And razorteeth.
AnnA
20090827
Much love to my boyfriend who delivered me my new favourite book, freshly purchased from the bookstore and who accompanied me to get kopi peng downstairs because the nearest starbucks to me is @ united square. we seriously don't have wheels which we need! I'm not talking about skateboards cos I like to flop around in slippers. Hot wheels leading the way! Boom boom crash. Did I tell you that I tried skating with my 3-inches high wedges twice on separate occasions? I almost broke my jaw. ;) I shall try more after the a's.
He cheered me up even though I didn't show show that i'm cheery or whatever. Not that I'm born like that, I think I'm too proud to. And he knows.
AnnA
He cheered me up even though I didn't show show that i'm cheery or whatever. Not that I'm born like that, I think I'm too proud to. And he knows.
AnnA
Did I ask to be a misfit?
I like listening to men growling incomprehensible thoughts and opinions in sync with drums, guitars and keyboards. I prefer boys with long hair. I like to analyse and explore a topic thoroughly, something I find fascinating, like the existence of gnomes. When I cannot get along with people or when there are long awkward silences, these attributes show.
You like metal, I don't. I dont care about scorpions. Who the hell are they? Misfits like you? (sorry to disappoint you but them scorpions are old german average joes). You like boys with long hair, I don't. You like leopard leggings, I find them distasteful. But that doesn't mean we can't be friends right? Wrong. Who the fuck cares. Here is my piece. There is nothing for us.
Amazing how my motley crue of friends (fafe) can get along when everyone is diverse like heaven and hell (all puns not intended). Some people don't try. End of story.
Stuck in econs lecture.
AnnA
You like metal, I don't. I dont care about scorpions. Who the hell are they? Misfits like you? (sorry to disappoint you but them scorpions are old german average joes). You like boys with long hair, I don't. You like leopard leggings, I find them distasteful. But that doesn't mean we can't be friends right? Wrong. Who the fuck cares. Here is my piece. There is nothing for us.
Amazing how my motley crue of friends (fafe) can get along when everyone is diverse like heaven and hell (all puns not intended). Some people don't try. End of story.
Stuck in econs lecture.
AnnA
20090826
To the friend
To the friend whom I no longer give a fuck about. Hi. I just want to make this obvious.
As I continue to have vile thoughts...
I am decided now.
AnnA
As I continue to have vile thoughts...
I am decided now.
AnnA
20090825
20090824
hello girl
i need you. i get weird fevers when i dont see you for too long.
just a 10min talk on the phone will do but you're asleep.
:(
Qa.
just a 10min talk on the phone will do but you're asleep.
:(
Qa.
20090823
the days
Metallica monsters of rock tour '91
Skid Row moscow music peace fest '89
Pantera monsters of rock tour '91
Scorpions will watch when-fucking-ever
Firehouse tokyo '91
goosebumps man.
Pure Scorpios have strong emotions, ardent passions and a physical eroticism which greatly exceeds that of other zodiacal types. A pure Scorpio will find it difficult to 'forget about it' if his/her sex life is unsatisfactory. No one is less able to transmute sexual energies and desires into, for example, artistic creativity than the Scorpio. If Scorpios love ardently, they also love long; they can develop an almost obsessive relationship with the object of their desires. As a consequence, they can be extremely jealous, and to be on the receiving end of Scorpionic jealousy is not a pleasant experience.
more gooseybumpeys man.
this is a fire-water relationship and could be described as anything but easy, smooth, or completely harmonious. Scorpio does many things to you. If you prefer to ignore challenge, and prefer one dish to a valid menu, then avoid Scorpio. But if psychological mystery intrigues you, then probably you have found the right person.
right person. yes.
wolv.
Skid Row moscow music peace fest '89
Pantera monsters of rock tour '91
Scorpions will watch when-fucking-ever
Firehouse tokyo '91
goosebumps man.
