unbalanced pressure in ears

hehe.. mcm2 penyakit ye...

alhamdulillah, mata da beransur kurang.. smlm tgh hr panas terik, ade gak sakit mata nie.. tp hr ni nmpk nye da xde sakit dah.. tp sejak semalam telinga ni cam rasa tersumbat jek.. rasa mcm tekanan sbb pening gile kepala rasa berdengung jeee... dgr suara sendiri pon cam kdg2 bergema..

hari ni kt opis mmg sedikit pening la sbb rasa telinga kiri cam ok sikit, tp telinga kanan ni berdengung je.. pening betul kepala jadi nye.. gowri suh gi check kt hospital.. haih bile la masa nye nak gi hospital ni...

tapi hr ni cuba2 la google, ape masalah telinga ni... rupa rupa nye sbb tekanan dlm telinga x balance.. org tu suggest:

1. makan atau minum.
   
2. lakukan hembus nafas sambil tutup hidung dan mulut

yg pertama tu mmg x jalan la.. sbb dr smlm smpi hr ni da bape kali makan dah.. try no 2... ade bunyik cam "pop".. haa baru lega sikit rasa nye... alhamdulillah, pening kepala pon reda.. lapang rasa telinga..

ade gak sikit rasa block belah kanan ni, try lagi hembus nafas cam tu.. hurmm ok sikit la.. maybe sbb da 2 3 hari x balance tu sbb agak nye rasa cam ni kot.. harap2 lepas ni ok la..

tp kalo ada masa ni nak gi cek doktor jgk la.. mane tau ade problem lain ke kan...

saya memerlukan CUTI juga

saya sangat sangat sangat sangat memerlukan CUTIII!!!!!!!!

aaahhhh dah x tahan.. jiwa memberontak.. blog mmg da lama la x update.. sbb nye sesak gile kt opis xde masa lnsg nak update.. kdg2 ade cerita nk type, tp da letih..

since rumah baru ni xde internet, jadi malam2 mmg xdpt la online.. tp di siang hari download ape yg patut dulu la kan... mcm biasa...

minggu ni hari isnin da MC.. hahaha monday blues... sbnr nye mmg dr last week badan rase x sihat je.. nak MC, tp kesian kt kasyak nnt bz pulak.. nak di jadikan alasan ahad lepas masa kt rumah klang, selsema yg agak teruk la.. baring je kt rumah.. sekali isnin tu mmg semangat nak gi keje, tapi masa jalan kaki ke bustop, alahaiiii... ade anjing pi cium betis pulak... tp xde la kene betis, kene seluar la.. bapak la terkejut masa tu.. jerit sekuat hati.. nak patah balik rumah, jauh.. jadi teruskan je la naik bas.. tp x gi opis, balik rumah sewa.. da lewat, jadi nye mmg akan lambat la ke opis.. jiwa pon da x stabil la bile mengenangkan di kiss oleh anjing.. terus la decide mc.. lagi pon badan pon mmg x bape sihat sgt.. nak carik tanah nak samak lagi..

pastu da mc isnin ptg mata bengkak plk... nape ntah.. merah2.. sakit2.. sakit mata tu bawak sampai ke jumaat.. mmg letih la mata... hari2 letak eyemore.. takmo mc lg.. nnt keje terbengkalai.. bile mata da letih, tulah xde nye update blog ni walaupon byk gosippp... hahahaaha

jadi akibat tekanan yg begini, sy memerlukan CUTI... CUTI... CUTI.. CUTI....

haih lagi bape minggu nak puasa kan.. jd x sempat nak bikin cuti sebelom puasa.. jadi proceed lepas rayeeee...

haaa tgk.. masa tgh type entry ni pon mata da start sakit.. da sabtu oiii.. makne nye da 6 hari mata ni masih cam ni.. tp sejak pakai eyemore ni reda sikit la mata ni..

masa hari isnin n selasa je nmpk teruk mata nie... skrg da reda sikit.. haaaa harap2 cepat sembuh..
harap2 dpt bercuti...

impian bercuti adalah bersama kim hyun joong, tp x mungkin la.. bak kate adik, toksah berangannn...
hahahahaaahahahhahaa..

perasaan terharu

Sangat terharu kerana

- dia hari ni download game feberet masuk dlm phone dia, supaya sy bole main game kalo bosan2 masa melepak di kopitiam..

