si presentez GREENCONDOMS!

BUY OUR SINKU DIILI (SINGLE in finnish)

guitar rhythm in the form of plucking comes on

ive been waiting
(strum)
ive been waiting for this moment
(strum)
all my life
but its not quite right
and its real
its impossible impossible
(plucking)
lalala
diyanah is an idiot
i dont know why i am doing this with her
(plucking)
i dont know why i have a paperbag over my head (which nilah actually DOES)
(laughter)
why isnt this song finishing
(strum)
diyanah can we stop this song
nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

me on the guitar, nilah on the vox. i am sure we will sell-out. sorry nilah this isnt as funny as your post but i have the videoooo..... thanks to my brother who filmed it

ps. who is the whore who wanted me to blog about herrrrrrrrrr???! HAHAHAHA

baby, im going to miss you for days to come...

no, im not running away with children of bodom. (if i could, i would but not for 12 years unless we REALLY tour space and my boyfriend comes along).

i am becoming lazy at the wrong fucking time.

busy night ahead of me. nelnel is on the way to my side of toa payoh and we are going to have a party at the playground, just the two of us! and meeting rusydi later to pass him some secret stuff...

i demand ljs breakfast, donuts from donut fact, creampuffs from chewy junior and evian mineral water (to counterbalance all the unhealthy stuff im taking) SOON. *hinthintHINT.

Anna

hello love.
look at your top knot.
look at your baby paws.

qa.

i will handcuff you to me. DOUBLE handcuff you to me

im convinced Children of Bodom have nanobots hidden in everyone to detect even the slightest of dislike towards their band and attack them through their dreams. pfft.

i dreamt i was skating and doing awesome bert slides which was awesome (because i am). then some maa'fuckrrr, which was Henkka (whatafuckingsurprise), came speeding with a bike and knocked me like 90ft off my board (its my dream, so i wont die).

d00d, im here to take anna away. she's gonna join us for our tour which will be for 12years long.

FUCK NO!! whatthefuck man. 12years? you touring in space is it? bodoh nye anak.

bordor nya are-nak? what is that?

it means you're awesome *scoffs*

oh ok. so yeah, i shall be picking her up and we shall be off.

eh pantathead, since when i say can uh?

*the rest of the band arrives in similar bikes (pfft, wanna act bikerszxxz)

alexi: so where is she?

me: not here. -__- she's not coming. no no not ever.

henkka: but she agreed, she signed our contract. she wants to be with us.

me: no she doesnt. she's with me. in fact im going home to her now.

henkka: oh but see here, we actually already took her with us. we just thought it'd polite to ask you.

me: polite your bapak man, you smash my board and you say polite?

henkka: *ignores* here she is. *hands over laptop webcam*

girl: HI BOY!!! IM SO HAPPY!! SEE YOU IN 12 YEARS TIMEE!!!!!!

me: whu..tttt?!

henkka: sorry bro, shes comi...

me: you call me bro again i will kill you.

henkka: ok srry man..

me: that too.

henkka: ok srry (FULLSTOP) it was her choice. she said she's bored staying here with you and all. so yeah..

*band rides off*

and from where i stood, i could see a glint of red from Henkka's wrist.

then i woke up.

wolf.

school com lab. ive no idea how the fuck im gonna do digital art without anyone here. why the fuck am i here then? spaz.

the only thing i look forward to everyday, is meeting vampyrgirl.
might as well research ideas for anatomy.
sem2 is fucked even though its so much easier than sem1. fuck la.

wolf.

beesxz kneesxz, you are my sidekick!

yay, my boyfriend is such a nice person. (hah, im blogging like how a regular human would. grrrr, perhaps assimilation would leave me devoid of my supernatural talents).

you know why he's so nice? for an overprotective, anal-retentive, green freak, he tolerates my COB obsession pretty well. qam is famous for punching the wall and breaking the bones in his fist because he is angry at some random boys for dropping me text messages! (famous 2007 maths class incident HAHAHAHAHA)

Me: i am very sad....... why do other people get to meet cob and watch cob and chat with henkka and i get nothing................................ they say im a sinner but they are sinners too........ (overly dramatic but still FUCKING SAD because i didnt get to chat with henkka)

boyfriend: aiyah, nevermind, you can chat with me...

