Went out to catch a show *paycheck* with every1 & Zhang Kai.. He's so innocent probably due to overprotective by the mum.. I still feel lousy.. But it snowed again.. Tis time it's real snow without the rain.. The most beautiful sight since I came.. It was the 1st time I lie on the ground tryin to form an *angel*.. Haha...

Sam flew the sweater at me when I was drinkin.. It hit my upper lips & a cut was slashed open.. Juz start bledin onto the ground.. I flared at 1st but I smiled again.. Sigh.. It's only a cut.. It'll recover b4 I go back 2sg den I can french again.. Wahahaha... Gonna continue with the snowman again.. Hehe..

Juz sit here stonning for a long time.. Can't even rem where I went today.. Dunno wat I wanna write.. All I know is I went to Lonsdal market at North Vancouver.. Flying to Taiwan on 1st Jan..
My 2nd fav idol Anita Mui is dead................ Dun feel like writting anymore.. Can't even see the screen clearly.. Everytg is blurry.. Hope she has a beta nxt life.. All the best k.. Dun suffer like wat u did tis life....
*tearing*

Early in the morning went drink tea again.. Kao.. Nuts.. Was telling everyone when we go back, we'll go have tea on a Sat morning.. Hehe.. Leaving Vancouver in 2days.. Sigh.. Sbit sad leh.. Was here for so long.. Can't bear to leave here.. The aunty ask us to come back next yr.. I was tinkin also.. But I promise to bring darLing to Paris.. How leh? I wanna go Paris also.. If next yr, I'm doing well in the stock market den I can go 2places.. But my mum.. Err.. Must make sure give her more $$ so that she won't nag kind.. And I need to put $$ aside to learn my driving.. Gonna take the lesson once I go back.. Can't wait to drive.. Finally pass.. Hehe..

It only snowed for a day but the ice din melt cos it's at -1'C today.. Almost slipped a few times liaoz.. Went to the flea market & walked from 12pm til 5pm.. Power ah.. Bought sm mini wine glass for myself & sm present for my mummy & auntie who paid for our airticket.. Then smtg small for darLing too.. Dunno she'll like or not.. Sigh.. 2mrw I bringing them to Lonsdale market.. Must take sea bus to North Vancouver.. Hope I dun throw face & lose my way sia.. Hehe..

Juz came back from the fishing village.. They've boats tt sells prawns, fishes & seafood.. The ground which wasn't builted on solid ground shook.. I thot I was dizzy.. Haha.. So scary ah.. Almost fell into the sea.. Then I cling on to Sam like a kolar bear clinging on to a tree trunk.. Of course Sam is the tree trunk..

Then outta sudden it snowed!!!!!!! It's a rare sight in vancouver u know?!! Gosh.. I felt like a little kid again.. Starring outta the window & my eyes sparkled, like I'm all alone in this world.. It's ard -3'C 2day.. Later we can go out to take sm pic in the snow again!! Yeah.. Zhang kai fell down twice on the wet snow.. He's so cute leh.. Yday we bought him an X-box *street basketball* cd.. He blushed..

Sam made very nice avacado.. Mm.. Inside got milk.. She makes a gd nanny for little FeLFeL except tt she can't produce milk.. Hehe.. Yday we went to the sushi shop which sell oysters with cheese on it.. Damn cool leh.. My gosh.. Whenever Sam is cold she'd cuddle me like a baby bear.. Hehe.. My godson is so cute.. I always call her *xiao Jason*.. ahahhaha...

Went shopping 2day.. Bought a pair of shoe for CA$145.. Phoof.. So expensive ah.. But I feel like pamperin myself since I've earned quite abit frm share market last wk & my sis say they dun have tt design in sg.. LOL.. Morever, it's my favourite color blue.. *smilezz*

I got a Nike shirt for myself & my darling too.. Mm.. We can wear it out 2gether wen we go out rite? *blush*.. Mm.. Let's go Paris nxt yr k? Hehe.. Dun care abt the flight lah.. I go shoppin with u but u must promise me to go sight-seeing with me k?

Mm.. 2mrw can't go flea market again.. Sigh.. The *auntie destroyed our plan.. Will be leaving for Taiwan soon.. Hopefully can get sm hippy tgs der kind.. Den see got wat tg I buy for u k.. *Muackzz*

Tis was written on the tour bus...

D tour bus came to pick us @Richmond.. S it was getting nearer to whistler, we could actually feel it getting colder outside.. Came to a really nice place at the foot of the mountain.. Midway, we stopped at Squamish for a hot cup of hot chocolate.. Shiok sia.. Haha..

