20100911
20100819
20100817
numb
let me be. im cleaning this mess. my mess. the one that you created. honestly, i dont want to know about your chaos because you messed me up enough, it took so much for me to stay sane and i dont want you poking at it still. let me be. i clean up my mess. you clean up yours. you wanted this break, im treating it like one.
i know you still care for me and i do too. but space is what we both need right now. i told you, i naturally wait up in bed until i get some sign that you're back home safe. isnt that worry enough? your temper is as usual. thought it'd subside after all this.
i love you like no other, pls know that. i dont need assurance from you anymore, i just know it. and i'l know if it stops as well.
ravenous as ever, wolv.
20100814
20100808
20100807
ive been waiting all my life for you, im still in shock
i really really dont want to hurt anymore. i want to move on since staying here is just useless. move on to higher ground and wait for your ship to come. i want to live my life, to smile, to do things.
evil begone. i was never evil, its just that i always wanted to kill. never got around to it did i? i wouldnt say the fox is lucky, hell, this would probably do more damage.
hush now my love, everything will slow down.
wolv
20100806
20100804
come back..
you're going to miss me.
when the night is silent and you cant hear anything but the beatbeatbeating of your heart against your ribcage, you're going to remember me. you're going to remember how my voice dropped to smoke when i was tired. the way i hesitated before diving, trembling even as i grabbed your hand and pulled us over the edge. the way i tried to filter what i was going to say but always ended up saying it regardless.
when the night is silent and you cant hear anything but the beatbeatbeating of your heart against your ribcage, you're going to remember me. you're going to remember how my voice dropped to smoke when i was tired. the way i hesitated before diving, trembling even as i grabbed your hand and pulled us over the edge. the way i tried to filter what i was going to say but always ended up saying it regardless.
and when the moon whitewashes your walls, you're going to think of me. and when the stars dance between your curtains, you're going to wish for me. you're going to wish for soft kisses blooming around teeth biting your lower lip. for nervous smiles trailing behind greedy hands. for mischievous eyes as i lead you into madness, into incoherent, bubbling insanity. you're going to wish for time-stopping, heart-racing freedom, for our hearts galloping against one another, for steamed windows and silver-lined laughter shaking the walls.
when comets burn out in the galaxy, you're going to miss me.
i want to see you but i dont want to see you at the same time. i miss you so much but it'll just hurt if i see you. im at home, torn between wanting to text you or ignoring you completely. thing is, i dont know which is affecting my head more.
what does this break even fucking mean??? ok yes i get what its about BUT WHY THE FUCK MUST THIS HAPPEN.
no im not losing myself. you wont hear from me if i even come close to it.
i can take this. i'l make this a part of me. something i would never forget.
i can take this. i'l make this a part of me. something i would never forget.
something i would never let go. something that'd fuel me, on and on and on.
and on...
20100803
ive been reading. my defense mechanism is not what ive known it to be. well my mistake, its just an assumption all this while. im not repressed. i project and displace. i blur the boundary between myself and others. i seek solace in fantasy in an attempt to numb the initial negativity. the thing is, projecting and displacing poses a danger because the reduction of stress can be so appealing that the defenses are maintained and become habitual. they can also be harmful if they become a person's primary mode of responding to problems. another conflicting point is, i lack the catharsis to conclude the displacement. ive got down my structure for projection. ive been doing it for years. i know my own design. my displacements are the ones that will make me or break me. design projection structure, displace design into something abstract.
my projection structure, my fantasy world right now is made up of you. right now, all i see is a blank white space and just you sitting down with a knife. projection is lost and i cant displace that world because its not structured. i want my design back. i want to fly again..
this is the most hurt ive felt for a very very long time.
i feel lost. i want you back love.
qa.
20100722
hello love,
i think about u everyday. i think of things to do with u. i think of what to say. i think of worst case scenarios and how to handle them. i think of how to clear my emotions as fast as possible if anything bad happens. maybe because of this, the magnitude of the emotional quake in my head tops its scale everytime i falter. i really care about you alot.
love, wolv.
and i really think im crazy. ive got proof anw.
20100705
hello love,
i just finished praying. was sitting down after it. was feeling down about the magnitude of life, i know im very good at that. i just want to say that i am glad i fell in love with you. even if it was rough, when u make me smile, everything goes away. no one else can do that and i think thats very precious to me. ive known sides of you i love and others that i dont favour as much but you are your own person and i realise my job in this is just to be there for you when you want me to. i feel that ive been doing that well for these 3 years and i hope to do it for a very long time. you complete me. i love you.
hugs.
wolv.
i just finished praying. was sitting down after it. was feeling down about the magnitude of life, i know im very good at that. i just want to say that i am glad i fell in love with you. even if it was rough, when u make me smile, everything goes away. no one else can do that and i think thats very precious to me. ive known sides of you i love and others that i dont favour as much but you are your own person and i realise my job in this is just to be there for you when you want me to. i feel that ive been doing that well for these 3 years and i hope to do it for a very long time. you complete me. i love you.
hugs.
wolv.
20100623
very curious
who is...
Aburn Nadia, who's friends with your favourite ex-girlfriend? I assume she isn't from NAFA?
Anna Na, no special mention of her from you before.
YOU KNOW WHAT? FORGET IT. Your social circle, your fucking problem.
Aburn Nadia, who's friends with your favourite ex-girlfriend? I assume she isn't from NAFA?
Anna Na, no special mention of her from you before.