Me: but i dont want to chat with you!!!!!!!!!!! i want to chat with henkka!!!!!!

he didnt freak out or whatever and although he is sad, he still tries to make me happy. the day he is able to sell his paintings or whatever for at least 10,000 pounds a piece (since he (on my insistence) wants to be based in Lunduuunnnn), he will immediately ask COB to perform at a private function in my honour! I JUST KNOW IT! :) the thought of it keeps me happy, something i am not known for.


i know the light in the photo is DAMN bad. anyway, i think this was taken like in 2007. usually, he takes photos of me or i'll take photos of myself. DUH right, i am a vain female, vampyr or human, this trait is prevalent across the female sex!


BET YOU WERENT EXPECTING THAT! HAHAHAHAHA! photo quality is the pits because my old camera phone was dog-lousy. i used to be a cutter because i like it. i like to cut others also! that was also in 2007. man, why the hell do i have a camera phone and a camera if i dont go around snapping stufffffff. i know why! i am a camcorder person. yes, that's it.

Eureka! ive got it.
Anna

VERY GOOD

henkka doesnt like selfish people and he likes the colour greeeennnn!!! same same!
AND BOY, ALEKSI LIKES SKID ROW OKAY! YOU CAN BE FRIENDS WITH HIM TOO!

excerpts i found from a a forum featuring henkka...

05.07.08 18:23:05 Henkka: history is the most interesting there is
05.07.08 18:23:18 Henkka: political history is my major


05.07.08 18:30:30 axbodom: henkka tell laiho to join the chat
05.07.08 18:30:42 Henkka: laiho cant operate a computer,hah

05.07.08 18:35:03 axbodom: henkka can you give us your msn
05.07.08 18:35:08 CaptainChaos: yes
05.07.08 18:35:10 AmyTheFreak: HA
05.07.08 18:35:12 St.Anne: haha
05.07.08 18:35:14 CaptainChaos: give us your msn
05.07.08 18:35:15 St.Anne: as if
05.07.08 18:35:17 axbodom: hahahha
05.07.08 18:35:19 IronMaiden2112: hahaha
05.07.08 18:35:20 matx33: Ain't gonna happen.
05.07.08 18:35:22 Henkka: msn
05.07.08 18:35:23 Henkka: haha
05.07.08 18:35:27 Henkka: i do nt use
05.07.08 18:35:30 Henkka: it anymore
05.07.08 18:35:31 Henkka: sorry

i am so sad! everyone gets to meet or talk or CHAT with one of the bodom boys but i dont!!!!!!!
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( i am VERY SAD.

Anna

you tough cookie you

it is awesome that my gf is no sissy. she can takedown any boy (cept maybe me). she took one down during the 5 min touch rugby (im still against this tough rug fad) match i got to peep at yesterday. in normal circumstances, the girl would be the one who would fall but she didnt and the guy did and the guy's like twice her size and mhmm and thats right and yes and oh yeah.

yeah oh yeah.



ive confidence that she'd kill any mortal who disturbs her or flirts with her (cept if he's momme or sth. well, i'd kill him. been waiting long).

wolf.

school is fucked up

finally got my Rockit. its awesome like bj;aslkiawler man. its like fucking floating on the road. girl, when you get one, we can cruzzzzz and not walk evaaaa.

-_-

and can you delete the momme spaz on your ipod? pfft.
love you cheeky.

qa.

wowwww i want cruiser toooo.

still stuck at three topic sentences for last week's lit paper 5 homework. i lack motivation. i am tired! and i only played 5minutes of touch rugby (why we end so early for PE will forever remain a mystery to me. i like PE!!!) but i accidentally got my revenge on that blob. neverrrmindddd, Siew Mai (our team) is playing in the finals on thursday. viva la rockstar. i like my team-mates. too bad amirah didnt play today.

yayyyy, i like it when my mates acknowledge my inane obsession with children of bodom. :) gives me an avenue to talk about them. sometimes ive got sooo many irrelevant things to say about COB (like who is most prone to catching a cold) that i feel as though i'm going to burst! luckily, my boyfriend is a good listener.

my boyfriend's cruiser is THE shit!!!! i also wantttttttttttttttttttttttt. now, i want to sleep but he is taking an endless shower. cripes.

