2 weeks. ive survived 2 weeks and i have 2 weeks more to suffer.
"haha, that qamarul is so pathetic. what a joke!"
"i pity that qamarul. he is so sad without her.."
oh shut the fuck up you humans.
none of you care.
none
of
you
care.
if you think you do, think again. you dont.
i overdosed on chocolates and coffee.
numbed my head. never will numb my heart.
and then, i ate patience and i was no more..
i miss you because i miss you.
20081130
20081129
15
i read your buy list for emp. so longggg?
tsk, im not there and you spend like siao.
*pokes.
i want to be at KAISER-WILH.-KOOG now.
misses mrs.
15 baby. and now im half dead.
QA.
tsk, im not there and you spend like siao.
*pokes.
i want to be at KAISER-WILH.-KOOG now.
misses mrs.
15 baby. and now im half dead.
QA.
20081128
how do you do, humans?
anyway i dont really care!
THE MOST EXCITING THING JUST HAPPENED TO ME.
YESTERDAY BECCI AND I FAXED MY METAL ORDERS
AND TODAY, MYSECRETMETALSHOP (ISHANTSAYWHICHCUSYOUCANFINDTHESTOREONLINEANDIDONTWANNAFUCKINGSHARETHISSECRETYESIMSELFISHBUTONLYTHEPURENEEDTOKNOW) EMAILED ME SAYING THAT THEY HAVE RECEIVED MY FAX.
THANK YOU GOD, BECCI AND FINN.
AND MOM AND DAD FOR THE FUNDS ;D ITS MONEY WELL SPENT, YES.
today wasnt so exciting because my host class had an english test for 6 periods and i did it as well because i've read the book once (Red Dust by Gillian Slovo) and i think i'm smart enough to do it (whatever, anna) so i did 2 out of the 3 questions because i was too lazy to do the last.
left the class halfway to walk to town by my littleoldeself and had lunch by myself.
i hate eating alone. i can only eat alone when i have something to read.
eating alone bothers me because it's so boring, you cant pass the stuff you dont like to somebody (always my boyfriend) and my mind keeps thinking 'boringboringboringimbored' that's why i get bored.
i thought you always have your ipod with you?
yes i do, but my eating pace doesnt match the drumbeats and i usually feel like jumping or walking really fast when i listen to my beloved brandon.
there is another get together tonight with the girls.
because of ylva, the rest are expecting me to cook.
what a joke, i shall email my mom after this to tell her.
i cant even boil water to save my life.
i only can prepare breakfast- cereal and milk.
i cant wait to eat all the food in singapore.
food, do you miss my teeth?
i know someone else who does.
oh cissylove, say you love me, proclaim that i am the best and that you will treat me to sakae or i am witholding your precious longchamp! or accidentally leave it behind! I MEAN IT BITCH :)
if my luggage is overweight, i have no choice but to leave it behind k, metal more important. hehheh.
oh love, if you were here, it would have been the time of our lives.
-anna
ps. anna (me) hates your fucking guts- just a surge of hate :)
THE MOST EXCITING THING JUST HAPPENED TO ME.
YESTERDAY BECCI AND I FAXED MY METAL ORDERS
AND TODAY, MYSECRETMETALSHOP (ISHANTSAYWHICHCUSYOUCANFINDTHESTOREONLINEANDIDONTWANNAFUCKINGSHARETHISSECRETYESIMSELFISHBUTONLYTHEPURENEEDTOKNOW) EMAILED ME SAYING THAT THEY HAVE RECEIVED MY FAX.
THANK YOU GOD, BECCI AND FINN.
AND MOM AND DAD FOR THE FUNDS ;D ITS MONEY WELL SPENT, YES.
today wasnt so exciting because my host class had an english test for 6 periods and i did it as well because i've read the book once (Red Dust by Gillian Slovo) and i think i'm smart enough to do it (whatever, anna) so i did 2 out of the 3 questions because i was too lazy to do the last.
left the class halfway to walk to town by my littleoldeself and had lunch by myself.
i hate eating alone. i can only eat alone when i have something to read.
eating alone bothers me because it's so boring, you cant pass the stuff you dont like to somebody (always my boyfriend) and my mind keeps thinking 'boringboringboringimbored' that's why i get bored.
i thought you always have your ipod with you?
yes i do, but my eating pace doesnt match the drumbeats and i usually feel like jumping or walking really fast when i listen to my beloved brandon.
there is another get together tonight with the girls.
because of ylva, the rest are expecting me to cook.
what a joke, i shall email my mom after this to tell her.
i cant even boil water to save my life.
i only can prepare breakfast- cereal and milk.
i cant wait to eat all the food in singapore.
food, do you miss my teeth?
i know someone else who does.
oh cissylove, say you love me, proclaim that i am the best and that you will treat me to sakae or i am witholding your precious longchamp! or accidentally leave it behind! I MEAN IT BITCH :)
if my luggage is overweight, i have no choice but to leave it behind k, metal more important. hehheh.
oh love, if you were here, it would have been the time of our lives.