YOU KNOW WHAT? FORGET IT. Your social circle, your fucking problem.
20100617
my sanity has never been stable. but unlike you, i tell you my thoughts (not all of course). you confidently said i'd give up on you one day. is that the faith you have on me? do you actually want me to do it? or is it your perverse mind doing the talking?
i felt offended. but the thing is, this bite is what im made of. just hit me if you want. i'l take it.
i love you that much.
wolv.
i felt offended. but the thing is, this bite is what im made of. just hit me if you want. i'l take it.
i love you that much.
wolv.
20100612
20100607
baby, i was thinking of all the nice moments we had together. the things you say the things i say. i remembered once we talked about death. to date, i think , on my part, that has got to be one of the hardest things to do in my life. i agreed to let you die first so you wouldnt feel the pain if i was the one who went first. i remembered you tearing gently when we talked about it. as of right now, i miss you so much. i want to hear your voice.
goodnight love.
qa.
goodnight love.
qa.
20100605
i miss you damn jialat
yes of course i miss you everyday but i forgot how much more i could miss you when you're away. we fight we disagree we bite but i still yearn for your presence every single time. glad you're having fun love. EH HOW COME THERE NO WIRELESS?! abit strange that you're not on fb or twittaaaa.
anw, yesterday dblO. alot of minah eh, abit weird but then the rest told me that its normal because it was minah hangout last time. but looking at the space now, they look weird being there. nothing much happened yesterday. after dblO we went to BK eating house talk cock laugh laugh and took a nightrider at around 1.
i really miss you love. i watched UP just now on Disney, you know the animated 3d cartoon. i know you hate shit like that but that show makes sense. its actually a love story. i just read back this entire post and i sound sappy. fuck.
contact me soon baby. i love you.
qa.
anw, yesterday dblO. alot of minah eh, abit weird but then the rest told me that its normal because it was minah hangout last time. but looking at the space now, they look weird being there. nothing much happened yesterday. after dblO we went to BK eating house talk cock laugh laugh and took a nightrider at around 1.
i really miss you love. i watched UP just now on Disney, you know the animated 3d cartoon. i know you hate shit like that but that show makes sense. its actually a love story. i just read back this entire post and i sound sappy. fuck.
contact me soon baby. i love you.
qa.
20100527
help me
what is it that we want so much to have but always fail to notice that we have it all along?
maybe i cant find it. i dont even know how to explain it say it speak it. its this tingling all around your fingers, the charging up for a punch. its anger in its physical form, a separate entity.
wolv
maybe i cant find it. i dont even know how to explain it say it speak it. its this tingling all around your fingers, the charging up for a punch. its anger in its physical form, a separate entity.
wolv
20100522
love
i'd like for you to help rip my ribs apart and let the sun shine in, because i've been growing a bit cold and nobody likes a wolf with a heart of ice and a deadly touch.
20100423
20100414
20100404
to you
i linger over the portrait of a grey dawn tracing a path across eyes that have finally closed, of a stillness that has fought its way to your door and tugged you under for the briefest of affairs and i recall too easily the dark of your irises that seem to lure me toward a depth i cannot hope to comprehend. and hadnt i always said that i feared the dark? hadnt i claimed to only court stargazers and fireflies, sunshine and joy? didnt i say i wouldnt walk the path less taken anymore, down twisting pine forests that grow so close even the moon cannot hope to illuminate their needles, not even enough of a spark to flicker in wolves' eyes? yes, i had said this, i had said that i'd locked the iron gates and swallowed that key, that those halls were better left condemned. yet here i stand upon the eves, upon the edge of that crevice and gazing down into the blackness, that tangible dark that eats away everything i thought i'd turned away from.
maybe i'm cursed.
its an affliction, you see, a disease like cancer that you cannot destroy by means of chemicals and radiation. you can only pull yourself away from the edge, draw yourself into the comfort of beauty and light and things with blunt teeth (dont you know they only hurt worse that way, love? they have to bite so much harder to part flesh) with each violent dose of medication, with each miracle they sing for you. but its still there, hiding in the corners, lurking and waiting for that second you let your heart ache, for that awful moment when you wake in the night and find yourself alone. the tentacles sink deeper, their hooks grip tighter as they rot away your senses, dulling the memory of why you should not stray from the lit path. it croons in siren songs, a honeyed lie that sends you reeling, sends you lunging into that darkness like all of hell is chasing after you.
but my darling, my sweet, dont you see? look at the pain there, that quiet sorrow. you could help, you know. you could reach out and wrap her in your arms and keep her safe from all the terrors in her nightmares. you could smother that anguish, destroy that torment…soothe the ache from her troubled heart. dont look at the darkness, dont believe what they say…
just look, sweetheart, look. its who you are, its who you've always been. it calls to you, calls to that horrible, terrible part you thought had been broken enough times, that part you thought was too bruised and beaten to keep going, to keep taking on more abuse. its a sinking ship love, and you're not bailing fast enough. just swallow the water and drown, it feels so good when you're sinking.
