intense

the abyss of your eyes, the heat of your touch
yet when it ends, i lie frozen rigid still wanting for more.

had a good day with my alluring vampiress.

oh yeah, RIP vincent. early deaths always disturb me.

qa.

Vincent's passing

Unknown number
I pick up
Hey diyanah
Who is this
This is nigel
Oh hi nigel
I need to tell you something but you won't like it
What is it
Vincent passed away
What do you mean pass away
Pass away! Died!
Huh? Is this a joke?
Fuck you
What happened? Aren't you guys in china for attachment
Ya, I'm calling you via skype. I don't know what happened. I'm not In the same area as him.
But that's not possible. When is his funeral?
His body is still in china
Are you going to get a flight back?
I'm trying to
Have you called colin?
That idiot didn't pick up
Ok I'll call him. Are you online?
Yes
See you on msn
Bye

Hello may I speak to colin please
Ah boy ah, your call
Colin! This is diyanah
Yes
What are you doing? Are you studying?
Ya
I've got bad news
Pause
Vincent pass away nigel just called me from china
Silence
Hello colin did you hear what I said? Vincent passed away!
Are you joking?
No I am not it's so hard to believe but it's true. That's what I said to nigel and he scolded me.
Silence
Can you come online now and we talk to nigel

Vincent's passing means that this brotherhood who built our friendship on the days @ kallang then macritchie is incomplete. I just spoke to him before they left for china. I said : colin and I are going to end our a's in 8weeks, can I count on you guys to finally take the k4 together! Vincent said sure sure, just nice after we come back from china! Study hard.

Our k4 dreams will never be fulfilled, k4 means that 4 people are needed to row the kayak. But now we have 3. We need 4 people to form a team for l4d but now we only have 3. Why vincent, you said you would wait. :(

I hope you didn't die in pain. Your presence is sorely miss and absence acutely felt cos we sweat cried swallowed blood together. Just so you know, the best times of my life largely center around canoeing and training sessions both water and gym. You're held in fondest memories.

R.I.P. Vincent Chia.

-Diyanah

why are you so frail?

:(

wolv.

i didnt know GTA 4 is a dirty game. stupid red light district. the only fun thing is pointing the gun at the cashier for chocolate bars. im gonna stick to Halo 3 and Gears of war 2. ye correct.

and girl, theres a guy on the Vox skate team whose name is Slash. aish kebab.
miss u.

qa.

Blisters

boil boil
pus of oil
fail to toil.

i was surfing youtube, as per usual and i chanced upon this comment that said "axl was fucked up for a long while" and i was about to reply and tell that person that i love him/ her for saying that when i realised that the youtube user who posted that comment was called "annathefey" and "annathefey" is me. really MLIA case?

i've got myself some Hollywood Rose footage, very pleased with myself. i followed Duff on twitter and sent him a twit, so if he replies me, i think that would motivate me very much. i twit COB alot but no replies :( henkka used twitter under the COB page once (every fan knows that they don't have individual twitter or FB accounts) in april or something and since then ive been trying my luck. i want to ask him if he's still studying in university of helsinki! if yes, i think it would kick my butt to study for tha dreaded A's.

i'm wearing my medium size Chris Cole COB exclusive for Fallen teeshirt (the medium sized one, after all, i need to specify because i have 3!) and it is my favourite dress ever. it's a dress cos the shirt SWIMS on me. A Chris Cole + COB meet and greet is ideal for my boyfriend and i. he can go meet Chris Cole which he claims is the BEST skater EVER as of right now and i can meet COB, my favourite band i place way up there with my favourite legends- Scorpions!

talking to lycanboy now, tomorrow is a new day.
AnnA

trips home

i dont know why but the mild buzzing of rubber on tar and the silence only an empty bus can give makes me miss you more. maybe its the fact that im going away from you, even if i know that im gonna meet you again (oh i know). or maybe its the rubber.

im in hist class and i cant do my essay because you're in my head.
which is good.

Qa.

i is ownz

I have a problem. I am too afraid to let anyone including myself, the maid and the washing machine wash my cob shirt which I used today. I think I shall ask my mum, after she's done cooking up a storm.

I'm very happy that I can use my cob shirts everday. :)

Nel and I iz gna play sparklers soun.

Did you understand that?

Ryan white boy sent greetings from Aussie, he loves my new shirts!

I'm going to study from Tuesday. I promise, just let me off awhile more.