Pure Scorpios have strong emotions, ardent passions and a physical eroticism which greatly exceeds that of other zodiacal types. A pure Scorpio will find it difficult to 'forget about it' if his/her sex life is unsatisfactory. No one is less able to transmute sexual energies and desires into, for example, artistic creativity than the Scorpio. If Scorpios love ardently, they also love long; they can develop an almost obsessive relationship with the object of their desires. As a consequence, they can be extremely jealous, and to be on the receiving end of Scorpionic jealousy is not a pleasant experience.
more gooseybumpeys man.
this is a fire-water relationship and could be described as anything but easy, smooth, or completely harmonious. Scorpio does many things to you. If you prefer to ignore challenge, and prefer one dish to a valid menu, then avoid Scorpio. But if psychological mystery intrigues you, then probably you have found the right person.
right person. yes.
wolv.
distracted from homework.
although nothing strange, the stark contrast could not be ignored. i love both!
i found something even stranger when i was at a mighty kites communion @ starbucks just last thursday...
forgive my shaky hands + phone camera. i was mumbling something to the other two.
THEY MISSPELLED "AUGGUST"! as a singaporean would say, "how can???!!!"
AnnA
i found something even stranger when i was at a mighty kites communion @ starbucks just last thursday...
forgive my shaky hands + phone camera. i was mumbling something to the other two.
THEY MISSPELLED "AUGGUST"! as a singaporean would say, "how can???!!!"
AnnA
20090822
"What we need is hatred. From it our ideas are born." -Jean Genet
my gamelan teacher says i dont smile when i dont play the instruments. of course not. there isnt a reason to. i do not find mindless irritating gaps between activities interesting/amusing. he says i shouldnt look like a zombie. of course not. im a wolv.
my family is the only thing preventing me from meeting my girlfriend regularly. fucking annoying.
i called you 5 times because i wanted to hear your sleepy voice.
i paint your soul, the flesh, the image, the reflection. i complete your terror, forever through ashes.
still typical? i miss you.
its ramadhan and i dont feel like it is.
Qa.
my family is the only thing preventing me from meeting my girlfriend regularly. fucking annoying.
i called you 5 times because i wanted to hear your sleepy voice.
i paint your soul, the flesh, the image, the reflection. i complete your terror, forever through ashes.
still typical? i miss you.
its ramadhan and i dont feel like it is.
Qa.
20090821
friends?
i am tired of trying to be sincere. if you want to treat me like i'm part of the landscape then by all means. there was NEVER a strong connection anyway. some connection but STRONG? nein! SHE thinks of how SHE feels, THEY think of what THEY want to do without considering others, THEY decide to take a trip... fuck all that shit!
under the pretense of pondering the bigger picture of life? discerning the pretty colours from reality? try harder at psychoanalysing! at this age? oops, i mean YOUR age. too late methinks?
about today?
today, i reached school at 715am because we were supposed to do our GP project. no one told me until 743am that the meeting was in the canteen. the person who sent the text to come at 730 last night came to school ON TIME. meaning 8 am. during break, they largely left one person to try on someone else's Mac? if they can't be bothered, then why bother to try? i don't take offense at that, but this, i do. as MATES, this should not have happened.
i dont regret learning and observing human behaviour for the past 3 years in a completely different environment because i have learnt many important lessons that i cant believe i was too naive to even think such things were true!
#1. if someone starts a petiton against you, he wants to be the bloody class president and he cannot stand the fact that while you are class president, he is nothing. since this is personal after you started being personal, you are NOT the best rugby player in the world, your teeth? CROOKEDLY FIXED! and your o level english isn't the A1 which you bragged about. B3 innit? failed pure lit? D7 huh? called my boyfriend a Mat? the "Mat" got B3 for pure lit. he dropped out of school? yes but didnt you as well? bitter? that's why your livejournal is a JOKE because you use bombastic words in the wrong context.
#2. people switch sides easily because loyalty is dead, didnt you know that? doesnt apply only to me, some incident with one Loser in my boyfriend's boytown.