31/03/10
maybe i'm cursed.
its an affliction, you see, a disease like cancer that you cannot destroy by means of chemicals and radiation. you can only pull yourself away from the edge, draw yourself into the comfort of beauty and light and things with blunt teeth (dont you know they only hurt worse that way, love? they have to bite so much harder to part flesh) with each violent dose of medication, with each miracle they sing for you. but its still there, hiding in the corners, lurking and waiting for that second you let your heart ache, for that awful moment when you wake in the night and find yourself alone. the tentacles sink deeper, their hooks grip tighter as they rot away your senses, dulling the memory of why you should not stray from the lit path. it croons in siren songs, a honeyed lie that sends you reeling, sends you lunging into that darkness like all of hell is chasing after you.
but my darling, my sweet, dont you see? look at the pain there, that quiet sorrow. you could help, you know. you could reach out and wrap her in your arms and keep her safe from all the terrors in her nightmares. you could smother that anguish, destroy that torment…soothe the ache from her troubled heart. dont look at the darkness, dont believe what they say…
just look, sweetheart, look. its who you are, its who you've always been. it calls to you, calls to that horrible, terrible part you thought had been broken enough times, that part you thought was too bruised and beaten to keep going, to keep taking on more abuse. its a sinking ship love, and you're not bailing fast enough. just swallow the water and drown, it feels so good when you're sinking.
31/03/10
20100402
20100328
20100326
Men are OBVIOUSLY going to die out!
Because women, despite their emotional tendencies, are actually stronger. Fucking stop moping and go do something about your life if you find it so revolting! I'm not exactly happy with my life at least I'm doing something I find semi-fulfilling! Better than sitting around thinking: My life fucking sucks because I can't do what I want and now I'm bored and broke.
Grammatically incorrect famous phrase which illustrates this: WAKE UP YOUR FUCKING IDEA UNDERSTAND!
I hate inaction, obviously which is why I'm called ANNA THE ACTIVIST!
What the fuck am I doing here?! I want a dimension I can call my own. May I please be the last Endless silhouette?
My name is Derelict.
A.
Grammatically incorrect famous phrase which illustrates this: WAKE UP YOUR FUCKING IDEA UNDERSTAND!
I hate inaction, obviously which is why I'm called ANNA THE ACTIVIST!
What the fuck am I doing here?! I want a dimension I can call my own. May I please be the last Endless silhouette?
My name is Derelict.
A.
20100317
we will
we are the shred-shred-shredding of whatneverwas into kindling for whatwillbe.
we are bated-breath whispers crackling like an electric wire, slashed taut against the searing thick air.
we are a hiss of phoenix breath that rises into red-flung clouds and gives birth to a living spark.
we are flames lick-licking away our boundaries and incinerating our limits into a dusty trail of ashes.
we are fire.
and we are flying past in the night on paper horses, crying out with our feather quill tongues-
"come away, come away, for the torches are lit and the moon is hidden, and we are revolution."
and i still want to dance with you on a boat.
i miss you already.
we are bated-breath whispers crackling like an electric wire, slashed taut against the searing thick air.
we are a hiss of phoenix breath that rises into red-flung clouds and gives birth to a living spark.
we are flames lick-licking away our boundaries and incinerating our limits into a dusty trail of ashes.
we are fire.
and we are flying past in the night on paper horses, crying out with our feather quill tongues-
"come away, come away, for the torches are lit and the moon is hidden, and we are revolution."
and i still want to dance with you on a boat.
i miss you already.
20100308
MISS MY BABY ALREADY :(
I THINK I MISS HIM MORE WHEN HE'S NOT IN SG BUT DON'T MISS HIM AS MUCH WHEN HE IS IN SG. IT'S PROBABLY BECAUSE HE SENDS ME A TEXT EVERY 5SECONDS AND I'LL BE LIKE WTF I DON'T WANNA REPLY COS MY THUMBS ARE TOO WEAK FOR ACTIVE SMS-ING. I'M PAST MY TEENAGE YEARS YOU KNOW. FOR A MOMENT IN THE EVENING, I THOUGHT I WAS STILL 18 :( BUT I AM NOT. SUCKS THAT I'M GETTING OLD.
TODAY I FAILED BTT. WTFCBLOSERKINGDOM. I WANT MY LICENCE BY THIS DECEMBER SO THAT I CAN DRIVE IN GERMANY!!! ON SECOND THOUGHTS IT MAY BE TOO DANGEROUS TO DRIVE IN WINTER. LET'S GET AWAY FROM K-W.-KOOG THE FOLLOWING NEW YEAR, LET'S PARTY IN BERLINNNNNNNN!
SORRY THAT THIS IS ALL IN CAPS, TOO LAZY TO REVERT TO LOWERCASE.
PLEASE NUS SEND ME THAT LETTER. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.
PEOPLE WHO DON'T WANT TO TEACH SHOULDN'T GO NIE. NIE ISN'T A DUMPING GROUND FOR PEOPLE WHO DIDN'T DO SO WELL, THANKSVERYMUCH. I CAN'T IMAGINE ADORABLE STUDENTS LIKE MY OWN WITH FATES CONTROLLED BY THESE GREEDY MOTHERFUCKERS. I WILL CRUSH THEM IF MY SIVA, WILSON, DONAVAN, HAFIZ, ABDULLAH, ELFIE, MARTIN GET RUINED BY THESE ASSHOLES.
I MISS MY BOYFRIEND :( THAT'S ALL.
PS. OH YES I REMEMBERED. WHEN ARE THE SHOES I'VE ORDERED GOING TO ARRIVEEEE MOTHERRRRRR
I THINK I MISS HIM MORE WHEN HE'S NOT IN SG BUT DON'T MISS HIM AS MUCH WHEN HE IS IN SG. IT'S PROBABLY BECAUSE HE SENDS ME A TEXT EVERY 5SECONDS AND I'LL BE LIKE WTF I DON'T WANNA REPLY COS MY THUMBS ARE TOO WEAK FOR ACTIVE SMS-ING. I'M PAST MY TEENAGE YEARS YOU KNOW. FOR A MOMENT IN THE EVENING, I THOUGHT I WAS STILL 18 :( BUT I AM NOT. SUCKS THAT I'M GETTING OLD.
