm almost realease from PSLE students.. ALMOST I MEAN.. Mon Science last paper.. >.< Wow.. Contridictly I really hate 2b tis stressful, but I seriously like tis busy-ness..

Hammie was a pig last nite, he mentioned sm1's name.. Den he burst out laughin instantly!! He said my face immediately twisted.. He demo it 2Ju.. -_-"" Ehh Ju.. Yr bf hor.. Aft teachin Didi 2day, I sat beside Ju & Ham 2watch de Jap show.. Thou I watched it like 2times alr, I stil sat beside them & laugh w them.. Suddenly, all my hard day of work went off w de wind.. But cant hang out with them 2often, makes me feel like... Hahaha..

Got an sms frm a fren I knw frm Fridae askin if I'm afraid of her cos I rarely reply her sms.. Haha.. I thot only I'll ask tis kinda question.. Probably next Friday go coffee cos my Sec students are stil havin exams lah..... But den, I'm so gonna miss my students.. Jon ask me go his hse play Wii, I told him I'll brin him go play L4D.. Hohoho..

Friday is a no..
18th is probably a no..
19th is a high no.. LOL..

千百种滋味涌上心头。
独燕不成春，独木不成林

Bb & me went to Ikea 2walk around yday noon, I had meatballs & chicken wings.. Is full until.. >o< After tt we went back 2Seng Kang & slpt 4a while.. We woke up at 7pm den went to HK cafe for diner.. Bb caught 4toys at de arcade.. everytime I watch her play, I sweat.. Cos I knw if she catches notg, she'll be damn sad de whole nite.. But on de other hand, I dun wan bb 2b so hooked on it.. Ah yi picked us from Super bowl den we went back 2Rosyth.. Bb cooked de meatball for Emerlyn.. Bb look so "ren zhen" wen she cook.. =)

Est been so busy w F1 lately.. She came back around 1am yday.. Den she sat down & watch video with us.. They were watchin sm retarded Jap game show & their laughter rocked de whole of 2nd floor.. I feel so happy juz sittin at de side watchin them.. =) It was a "xin fu" night for me.. I am happy de.. Gotta go slp.. 2mrw gonna be damn busy.. Shoppin with bb for her office workwear, den rush 2tuition.. Aft tt go down airport meet Yuki a while cos she transit.. Yay.. I'm seein bb again 2mrw!! Hao kai xin oooo..

PS: My migrain had became my best fren nowaday.. It sticks by me everyday.. -_-""

张惠妹 - 好膽你就來

拢系力啦 拢系力啦 拢系力害我面仔红红
你ㄟ心 我ㄟ心 结结做一毁 是要打算安怎
拢系力啦 拢系力啦 拢系力害我归刚茫茫
你ㄟ心 我ㄟ心 现在卖哥gay

要讨我的爱 好胆你丢来 卖放在心内 万炭谋狼灾
思念作风台 心情三温暖 其实我都知 好胆你丢来

拢系力啦 拢系力啦 拢系力害我气心鲁命
你ㄟ心 我ㄟ心 结结做一毁 是要打算安怎
拢系力啦 拢系力啦 拢系力害我归刚勒火大
你ㄟ心 我ㄟ心 现在卖哥gay

要讨我的爱 好胆你丢来 卖放在心内 万炭谋狼灾
思念作风台 心情三温暖 其实我都知 好胆你丢来
要讨我的爱 好胆你丢来 卖放在心内 万炭谋狼灾
思念作风台 心情三温暖 其实我都知
要讨我的爱 好胆你丢来 卖放在心内 万炭谋狼灾
思念作风台 心情三温暖 其实我都知 好胆你丢来

My ultra fav song which A-mei did sing at F1!! >.<

张惠妹-梦中做憨人

滿天的田蠳　飛過夢中田埂墘　夢彼段　初戀滋味
牛郎甲織女每一年　相逢也有時　你甲我注定分離
青色海岸　白色的沙　兩雙腳印曾經惦惦走相偎
風底唱歌　云來作伴　你我哪會無牽手的勇氣
都市彼扇窗　思念茫茫寂寞氣味重　故鄉月照抹著希望啊
無聲的怨嘆　雨水冷冷花蕊失清香　想要來挽回～已經慢

