from Vengeance. foREVer, then i switched from some lamb of god to avenged sevenfold's Desecrate through Reverence before settling for I Won't See You Tonight (part 1). good old band and what would they be without the Rev. I can't imagine if a member of COB died (CHOY AH TOUCH WOOD) and they carried on with another member. I'll be angry with Aleksi Laiho and the Hate Crew.
i love Fleshgod Apocalypse. SWEETLY BRUTAL.
Anna
20100124
I am ready
to move on from failed friendships and past mistakes. Look forward. I am turning twenty this year and forty in twenty years' time. I am rebuilding my life from the ashes that a culmination of events (due to raging hormones and wildchild/ black rebel streak) and a gunshot wound to the heart and head burnt down.
I am nurturing my neglected young guns and bashing up conceited bastards of the next generation because I enjoy doing so. I am building a semi-stable second-degree network (which I won't be so silly to consider them as a safety net like I did with my previous network) while screwing and serving behind the counter at Wisma Starbucks. I am headlining the first charitable metal event in which ticket proceeds will be sent to aid the recovery of Haiti. I am going to pledge my support to the youth wing of Singapore's ruling political party soon.
I am not quite free from the past, you know, with all the amount of mental scarring I went through. This time I am more focused than I have ever been in my life.
Lycanboy is starting a label soon. He has not set it up yet but soon. By this month at least.
We have aged so much since we were seventeen guns, giggling about where tunnels will take us, which button will detonate the core of the earth and guessing when the world would end. Is it now?
MI was fucked up. Didn't achieve as much as I could. If I entered MI whole and wasn't a target for destruction, I would have excelled. But fuck the past. MI was a hollow experience and I dislike it very much although I met the two greatest people who love me so much and me, them.
This is me, clean and true, humbled but still a wildchild, daughter, sister, lover, best friend and that girl with a frown and studs in her hair.
Amen.
I am nurturing my neglected young guns and bashing up conceited bastards of the next generation because I enjoy doing so. I am building a semi-stable second-degree network (which I won't be so silly to consider them as a safety net like I did with my previous network) while screwing and serving behind the counter at Wisma Starbucks. I am headlining the first charitable metal event in which ticket proceeds will be sent to aid the recovery of Haiti. I am going to pledge my support to the youth wing of Singapore's ruling political party soon.
I am not quite free from the past, you know, with all the amount of mental scarring I went through. This time I am more focused than I have ever been in my life.
Lycanboy is starting a label soon. He has not set it up yet but soon. By this month at least.
We have aged so much since we were seventeen guns, giggling about where tunnels will take us, which button will detonate the core of the earth and guessing when the world would end. Is it now?
MI was fucked up. Didn't achieve as much as I could. If I entered MI whole and wasn't a target for destruction, I would have excelled. But fuck the past. MI was a hollow experience and I dislike it very much although I met the two greatest people who love me so much and me, them.
This is me, clean and true, humbled but still a wildchild, daughter, sister, lover, best friend and that girl with a frown and studs in her hair.
Amen.
20100116
20100113
I miss my boyfriend
And my lovely Rebecca Hadler but I'm just too tired to email her.
Tentative exciting plans for Sat, yay can't wait. Shopping plans with Naddy next week because I'm busy on her birthday.
I'd better say Goodbye because I'm dead tired. Must be the five-inches and teaching in school (did I tell you I love my normal tech kids) as well as the screaming and laughter in between asking my partners for coffee recipes because I just can't remember them every other day.
Life's busy at the moment but at least I'm makin money from it. really miss the boy.
xx
Tentative exciting plans for Sat, yay can't wait. Shopping plans with Naddy next week because I'm busy on her birthday.
I'd better say Goodbye because I'm dead tired. Must be the five-inches and teaching in school (did I tell you I love my normal tech kids) as well as the screaming and laughter in between asking my partners for coffee recipes because I just can't remember them every other day.
Life's busy at the moment but at least I'm makin money from it. really miss the boy.
xx
20100110
gorgoroth
hello girl,
you look hot in your barista outfit today. wish i could stay longer. wish i could never leave your side sometimes but thats just stupid. i love it when you're happy. and i hate it when i dont make you happy. this is turning out to be a sappy post. sker-ratttcchhh.
iwannafuckingsqueezeyouuntilyousqueallikeDr.acula'sgrindcorespaz
becausesometimesi'vethispentupfrustrationfrommissingyoutoomuch.
qa.
you look hot in your barista outfit today. wish i could stay longer. wish i could never leave your side sometimes but thats just stupid. i love it when you're happy. and i hate it when i dont make you happy. this is turning out to be a sappy post. sker-ratttcchhh.
iwannafuckingsqueezeyouuntilyousqueallikeDr.acula'sgrindcorespaz
becausesometimesi'vethispentupfrustrationfrommissingyoutoomuch.
qa.