Anna naturally doesn't like anyone. don't get offended, you're not that important. xoxo

ps. you racist chancellor, what is your deal? a myopic outlook will not do you good. one day, you will fall in love and it will be your downfall.

defense mechanism

what is mine? probably hating everyone BEFORE i get to know anyone because emotional investment will hurt in due time.

i noticed some very weird defense mechanisms that individuals erect (quite some time ago but the random thought pounced on me today); people insulting themselves and claim they dont care... things like that. i dont like! because they DO care but pretend not to. okay, im babbling.

im going to do something more constructive while waiting for my boyfriend with his new cruiser to come home. i am going to SEARCH FOR MORE MORE MORE COB VIDEOS.

some trivia about Brandon (my iPod).
26 out of the 65 videos in my iPod are COB vids.
5 are Avenged. (used to be crazy about vengeance)
3 BRITNEY SPEARS!!!
1 DBSK. (HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA omg.)
1 Dimmu
1 Escape the Fate (!)
2 Garnet Cheerleading 2008
2 (original) GNR
1 impaled nazarene
2 iron maiden
1 Panic! (it's almost halloween, the video that nel dedicated to me when i turned 18)
1 Lady Gaga
2 LOG
1 Momme @ London Pub
3 Offspring
3 Pantera
1 Rhapsody of Fire
2 Scorpions
1 Sex Pistols
1 SteelHeart
1 Les Choristes LIVE
2 Zacky V & Syn G showing off
1 14th Dec 2008 Surprise

faster lehhhhhh why you so long oneeeeeeeeee hurrryyyyy upppppppppppppp gooo homeeeee.
Anna

which one man?

getting one of these laterrrrrzxzx.

girl i miss you.

wolf.

vounte hellforge, you have my warheart.

my boyfriend is the nicest :)
i am so obsessed with Children of Bodom that i dream about them. that means when im sleeping, im still thinking about them. just last night, i was a roadie. i passed henkka his bass, which is the prettiest thing ever.

it's similar to slayer's. in fact, in terms of design, it's the same, save for the COBHC part. but the technicalities and shit, i dont know.

last night before les choristes, i gossiped with my only cissy! HAHAHAHAHA. it was so exciting that i typed in caps all the way. i was laughing so hard so naturally, i called her. she LOVES listening to my hyena-like laughter. AND I HAVE A JOKE TO TELL HER ON TUESDAY! ;) cissy, you better laugh.

my cissy and i in korea. (ignore the person in the middle) i had to upload this because i lost can't find my other thumbdrive with our photos and my laptop crashed so the photos saved here are gone.

yesterday, my DARLING boyfriend (must be outwardly affectionate because he is damn sick of reading about COB and he wants to read about himself) accompanied me to various parts of the metropolis to shop. (cissy, i was in f21 looking for a BOW hairband because of you. SERIOUS. that is before your entry last night existed. heehee. telepathy!) i am fucking satisfied with my zara purchases! and topshop here sucks man, no emma cook boots. pissypissy. apparently my KIND & LOVELY boyfriend said it is more tiring to go shopping than to play soccer. i think boys are weak like that. HAHA. in return for his kind favour, i became part of his photoshoot. i dont think he is a good photographer. perkele, razorteeth. yes, i have more of a sick and twisted and inane love for you than COB.

we're 2yrs old 10 days ago. but the Reaper wants more!
Anna

ok while my gf gossips i shall blog.

i love our adventures. we're humble nomads in the midst of the raging Minas Tirith battle. happily skipping through the battlefield evading spears and arrows like they're toothpicks. oblivious to blood and gore. stepping on bodies like walking on grass. pushing away orcs and trolls like curtains. oh the joy. the contradicting profound joy.

i feel so happy i can kill right now. oooh i think bliss would be a better weapon in war.
girl, les choristes now. *bite.

qa.

im (no) anarchist!

prepped to go, feeling very sex pistols now.
Anna

eagerly waiting to consume...

"skeletons in the closet", COB's compilation album of covers they have made, hopefully they'll include my secret fave BRITNEY SPEARS. ;)

happyhappy.
Anna

ALEKSI LAIHO SHOT MY BOYFRIEND

hi everyone. HAHAHA. aleksi laiho shot my boyfriend in a dream Dream gave him last night.

Lycanboy (8.54am): Bad dream. Nothing big. breakfast now.

Me (8.54am): What did you dream about?

Lycanboy (8.57am): Got shot by Alexi. couldnt die but could feel the pain.

Me (8.57am): Why would he shoot you?

Lycanboy (9.02am): I was walking home. He and Kataklysm's drummer confronted me about something to do with copyright. Wtf man. Then i said im only a student in NAFA. then he shoot lor.

