i met my half-freunde and a bunch of boys i used to hang out with...

i only have old photos of them. photos that were snapped today are with a guy i dont know! seems like his band (the guy i dont know) is going to be on 98.7 next week or so. not that i care, really. he doesnt do metal, he doesnt listen to the sex pistols cos he gave me a weird stare when i told sam i like the sex pistols and that i L-O-V-E BODOM. and we discussed WACKEN. we as in sam, ryan and i. HORNS UP!!! lml (i cant do the symbol with punctuation apparently????!)

there was alot of smoke in my eyes; abs and his rolled up fags >> bought himself/ the whole lot of us big gulp. amir and eminem-talk as always. ryan and his kooky hair. sam is no longer blonde, seems like these half-brits + half-iranians become darker (as in hair) as they grow older. HE HAS LIKE A MILLION METAL STICKERS ON HIS MAC GRRRRRRRRRRR but no bodom, so lucky lucky lucky!

if i could, i would tattoo this on my back in a minute! God, why dont you like tattoos?

for those who know me, you know i fucking would!!!!!!!! but my boyfriend keeps me from straying too far from the path. i am still going to get my corset piercing! do you guys remember! need a reminder???


fucking wild yes! yes! yes! yes!

i got a fucking radddddddddddddddd bag today, just scream ANARCHY FOR THE UK! i am very hyper now! maybe because i feel alot better cos abs is a very nice person and he lets me talk shit and he thinks im still a little girl and he says that i dont like anyone in such a matter of fact manner and i said i do like people it's just that people give me a reason not to like them sometimes and he told me some stuff that i roughly knew about his life but now i KNOW. yay, i got another friendddddddddddd. :) iron(III)oxide, sorry i didnt drop by today, i still can't get the book because kino wont let me pay by creditcard since it's under your name and i didnt have cashhhhhhh.

do you wanna meet abs? i only have 2006 photo, (i took a photo of his rad bike though, he cycled from tp to town in 15mins at 36.4km/h (it says so on his speedometer) )SO HERE IS ABS FILTHDOLLY >>>shit, gotta find my thumbdrivey! >>> it's amazing i can find it (my thumbdrivey) in the mess of a table. people lie when they say their table is messy! mine is the messiest mess ever ever ever even i cant stand it but i cant be bothered to clean it cos im extremely lazy!!! and the boys' different accents (american/ british) are rubbing offffffffff meeeeeeee but i only have a slight marymount convent accent when i debate. i think. or my boyfriend thinks. or we think for icecream. hahahahahahahaha >>>>here is filthdolly, finally!!!


yay, i like this big brother. his hair is like fucking rad now now now. please note that this photo was taken in sec 4 at changi airport, we just sent adam off to philly for his pilot college! i remembered crying like crazy. i dont know why someone else (not mavis, his then girlfriend) cried as hard as i did when adam is closer to me!!!

my boyfriend is i.m.-ing me, the orange is blinking like crazy because he is jealous of abraham. >:(

where did all these emoticons come out!
HORNS UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
Anna

never hit a lady

you know, you guys should take it all in and live it up man, live it up.
fight/argue/quarrel/shout/scissorspaperstone for what? if you're not patient, date a stone.

for 2years ive swallowed her fire. her tongue is like a poison dagger, sharper than any blade, more poisonous than any snake. i swear that she is the most verbally violent girl i know. hurts sometimes of course but that is part of the job. my mind is a sea of overhealed blisters. protects your wall after sometime you see. but this has determined much of her happiness. see here, a lady's bliss is yours too if you look at it properly. use your anger for something else, like beating Machinedramon at Mt Infinity (omfg, i tried for nearly 20times). anger would always lead to something bad. bad = no good, im sure you guys know. right now my nose is bleeding and it is flowing down my chest, fucking fierce yes i know.

anyway, princesses will always be princesses. if you tell her that shes one, then treat her like one. if she pushes you away, go back to her. logic. simple shit right?

