i miss my gf

i was just stoning then this fact came through my head:

I AM MUZZERFUCKKINGG GOINGGGGG TO LAMB OF GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

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soulmate

lycan: if you knew you're gonna die in 2mths, would you tell me straightaway?

vampyr: yeah, so you wont annoy me for 2 months. asin, you wont do things that annoy me.

lycan: i try not to even when you're not dying.

i wont make you fall

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and you know its all real when its salty.

the Bodom Boys played and said

Take my hand and fly
will you ever be that tall
Dont be afraid
We're not gonna Fall

the day someone is able to make me believe them when they say this, i will kiss your soul and walk with you in hell

I am currently floating in the abyss and when I return I will be new and unrecognisable
Anna

COB are fucking wise boys

its that manic blissful rage that attracts me. the freedom to inflict pain upon others in area of effect. the heightened sense of everything you own within your soul. the wolf in your eyes. and you slash with superhuman ease. and it gets softer and softer but in fact it isnt. it grows, bigger bigger bigger.
with you. in you. as music becomes.

lamb of god is coming. i will shave my head if i dont get tickets.

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blind spot

did you remember when we played the car game?

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do you feel this? do you feel this stupid motherfucking ache at the corner of your soul?
its crazy.

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i declared myself a hermit after i fell for you. i didnt think it was necessary to know people or even keep the ones i had. i dedicated my physical and mental self to your needs. and it is now to the extent that im living in recluse. that is my mistake.

12 hrs passed since you went off. i am decaying already. but then, werent we already? sigh.

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Ti Amo

ive never known myself to feel this sense of uselessness. its stupid, ive been up all night thinking about it and i fell asleep at 3.57am. motherfucker. lucky she woke me up. this is besides the point actually.

i feel so fucked up im playing dota right now (and winning apparently). words dont form in my head as fluently or as fluidly as last time. thing is, i dont even know how i was like during this "last time". something crazy, something spontaneous perhaps, something stupid even. im not sad, this is beyond sadness. if i choose to fail, i might lose the one thing that has kept/will be keeping me sane for eternity. i will die.

i love you wildchild.

wolv.

I think I'm dead scary

because my latest facebook status reads: if there were no organized forms of religion, I would worship the Bodom Boys. I am dead serious about Children of Bodom.

Talk about obsession!!!

One time, I had a dream that I was watching them live in Stockholm and Aleksi was pissed at me because I sat ON stage. I woke up close to tears because Aleksi scolded me in my DREAM.

Talk about obsession x 2!!!!!

AnnA

something i wrote in a little black book with little black pages c.2007

The battle starts adversaries we bathe in our blood the worst is yet to come. we've reached the covenant to kill what we have started, kill the machines we've spawned to fight in the darkest hour. they really need to know. we really got to go. we fight to live, we fight for pride, we won't back down, the weak won't survive.

i don't know what i was thinking but i sure as hell like me thinking about stuff like that then.
AnnA

you dont cut corners with me

via Twitter

SupremeShaun: Stupid Sezairi and Sylvia!!!! Tabitha should have just been crowned the next Singapore Idol. Damn all you stupid MELAYUS for voting for them.

SupremeShaun: Useless Mats and Minahs that can't even support their children yet they spend money on voting for those two idiots on Singapore Idol.

SupremeShaun: What's the difference between a Melayu guy and a bench? One can support a fucking family. Screw them!!

annaofbodom: EH MOTHERFUCKER DONT BE RACIST OK. Malays only make up 25% of Sg population. Even if all of them voted for him he cant be/ in the final two!!! He is not a mat or minah! PLEASE GO AND GET A FUCKING LIFE. how do you know the poor Malays voted since /they don't have money????? If they are fucking poor, they wont have tv sets in their houses ok. Just because the person/ you backed lost, no reason to fucking screw with Malays. FATE DEALT HER A CRUEL HAND. TOO FUCKING BAD.

SupremeShaun: it's not Singapore Idol, it should be called whoever wants to throw away money idol. Guess who throws away money? Mats and Minas!!!

SupremeShaun: I want to clarify my previous post. It's not Malays i'm talking about but "melayus" who need financial aid yet can vot for Sg Idol

annaofbodom: "MELAYUS" is just a Malay version of the word "Malay". You think these "Melayus" that need financial aid spent all their funds/ on Sg idol??? Even if ALL Malays are poor, THEY WILL STILL BE OUTNUMBERED IN VOTES.

SupremeShaun: There was this young mother who was seeking financial aid and she was still ta(l)king about voting for Sezairi. She couldn't even buy MILK!

annaofbodom: THAT IS ONLY ONE CONCRETE EXAMPLE, if you are telling the truth. how convincing.

SupremeShaun: Sigh, it seems these days, anything can be taken out of context. I apologise if anyone is offended by my tweets. I'll be more objective...

getting squeamish someone?

annaofbodom: don't cover your ass. I'm not buying that. I know you meant that. It was clear. Nothing was taken out of context.

ShaunRamdas (yes he changed his name halfway): I'm just expressing my views based on what I've seen, and like all stereotypes, I'm just generalizing, so sorry if you're offended

annaofbodom: an educated and politically active/ aware person like you should have known BETTER than to have generalized.

ShaunRamdas: Sigh.. I apologise for being human and making an emotionally motivated mistake. Anyone whose my friends, please accept this apology.

meanwhile, Anna's FB status reads: SHAUN IS A FUCKING RACIST, WHICH MEANS HE HAS A FUCKING DISEASE. LIKE AIDS.

i chewed him and spat him out. Anna the merciless. thanks, show's over.
oh yeah, the slashes denote the beginning of a new tweet. you know how it is with twitter's 140 character limit.

no such thing as fitting in,

although some people are aware of the "rules" because they are so. self. conscious. ;)
and rusydi actually hates your guts, girlie.

anna the benevolent :)

“The intoxication of anger, shows us to others, but hides us from ourselves.”
– John Dryden

Fed a stray cat, sent a lost girl home = Anna the Superhuman

who'd have thought?

possibilities are glowing iridescent between us, eyes overbright as we dance circles around one another. we're shoved into rooms filtered with sundust, lips praying as palms, fingers caught into oil-dark curls and tracing faintly dimpled cheeks.

when you kissed me boneless, i decided i might enjoy breaking myself apart for you after all.

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im going to faint

I WILL SEE YOU ON LYCANBOY'S AND MY THIRD UNION, FUCKING APRIL 15TH 2010
RANDY BLYTHE SHOW US YOUR SHOULDERBLADES

xxxxxxxxxxxx

GUESS WHO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SYAMSUL YUSOF <3

i hate missing you.
it hurts.

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