滿天的田蠳　飛過夢中田埂墘　夢彼段　初戀滋味
牛郎甲織女每一年　相逢也有時　你甲我注定分離
青色海岸　白色的沙　兩雙腳印曾經惦惦走相偎
風底唱歌　云來作伴　你我哪會無牽手的勇氣
都市彼扇窗　思念茫茫寂寞氣味重　故鄉月照抹著希望啊
無聲的怨嘆　雨水冷冷花蕊失清香　想要來挽回～已經慢

退色的相片 挂底床头陪阮几落冬 阮还是无法度抹记啦
經過這多年　彼條情歌阮還唱抹煞　天頂星也笑阮是憨人
少年家青春來討債　嘴須麻已經白　無注意緣份就錯過
甘講你不知　一世人無兩回　重來的機會
都市彼扇窗　思念茫茫寂寞氣味重　故鄉月照抹著希望啊
無聲的怨嘆　雨水冷冷花蕊失清香　想要來挽回～已經慢
月亮啊陪伴阮 ～ 做眠夢 ～

Juz when I finish learnin A-mei's "min nan yu"(taiwanese hokkein) song 好膽你就來, I found out tt tis Min Nan Yu song is not recorded in Mei's CD.. But I found de song anyway..

Went to de F1 concert ay Fort Cannin Park juz now.. Imagine how exhausted I am.. Was very fun actually.. We got der at 4.30pm to queue.. Wen we got in at 5pm, A-mei came on stage 4rehersal.. Em pulled me & walk damn fast 2de front of stage.. Yah.. My eyes was glued 2her backview.. Den "苏打绿" came onto de stage to reherse at 6.15pm aft A-mei went in..

7pm everytg started.. De 1st group was "大嘴巴".. Their songs were not bad actually, quite punk but they only got 2sing 4songs.. Den it was "苏打绿", de lead singer sound quite good but he look like he really love singin cos he look so "忘我".. Des tis weird guy beside us who was super hyper, everyone like form a circle around him cos he was jumpin like mad.. 1/2way through de song, de mic went mad, no sound came out from it & everyone was boo-in at de ang mo who came out to fix it.. All look like ready to riot kind cos it was a rock song & every1 was quite lost in de song..

A-mei came out at 9pm!! I tell u, I went all mad.. Screamin.. Shoutin.. Surprisinly Emerlyn screamed too.. Haha.. She sang alot of songs.. Her new album - 阿密特.. Den she was like shoutin, "可以唱闽南语吗？好胆你就来!!!" I was shock!!!! Seriously.. My jaw drop, Em turned 2look at me & I juz scccccreammmmmed like des no 2mrw.. Was stil tellin Est de other day dun tink she'll sing my fav song.. I went hysterically mad.. LOL.. Ask Emerlyn.. Haha.. But it was spectacular, imagine de whole place everyone is singin de hokkein song 2gether.. I was one of them.. I knw Em sang a few sentence too.. LOL

Aft a-mei they took damn long to fix de stage properly.. 张学友came out aft like centuries later.. Thou he's not my idol, but his voice is stil as good I must say.. Who say he cant rock?! U'll be surprise man.. He really deserve de title of "歌神".. He was like on ecstacy sia.. LOL.. Damn hyper & rock.. He ended with "吻别" (the rock version)..

Everyone shouted "Encore".. Jacky came out askin if we realy wan an encore.. So everyone juz started shoutin even louder.. He said ok.. Let's welcome Z-H-A-N-G H-U-I M-E-I again... Ya.. Jaw drop until duno where alr.. De scream came naturally.. -__-""""" Cos din expect a-mei 2b back on stage.. They rocked de whole stage with their high vocals sia.. All de stars came out at de last part & ended with de song "Heal de world".. I juz wish I can see A-mei individual concert again soon.. Like really sooooon...