yeah, if your fire isnt as strong as hers. mhmm.

qa.

i am 19 and i need my youth

fucking nonsense. fucking fucked up incoherent nonsense.
i never get my fucking way

V.

swim before you sink. you have to learn how to swim (abraham)...

no one ever really sinks when they're underwater. they always float back up. if you dont believe me, go to the nearest swimming pool and try. the problem is, how to keep your head above water. you need the oxygen because you are a slave to the Creation.

my half-freund, filthdoll, makes me sad. i am not close enough to touch his mind.

my boyfriend lies comatose.

i am distracted.

my sweetums turns 17 (again) today. NELLE FOREVER MY BELLE.

A.

DIGIVOLVE

i give up on fighting all these guys around the world.
KNOW WHY?!
because i more the ore-some see-oldxzxzx.

anyway girl, thats a fucking ugly pic.
you can still keep and look at it when im not around though.

im tired but i cant sleep. tmr is gonna be a dull day. i want a 20hr coma.

i have digimon world 1 psx. i am awesome. i bet CHOI KANG cant crack it.
choi kang, choi kang, choi kang, choi kang.
the more i look at it, the more it looks like Choa Chu Kang.
omg, it may be a code name for his secret spy hideout. HE IS OUT TO KILL ME!!
ahh pfft, if he confronts me, i will challenge him to a digimon battle.




his numemon is no match for my....





WARGREYMON UH SIAL.

Got ADHD?
So do-- Oh look a squirrel!
I shall name him Carl.

k random. girl, despite your army of guys (oops), i fucking cb love you.

wargreymon owner.

cut school today to catch up on my notes but ended up not touching a thing. unfortunately, the boy distracted me with homemade sandwiches, his cruiser, random books @ Borders including the Loose Woman by Kerry something (true life account), the Saladin empire, woman who married a lion (whom was disguised as a man) and works of aristotle. and then lunchie lunch lunch before somemore book hunting. trashy novels are funny!!!

very excited for my friend's 19th! which actually means her 17th birthday in her language.
WE ARE GOING TO MEXICO!


BOY YOUR HAIR BETTER BE THIS LONG!!! everyone, meet CHOI KANG CHANGMIN!

virally yours,
Anna

why i am better than Changmin or Henkka or whofuckingever

there.









and i can cut chicken.

fuck you guys.

wolf.

i have this URGE

to CUT school tomorrow even though my GP PRELIM 1 is TOMORROW. such ill-discipline.

green is my favourite colour. i need a big pencil case because a pencil box is useless when i have bigass highlighters. i hate school. studs are my favourite accessories. and i dont give a flying fuck!!!!!, to quote aleksi laiho.

i fucking cannot get the fucking lake bodom keyboard sound on my organ. do i fucking want keyboards or aleksi's guitar?

do i fucking want a future? yes. then why am i not moving? i am frozen.

anna

fucking spaz, i hate home.

qa.

900mm wheels pls

after 6 weeks on my Rockit, i got clumsy on a normal skateboard. pfft. we shall get another cruiser for you uh girl.

DBSK. another BIG pfft. sheesh.
no, not a fan. definitely not a fan. no no.

you seem too defensive...

stay out of this.

enough about DBSK (seriously), taking care of my gf is like taking care of tamagotchi. ok harder. ok try ALOT HARDER (and alot more fun, brackets woooooooooooo).

indoor air con,
must (see her mood) hold hand or put arm over shoulder.
indoor humid,
not allowed to put hand over shoulder, may hold hand.
outdoor under sun,
not allowed to put arm over shoulder, holding hands = 55% success
outdoor raining,
if i dont have an umbrella = 127% girl being cranky,
if i have an umbrella = 20% girl being cranky
if i have an umbrella but raindrops hit her = 90% girl shouts
outdoor good mood,
may hold hand, may put arm over shoulder. girl jumps around 40% of walking distance
walking home tired,
must offer to carry bag (multiple tries till success)
walking home cheery,
cannot keep quiet, must sing DBSK or COB.