TODAY I FAILED BTT. WTFCBLOSERKINGDOM. I WANT MY LICENCE BY THIS DECEMBER SO THAT I CAN DRIVE IN GERMANY!!! ON SECOND THOUGHTS IT MAY BE TOO DANGEROUS TO DRIVE IN WINTER. LET'S GET AWAY FROM K-W.-KOOG THE FOLLOWING NEW YEAR, LET'S PARTY IN BERLINNNNNNNN!
SORRY THAT THIS IS ALL IN CAPS, TOO LAZY TO REVERT TO LOWERCASE.
PLEASE NUS SEND ME THAT LETTER. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.
PEOPLE WHO DON'T WANT TO TEACH SHOULDN'T GO NIE. NIE ISN'T A DUMPING GROUND FOR PEOPLE WHO DIDN'T DO SO WELL, THANKSVERYMUCH. I CAN'T IMAGINE ADORABLE STUDENTS LIKE MY OWN WITH FATES CONTROLLED BY THESE GREEDY MOTHERFUCKERS. I WILL CRUSH THEM IF MY SIVA, WILSON, DONAVAN, HAFIZ, ABDULLAH, ELFIE, MARTIN GET RUINED BY THESE ASSHOLES.
I MISS MY BOYFRIEND :( THAT'S ALL.
PS. OH YES I REMEMBERED. WHEN ARE THE SHOES I'VE ORDERED GOING TO ARRIVEEEE MOTHERRRRRR
20100228
I am like a scratch-and-win card
You know the dull metallic surface you see on a scratch-and-win card? You would not know what you've won until you've scratched the surface. I'm like that. I don't know what has made me so reluctant to show my feelings. My proud demeanour? The demons have returned but I don't have nightmares. Just impossible dreams.
This is as close as it gets,
A.
Btw Khalid and those who didn't RT my quote on Twitter before I shut it down disappointed the shit out of me.
This is as close as it gets,
A.
Btw Khalid and those who didn't RT my quote on Twitter before I shut it down disappointed the shit out of me.
20100227
i cant do this alone
why must you hide? even from me. i thought im allowed to see your soul. now im just like everyone else, outside your shell. i cant read your thoughts anymore because you wont let me. whats happening love?
im worried. i know ive been a stupid annoying loser and im srry about that. talk to me.
talk to me.
im worried. i know ive been a stupid annoying loser and im srry about that. talk to me.
talk to me.
20100223
20100221
i cant sleep. i hate it when i cant sleep when i need to. somehow, silence, it disturbs my thought flow. like a violent chemical reaction, bubbling, pushing, exploding. but all is good. right now, all that i can think of is how you smiled when i caressed your face while you were sleeping. i am lucky ive all these memories to push me forward. apparently ive alot of em.
girl, use them.
wolv
girl, use them.
wolv
20100215
20100211
Wrapped in a vacuum
Only letting in what I want. Otherwise, ignoring totally. Talk about a case of sticking a rusty needle in.
I should really start praying.
I really feel like I'm in a trapped room. Clinical white in a metal box.
Feral children fascinate me.
I am miserable without reason. Sometimes my kids really make me happy. I adore them so much which is why I go beyond the duties of a teacher who is paid a $65 daily wage for 5.5hours of work.
AnnA
PS. Why is it that I can think of so many ways to counter myself but idiots like Raden cannot? Oh wait... I just answered my own question. Idiots, of course.
I should really start praying.
I really feel like I'm in a trapped room. Clinical white in a metal box.
Feral children fascinate me.
I am miserable without reason. Sometimes my kids really make me happy. I adore them so much which is why I go beyond the duties of a teacher who is paid a $65 daily wage for 5.5hours of work.
AnnA
PS. Why is it that I can think of so many ways to counter myself but idiots like Raden cannot? Oh wait... I just answered my own question. Idiots, of course.
20100209
My Stand
Democracy isn't always a bed of roses. Sometimes, the govt has to do what is necessary. If you think elsewhere in the world's better place, you're wrong. Name me any fucking European country & I can tell you how the policies of these democratic countries have damaged the people. Sure, no country in the world has a SMM ...or MM. I'm not saying they don't have faults but we have benefitted more under their rule than lost.
and unless you realise that we could have been worse off instead of BETTER off without the PAP in control, fuck you ignoramus. you are only considering the possibility that life in Singpaore would be better without the PAP. you forget that you have to flip that coin and consider the other side. the opposition may seem like a sweet forbidden fruit but a sweet forbidden fruit may not live up to its expectations. It is a risk you have to take.
fucking bystanders should just shut up. just seeing how things are with the naked eye and being gullible to listen to what is morally ethical and what is democracy ACCORDING the people who INVENTED IT (of course they will promote their ideals but their ideals does not necessarily reflect ours). just shut up and do your own research instead of imitating the opinions of other ignorant beings.
Hairul Aidil Fadzlee
That's why I hate Politics, Poly Tics get the drift?
moving on... because i rolled my eyes to his response.