P/S: We had no water for 7hrs.. De 1st tg we did was rush to kopitiam at PS buy drinks..

Yday was really nice.. Went Dempsy Road with Ju, hammie & bb for diner around 5plus.. After that, we went to Singapore flyers to take de ride.. Nice scenery but de height scares me abit.. =) After that we went for movie at Cathay in PS.. Felt so close to bb.. I felt really happy lah.. Duno how to descript.. All I wanna do now, is love bb.. Feels like I juz fell in love with her again kind.. I duno wat kinda feelin she has, but I really wana try my best 2make her life beta.. At least not make her angry.. >.<

彩虹

你整齊潔白的床　是我傾訴的地方
抱你哭著到天亮　你等待幸福的廚房
那次情人節晚餐　卻是我陪著你嘗

衣櫃不算太寬　藏著你的天堂　依然歡迎我分享
我們的愛很像　都因男人而受傷　卻又繼續碰撞

當天空昏暗　當氣溫失常　你用巨大的堅強　總能抵擋
當尖銳眼光　當刺耳聲響　你用彩虹的浪漫　溫柔包裝

看我丟掉他的西裝　比我先紅了眼眶
笑我傻　陪我慌　當我找到幸福去向
幫我快樂的化妝　陪我傻　笑我慌

A-mei had always supported de gay group.. Years ago, it was de song "Ai Shi Wei Yi", now tis.. Dun u juz love her? So hot.. >.<

从前，我觉得生命很可贵，没有人会因为谁不能活。
我现在仍然相信这点。
我知道如果有一天失去你，我不会死。
但是，我会活得不快乐。
所以，我不会让自己失去我最爱的你。

看了一些旧照片，我忽然想对一些人过去认识我不好的一面的人说一句“对不起”。

Didi obediently came over 4tuition at 10pm.. Haha.. He's now soundly asleep while I'm watchin U.S open tennis game between S.Williams & Jankovic.. Quite a tight match & I admire Jan persevering spirit.. I've a long day 2mrw but I'm not willin 2gif in & slp.. LOL.. Sm weird encounter with car 2day, feels kinda weird de whole day.. Not smtg ghostly, juz damn weird..

Ju came chattin w me earlier tis evenin, I juz casually ask her if Hammie's priority is her.. She say shld be lah.. Everytg he does or am goin 2do, he'd tink of her 1st.. My heart.. Phoof.. I can see she's beamin & de words "Xin Fu" is spillin all over de place.. I hope Hammie can make her so happy always.. =)

P/S: Takin 1painkiller & 2panadol within de past 4hrs is not workin on my annoyin splittin headache.. My head feels like it's gonna explode..

I enjoyed tis trip so much.. It was so fun.. Hope we can haf de same kinda trip again..

We're back from Gentin.. It's de 1st time Stephie & Emerlyn spend sm proper time with bb.. And surprisinly, they really got along so well.. Like they knw each other for damn long.. 1st day in Gentin we went to eat "Ah yi bao yu" & sang KTV for 4hrs++.. 2nd day I went casino while stephie, Em & bb went shoppin.. Wen they were goin 4diner they called me.. I cashed out & won 2k Ringgat.. 1st time I actually won in Gentin.. We watched "Turnin point" too.. Since I won $$, I paid for most of de diner, de theme park, de entertainment & bought bb a cute bear.. She bought Em & Steph clothes, dote on them so much..

I gave bb sm cash 2spend frm de winnins.. I'm glad she was happy throughout de trip.. It was meant 2make up 4her Aussie graduation trip.. I bought her a pair of pendent which I like v much.. De pendents wrote "4eva mine" or can be read as "mine 4eva" >.< Bb bought me a little bread which is squeezable & a couple shirt.. Haha.. My bb is so cute.. We took like 200 pic.. I'll post them aft I compress them..

P/S: Sat meetin Stephie, Em, Bb for badminton..