there you have it, there's definitely more duh but these are some of it for the past few months.
what a handful. a handful of ice and fire.

i miss you..

qa.

yo u-know! (HAHAHAHAHA qam and i repeated this the whole day)

yes yes, u-know is cissy's lover. HEY CISSSSSSSSSSSSSSYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!
lol, i am annoying.

cruising was fun today. :)
got plans for next weekend, cant wait!

i'll tell you a secret:

razorteeth enjoyed watching DBSK's the King's Men Parody!!!! HAHAHAHAHA, really. my iPod (Brandon which i shall rename CHANGMIN/ HENKKA; depends on which boy the boy prefers. HAHAHAHA, it is damn fun to infuriate him.) ran out of battery because of him.

Anna

to annoy the shit out of everyone, except for those who love DBSK, ENJOY!!!!

eh we use string and tie both ends to a styrofoam cup and talk uh!

we talk on the phone every single night (except for special cases like different time zone). we would relate to each other our minutes and hours. we laugh, we scream, we cry. a phonecall to end the day is a habit we keep for life.

then tonight on the phone she asked me,

"would you rather have me cheat on you and still have me or me, being a lesbian and you, never being with me ever because of what i am?"

i know i answered right and that much, i love you.
phonecalls are interesting.

qa.

mad world, fucking mad world

ironically, most orderly, organised agencies are disorderly and disorganised. how the fuck can the Chief Tester forget to cancel my TP?! fucking drama man. im lazy to repeat myself so yeah. fuck it.

and Kris won American Idol.
mad world. mofockin' mad world.

i am gonna get meself some chilli tuna with bread.
dont worry, my gf is more displeased with the world than i am.

qa.

TOKYO WARHEARTS

got my hands on the limited edition COB's Tokyo Warhearts yesterday!
the metal person is going to aid me in my quest to search for Something Wild and IneartheD demos! :)

going to school soon.
Anna

i will fuck you up if you're hXczXZxzxZ.

we can never get this back. 3 out of 4 of these bands are gone. im talking about 1985-1999.
look at what we have now? its all scattered thrash.

holidays now. i hate holidays. ive to beg to go out. that means i cant meet my gf as much as i could during school. not to mention that i miss her like fucking hell.

qa.

lack of motivation

really, NEL, getting into PSYCHOLOGY, at NTU, should serve as an INSPIRATION to ME. damn bloody proud of her. she made it. how we miss marymount convent days!

i've been goofing off 3 days in a row (cos i cut school on friday) but i still had fun. i'd rather go hunt for bagels and creamcheese at cold storage with my mom and pick american cherries with my dad than sit down and do work. at least, i know i have to complete some homework tomorrow, so i can't escape that. my excuse for today is... i'm nursing a really bad cold today, although i still had the energy to do some weights before showering just now. i should regularly exercise like how i used to when i was training. a healthy body, a healthy mind. that's what they say. i think. the faceless wise sage.

i cant find any videos of aleksi apologising for cutting the show short in new york after the 3rd song. his face must have been in an ugly grimace. the photo of the Englisch LK 13th Form class sits pretty on my desk in a handpainted frame which Becci painstakingly did. Andreas doesnt resemble Aleksi at all but i dont know, he just reminds me of Aleksi. he choose london instead of COB/ slipknot. i would have chosen COB and ignored slipknot. they're okay but i dont give a shit about slipknot. seriously.

now, i shall go email bex, wait for dinner to be served and watch dvds. my brother recommended "Taken".

the things i say to razorteeth about henkka cracks me up when i see he inflamed (in flames???? i do not like in flames, i wonder why Germans like in flames.) with jealousy.