Chloe Chui Hiu Ting actually now i think singapore is a good country...The enviroment is good there and the people are quite polite....the air is perfect there...everything is good I love singapore...!!! SO other people don't talk bad about singapore !!!it is a good country..not only good..it is the best country!!!
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Hieu Cu
have you ever lived in other countries! i guess you did not, If you live in the US or Europe, you will see how stressful this country is!
Today at 02:01 · Report
Raden Dwi Nur Rikmoko
i agree with chloe.. ppl just say they hate singapore without thinking.. in actual fact its the government that makes us think we hate singapore.. we shud just hate the government..not singapore!!
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Anna Azmi
@Hieu Cu well i've lived in Germany (in a region called Schlewsig-Holstein) at a mentally-conscious age and my opinion is that they don't have to be as "stressed up" as us because they can AFFORD it. they have a larger workforce and more resources whereas we don't so we always have to do a one-up.
51 minutes ago ·
Anna Azmi
it's always the underdog that has to put in more effort you know.
50 minutes ago ·
Hieu Cu
Because Singapore goverment had made its people like a obedient machine, where people do everything as they were told instead of struggling for their own right!
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Anna Azmi
care to further elaborate? your statement makes little sense. what rights should we struggle for? didn't we struggle enough during independence for our right to maintain our sovereignty? didn't we struggle enough during the recession in 1985 and again in 1997 and so on for our right to survive?
33 minutes ago ·
Hieu Cu
I might not understand what Singaporeans think about the lee's regime. I am just an outsider living in Singapore few years and i just give some comments about what i had witnessed during my stay in Singapore! Anyway, Singapore has some things that other countries dont have: cleaniness, safety, and prosperity.
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Anna Azmi
exactly, everyone has different opinions on his "regime". i'm merely asking what rights do you think we lack that other countries have?
21 minutes ago ·
Hieu Cu
Right of expression, democracy, and freedom of press. I see all newpapers rarely criticise the government. I think singapore press is tightly controlled!
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Anna Azmi
Singapore's press is tightly controlled but as a citizen journalist you have the right to say whatever you want without going through the media outlets that you yourself know are heavily influenced by the government. one reason why the media org is tightly controlled is for economic reasons. we cannot sustain more because our market is small. it's a natural monopoly. another reason why opinions etc. are strictly controlled in the media is because we are considered to be a young nation and if opinions breed, it will influence the people because our people are not politically mature yet (one evidence of this is their shallow general knowledge and the devil-may-care attitude). i do believe the PAP won't be around since our independence if singaporeans think that they are not doing their job. we are capable of rioting (according to out history) so if they majority isn't happy and they know the results are rigged, i am sure singaporeans will be happy to riot.
and do you know what the guy said after that? wait for it... wait for it......
NOTHING.
moving on.
Raden Dwi Nur Rikmoko i dont hate singapore!! i just hate the government!!! singapore could use a better government, seriously!! singapore dont suck!! the government does!!
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Azkeel Vampiir ﺄﺰﻛﻴﻞ ﻮﺎﻣﻔﻴﺮ
agreed
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Anna Azmi
how exactly does the government suck? what hasnt the government done for you?
about an hour ago ·
Azkeel Vampiir ﺄﺰﻛﻴﻞ ﻮﺎﻣﻔﻴﺮ
Singapore is a country which LOOKs like democratic but the way it's ruled is dictatorship don't you think, my displeasure is just on that part...no offense though if you have any other opinions, that's just my views http://www.theepochtimes.com/news/5-5-3/28402.html
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Anna Azmi
and how will Singapore's "dictatorship" affect you? You are definitely educated, it is the law in Sg for everyone to be educated. You have a roof over your head, built for by the govt (assuming that you live in a HDB flat) that isn't a slum. The country is not living in poverty. We are well-off, granted that there is an widening gap between the rich and poor. How will adhering completely to democracy help us improve our standard of living? Even America's SOL cannot match ours when compared across their states. They have a huge population called "homeless" and something you take for granted, like accessible Wi-Fi which is pretty much available everywhere, has just started to appear in SOME eateries/ cafes in America. If you have lived in Europe/ America and studied political history, you will come to appreciate what the govt has done for us. The government is not abusing their "dictatorship" here like the military in Myanmar.
and you know what the guy said after that?
you guessed it.
NOTHING.
i fucking own only because i have a razor-sharp tongue and i know exactly what the fuck i am talking about. unlike them. Losers. go to hell and burn.
Anna
and unless you realise that we could have been worse off instead of BETTER off without the PAP in control, fuck you ignoramus. you are only considering the possibility that life in Singpaore would be better without the PAP. you forget that you have to flip that coin and consider the other side. the opposition may seem like a sweet forbidden fruit but a sweet forbidden fruit may not live up to its expectations. It is a risk you have to take.
fucking bystanders should just shut up. just seeing how things are with the naked eye and being gullible to listen to what is morally ethical and what is democracy ACCORDING the people who INVENTED IT (of course they will promote their ideals but their ideals does not necessarily reflect ours). just shut up and do your own research instead of imitating the opinions of other ignorant beings.
Hairul Aidil Fadzlee
That's why I hate Politics, Poly Tics get the drift?
moving on... because i rolled my eyes to his response.
Chloe Chui Hiu Ting actually now i think singapore is a good country...The enviroment is good there and the people are quite polite....the air is perfect there...everything is good I love singapore...!!! SO other people don't talk bad about singapore !!!it is a good country..not only good..it is the best country!!!