Got everything arranged.. We're goin 2Gentin.. Who's the we? Steph, Emerlyn, Me, Bb!!! And Em's granny.. Haha.. Exams finishin soon.. Bb is comin back from her graduation trip.. =) Juz cant wait for our nights to gentin, I'm sure it'll be pretty crazy with de chemistry of my bb & tt 2little brats.. Yeah.. BRATS...... De 3of them wil sure bully me.. =.= A pity didi cant come.. =(

Went to watch "The proposal" with Est & Jovi.. De whole cinema was filled with Est & my laughter.. Who cares.. I like 2laugh out loud durin movie.. That's me! Tis time, Est was laughin her ass off with me.. So loudly sm more & we juz dun care.. Nobody wil knw who's laughin, so long as we enjoy it! I so enjoy de movie, de laughin esp.. I laughed til I teared.. Tang sistas juz roxz yeah! I'll watch it again.. Sandra bullock is stil so charmin.. *wink*

P/S: Gentin plans with Bb & my cousinzzzz.. So excited..

Wanted to go eat sushi 2day but I din.. Watched de Taiwan news of de pple who lost their home, no water, no food.. Sigh.. We're really really so lucky once again..

Bb is goin back to Adelaide for her graduation.. Next year perharps I'll go with her for her Taiwan family graduation.. I miss all de frens I gotta knw der.. Never felt so happy hangin out my gf's frens b4..

P/S: Bb, I'll miss u like crazy while ur away.. So so so miss u.. =(

分生-张惠妹

一个我像不会累一直往前 一个我动弹不得伤心欲绝
我不确定 几个我 住在心里面 偶尔像敌人 偶尔像姊妹

一个我在网路上朋友一堆 一个我在房间里独自面对
灰色的音乐塞满黑夜high的想麻醉
好让翻搅的胃安静一点 忘了全世界

分裂前的热泪 分裂后的冷眼
越爱谁越防备 像只脆弱的刺猬
分裂中的心碎 分裂后的假面
不快乐不伤悲 情绪埋藏成了壁垒
等待爆裂

一个我相信用心会被感觉 一个我大喊真心会被欺骗
开始的热烈不停奉献后来剩决裂
谎言吞噬了心带来刺痛撕裂的蜕变

分裂前的热泪 分裂后的冷眼
越爱谁越防备 像只脆弱的刺猬
分裂中的心碎 分裂后的假面
不快乐不伤悲 情绪埋藏成了壁垒
等待爆裂

I had a very weird dream yday, I woke up feelin damn scared.. 2of my exs was in my dream & tis weird hotel that lock pple up, I rem I kept runnin in my dream from sm mafias who wans 2put me back in de hotel.. -_-""

I used 2b self centred..
I used 2b de top priority in a couple of pple's life..
I never like 2report wat I was doin or where I was goin..
I never cared abt how others when I blurt tgs outta my mouth.. Horrible stuff..

Tt FeL haf changed..
Is it for beta?
Is it karma?

I'm NOT feelin down when I'm writin tis, it juz suddenly came into my mind..
And I juz sigh & laugh at it.. I do believe in karma.. So shld every1, it e.x.i.s.t.
*evil laughter*

Went down 2woodland pass Bb a box of sweet, I was hoppin she'd feel beta aft eattin it thou I duno why she was upset.. I juz did wat I can den rush back to Seng Kang for tuition..\

Yday bb, jovi, grandma & me played MJ.. Around 12pm, popo went 2slp.. De rest of us continued til 3.30am.. Aft tt bb wanted 2play LAN, so we sent Jovi back den go 2LAN.. Aft LAN at 6am, we went for breakfast.. Our 1st breakfast actually cos we always cant wake up.. Haha.. Ah yi talk 2Diana alot everytime she's here.. She kinda like her.. =) Even ask Diana dun go home, stay here.. LOL.. My bb sis has finally met my baby too.. Cos wen she comes, Est out.. Bb came on Sat too.. So happy bb is spendin so much time w me..