Wen we opened our hotel (Pinnacle) door, it was a shocking sight.. They've a fireplace, a jacuzzi & a window view I'll never forget.. I could see the snowy mountain.. We pack lah, mess up the room lah, throw tgs around lah.. Den we sat beside the fireplace & started eattin our cup noodle..

Outta sudden, Sam shouted.. *It's snowing!!*.. My gosh.. I felt my heart skip a beat wen I saw the sight infront of me.. My dream.. Had come true.. I was touched to tears u knw? Oh man.. It snowed on X'mas too.. We'd soak our ass in the Jacuzzi every afternoon before diner.. Had steak, oysters.. Oh geez.. Juz felt my tummy.. Tink I'm putting on weight.. Sigh..

X'mas eve morning, we equipt ourself wth our skiing equiptment.. Took us 45mins to wear everytg ah!! Ah siao.. So like in spacesuit kind.. Make us so diff to even walk.. Sam was the 1st to fall.. She Zzzzzzoooommmm down the mountain & tried to turn.. She almost crash into a banner so she slam herself on the snow to stop.. Ah hahaha... I laff like mad.. Den in the end.. I was the one who fell the most..

My sis Est was hilarious.. She ski down & couldn't brake.. She almost crash into a large pole (size of a tree trunk).. But she's a smart ass.. She turn her body over & grab the pole sideway.. The impact was so big tt she almost swung off the pole.. Ahahhaha... Ju was pretty skillful, she's a fast learner.. Me leh.. Sigh.. Fell 4X.. Once I was doing pretty well.. Then I wanted to slow down after a turn & I couldn't.. I tried to bend my knees which was a wrong move.. I swooped past my sis & was charging towards the cablecar.. I slam my fat ass & glide for a distance before stopping 2m away frm the cable car.. I could have plunge into the cable car ah..

On X'mas leh.. We went out for diner.. Ju ordered a trout & we all thot it was a pig's trout until Sam tasted it & said it taste like fish.. Tink it made my sis tummy upset.. Cos she flooded the toilet bowl with her puke aft tt.. I lost my fav earrin whic I bought in sg.. Was so sad but Sam promise to buy me one wen she get back & keep comfortin me.. Sigh.. Wat a sweet cousin cum godson she is.. Juz had to love her.. No wonder so many gals falling for her lah.. Hehe..

It's damn fun to ski but my whole body is fallin apart the next day I woke up.. Everyone kenna musscle ache.. Tsk.. tsk.. tsk.. Throat is feelin abit painful.. Sigh.. Tink the weather is too dry.. 2mrw is boxing day here so everytg is 1/2price.. LOL.. So will be rushing to buy my shoe tomorrow den hopefully can find smtg cute for my darling.. But dar ah.. Des v.little branded stuff here leh.. All in airport.. But I'll buy u smtg cute if I sees one ok?

Oh well.. Wat did I do 2day? Was craving for sm cheesy mussels in a sushi restaurant.. Heard its delicious, but again.. The *aunty* is not lettin us go.. *faints*
I bought a couple of cup noodles.. And I realise it was the one I like!!! I had it in Perth!!! Hehe.. I can eat it in whistler!! Geez..
I'm preparing to find my way to town & have a fruitful day after my Whistler.. Cos Juliana say we can't possibily find the way ourself & I'm gonna prove her WRONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yawn.. Diner time soon.. Sigh.. Wonder wat's on our grossome menu again 2nite.. Sigh.. Worse den jailbird man..

2day wanted to go flea market but Esther is sick.. So in order to prepare for the Whistler trip, let her rest at hm lor.. Den in the end she hog on the PC for hours.. =o( Idiot..
Sigh.. So we juz went for Hong Kong dim sum.. I ordered in cantonese.. Haha.. Lucky they can understand.. Eat til $60++.. But they dun have my fav *you yu su*.. Nvm lah.. I alr had it at a food court tt day.. Sop weird rite?
I came hm & slp frm 8pm til 4am.. Sian.. Now so hungry but scared fat.. Sigh.. Gonna play my online game.. Hehe..

I kept tinkin why I flare up at her.. Damn.. Why m I so petty.. She told u she went out with her as a fren rite? Sigh.. =o(
I'm afraid of losing u.. I'm afraid history will repeat.. I had too much insecurities in me.. But I wanna trust u..
U're nice to me tis days, I can feel it.. The scarf which u spend day & night doing.. The love & determination u put in to finish it.. U skipped yr fav hobbies (SLEEP) to try to meet the deadline.. Hehe.. I have it close to me..