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Hieu Cu
have you ever lived in other countries! i guess you did not, If you live in the US or Europe, you will see how stressful this country is!
Today at 02:01 · Report
Raden Dwi Nur Rikmoko
i agree with chloe.. ppl just say they hate singapore without thinking.. in actual fact its the government that makes us think we hate singapore.. we shud just hate the government..not singapore!!
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Anna Azmi
@Hieu Cu well i've lived in Germany (in a region called Schlewsig-Holstein) at a mentally-conscious age and my opinion is that they don't have to be as "stressed up" as us because they can AFFORD it. they have a larger workforce and more resources whereas we don't so we always have to do a one-up.
51 minutes ago ·
Anna Azmi
it's always the underdog that has to put in more effort you know.
50 minutes ago ·
Hieu Cu
Because Singapore goverment had made its people like a obedient machine, where people do everything as they were told instead of struggling for their own right!
39 minutes ago · Report
Anna Azmi
care to further elaborate? your statement makes little sense. what rights should we struggle for? didn't we struggle enough during independence for our right to maintain our sovereignty? didn't we struggle enough during the recession in 1985 and again in 1997 and so on for our right to survive?
33 minutes ago ·
Hieu Cu
I might not understand what Singaporeans think about the lee's regime. I am just an outsider living in Singapore few years and i just give some comments about what i had witnessed during my stay in Singapore! Anyway, Singapore has some things that other countries dont have: cleaniness, safety, and prosperity.
27 minutes ago · Report
Anna Azmi
exactly, everyone has different opinions on his "regime". i'm merely asking what rights do you think we lack that other countries have?
21 minutes ago ·
Hieu Cu
Right of expression, democracy, and freedom of press. I see all newpapers rarely criticise the government. I think singapore press is tightly controlled!
17 minutes ago · Report
Anna Azmi
Singapore's press is tightly controlled but as a citizen journalist you have the right to say whatever you want without going through the media outlets that you yourself know are heavily influenced by the government. one reason why the media org is tightly controlled is for economic reasons. we cannot sustain more because our market is small. it's a natural monopoly. another reason why opinions etc. are strictly controlled in the media is because we are considered to be a young nation and if opinions breed, it will influence the people because our people are not politically mature yet (one evidence of this is their shallow general knowledge and the devil-may-care attitude). i do believe the PAP won't be around since our independence if singaporeans think that they are not doing their job. we are capable of rioting (according to out history) so if they majority isn't happy and they know the results are rigged, i am sure singaporeans will be happy to riot.
and do you know what the guy said after that? wait for it... wait for it......
NOTHING.
moving on.
Raden Dwi Nur Rikmoko i dont hate singapore!! i just hate the government!!! singapore could use a better government, seriously!! singapore dont suck!! the government does!!
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agreed
2 hours ago · Report
Anna Azmi
how exactly does the government suck? what hasnt the government done for you?
about an hour ago ·
Azkeel Vampiir ﺄﺰﻛﻴﻞ ﻮﺎﻣﻔﻴﺮ
Singapore is a country which LOOKs like democratic but the way it's ruled is dictatorship don't you think, my displeasure is just on that part...no offense though if you have any other opinions, that's just my views http://www.theepochtimes.com/news/5-5-3/28402.html
about an hour ago · Report
Anna Azmi
and how will Singapore's "dictatorship" affect you? You are definitely educated, it is the law in Sg for everyone to be educated. You have a roof over your head, built for by the govt (assuming that you live in a HDB flat) that isn't a slum. The country is not living in poverty. We are well-off, granted that there is an widening gap between the rich and poor. How will adhering completely to democracy help us improve our standard of living? Even America's SOL cannot match ours when compared across their states. They have a huge population called "homeless" and something you take for granted, like accessible Wi-Fi which is pretty much available everywhere, has just started to appear in SOME eateries/ cafes in America. If you have lived in Europe/ America and studied political history, you will come to appreciate what the govt has done for us. The government is not abusing their "dictatorship" here like the military in Myanmar.
and you know what the guy said after that?
you guessed it.
NOTHING.
i fucking own only because i have a razor-sharp tongue and i know exactly what the fuck i am talking about. unlike them. Losers. go to hell and burn.
Anna
20100207
Found this on one of my old foolscap pads circa 2007
When you think somebody's everything, you must remember that everything means nothing because nothing is everything. -the wise Shii Ann to the wounded Saskia
Wow. I amaze myself. Am I too intellectual for society or what? Yoda, I'm coming home!
Anna
Wow. I amaze myself. Am I too intellectual for society or what? Yoda, I'm coming home!
Anna
20100202
be quiet, you might piss somebody off!
Namely me, of course. My life revolves around boyfriend, lovely darling kids at school whom I adore so much!, work at Starbucks Wisma and Metalheads For a Cause. No such thing as friends. Iron(III)Oxide is my adopted brother.
I HAVE to talk about my kids. My 2Technical boys really wanted me to go watch their match today, which I did. They beat Balestier's ass 6-1. This motherfire is very proud. Elfie and Hafiz, I am extremely proud of you :)
My 4E always make me laugh!!!! Love them to bitsxz and piecesxz. They are so cute. It can't be helped that the mischevious students capture my heart although I try to pay attention to the quiet students as well.
3N1 are okay, some of them are so cute. Again, the mischevious ones.
I dislike 3E2. The girls are good but the boys (with the exception of the little sweetums) are disgusting. Looking forward to strip two male councillors and one female councillor of their councillorships.