Bb's gg into JB 2nite, den next Friday to Aussie for her graduation.. I'm gonna miss bb soooooooo much.. Sigh.. Tis mornin, bb stil sms tt she had spent so much of my $$.. De fact is I'm always de one who stuff de $$ into her wallet without her knowledge.. I scared she's got not enough..

P/S: Bb.. I dun mind spendin on u, so dun apologize again.. U spent alot on me wen I was in Aus too.. So no ji jiao btwn us k.. >.< Love ya..

Went chalet yday w bb.. To Paris Ris.. It always started badly but end damn sweetly.. >.< I picked bb up at causeway point & she made me wait 1hr.. -_-"" But in de end, she gave me a bottle of swans & stars.. I thot tt'd be de last tg she'll do 4me.. Instantly, my anger went off.. At de chalet, we spent a whole noon at de arcade.. That was wat we got.. Aft spendin $$$, bb finally got de toy.. She was so happy, worth it.. Worth it.. =) At night, we went K box.. Bb sing until she got a headache den she vomited.. Haha.. I bought her back to de chalet den took care of her..

2day we checked out at 11am, den bb came 2my place & we spent de whole noon 2gether til I went for tuition.. I "xin fu" until wanna faint liao.. Love my bb even more.. More.. More.. More.. 2mrw I end early, wil go pick bb up & catch a movie if she's free.. >.< Miss her so much since we parted..

Bringin bb to chalet 2relax a day.. 2day is Difelic day, juz de 2of us.. >.< So happy.. Drivin lesson at 7am.. Shall go slp now later pick bb at her place in de noon..

Went out with Ju to shop yday.. She bought like a few hundred bucks worth of tgs.. LOL.. While waitin 4her, I spotted tis Agnes B. pendent which look damn nice.. Ju & emerlyn started askin me wat occassion was it? Haha.. I merely say if wanna gif den gif, dun haf 2wait till bday or any anniversary.. Sm more tis wk I won so money, juz take it out & buy smtg 2pamper my bb, make her happy lor.. Ju gave a cheeky smile "Ohhhhh.."

3of us were in Agnes B from 6plus til 9plus.. Haha.. So funny lah.. After tt we went to eat & pepper lunch.. En De joined us aft tt.. He stil so funny.. Aft diner, we send him back den we went home.. Rare occassion where I go out with Ju.. Was quite happy laughin at tis weird couple.. Haha.. Ju burst out laughin wen de guy hit de gal on de butt, her outburst frightened me abit..
-_-""" LOL..

Den bb came over last nite outta de blue.. Mm.. So happy.. I tied de pendent to our "Baby brabra" & she saw it.. De smile on bb's face, I knw tt de $$ was worth spendin.. I took Tues off tis wk, I wanna spend time with baby all to myself.. Bb left 1hr ago, I shall go back to slp den wake up for tuition at 1pm.. Hehe.. Long day til 9pm.. But means more $$.. >.<

P/S: Cravin 4Geylang food.. =(

Wow.. Tis 2days v weird.. Yday bought zero goal on Cardif match & won, den bought Club America to win against AC milan & "BAO LENG" won.. 2day I put $10 on 0goal, 1-1 $5, 2-2 $5, 3-3 $5.. I checked 1/2time result was 1-0.. Thot lost alr end up I come home check, de score was 3-3?!! Tis is de 1st time I won on correct score 3-3.. De odds was 40times.. LOL.. I bet very little tis days, I rather win little den lose alot.. Tis 2days all de black horse shock me.. Must thx BraBra my lucky star..

Mm.. Tuesday bringin bb out 2play & haf a romantic diner.. We went 2watch "Murderer" at Woodland.. Was damn good.. Bb gave me a kiss in de lift, felt so happy.. So so so happy >.< Bb gg into JB again, so tis wkend is work work work.. Den Tues enjoy ourself!! If bb can make it.. *Pray*

P/S: Bb.. I'm madly in love.. U're stil de one I'm crazy abt..

I'm not a jinx..