Anna

dear wolf,

say OMMMMM.
then shut up.

sanity

dear aleksi laiho,

i heard that your shoulder got worse and no amount of stubbornness, painkillers and alcohol can get rid of the excruciating pain. you already played 10 live dates after you broke your shoulder. it's good that you guys canceled the tour. ALEKSI!!! focus on recovery okay. i dont have your email cos you're not some teeny bopper idol that a diehard fan can email. i want to send you a get well soon package. sincere intentions. GET WELL SOON!!!!! i was reeeeaaaally sad to hear that you're suffering as you are now... you are in my prayers.

what will happen when anyone of them meet with sudden death? i will be devastated.

wtf, im so lame? letter to aleksi laiho? if i send aleksi a package will spinefarm send it to him? they should be back in helsinki by now. the official press release came out on the 11th. :( sad.

my boyfriend fucked up our plans today due to last minute changes. not pissy, just stating. going to call that bugger now.

Anna

ps. ABRAHAM IS BUILDING HIS LOVER A BICYCLE HOW COOL IS THAT OH ABES!

purnama

i am so so tired.
they should eradicate cheap and lame commercials.
they irritate me. they make me wanna kill them.

back to work.
guess you're occupied.
i am too.

qa.

screw you, metalhammer included.

what bonds people together?
common interests? that's it? it ends there? why world, are you so merciless on me?
do not forgive me just because i dont listen to the same melody that you content with. do not forgive me because i like/love boys with long hair. (currently damn unhappy with the boy's short hair). do not forgive me because i prefer flailing my arms and signing with my fingers.
it's supposed to be beyond that! a deeper understanding or none, like jocularity and jokes.
i think it'll work good. it works good. i have relationships with others that prove this point. ie. nel and iron(III)oxide and bex (and i only spent 2 months physically with her).

and why the eyesore? why try so hard to be dark and demented when you know that you're not?
nobody has a black heart if they say that i am a mean bitch just because i hate with no rhyme or reason, that i should forgive. that i like to dislike people. THAT I SHOULD FORGIVE. do you have a black heart? listening to Dimmu's Satan, My Master will not help. i am not impressed by your silent "rebellion". oompa loompas can do better.

do you sense the dissatisfaction? it is actually my time of the month. fell out of focus for the last couple of weeks and i have alot to catch up on. i am ordering my cob merch online at the end of MYEs to motivate myself. i'll wear COB when i study.

speaking of COB, what the fuck is wrong with you metal hammer??? thanks for the iron maiden mousepad BUT REALLY?! hatebreeder is THE album we should AVOID?! it is better than motherfucking blooddrunk! i do not trust you anymore, you have disenchanted me although i will still buy to get all the free stuff which isnt really free because it is included in the ridiculous SGD$15 you charge us when it only costs fucking 3.99 euros, thanks.

so i need an itouch, wait iPod Classic is better cos they have like 120GB because my ipod ran out of fucking SPACE but my mom suggested the iPhone but i really like my htc touchpro. anyway, my mom has an iPhone. it's really convenient. itouch + call/sms = iPhone. BUT i still like the clickwheel thingy.

Anna

dull

its amazing how grey a second can be. you'll feel tired for no reason. you'll drink too much, spin around, watch the tv (not switched on), yawn, look at the time, wait for that daunting scream that will signal then end of your mum's cooking class and not to mention your head will droop slightly to the right while complaining on your blog about how dull your day could get.

ooh, there's a Boost bar on the table. yay, 5mins of excitement.
and girl, where are you?

qa.

overnight sensation

i am certain that there are no other girls who would leave 30 letters (with a to-do list sometimes) and a book to occupy her bf for a month while she's away.

and no other girl has a sharper tongue. none. zilch. kosong sial.


i am very certain, yes sir i am. your gf sucks.


girl, bite me.

fucking tempted to get hatewear merchandise. can i really spare 200 euros not including shipping?
let me think. when am i going to finland? london doesnt have a hatewear store either. it is very crucial i get my hands on these. hmmm.