#3. almost everyone has secret vile thoughts about everyone else but they -how do i put this in a commoner's way?- put on a facade. uh huh. and those who claim they do not have secret vile thoughts are lying to themselves. either that or they are apathetic (haha) like me. vampyrs cant have feelings for humans because they eat humans for supper. that's how we roll, lol. wow, it rhymes.
#4. very important point. western stall and noodle stall of 2007 and 2008 rocked but NOOOO, people had to complain. now we get stuff that they are trying to pass off for food (save the jap stall) and no one's complaining this time perhaps because they realized their follies!
#5. PE was veryyyyy fun when people laughed because they had fun! hey fatboy from science fac (methinks), i gave you back a shove and you FELL, though you were thrice my weight. who is laughing now? although i am a female, i will not be pushed around. you've learnt your lesson now, havent you? ;)
STOP. what a very malicious entry, at least there is truth. i dont paint with glitter, being of fang-toothed nature. i hesitated on clicking PURCHASE for the ACNE atacoma wedges when there were only 6 pairs left in the world, now i regret! it's out of stock forever. underground brands rock, suck on ACNE's balls, chloe!
ryan's birthday today. our favourite white boy.
anyone up for turkish food?
AnnA
oh. i forgot to answer the question. the answer is no.
under the pretense of pondering the bigger picture of life? discerning the pretty colours from reality? try harder at psychoanalysing! at this age? oops, i mean YOUR age. too late methinks?
about today?
today, i reached school at 715am because we were supposed to do our GP project. no one told me until 743am that the meeting was in the canteen. the person who sent the text to come at 730 last night came to school ON TIME. meaning 8 am. during break, they largely left one person to try on someone else's Mac? if they can't be bothered, then why bother to try? i don't take offense at that, but this, i do. as MATES, this should not have happened.
i dont regret learning and observing human behaviour for the past 3 years in a completely different environment because i have learnt many important lessons that i cant believe i was too naive to even think such things were true!
#1. if someone starts a petiton against you, he wants to be the bloody class president and he cannot stand the fact that while you are class president, he is nothing. since this is personal after you started being personal, you are NOT the best rugby player in the world, your teeth? CROOKEDLY FIXED! and your o level english isn't the A1 which you bragged about. B3 innit? failed pure lit? D7 huh? called my boyfriend a Mat? the "Mat" got B3 for pure lit. he dropped out of school? yes but didnt you as well? bitter? that's why your livejournal is a JOKE because you use bombastic words in the wrong context.
#2. people switch sides easily because loyalty is dead, didnt you know that? doesnt apply only to me, some incident with one Loser in my boyfriend's boytown.
#3. almost everyone has secret vile thoughts about everyone else but they -how do i put this in a commoner's way?- put on a facade. uh huh. and those who claim they do not have secret vile thoughts are lying to themselves. either that or they are apathetic (haha) like me. vampyrs cant have feelings for humans because they eat humans for supper. that's how we roll, lol. wow, it rhymes.
#4. very important point. western stall and noodle stall of 2007 and 2008 rocked but NOOOO, people had to complain. now we get stuff that they are trying to pass off for food (save the jap stall) and no one's complaining this time perhaps because they realized their follies!
#5. PE was veryyyyy fun when people laughed because they had fun! hey fatboy from science fac (methinks), i gave you back a shove and you FELL, though you were thrice my weight. who is laughing now? although i am a female, i will not be pushed around. you've learnt your lesson now, havent you? ;)
STOP. what a very malicious entry, at least there is truth. i dont paint with glitter, being of fang-toothed nature. i hesitated on clicking PURCHASE for the ACNE atacoma wedges when there were only 6 pairs left in the world, now i regret! it's out of stock forever. underground brands rock, suck on ACNE's balls, chloe!
ryan's birthday today. our favourite white boy.
anyone up for turkish food?
AnnA
oh. i forgot to answer the question. the answer is no.
20090819
It is freezing. She stands still in the middle of the urgent wind, the urgent rushing wind. 'So blowsy!' she exclaims, the cry resounds inside her head. Apart, her feet apart, she stands apart from the other walkers who prance around happily, in their misery, sometimes they take a swing at her though she cannot really see. They may mistake her to be blind but her senses are actually acute and well-hidden too. Almost, for she shows what she wants to, to whom she wants to.