sebelom2 ni juga selalu terharu kerana

- dia lah org nye yg basuhkan baju sy selama beberapa bulan masa masih menetap kt rumah lama.. sejak mesin rosak
- dia basuh baju sy, sidai baju sy kt tmpt xkan kene hujan, tp sidai baju dia tmpt yg mungkin kene hujan.. sbb sy complain baju x kering betul2, bau kepam.. (space limited)
-lambat keluar pg keje, sy marah2 suruh cepat sbb nnt lmbt smpi, dia lambat sbb sidai baju sy sebelom pg keje
- dia xpg makan kalo sy kate "malas la nak keluar makan" (tp penah jgk kalo ade geng dia pg jgk mkn)
- dia x join outing ngan kawan dia kalo sy kate, "xnak la pegi"
- dia tolak ajakan kawan dia pg jalan2, sbb alasan dia " nak amek haiza balik keje nnt"
- dia selalu fikir nak download cite ape tuk sy tgk kt rumah, sbb sy selalu suke duduk terperap kt bilik, xnak tgk tv..
- kalo on training, dia akan abis training awal, tp dia akan lepak lobby bawah office sy sbb tggu saya abih keje.. 5 hari selama seminggu..
- pastikan sebelom balik rumah, sy beli makanan.. nnt da malam kebulur plk..


tapi kadang2 kite jadi manusia ni terlupa nak bersyukur.. sy kalo da kt opis, keje, mmg fikir keje je.. atau fikir LMH la.. kim hyun joong la.. tp kdg2 email dia masuk2 tu, baru la teringat dia..
tepat kul 5.30 baru sms dia.. bile nk balik?

update : bukan dia xde keburukan.. tp buat ape nak carik keburukan sedangkan kebaikan tu telah menutupi keburukan dia.. kite pun bukan xde keburukan, byk.. terlalu byk.. cuma tinggal nak atau x memperbaiki.. insyaAllah..

yg tersenarai hanye beberapa yg ingat waktu skrg.. harap2 berkekalan..

LOOKING FOR KIM HYUN JOONG WHO STOLE SOMEONE'S HEART

Did he stole your heart, sis?

wah this is really awesome.. this noona(older sister in korean) really can't find her Hyun Joong until end up she put a big banner to find her love one.. haha..



*Credit:cyworld.com/hyunjoongnara & cafe.daum.net/khj19860606*

that banner content is "LOOKING FOR KIM HYUN JOONG WHO STOLE THE HEARTS OF NOONAS AND RAN AWAY!"

Can't really understand others word, but i can read hyun joong name in the middle of the sentences there.. banner tu letak kt flyover yg memang sesak kt Busan, South Korea... huhu fans semua mmg xdpt kesan Hyun joong sejak dia sign up contract dgn company baru, which is Keyeast.. dlm byk2 paparazzi n stalker for SS501, sorg pon x jmp mane pg our Hyun joong.. mane dia pegi? pegi spain x balik lg ke? last info, dia pg spain.. ni sebelom spain menang worldcup lagi.. but now, where he is?

Has anyone seen him recently? anywhere?



huhuhu

aktiviti semasa

skrg serius mmg bz gile.. adik n pengetua juga tertanya2, mane pg si kakak nye ni kan? huhu.. nik yg x bape comel tu lagi la.. xpenah pon ym ngan dia.. bukan ape.. risau dia sedang bawak baby.. nnt terkenan plk perangai kami..

bukan bizi project baru, cuma byk sgt user minta di bantu.. tp dlm sebok2 n stress2 tu, sempat jgk aktiviti google berjalan, cuma da kurang la.. dulu mmg minat gile2 la kt lee min ho.. yg tampan serta cute tu..


ha koleksi gambar2 minho.. tp ni bukan sy buat.. amek dr forum soompi..

tp skrg mula berubah angin, (hahhaaha cinta x tetap) pada Kim Hyun Joong.. cute sgt....


Ni boy band SS501.. seperti biasa mesti la suke leader dia kan.. no 2 from left hand side.. ade lg gambar2 seksi beliau.. tp xyah la letak.. mmg perasan ketampanan hyun joong ni sejak Boys Over Flower lagi, tp hati da tertaut ngan LMH.. huhu.. tp sejak SS501 ni keluar mini album yg baru bulan lepas, Destination.. waaaaaaaa rase cam lagu2 derang best.. n diaorg menari superbbb... kenapa la x minat sejak dulu.. *sigh*

tapi sedikit risau, sbb akhir bulan june, contract ngan agency diaorg da tamat.. n leader da sign new contract ngan company lain which is company tu biasa nye uruskan pelakon.. ye, mmg leader nak bright future dlm lakonan, tp mcm mane ngan carier penyanyi? cam ne dgn SS501?
sampai skrg masih blm ade news pasal contract terbaru... harap2 cepat2 la derang sign dgn company terbaik..

xberapa faham dgn industri muzik korea, mcm mane kalo da end contract, masih bole menyanyi lagu yg produce dr company tu ke?

good news, kim hyun joong akan berlakon dlm drama baru... 'It started with a kiss' (updated: salah tajuk plk).. kalo x silap tu la tajuk nye betul x silap lg.. ni cerita adaptasi dr manga popular jepun.. waaaaa x sabar.. di jangka kan akan on air, september ni.. huhuhu...

p/s: x sabar jugak tggu filem Ombak Rindu..