1 more week of school then im done. i need rest. i need my gf.

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holy shit alexi has a jackson actually when did he get endorsed with ESP

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2002.

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he HAD jackson x 2. some asshole stole em. still has one left but it isnt in good condition

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today is cut school day.
Anna

too da too doot da dora, dora dora dora the exploraaaaaa

"im out. i saw a rat. what the fuck. fucking huge.
just as i thought hey, what an adventure today. raining and all."

i think she is fucking cute. sounds like dora the explorer on bloodlust.

qa.

i dont wanna grow up but i want to.
my mum would say, "study hard, earn lotsaaa money THENNNN you can enjoy."
dont think i can enjoy much when i have the money. i'd be old by then.
action-reaction.

seriously sick of art (period). my palette's getting moody.
dull violet, black hole black, dirty yellow, sad blue, angry red.
suddenly got a surge of inspiration. im gonna break all the rules.
art what.

meeting chubs later.

qa.

i love my dadddddddyyyyyyy

my daddy is my hero :)
(another 2007 photo, wtf is up with 2007 balls!)

went to exercise with my dad just now at TOA PAYOH stadium (just felt like typing TOA PAYOH in BLOCKS). he beat me in push-ups even though he has a slipped disc and even though i am/was a canoeist. he beat me in standing broad jump too, by about 60cm, even though he has a slipped disc! shame on me, i could do 70 standard push-ups (in one sitting) in my heyday and i did only 20 just now and i (almost) wanted to pass out. still, at least the ones i did were standard. i cant stand "girl" push-ups. who the fuck came up with girl push-ups? underestimating our athletic abilities just because we are "girls"? i believe that what males can do, females can do but of a lesser quantity because guys naturally have bigger muscle mass. at least i completed the parallel bar as quick as my daddy because i am lithe like him as i was once an aspiring gymnast. my daddy-once a star athlete, always a star athlete. till now, my dad's name is in Upper Serangoon Sec athletics triple jump record. my dad is better than your dad.

boy, are you listening?
anyway, school's on tomorrow and i am not up to it.
Anna

vampyr bane

jacket on









jacket off











i want to bite you.

qa.

love the new msn

i know how aleksi felt when he carved his flesh and contemplated.
it must have felt like anticipating the A's.

some motherfucker argued with me on youtube about COB on one of COB's video page. what the fuck? bullet4myvalentine and funeralforafuckhead is better than COB? (it took me forever to figure out FFAF, who the FUCK knows? it just dawned on me 5seconds ago) they have better riffs and melodies. oh my god, i want to fucking knife him with my dagger.

otherwise, im good. breakfast is for the dogs, no im not pissed, just being very eminem.
Anna

to COB,

thank you guys for making my gf happy for all the times that i cant.

wolf.

rage

took nearly 15mins to load this page. took all my mental stability to not include the word 'fuck' in the previous sentence.
ok hang again for 10mins. i love this escalation but fucking hate it when it spills. rage, pfft.
and its hot here because mum's using the fan.

ok wow, this is blistering and it hurts.

whatthefuck is wrong wit me with today. public holidays cannot happen on a friday. its suicide. i dont know why, im just saying.

oh and i found this,

What's new with ANNA

23 hours ago

Anna: everytime i die | Post a note

2 days ago

Anna: see you on sunday | Post a note

3 days ago

Anna: I LOVE COBHC I SWEAR | Post a note

4 days ago

Anna: COBHC | Post a note

5 days ago

Anna: anarchy in the UK | Post a note

5 days ago

Anna: pining away for Henkka | Post a note

5 days ago

Anna: Henkka is my Lover. | Post a note

6 days ago

Anna: im no anarchist. just <3> | Post a note

24 Apr.

Anna: i fought the law and i won | Post a note

23 Apr.

Anna: Bodom Salutations | Post a note

oh well. sigh.

qa.