20100108
fuck my life
i cant believe my mother is forcing me to skip the first week of school for her orders. she doesnt believe i would get expelled. school is my only escape. without art, i may rot and die grey.
qa.
qa.
20100106
sounds from winter
school starts in a few days. ive learnt not to expect anything from what i am capable of for a new semester. shit happens. AND ive also learnt that you shouldnt let shit happen. so let all nightmare long begin.
ive a bad feeling about 2010. and ive planned some not bad things to do to try and cover that dawning of hell to come.
1. try flowboarding at wavehouse.
2. rip flowboarding at wavehouse.
3. practice longboarding tricks.
4. finish my 14 day mural challenge (room wall)
5. not flop at this mini business venture/art promotion project with mr.idham
6. buy the ceviche and maybe the apex 37
7. create new sandwiches for mdm diyanah
8. convert my pent up rage and depression into something (if it could be money, i'd be rich)
i'l stop at 8 because i like 8. everyone knows 9 and 10 never happens.
everyone dreams of the perfect soulmate. they should stop dreaming. perfection is God.
i believe ive found mine. shes not perfect and that makes it all the better even though it doesnt seem so sometimes. ive been hurt to the bone but loved nonetheless.
qa.
ive a bad feeling about 2010. and ive planned some not bad things to do to try and cover that dawning of hell to come.
1. try flowboarding at wavehouse.
2. rip flowboarding at wavehouse.
3. practice longboarding tricks.
4. finish my 14 day mural challenge (room wall)
5. not flop at this mini business venture/art promotion project with mr.idham
6. buy the ceviche and maybe the apex 37
7. create new sandwiches for mdm diyanah
8. convert my pent up rage and depression into something (if it could be money, i'd be rich)
i'l stop at 8 because i like 8. everyone knows 9 and 10 never happens.
everyone dreams of the perfect soulmate. they should stop dreaming. perfection is God.
i believe ive found mine. shes not perfect and that makes it all the better even though it doesnt seem so sometimes. ive been hurt to the bone but loved nonetheless.
qa.
20100103
20100102
Lingering thoughts from my Sleep c. 01 01 2010
(yes, i love misusing the word circa)
Some Reflections for the new year, y/ n/ not sure?
Chapter 1.
I've never understood the word precious till I took a photo of us and felt paranoid that something will happen to my camera and corrupt the photo
I've never understood the importance of E-Mails until they become the only source of communication possible for us
I've never believed in futile desideratum solidifying until you gave me a kiss that tasted of the death of chance
Chapter 2.
I've never acknowledged the meaning of regret until I realised that the obstacle I have to face everyday is a result of a past honest mistake
I've never understood the word regret until I've reached a dead end in my life and I realised that such a thing would not have happened had I not made a mistake that grave
Chapter 3.
I've never comprehended the fact that you seem too weak for me until it is too late
Do I speak in tongues? Perhaps. Always leave all of you wondering what the hell I'm talking about. I don't think I am that much of a private person, maybe it's because I feel no one is willing to listen to my endless tirade.
"The power went out, I turned on the radio
The power went out, I turned on the radio
The power went out, I turned on the radio...
I heard a voice."
LycanBoy, don't take me so seriously because my words and your imagination will hurt you. See you later at 1100hours. xx
2010 is just another number that shows that our days are numbered. Yesterday, my cousin literally deflowered the lilies in her glass vase in her freshly painted room because they wouldn't bloom for the photographer who came to take photos of her and her legal husband.
I love my intelligent puns, just saying.
AnnA, True Story
Some Reflections for the new year, y/ n/ not sure?
Chapter 1.
I've never understood the word precious till I took a photo of us and felt paranoid that something will happen to my camera and corrupt the photo
I've never understood the importance of E-Mails until they become the only source of communication possible for us
I've never believed in futile desideratum solidifying until you gave me a kiss that tasted of the death of chance
Chapter 2.
I've never acknowledged the meaning of regret until I realised that the obstacle I have to face everyday is a result of a past honest mistake
I've never understood the word regret until I've reached a dead end in my life and I realised that such a thing would not have happened had I not made a mistake that grave
Chapter 3.
I've never comprehended the fact that you seem too weak for me until it is too late
Do I speak in tongues? Perhaps. Always leave all of you wondering what the hell I'm talking about. I don't think I am that much of a private person, maybe it's because I feel no one is willing to listen to my endless tirade.
"The power went out, I turned on the radio
The power went out, I turned on the radio
The power went out, I turned on the radio...
I heard a voice."
LycanBoy, don't take me so seriously because my words and your imagination will hurt you. See you later at 1100hours. xx
2010 is just another number that shows that our days are numbered. Yesterday, my cousin literally deflowered the lilies in her glass vase in her freshly painted room because they wouldn't bloom for the photographer who came to take photos of her and her legal husband.
I love my intelligent puns, just saying.
AnnA, True Story
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