Do u knw tat wen u'r nice, u'r so sweet & cute.. I like tis kinda constant attention from u.. U nv really lose yr patience unless I go nuts cos of jealousy..
I know tat I shldn't have flare aft tat.. But I can't help it.. Jealousy takes control of me & I lose my senses..

My sis is constantly teasing me tat I've finally gotta taste the fruit of my HARD labour.. They always ask *Are u bringing yr *chong man ai de scarf* out? I blushed.. A sweet blush.. A sense of warmth.. A sense of belonging.. A feelin of love.. A feeling of fresh start from where we ended.. Our new start is like a dream.. A dream which I hope I'll nv wakes up..

Sm tings can nv be mended.. But time can heal the wounds.. My wounds had been healed.. All I need is sm securities & yr sincerity to love me whole-heartedly.. Cos I love u & I can't afford to lose u again.. I really really can't...

Finally gotta go out without our relative.. She's nice but we can't shop with her ard.. She walks too fast & make us do *window* shopping.. Can see cannot touch..

I bought a Nike wristband.. Smtg tt I wanted for a long time.. Hehe..
Mm.. My sis & I saw tis And1 shoe.. It's nice man.. Or rather we like it very much..
Cost abt $130.. I'll get it I tink.. Time to pamper myself abit instead of wearin shoes tat costs $20.. Hehe.. Once in a blue moon lah ah..

Went to watch *Lord of the Ring* too.. Waited 3yrs for the show.. Teared at the ending..
Well.. Still pondering if I shld go taiwan.. SARS.. Sigh.. Hate it man..
Mm.. I'm begining to like my cousin Sam alot.. She's really innocent & tickled easily.. Tink tis trip has bought our family bond closer.. Sigh.. How am I to manage wen I get back to sg without seeing them & laff together kind..

Woke up in the middle of the nite feelin lousy.. Sigh.. Wat a disapointing nite..
Had an arguement for the 1st time since she came back..
I'm touched that she made a scarf for my vancouver trip & I have it with me wherever I go.. Whether it's snowing or raining..

Yet.. I was upset to know that she was out with her last nite..
Am I not suppose to? Or shld I have juz say *Oh* & 4get abt it.. Or shld I be wat I was a few mths ago.. *Mm.. Ok.. I dun care.. U can do wat u like* kinda attitude? Sigh..

I'll juz enjoy my holiday anyway.. Lookin forward to the flea market 2mrw.. Had to explore our way.. Hehe..
Kinda miss mm.. The 1st wk I'm back.. I shall go der.. Haha.. Tt's stil 3wks away..
Geez.. But can't bear to leave the weather here.. Darn..

Juz read an article abt the SARS Taiwan patient.. Realise he was on the plane which I took to vancouver 5days later.. How cool.. Sigh..

I 'm not feelin happy today.. Sigh.. Tryin to cheer myself up!!
Went for a short shopping trip to Richmond shoppin centre..
Bought my mum cLinque soap & it costs me $300+!! Siao..

I've a gf tis X'mas.. Isn't that cooL? I'm not aLone anymore..
I hope tis time I won't be disappointed again.. I'm so afraid of disappointment..
U've been sweet since u came back.. I hope I made the right choice.. =o)

Tis 3yrs haven't been smooth for me in love, $$, familly life, everytg..
I came a long way to be wat I am today.. I pick myself up bit by bit..
I walked outta depression by myself.. Cash flow is pickin up.. I hope Love wiLL be weLL too..

Day 3 - Woke up at 7am.. Went for a game of basketball..
It was Sam's stupid idea again..
Sigh.. We came back from a shopping centre.. Hehe..
We booked our tour to Whistler frm 23rd of Dec - 25th Dec!!!
My gosh.. I'm gonna get a snowy X'mas..

Oh my gosh.. I'm in Vancouver!!

Day 1 - I came Vancouver.. Jet lag.. Slp & slp..
I woke up feeling goggy.. Went downstairs for diner & flew
off the stairs landed on my ass a few steps down..
My back hurts but hack it.. LOL..

Day 2 - Slp, woke up & slp den eat & slp..
Woke up at 6pm, had diner & Sam is dying for a stupid bottle of coke..
And 3of us had to walk out in the cold (2'C) with her to hunt for a coke..