I'm on my bed now wondering what the hell happened to my boyfriend. His cellphone is retarded.
I think I may have used a vulgarity against a student today.
to bed peacefully,
The Teacher with a Fanbase :)
I HAVE to talk about my kids. My 2Technical boys really wanted me to go watch their match today, which I did. They beat Balestier's ass 6-1. This motherfire is very proud. Elfie and Hafiz, I am extremely proud of you :)
My 4E always make me laugh!!!! Love them to bitsxz and piecesxz. They are so cute. It can't be helped that the mischevious students capture my heart although I try to pay attention to the quiet students as well.
3N1 are okay, some of them are so cute. Again, the mischevious ones.
I dislike 3E2. The girls are good but the boys (with the exception of the little sweetums) are disgusting. Looking forward to strip two male councillors and one female councillor of their councillorships.
I'm on my bed now wondering what the hell happened to my boyfriend. His cellphone is retarded.
I think I may have used a vulgarity against a student today.
to bed peacefully,
The Teacher with a Fanbase :)
20100130
today i remembered a recent post
from Vengeance. foREVer, then i switched from some lamb of god to avenged sevenfold's Desecrate through Reverence before settling for I Won't See You Tonight (part 1). good old band and what would they be without the Rev. I can't imagine if a member of COB died (CHOY AH TOUCH WOOD) and they carried on with another member. I'll be angry with Aleksi Laiho and the Hate Crew.
i love Fleshgod Apocalypse. SWEETLY BRUTAL.
Anna
i love Fleshgod Apocalypse. SWEETLY BRUTAL.
Anna
20100124
I am ready
to move on from failed friendships and past mistakes. Look forward. I am turning twenty this year and forty in twenty years' time. I am rebuilding my life from the ashes that a culmination of events (due to raging hormones and wildchild/ black rebel streak) and a gunshot wound to the heart and head burnt down.
I am nurturing my neglected young guns and bashing up conceited bastards of the next generation because I enjoy doing so. I am building a semi-stable second-degree network (which I won't be so silly to consider them as a safety net like I did with my previous network) while screwing and serving behind the counter at Wisma Starbucks. I am headlining the first charitable metal event in which ticket proceeds will be sent to aid the recovery of Haiti. I am going to pledge my support to the youth wing of Singapore's ruling political party soon.
I am not quite free from the past, you know, with all the amount of mental scarring I went through. This time I am more focused than I have ever been in my life.
Lycanboy is starting a label soon. He has not set it up yet but soon. By this month at least.
We have aged so much since we were seventeen guns, giggling about where tunnels will take us, which button will detonate the core of the earth and guessing when the world would end. Is it now?
MI was fucked up. Didn't achieve as much as I could. If I entered MI whole and wasn't a target for destruction, I would have excelled. But fuck the past. MI was a hollow experience and I dislike it very much although I met the two greatest people who love me so much and me, them.
This is me, clean and true, humbled but still a wildchild, daughter, sister, lover, best friend and that girl with a frown and studs in her hair.
Amen.
I am nurturing my neglected young guns and bashing up conceited bastards of the next generation because I enjoy doing so. I am building a semi-stable second-degree network (which I won't be so silly to consider them as a safety net like I did with my previous network) while screwing and serving behind the counter at Wisma Starbucks. I am headlining the first charitable metal event in which ticket proceeds will be sent to aid the recovery of Haiti. I am going to pledge my support to the youth wing of Singapore's ruling political party soon.
I am not quite free from the past, you know, with all the amount of mental scarring I went through. This time I am more focused than I have ever been in my life.
Lycanboy is starting a label soon. He has not set it up yet but soon. By this month at least.
We have aged so much since we were seventeen guns, giggling about where tunnels will take us, which button will detonate the core of the earth and guessing when the world would end. Is it now?
MI was fucked up. Didn't achieve as much as I could. If I entered MI whole and wasn't a target for destruction, I would have excelled. But fuck the past. MI was a hollow experience and I dislike it very much although I met the two greatest people who love me so much and me, them.
This is me, clean and true, humbled but still a wildchild, daughter, sister, lover, best friend and that girl with a frown and studs in her hair.
Amen.
20100116
20100113
I miss my boyfriend
And my lovely Rebecca Hadler but I'm just too tired to email her.
Tentative exciting plans for Sat, yay can't wait. Shopping plans with Naddy next week because I'm busy on her birthday.
I'd better say Goodbye because I'm dead tired. Must be the five-inches and teaching in school (did I tell you I love my normal tech kids) as well as the screaming and laughter in between asking my partners for coffee recipes because I just can't remember them every other day.
Life's busy at the moment but at least I'm makin money from it. really miss the boy.
xx
Tentative exciting plans for Sat, yay can't wait. Shopping plans with Naddy next week because I'm busy on her birthday.
I'd better say Goodbye because I'm dead tired. Must be the five-inches and teaching in school (did I tell you I love my normal tech kids) as well as the screaming and laughter in between asking my partners for coffee recipes because I just can't remember them every other day.