The storm is coming, what will she do? Help them because she can? Because she has the means to? Or ignore them because she doesnt give a flying fuck?
You can almost heat the twinkle hidden in the blanket of grey-encrusted slush.
You can almost taste the distaste.
But then, you shouldnt give a flying fuck.
anna. (in memory of... Nothing. Just vast plainness and a note: i write in disjointed fragments because it is how it goes. A kid's fairytale)
The storm is coming, what will she do? Help them because she can? Because she has the means to? Or ignore them because she doesnt give a flying fuck?
You can almost heat the twinkle hidden in the blanket of grey-encrusted slush.
You can almost taste the distaste.
But then, you shouldnt give a flying fuck.
anna. (in memory of... Nothing. Just vast plainness and a note: i write in disjointed fragments because it is how it goes. A kid's fairytale)
20090818
O7A1 is fucked up.
I will never forgive any of you for leaving me in this fucked up dump to fend for myself.
20090817
I asked my dad what show you watching he said armageddon i said death squad
Was alone at wisma starbucks to get myself a cup of coffee to wake myself up (kept falling asleep in class although i slept at 10 last night) and guess who appeared right infront of my eyes! JIANWENNIEEE! who instead of saying 'hi!', said 'eh you still small girl sia!'. Had a good chat and we boys wanna hang on friday. Actually, it was him who said 'why never jio me go out!'. And it was so funny that he bumped into me today because i had a repeat jwen's funny as hell 'joke' jokes to renuka and valerie day! and he laughed at my new joke! So cheery.
Im still sleepy, caffeine immunity has been attained. Well, well. Boring school life... But i won m&m's because i drew some econs graph. Highlight of school today. The boy can read about my day here since he is oh so curious to know but i dont feel like relating it to him verbally on the phone because i am an impending storm now. So moody and moodless at the same time.
Too many words but i'd just like to make it known : i liken my school life to be summed up to... I know how galileo felt...
Hi underachiever, you understand dont you? See you on thursday and friday, cat.
AnnA
Im still sleepy, caffeine immunity has been attained. Well, well. Boring school life... But i won m&m's because i drew some econs graph. Highlight of school today. The boy can read about my day here since he is oh so curious to know but i dont feel like relating it to him verbally on the phone because i am an impending storm now. So moody and moodless at the same time.
Too many words but i'd just like to make it known : i liken my school life to be summed up to... I know how galileo felt...
Hi underachiever, you understand dont you? See you on thursday and friday, cat.
AnnA
20090816
I hate school :(
thinking of whether to go, not go or go late... I wouldn't mind school so much if I have a laugh every now and then. Something REALLY funny like jwen/ rusydi's side-splitting, jaw-aching banter. I would rather the boy annoy me the whole day then not have have him around. I blame my misery on them because when I pledge allegience, I pledge it forever.
I had a day at the beach. My family is a funny bunch. My mom, dad, siblings and my tiny male cousin had a funny takraw game and we were good! Even my mom. What healthy exercise! Beats jogging for sure. I'm glad we're not the sort to lounge at malls every single weekend. How very stagnant. Liwen's family also quite sporty. But my mom can't swim well so we can't go on diving trips. Nevertheless, ich liebe meine familie!
Actually, I'm waiting for dinner to be ready. Mom's cooking today. and boy, minä rakastan sinua. <3
I had a day at the beach. My family is a funny bunch. My mom, dad, siblings and my tiny male cousin had a funny takraw game and we were good! Even my mom. What healthy exercise! Beats jogging for sure. I'm glad we're not the sort to lounge at malls every single weekend. How very stagnant. Liwen's family also quite sporty. But my mom can't swim well so we can't go on diving trips. Nevertheless, ich liebe meine familie!