Me (9.02am): Hahahahaha. Copyright? HAHAHAHAHA! What did you do! Sorry baby, quite funny.

Lycanboy (9.04am): I stole something for you i think. they thought im from some company trying to copy some of their unreleased shit.

wow my boyfriend stole something from COB for me :)
morning, cats!

Anna

happy day

this flag belongs to me. thirtyfive bucks well spent, yes?


anyone heard of the Shinigami guitar? this is the only photo i can google. ESP Craft House is disturbed and i like it like that! it isn't unveiled yet at Davis Guitar. apparently, the launch date is on 23rd may. you know what? i am damn annoyed because they are promoting Hate Crew Deathroll with the Shinigami! i am ANGRY. i am telling the band not to endorse this shit. (in my head, they're friends i talk to everyday.) i like this better...


not because of the way it looks or whatever... IT HAS A FULLY FUNCTIONAL SAMURAI! SHEATHED IN THE GUITAR! CRAZY AWESOME. even chloe boots cant beat that! i know im not a guitarist or whatever but i appreciate craft. if the Shinigami wasnt linked to COB, i would like it as much as the Samurai. divine. [Tokyo Warhearts, just felt like saying!]

later, cats.
Anna

i
am
going
crazy.

oh god.

i
am
going
crazy.

its ok right? crazy is good right? right?

*SLAPS* WHATTHEFUCK MAN?!?!

i feel like Icarus only im flying at night, above the clouds, so so high till it gets cold and i cant breathe and i freeze and lose control of every muscle in my body and fall down down down lalalalala and gain consciousness when i nearly reach the ground and fly back up again and so..

oh wow, i love you that much.

wolf.

i am so pleased!!!

i prefer the original aces high (alot more because maiden's so wicked forever and ever also) but i like COB's version toooooooooooooooooooooo because it's by the espoo boyssssss :D

had a good "date" (as cissy puts it) with razorteeth. educated him somemore on children of bodom. i tend to speak ceaselessly when it comes to them. i know. the ESP catalogue featured Henkka! i didnt know! i thought alexi and roope only! and from now on alexi will be aleksi! no romanizing! it's not natural.

kbye. malpractice, forever be my bitter name!
Anna


+

+


cob + motley + sex pistols = medley

numb.

no..

wolf.

ive been staring at this white space for 15mins trying to figure out whats in my head.
fucking lonesome day. barely said a word today.
goodnight love.

qa.

things i like about each bodom boy

ALEXI LAIHO; his stance and his wedding ring tattoo


HENKKA; the fact that his majors include political science and political history (something i want to do!!!) at the university of helsinki + he is SHY person! (and i noticed that he smokes only reds AND if he wasnt in COB, he would have been a teacher. oh perkele!)


ROOPE; he is funny when he is drunk! so amiable.


JASKA; he once sold ice-cream from a caravan during summer! and he wore an apron. no hint of a metal drummer in that attire, for sure.



JANNE; the fact his primary influence is keyboardist jens johansson from strato and that he corrected alexi's english (even though alexi's english is better than his) in that video which i found extremely amusing

this madness is bordering on an obsession, something which is Next in Line. i would very much like to ignore the fact that school is a Bed of Razors and i feel Needled 24/7. i would also like to point a middle finger In Your Face when i have the chance.

before my boyfriend thinks i love COB more than him,

old photo from 2007.

Follow the Reaper
anna.

ps. PERKELE! (in alexi's tone and intonation) i remembered why i cannot be friends with normal people like you.

what a completely mindless day. learnt nothing, achieved nothing. thankful that at least children of bodom kept me company.

i get jealous because i love you.
as psychotic and crazy as it gets.
im on this ride with you love.

bite it wolf.

the hatter (mad), very

and the hatter said to the tree,
they never really listen to me.
but if they stopped to look they'd find
i'm not completely out of my mind.

no, i AM going crazy.

qa.

my weekend

my favourite purchase of the week:
a print of sid v and a ladyfriend on a cutout tunic. thank you topshop, you english mass you.

someone i know got to meet COB, got to hang out with them a few days back (but didnt talk to henkka cos he (as in henkka) was shy). i am so jealous now. this may seem like a calm post but i am so upset. i am the fucking number one fan no matter what anyone says. i miss COB everytime i dont listen to them.

i am an obsessed psychopath. i know my boyfriend is unhappy with this but what the hell. i cannot help myself.