Life's busy at the moment but at least I'm makin money from it. really miss the boy.
xx
20100110
gorgoroth
hello girl,
you look hot in your barista outfit today. wish i could stay longer. wish i could never leave your side sometimes but thats just stupid. i love it when you're happy. and i hate it when i dont make you happy. this is turning out to be a sappy post. sker-ratttcchhh.
iwannafuckingsqueezeyouuntilyousqueallikeDr.acula'sgrindcorespaz
becausesometimesi'vethispentupfrustrationfrommissingyoutoomuch.
qa.
you look hot in your barista outfit today. wish i could stay longer. wish i could never leave your side sometimes but thats just stupid. i love it when you're happy. and i hate it when i dont make you happy. this is turning out to be a sappy post. sker-ratttcchhh.
iwannafuckingsqueezeyouuntilyousqueallikeDr.acula'sgrindcorespaz
becausesometimesi'vethispentupfrustrationfrommissingyoutoomuch.
qa.
20100108
fuck my life
i cant believe my mother is forcing me to skip the first week of school for her orders. she doesnt believe i would get expelled. school is my only escape. without art, i may rot and die grey.
qa.
qa.
20100106
sounds from winter
school starts in a few days. ive learnt not to expect anything from what i am capable of for a new semester. shit happens. AND ive also learnt that you shouldnt let shit happen. so let all nightmare long begin.
ive a bad feeling about 2010. and ive planned some not bad things to do to try and cover that dawning of hell to come.
1. try flowboarding at wavehouse.
2. rip flowboarding at wavehouse.
3. practice longboarding tricks.
4. finish my 14 day mural challenge (room wall)
5. not flop at this mini business venture/art promotion project with mr.idham
6. buy the ceviche and maybe the apex 37
7. create new sandwiches for mdm diyanah
8. convert my pent up rage and depression into something (if it could be money, i'd be rich)
i'l stop at 8 because i like 8. everyone knows 9 and 10 never happens.
everyone dreams of the perfect soulmate. they should stop dreaming. perfection is God.
i believe ive found mine. shes not perfect and that makes it all the better even though it doesnt seem so sometimes. ive been hurt to the bone but loved nonetheless.
qa.
ive a bad feeling about 2010. and ive planned some not bad things to do to try and cover that dawning of hell to come.
1. try flowboarding at wavehouse.
2. rip flowboarding at wavehouse.
3. practice longboarding tricks.
4. finish my 14 day mural challenge (room wall)
5. not flop at this mini business venture/art promotion project with mr.idham
6. buy the ceviche and maybe the apex 37
7. create new sandwiches for mdm diyanah
8. convert my pent up rage and depression into something (if it could be money, i'd be rich)
i'l stop at 8 because i like 8. everyone knows 9 and 10 never happens.
everyone dreams of the perfect soulmate. they should stop dreaming. perfection is God.
i believe ive found mine. shes not perfect and that makes it all the better even though it doesnt seem so sometimes. ive been hurt to the bone but loved nonetheless.
qa.
20100103
20100102
Lingering thoughts from my Sleep c. 01 01 2010
(yes, i love misusing the word circa)
Some Reflections for the new year, y/ n/ not sure?
Chapter 1.
I've never understood the word precious till I took a photo of us and felt paranoid that something will happen to my camera and corrupt the photo
I've never understood the importance of E-Mails until they become the only source of communication possible for us
I've never believed in futile desideratum solidifying until you gave me a kiss that tasted of the death of chance
Chapter 2.
I've never acknowledged the meaning of regret until I realised that the obstacle I have to face everyday is a result of a past honest mistake
I've never understood the word regret until I've reached a dead end in my life and I realised that such a thing would not have happened had I not made a mistake that grave
Chapter 3.
I've never comprehended the fact that you seem too weak for me until it is too late
Do I speak in tongues? Perhaps. Always leave all of you wondering what the hell I'm talking about. I don't think I am that much of a private person, maybe it's because I feel no one is willing to listen to my endless tirade.
"The power went out, I turned on the radio
The power went out, I turned on the radio
The power went out, I turned on the radio...
I heard a voice."
LycanBoy, don't take me so seriously because my words and your imagination will hurt you. See you later at 1100hours. xx
2010 is just another number that shows that our days are numbered. Yesterday, my cousin literally deflowered the lilies in her glass vase in her freshly painted room because they wouldn't bloom for the photographer who came to take photos of her and her legal husband.
I love my intelligent puns, just saying.
AnnA, True Story
Some Reflections for the new year, y/ n/ not sure?
Chapter 1.
I've never understood the word precious till I took a photo of us and felt paranoid that something will happen to my camera and corrupt the photo
I've never understood the importance of E-Mails until they become the only source of communication possible for us
I've never believed in futile desideratum solidifying until you gave me a kiss that tasted of the death of chance
Chapter 2.
I've never acknowledged the meaning of regret until I realised that the obstacle I have to face everyday is a result of a past honest mistake
I've never understood the word regret until I've reached a dead end in my life and I realised that such a thing would not have happened had I not made a mistake that grave
Chapter 3.
I've never comprehended the fact that you seem too weak for me until it is too late
Do I speak in tongues? Perhaps. Always leave all of you wondering what the hell I'm talking about. I don't think I am that much of a private person, maybe it's because I feel no one is willing to listen to my endless tirade.
"The power went out, I turned on the radio
The power went out, I turned on the radio
The power went out, I turned on the radio...
I heard a voice."
LycanBoy, don't take me so seriously because my words and your imagination will hurt you. See you later at 1100hours. xx
2010 is just another number that shows that our days are numbered. Yesterday, my cousin literally deflowered the lilies in her glass vase in her freshly painted room because they wouldn't bloom for the photographer who came to take photos of her and her legal husband.
I love my intelligent puns, just saying.
AnnA, True Story
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