Actually, I'm waiting for dinner to be ready. Mom's cooking today. and boy, minä rakastan sinua. <3
collagraph fiddle and grey clouds
what a hot day. i shall take pictures of my prints and put it up here soon. only printmaking, nothing else because i suck at drawing statues.
small class, printmaking. nice, way i like it, i hate people walking here and there busying around with rulers, standing up, waiting for the press, inking (happened during last year's elective, fashion students. pfft).
girlfriend's at the beach. blading i suppose. ive this image in my head everytime i think of her: fists clenched, hair tied, frowning/laughing (depends), running/walking quickly/jumping, orrrrr.. keeping quiet and ignoring everyone including me. she has only texted me once today. how nice. go blade la you.
anyyyyywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, i need need this.
QA, boy who needs alva board asap.
small class, printmaking. nice, way i like it, i hate people walking here and there busying around with rulers, standing up, waiting for the press, inking (happened during last year's elective, fashion students. pfft).
girlfriend's at the beach. blading i suppose. ive this image in my head everytime i think of her: fists clenched, hair tied, frowning/laughing (depends), running/walking quickly/jumping, orrrrr.. keeping quiet and ignoring everyone including me. she has only texted me once today. how nice. go blade la you.
anyyyyywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, i need need this.
QA, boy who needs alva board asap.
20090812
morning, dawn
My favourite palindrome : madam, I'm Adam! Hahahahahahaha. That cheered me up. I was looking for Finnish words and I came across a Finnish palindrome that is like 26 letters long. But since everyone here communicates in English... Madam, I'm Adam!
I'm waiting for my dad to send me to school. Hi boy.
I'm waiting for my dad to send me to school. Hi boy.
20090811
20090810
FUN WEEKEND (except when i wasnt feeling so sprightly on friday) and a fucking funny time with my favourite wild kids. too bad abraham and johnny couldnt join us. and sarah too.
back to school, what a party-pooper. :/ it wasnt so bad when cissy was around.
LAPTOP'S ALMOST DEAD, misplaced my charger. adieu and FINIS.
<3
EDIT: COB IS GOING TO HK ON 19th OCTOBER SOMEONE KILL ME NOWWWWWWWWWW
back to school, what a party-pooper. :/ it wasnt so bad when cissy was around.
LAPTOP'S ALMOST DEAD, misplaced my charger. adieu and FINIS.
<3
EDIT: COB IS GOING TO HK ON 19th OCTOBER SOMEONE KILL ME NOWWWWWWWWWW
20090809
That's a coffin you're prophesising
It's cold but it's the desert but what to do. Maybe we'll see a body, maybe we'll see a few. I shook, did you?
It's stormy but it's the plains, how now, what to do? Maybe we'll see a devil, maybe we'll see his crew. I'm ready, are you?
I'm going to eat dinner nowwwwww, love you.
AnnA
It's stormy but it's the plains, how now, what to do? Maybe we'll see a devil, maybe we'll see his crew. I'm ready, are you?
I'm going to eat dinner nowwwwww, love you.
AnnA
dreamtalk
come out. i want to see you.
no.
come out pls.. i havent seen you for years..
no.
why wont you?
i dont want to. why should i?
because you want to see me as well.
no i dont. i want to stay here. in this box.
i miss you so much.
as do i.
are you cold?
yes.
i got something for you. here you go.
thank you.
how is it?
its..
yes?
i love you so much.
as do i.
are you cold?
yes.
then be cold with me love.
of course. i'll be here.
and i, here.
are you alive?
more than ever.
qa.
no.
come out pls.. i havent seen you for years..
no.
why wont you?
i dont want to. why should i?
because you want to see me as well.
no i dont. i want to stay here. in this box.
i miss you so much.
as do i.
are you cold?
yes.
i got something for you. here you go.
thank you.
how is it?
its..
yes?
i love you so much.
as do i.
are you cold?
yes.
then be cold with me love.
of course. i'll be here.
and i, here.
are you alive?
more than ever.
qa.