I was so happy since yday.. Took a day off & Bb came to my house & we watched "Marley & me".. After that we took a nap til 7plus & went to Blise for diner.. Den I forced bb to take a bus to kovan.. Haha.. Went to de arcarde while waitin for a lane to bowl.. After that we played til 1am den bb took a cab back to Woodlands.. Couldnt bear to part but I din show it..

P/S: Smwhere in my heart, it's achin cos of sm reason.. Sigh..

Bb been back since Saturday.. Ah Yi fetched Est 2airport at 11plus, I took de afternoon off as well 2send her off.. Den ah yi volunteered to pick bb up at de airport at 5pm on de same day.. She even help me check wat is de correct time of landin, she shocked me.. -_-"" Den she ask bb 2come eat at Rosyth, den she keep askin me wat she like to eat.. She can try to see de receipe & cook.. My family is concern abt bb also, when I say she's sad, Ju even suggest wat 2do.. I feel tt ever since "de incident", she became more concern abt us..

I push my tuition to Sunday cos I'm meetin bb on Thurs 2watch "Ice Age III".. Den Sat gonna play MJ with Ju, Bb, Jovi.. Aft tt go airport fetch Ass bunny.. My family's so weird lately, everyone seemed 2b so nice 2my bb.. Smtg I've nv seen b4.. Haha.. Esp ah yi.. Really weird.. >.< I cant wait 2see bb.. Miss her so much..

Bb is comin back for good on Sat.. =))) *claps*..
Est goin taiwan same day also.. Hope she enjoy herself..

我一直相信报应，昨天又再次体验了。

我还是会积极的面对未来，追求我人生的目标。

爱我。。。疼我。。。真的。。。这么难吗？

I actually won on i bet 4D.. So comical.. I bought de numbers cos Sally, Joe, Jenny flew from Adelaide & stay here.. Den I thot juz buy abit for fun.. -_-"" I din expect myself to win.. 3rd prize sm more.. Not a huge amount but it's de thrill ba.. Hohohoho.. Baby is comin home early.. I'm so happy.. >.< Maybe in 2wks time..

I'm in de midst of cryin so badly that my vision is blurred.. I'm hoppin 4miracle call or an sms.. But I havent.. My heart juz kept sankin deeper & deeper.. Faced so much stress lately..

Refused to pick my calls & totally shut me out without givin me a single clue of knowin wat's sortin out refers to.. Family askin certain questions non stop.. Protectin sm1's feelin yet I got notg but a "Fuck u".. Cash flow.. Lawyer letter again.. Work..

Juz wen I decided to pick myself up 2days ago, all these came thumblin down on me.. Wat's worse, I broke down infront of my student's M~U~M 2day.. I claim tt smtg happened in my family & I gotta end early.. I'm so tired my whole head is empty.. I'm not hungry at all today..

But I gotta go back to my students' work.. Later mayb play MJ at 3am.. I dun wanna let myself haf any time 2tink.. I cant tink anymore.. Sm1 take my brain away.. Pls.. Juz take my head off my neck by force..

放下今天手头上所有的工作，到海边轻轻松松的玩一天，调整最近低沉的情绪。
我们四个人今天我会让自己过得很开心。

P/S: My fren.. Thx 4takin my shit when I throw tantrum tis days.. I knw u dun feel good even thou u juz keep quiet whenever I do that.. I'm sorry.. I'll tame myself down.. Thx for bein so patient..

前阵子，我充满热诚，最近有点象火被水熄灭的感觉。
真的该坚持我“有教无类”的心态吗？
还是应该听每个人的话，向现实低头，做个不快乐的人？
我忽然迷失了方向，遗失了自己原有的自信。

Am in Perth now.. No bb's hug 2keep me warm 2nite.. It's 8'C here, brrr.. Cold but I'm stil likin it.. I miss Bb, I miss Adelaide, I miss de Taiwan family.. Mm.. Gotta come back & work.. Bb say she dun wan me 2buy her a laptop, so mayb I'll buy her a Nintendo wii.. I love 2see bb smile.. I miss her lah.. Cant slp 2nite..