AnnA

kiasuism is not a finnish trait! im fo sure singaporean

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!
just now i rushed down to somewhere, i wont tell you where cos im a selfish little fanthom, to get...







not one but TWO Chris Cole-Children-of-Bodom-exclusive-for-Fallen shirts!!! i cant even find a photo of it on the internet yet! red hot, red red hot, eat your hearts out because i lessened the limited stock by 2 shirts less! i wanted to buy the whole stock but considering that the shirts are 50 bucks a piece AND i have the intention to donate my pocket money to the orphanage for hari raya, i can't afford to. PERHAPS I STILL WILL. just fast for another month? but damnit, if they have 20 shirts, i'd have to shell out a grand for the shirts. i think that's not right because im going to get me an alexander wang after the a's. but who cares about a. wang cos i am bouncing around nowwwwww with my street purchases. i love you COB!!!! i went home smiling ;)

thank you soooo much my silverback hound lycanboy for alerting me to this phenomenon! the CC-COB4FALLEN shirts made a stealth entrance into Sg!!! VERY HAPPY NOW, so, selamat hari raya!!!

:D
AnnA

SURPRISE!

our young young 17 year old selves, credits to nadia, who only posted the photo 2 years after it happened.


i think im swimming in my blouse. what the hell, size 15 shirt???? and i miss my hair. it's not short by the way, i have a ponytail. it's just kooky. i love kooky hair. kooky hair cannot headbang though so yay current long-hair-trying-to-grow-out-bangs!


hi, my dear rusty the eclectic at hotmail dot com and my le cissynez whom ive not spoken to for a long time! EH CISSYYYYYYYYYYY DIE ALREADY AHHHHHHHHH :(

happy belated whatever month to my boyfriend. <3

AnnA is a palindrome.

i need new wheels

and i miss my favourite vampire.

like Carax on inkpress

i am troubled.

by?

where i am going or rather what i am seeing or maybe what i am about to see.

and when it comes?

thats whats troubling me.

what are you afraid of?

inferiority complex.

and here i thought you've been suffering from that since eons.

i was? maybe i was deluded.

you still are.

where is this going? you're supposed to help me out here.

here's something to do, stop thinking about it.


Qa/wolv.

Hi

I want to get into NUS cos it's affiliated to the University of Helsinki, where Henkka is a student at. One step closer to Lake Bodom.

A.

i name thee Blisters

lol. your jealousy has a name?

i shall limit myself. fb once a week and that is only after i hang upside down from the edge of the piano chair for half an hour so i wont understand shit when i read.

besides eating rice rather than chips for sahur, this is the best idea you had this week.

thank you other-self.


i find immense joy to see my gf in the morning smiling back at me as she walks out of the lift.
i find great dislike to look at myself in the mirror after a meeting with Blisters.

wolv.

wrong time to be surfing youtube BUT

was surfing youtube nonetheless, am crushed that the GNR videos i want cant be streamlined, the ones i can lack IZZYYYYYYYYYYYY :( my favourite GNR member before dufffffff. :( ugh very sad.

Top 10 musicians i want to meet

#1. COB and SCORPIONS. sorry its a tie. i even want to go NUS cos it is affiliated to the University of Helsinki where HENKKA of COB is studying!!! and i need to meet Scorpions before they die.

#2. original GNR

#3. Iron Maiden

#4. Vivaldi

#5. Queen

#6. Lamb of God, just to see if randy's shoulder blades really stick out like i think they do in the Ruin video. i find it incredibly sexy (although i dont find randy sexy, BLEARGH). i asked my boyfriend to grow some sharp shoulder blades that stick out. / Stratovarius/ Eminem

#7. Amon Amarth/ Dimmu Borgir

#8. Alice Cooper/ Aerosmith

#10. the OLD A.F.I that rocked, not this new sounding A.F.I. which i secretly still like but think they are gay.

blah, watching mr and mrs. smith now.

AnnA

leading silver by moonlight

hello sh'tara,

there are moments on our trips to the witchdoctor that you seem annoyed at how things turn whenever i fall to claws. i am deeply glad that chose to bring me to health. i apologize for disrupting your plans. you have my love as i know i have yours.

v.wolv hellforge.

His little Love

waffles tonight! With a good book, good coffee and okay-lah company. hahha

someone wrote on my wall and said a group is no longer alive

Me, being the honest person that I am, would want to reply "who the hell cares!" because, really, who the hell cares?! But why would I not do that? Because others care? But I don't. But they do! This can be likened to a Socratic problem? Or not?

Guess I'm cranky, just got up.
AnnA

I think I should ban myself from my itouch

Too much time spent here instead of with books! And I want to eat waffles and icecream with my fanged greyback lover. So how about it mate! Zzz. Over and out.

AnnA

Bloody whiny poles

Shut up about ww2 already! It wasn't as if Putin or Merkel were responsible for the aggression shown towards you poles! Dayummmmm, how immature of the prez. And how diplomatic Putin and Merkel are. This piece from BBC annoys me!

Poor jona, no wonder he asked me if I learnt about Germany only because they were the bad guys. Hitler is a sick bastard, especially his team of doctors. Remember, he was born in Austria and he wasn't really Aryan-Aryan. More like Aryan because his parents were of Germanic descent. Delusional? He had dark hair. Go figure. White supremacy.

AnnA