20090808
im not obliged to anyone or anything except for mum, girl and school. i have nothing for anything else. what people tell me, i keep and tell my gf and no one else. fucking interesting thing, secrets. like one person will tell me shit about that person and that person will also have told me shit about the other person person person person person person (ok, the word sounds funny now), and if the 2 humans were to be together when im around i'l be like, "damn, you have no idea.."
fun i tell you.
my gf is in JB now. saturdays are the only days we can spend more than 6hrs together. grr. i love it when she laughs. you know like when you miss someone and you can hear them everywhere? everyfuckingwhere you are? you are? you know where you are?! you in the jungle babey. you gonna die.
qa.
20090802
20090801
hello love,
there is something about waiting for you. be it downstairs or outside MI. my heart beats faster everytime. the excitement of meeting you. and that adorable naughty girl smile you give me everytime you see me from far. of course you'd pretend to not smile because you're a vampyr but you see love, ive my fangs too. you know how fucking precious that smile is? ahhhh fuck, that means no one else is supposed to get that. wah lan day. anyways, its all simple. we are simple. well, to us we are simple (sometimes not). ok im getting confused.
there is something about hearing your voice. on the phone, beside me on the bus/train. it calms me down when you're speaking fast. it worries me when you're talking slow. your voice, your cute cute voice. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. you make me miss you more everytime we talk on the phone. and when i close my eyes, its like you're here beside me. i used to have a shirt of yours i hold. can i have it again? you have my humongous sweater. im guessing you're impatient to read this because i said i was blogging about you. reading all this back makes me feel weird because i was actually saying it all out (with intonation and shit, fuhhh). aiyah.
girl i love you and thats that. simple. no need title, no need end.
there is something about waiting for you. be it downstairs or outside MI. my heart beats faster everytime. the excitement of meeting you. and that adorable naughty girl smile you give me everytime you see me from far. of course you'd pretend to not smile because you're a vampyr but you see love, ive my fangs too. you know how fucking precious that smile is? ahhhh fuck, that means no one else is supposed to get that. wah lan day. anyways, its all simple. we are simple. well, to us we are simple (sometimes not). ok im getting confused.
there is something about hearing your voice. on the phone, beside me on the bus/train. it calms me down when you're speaking fast. it worries me when you're talking slow. your voice, your cute cute voice. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. you make me miss you more everytime we talk on the phone. and when i close my eyes, its like you're here beside me. i used to have a shirt of yours i hold. can i have it again? you have my humongous sweater. im guessing you're impatient to read this because i said i was blogging about you. reading all this back makes me feel weird because i was actually saying it all out (with intonation and shit, fuhhh). aiyah.
girl i love you and thats that. simple. no need title, no need end.
tie-dye nails.
i have my history book open but i decided to paint my nails instead.
first i decided to paint them In the Red Creme and coat them with Bamboo Shoot to make it less bright. then i wiped the colours away and painted Purple Potion on before coating it again with Bamboo Shoot to see how the colours would mesh. i wiped all of it away without proper nail remover lotion to see the effects. i like it this way. all messy and colour-dirty. tie-dye is supposed to look messy in a neat way, yes?
can anyone tell me, did USA and USSR cooperate during the suez crisis or not? i lost my notes with suez crisis innit.
FML. i cannot wait for open fields for rugby. i cannot wait for smooth concrete for extreme inline. there's so much i want to do but not this. FML. nel, i would like some mexican food.
AnnA
ps. my cissy has a cakebake sale tomorrow!!!!
first i decided to paint them In the Red Creme and coat them with Bamboo Shoot to make it less bright. then i wiped the colours away and painted Purple Potion on before coating it again with Bamboo Shoot to see how the colours would mesh. i wiped all of it away without proper nail remover lotion to see the effects. i like it this way. all messy and colour-dirty. tie-dye is supposed to look messy in a neat way, yes?
can anyone tell me, did USA and USSR cooperate during the suez crisis or not? i lost my notes with suez crisis innit.
FML. i cannot wait for open fields for rugby. i cannot wait for smooth concrete for extreme inline. there's so much i want to do but not this. FML. nel, i would like some mexican food.
AnnA
ps. my cissy has a cakebake sale tomorrow!!!!
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