P/S: Bb.. Jia u.. U can graduate & come back in August.. I love ya.. Muacks.. >.<

Had a great time in Adelaide with Bb.. Juz came back from diner with Priscilla & family.. 3days ago went casino w bb.. We were playin 3card poker.. She saw 2 6s den she close card.. I told her it'll be triple 6.. Den she gave me a -_- den de 1st person got 6, she was like no chance liao lah tt guy got a 6.. I was like 1deck of cards haf 4 sixs.. True enough.. She got a triple 6 & as usual she's so shock she blush.. Haha.. So cute lah.. Thou there're time we aint happy, but there are time we're so happy 2gether.. I stil hope I can spend de rest of my life with bb..

She let de cat outta de bag ever since I came 2Adelaide, I juz din wanna embarass her.. Haha.. She's comin back end of August instead of Nov.. Haha.. I'm so happy lah.. We can finally not be apart for 1800000 miles.. She's shiftin in to stay w Yuki & Keffi after her exam in 2wks time.. I stil love the TWF (Taiwan family) esp Yuki.. I can juz tell her anytg under de sun cos we do see de same point most of the time.. Same preception abt life.. Keffi too but she's pretty quiet at times.. Watever it is, if next yr bb is comin back for TWF graduation, I'll come back with her if she allow me too.. Cos they haf become my frens too..

P/S: Xing, Sally & Joe is transitin in Singapore on 26th June b4 they fly back to Taiwan, they'll stay w me & I'll brin them for chillie crab..

Went 2watch "Angels & Demons" last nite.. It was a gd show thou it's as usual v brief compare 2de book.. I'm 1/3through de book & I'm stil gonna finish it.. It was so cold last nite tt we were talkin & mist came outta my mouth.. LOL.. My soccer lost 2nite.. So sian.. I'm stil cravin 4steak at pancake house.. Sigh.. Mayb b4 my trip I'll go eat if I've any money left.. Winter here is so cold.. Now is like 11'C.. Imagine can blow out mist.. Cold die alr but I like it beta den sweatin all over in sg.. -_-""

P/S: I duno why but I feel tt JJ is a genuine person.. It's easy 2tell wen u observe sm1 for a while.. It's mostly through de eyes.. Which is de soul.. A person can be laughin but de eyes wil tell if it's really from de heart or juz de surface.. My theory of life..

Woke up from a bad dream.. Dreamt tt a dog I had over a long time juz died.. And I cried so hard in my dream.. Jumped out from my slp & found bb beside me.. It was a huge relief.. I hugged bb & kissed her on de face & I felt so much beta again.. U ask me last nite if we'll last long.. I told u I dun dare 2tink but de fact it I wan2 b w u 4a long time 2come.. We stil quarrel frm time to time.. But lookin at u, des a sense of peace tt I cant describe.. I juz feel really happy & de love juz spills all over de place & I cant bear 2b angry w u 4long..

I'm in Adelaide with my baby.. =)

Tis stupid Gavin called me at 11pm to go play MJ.. I was like tinkin 2mrw not too stress cos wkend comin, den so long nv play alr.. So ok lor.. Crazily went down his place at 11.30pm wen Ju came back.. She was nice enough 2send me der.. Hehe.. Joanne's fren is really funny, I kept laughin de whole nite long.. Since de exam started, I havent got time 2go out.. To tink abt it, I'm not sm1 who likes 2mix w de crowd unless tt fren of mine is a really close one.. If not, I really cant be bothered 2go out wen I'm not workin..

I'm leavin 4Aus soon, can see my BB liao.. Everytime de wkend comes, I'm watchin soccer alone.. Durin wkdays I'm workin like 75% of de time so I dun feel it.. But lately, occassionally I got Steph 2accompany me watch soccer.. Haha.. Xin Yan invited me 2her bday.. Was kinda surprise she invited me cos we din tok for few mths, but she knw quite abit of my secret few mths back.. *blink blink*

Very free juz nw, so do tis for fun.. De last pic was Est anyhow make one.. Ugly like shit.. -_-""