anna

EDIT: i like it when alexi says "in the unholy waters of bodom" in THE song of the 1999 album. i refuse to divulge the song title because i just remembered fuckface who thinks knowing the members of Every Rage I Seek is the ticket to real metal. and that certain fuckface may be reading this blog. SHE deserves to die, i am just trying to figure out when...

whatthefuckwhatthefuckwhatthefuckkkkkkkkkkkk

omfgmyinternetconnectionismotherfuckingkillingmeitssofuckingslowiwannabangmy
headonthefuckingwalluntilitsmashestheniwillsmearmybloodalloverthewallforamural.

boredom will destroy the world. i know it i can feel it. its the unexpected twist in the lore of worlds that would make everyone "OMFG I AM SO SURPRISED!!" (ooh, epic reaction..). most obvious thing that can happen is everyone gets too bored and restless and starts killing each other. oh wait, thats happening right now. or maybe some idiot would be too bored and create some monster that would reign the world with as much sovereign power as mephisto, over the other 2 prime evils. oh wait, thats happening right now too. i told you boredom would destroy the world. toldyoutoldyoutoldyou.

headache, urgh. i hate the makciks that come over for classes. whatthefuck, cant you fucking leave when class is over? because of all you, we have to hide in our holes because we're not allowed to roam around when you "beings" are here. getoutgetoutgetout.

nothing interests me anymore. ok maybe its just an "at the moment" kinda shiz. ah fuck. being jealous sucks. yes it fucking does. its so weird. you have this surreal rage but then its not rage at the same time

sanity: you're crazy man

and it stays longer than blood on canvas. its like being a werewolf even after the moon's gone. radical shit man. and you dont get to kill. its a stupid feeling.

sanity: then why do you get jealous mannnnnn?

because i taste her crazy and smell her insanity.
love, duh.

wolf.






grr.

six words

love, your smile, like frozen hell.

qa.

divine, very

i love you.
you
your moods
your mischief
your scratches
your punches
your rockstars
your deathly stares
your venom
your love.
rip tear kill.

ahh love, i miss you.
where are you?

qa.

as long as the twilight veils/ the decadence we embrace/ more than the ones we love/ we're ardent, we're burning down

sunlight, get out of my way.

pointed talons at your throat, say hello to sita.

"like living dead, we'll never die"
anna

bus nombor tiga belasssssssss

oh im listening to M.Nasir. evergreen siolk.

qa.

getting jealous is painful.
so what?

qa.

totally random but important thoughts i need to say outloud, so listen/ or read (to no one in particular)

i would forgo the alexander wang backpack if i can get my hands on my desired cobhc merch.
(all of them, including the cobhc finland with the reaper one) my mom doesn't trust the hatewear website? so i cant order? utter crap! cob looks so not trusthworthy? i disagree. they are the most amiable bunch i know. i love them forever and ever and ever and my boyfriend is jealous.

non-nego for chloe fall 07 boots.

i cant believe i care about material goods when my A fucking Levels are looming like the phantom playing catching with me.

anna is tired and she is collaborating a prank with... tomorrow...

(i am not too severe, they are too accommodating)

some year 2 bunch of fat/ skinny assholes asked champa to give up her seat during the investiture. initially, they succeeded because champa is like that sometimes but i had to get pissy because i dont't like them trying to push someone just because they are the way they are so, bloody hell, i asked her why the FUCK is she letting them FUCKING push her around and i insisted that she sit down and i pointedly let the fools know that it is FUCKING free sitting. actually, i also got angry because i didnt like them. naturally, i dont like anyone who resembles a human being but fail to optimise the one thing that humans are blessed with- their fucking brains.

i also cant believe that im in school typing this and posting this using the school network. later, cats.

anna

espoo is such a funny name for a place.
CCK FTW.

qa.

to declare my love for the espoo boys.
school is a corpsebind.
you are my deathmask divine.

i am the real blacksmith.
anna

life

yes master.
no master.

wolf.

i want classmates like Bex's!