Find

even to me
even to me
my earnest heart

what am i going to do
what am i going to do

so far away
so far away a love
i will never let go
of you, my love

i'm right here
finding back your smile
the painful tear of your heart
i will be here to catch them all

this clear love
i will never forget ; i will make a way
certainly, our love
will find each other again

if even you were gone
if even you were gone
how i will pull through?
even in a dream
there were always two of us

resemblances you
the time when they resemblances you
i can never let go
of my lingering love

i'm right here
finding back your smile
the painful tear of your heart
i will be here to catch them all

this clear love
i will never forget ; i will make a way
certainly, our love
will find each other again

this empty love
my heart burns with sorrow
getting you out of my mind
i know i can't

those flowing tears
before even the last memories drowns
my love needs to find you

*translation for the background's song.. but it seems a direct translation..

saya mahu...

saya mahu ini....



mahu pakai skinny jeans seperti ini... bile?

*sigh*

pindah lagi

pindah rumah lagi..

lokasi : masih shah alam jugak..

sebab : dah x suke housemate tu(bukan ila).. n Ila pon da kawin.. Ila pindah, i pun pindah la.. tp ila pindah rumah husband, i carik rumah lain.. hehe

mmg gile2 x hepi la ngan budak rumah lama tu... hamek la kalo baca pon.. pedulik.. smlm secara rasmi nye da settle hal rumah tu.. deposit pun da amek balik.. naga kate jgn merungut2 lagi dah lepas ni.. ok ok i x merungut lg..

cuma, rumah baru ni ade mahal sikit, jauh sikit dr bustop.. tp surau depan mata.. harap2 berubah ke arah kebaikan.. rumah baru xde internet :(
taknak amek brokban, takot nnt bukan perlu sgt kan.. membazir je bayor.. duit tu bole buat perkara2 lain.. sepertiiiiii _________(isi tmpt kosong)... cuma malam2 bosan la x dpt nak layan forum..

dah lama sgt masa kt rumah lama x tgk tv, so walaupon rumah baru ade asetero, tetap xde nafsu nk tgk tv sgt.. kecuali KBS channel.. hehehehee...

Thank you

Thank you..
For staying by my side
Nervous..
Walking this road with you

I love u..
The awkward words that I want to say in front of you
Be blessed..
I must let u live well

Sorry..
For meeting someone like me
Painfull..
I’m still lacking in many ways

I will be by your side until the end
I will protect the beautiful you

*)
I pray not to release this hands even if I die
I promise to walk with you until the end of time
Because the extreme love
can be worn out of time
I vow to keep the beautiful memories
And even the days that we cried

Sorry..
For not able to be better
Painfull
That I am always lacking in some ways

I will protect you until the end even if it’s hard
I will protect the beautiful you

Repeat *)

Only you can forgive my heart
Even though I am imperfect
Even though I am lacking in many ways
I sincerely want you

Even if the days of difficulties were to come
I will not release the two hands that I hold until the end of time
Because the extreme love
can be worn out of time
I vow to keep the beautiful memories
And even the days that we cried

Thank you..
For staying by my side

***

bergenang air mata... :(

credit to : kunya.wordpress.com

da lama x hapdet

da lama sungguh x update... mcm2 da tulis, padam balik.. da tulis padam balik..
malas la nak fikir.. sbb kalo da tulis kt sini mesti nnt diri sendiri baca berkali2.. jadi biar la.. xyah dok ingat.. tp hari ni ade bende yg sgt kelakar berlaku..

fifi, kalo fifi baca, sorry taw.. haiza rase mcm nak simpan ym ni jadi kenangan.. huhuhu..
ketawa tersembur2 ketika chat ni.. oppsss takde la tersembur, nnt jatuh saham.. cuma terkekek2 kecil sahaja... sehingga menyembunyi kan muka di sebalik screen..








dan ape yg fifi cakap tu (seperti, betul2 rambut, pandang sipi2) adelah kelakuan spontan.. kerana, dlm hati berkata, nak cakap ke xnak, nak cakap ke xnak.. haihh pelik, bukan nak suh dia ajak kawin, nak sampaikan mesej return call amy jeeee..

ape pon, ini la yg mengisi masa sy di opis.. sgt gembira...ini je semangat tuk masuk opis hari2.. kalo pagi2 masuk keje x nmpk SY dulu, semangat pudar.. rase2 nye dia jumpa x blog ni??