ANNA- now dance, fucker, dance. says:
i sent her like tons of email but she hasn't replied me. got worried for abit.
ylva... says:
well last week we weren`t at home because we went to belgium
ANNA- now dance, fucker, dance. says:
oh really! whatever for?
ylva... says:
because this are our last vacations ever and we wanted to spend some time with our schoolmates
ANNA- now dance, fucker, dance. says:
that sounds so good!
ylva... says:
we rented a big big house and we had a big backyard and a whirlpool and a pool table
and we drank a lot of alcohol and we smoked some illegal stuff ;)
ylva... says:
do you remember a guy called lasse?
ANNA- now dance, fucker, dance. says:
yup.
why?
ylva... says:
cause he is soo crazy :D he was the one who invited everyone to smoke marijuana... and he made pancakes for everyone :D


frickin lucky are they not! i WANT/ NEED CLASSMATES LIKE THEM/ ME. not classmates like KaeKae who made my comrade TAN SI XUAN pissy!

i seriously miss my german mates. people really do screw around there. i swear, the taste of adventure is as divine as teeth in the mouth. not like they care anyway, i vow to be a fricking global citizen.

anyway, since peasants are entertained by ugly photos of me... here is another eyeful! ;)


that's me sticking my tongue at you! heehee

iron(III)oxide, we have yet to meet, i demand friday. make yourself available!
and razorteeth, we have yet to copulate! HAHA

now dance, fucker, dance!
anna

you'se a stoopid nigga bitchin' bout ma gal.
you'se a stoopid beeeetch, knawm' sayin?
maa'fucker, show yerself.

fucking hate taggers who carik pasal.

qa.

=(

sup wolf.

sup.

SMACK!!

WHATS THAT FOR!?

so now i cant smack u?

when did u ever can? wtf.

thought you wanted it. i saw your face and... yea.

figures.

yeah man. go do something.

yeah. i'll talk to myself or something.

dude, you already are.

qa.

lalalallakjsjkj bbkjsdf, dsfsdfjnweh, dsk jjfkkjhhdsf.
ashdfjasfjj!!! ooohhohfhhsdfhahf? hahahaksdjadnsfdfn! njknbbasdfdfsdfewag.
bjkjdsfhiew. jsdhfdfeihf, dskfhkjbfjewf. kskdfjasfjsf. tnewubutaweta as kljf j ih wlkejlfj.
akdjfiiewjf? kjsadfniwiejf. oawifjijwf, "skjadfijaiwjweijfoiwjaeff", fjsakjfieojwf. lajsd!

good. full marks for punctuation!

qa.

i still love the way you scream into my mouth.
i miss you.

qa.

i feel like wtf.

boy.

thurs

i wonder where dreams go when we wake up.
do they die? do they even live? do they just disappear in the morning light?
like a vampire fleeing from the sun.

qa.

chubs hubs

the best. ever. EVER.
EFFFVVVV errrRRRRRRR.

qa.

The Pocket Knife

sweet ride man. sweet sweet ride.
and i dont need a licence.

qa.

07041990

the pox isnt getting any better and i feel really weird today. nothing to do with pox though.
and i feel like eating alot of stuff but i know i wont finish it.

i really wanna see my girlfriend. its weird not spending 7aprils without her. i really dont care about anyone else honestly. only she has ever made it special. sigh. i miss her.

sanity: its 7th April day wolf.
me: uh huh.

qa.

ants with grenades

ok ive beaten myself up this much. why complain further? embrace the pox!!!

yeah, i dont care about the pain (however fucking unbearable it is).
i miss my chubbypuffyvampiregirl.

spotty wolf.

die motherfucker die

little bubbles filled with liquid, oh so tempting to burst. but i shant and i already know why.
the first few spots that i burst are starting to eat me up like a bitch. its not the itch, its the bitter pestilential nightmare they give me. fuck.

pls God save me.

qa.

there are spots in weird places on my body.
it hurts and sometimes i feel like dying.

i miss my gf. wont be seeing her for awhile now. sigh. that hurts more than the spots.

qa.

silly ideas maketh us Marymount Ladies again

yellow and red ponchos in the rain.
in yellow and red ponchos while touring with the band.

fuck, i am distracted, i need a study buddy. someone is down with chickenpox. i hope he infected the whole lot of you boys.

sanity: wolf, i hate you.

Always somewhere - Scorpions

we have stuff written everywhere. to each other. to the world. some we read all the time. some we dont even dare to read twice. we've grown up as a couple and as an individual. its nice and daunting at the same time. from all the bumps we had so far, im sure it isnt the worst.

when we're 60, i will still tie your shoelaces and buy you candy.
i love you.

sotongpie.

ive been breathless the whole morning and thats worrying.
my girlfriend is the best.
my friends suck.
home is fucked up.
i fucking swear.

i'l talk to you later love.

qa.

what a warm day.
tootsie roll for you.
still warm.

qa.