-anna
ps. anna (me) hates your fucking guts- just a surge of hate :)
20081126
20081125
WHO SAID LITTLE GIRLS DONT LISTEN TO METAL/ HATE THEM SKEPTICS
thank you finn but the metal catologue was exhaustive but not exhaustive enough!
i am excited!
i am about to blow 250€ on metal shit!
hello boy!
i found you the perfect backpack.
i know you are not the biggest metallica fan but guess what!
i found a metallica backpack that you can also attach your deck to.
a skate backpack.
nicer than ryan's flip kkkk!
why is there no big feature on iron maidennnnnnnnnnnnn
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
they are the biggest shit for wacken 2008!
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
and now i shall email you.
its only 8.24pm here.
miss you!
an
i am excited!
i am about to blow 250€ on metal shit!
hello boy!
i found you the perfect backpack.
i know you are not the biggest metallica fan but guess what!
i found a metallica backpack that you can also attach your deck to.
a skate backpack.
nicer than ryan's flip kkkk!
why is there no big feature on iron maidennnnnnnnnnnnn
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
they are the biggest shit for wacken 2008!
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
and now i shall email you.
its only 8.24pm here.
miss you!
an
20081123
my only refuge for now
wake up.
im awake.
i dont mean that.
then what?
stand up. dont mope. dont be pathetic.
im not. i just....
miss her? yeah. i do too. but you have to be fresh. if not for me, your mind would long be closed.
i cant. ive nothing to look forward to anymore.
3 more weeks.
and shes leaving again after a day of return for 2 weeks.
so? shes coming back again isnt she?
she must.
you still have her. why worry?
i do not worry about possession. the absence is leeching my soul.
if weak you shall be, then i'll have more work to do.
do what you must. keep me sane, sanity.
you know i will.
i miss you and i hope you're safe.
keep warm.
QA,
who else..?
im awake.
i dont mean that.
then what?
stand up. dont mope. dont be pathetic.
im not. i just....
miss her? yeah. i do too. but you have to be fresh. if not for me, your mind would long be closed.
i cant. ive nothing to look forward to anymore.
3 more weeks.
and shes leaving again after a day of return for 2 weeks.
so? shes coming back again isnt she?
she must.
you still have her. why worry?
i do not worry about possession. the absence is leeching my soul.
if weak you shall be, then i'll have more work to do.
do what you must. keep me sane, sanity.
you know i will.
i miss you and i hope you're safe.
keep warm.
QA,
who else..?
21
hi earth.
why must you be so vast? why must you have space? why is it so far from here? why does it hurt when we're separated? we're still alive and on the same planet. why does it hurt? is it the space? is it the distance? is it the incapability to see her from here? is it because im blocked by the unnecessary paraphernalia you keep, my dear mother earth?
move it aside pls so i can see her.
move it aside pls so i can run to her.
flight would do me good right now.
i need you. more than ever.
21 more letters.
wolf.
why must you be so vast? why must you have space? why is it so far from here? why does it hurt when we're separated? we're still alive and on the same planet. why does it hurt? is it the space? is it the distance? is it the incapability to see her from here? is it because im blocked by the unnecessary paraphernalia you keep, my dear mother earth?
move it aside pls so i can see her.
move it aside pls so i can run to her.
flight would do me good right now.
i need you. more than ever.
21 more letters.
wolf.
20081121
23
excuses for being late
1- I wandered into a random football game and scored a goal when the ball bounced off the back of my head.
2- I was knocked unconscious by a runaway frisbee.
3- I was knocked unconscious when I tried to dodge a runaway frisbee and crashed into a lampost instead.
4- I got lost on the way here.
5- I was waylaid by French highwaymen.
6- I was waylaid by Dutch highwaymen.
7- I was forced by necessity to engage in a particularly epic rap battle.
8- Gravity increased while I was on the way here and it was much harder to walk quickly.
9- I was caught in a beartrap.
10- I killed my alarm clock this morning and accidentally slept in.
11- I was abducted by aliens.
12- I abducted some aliens.
13- I was busy transporting illegal aliens across the border.
14- I became entranced by a street performer who was doing the robot.
15- I was busy exploding things in the microwave.
16- I was busy beating a hobo to death with my shoes.
17- I was busy landing a SICK 180 tailside boardslide and lost track of time.
18- I was busy NOT landing a sick 180 tailside boardslide and was rushed to the emergency room.
19- I was briefly possessed by a brain slug.
20- Did I mention the Danish highwaymen?
21- I fell down some stairs.
22- I fell up some stairs.
23- I fell off some stairs.
24- The stairs fell on me.
25- The stairs challenged me to a rap battle.
26- Noobs were pwning me.
27- I was sucked into the Digiworld.
28- I ambushed some ninjas.
29- I challenged some ninjas to a rap battle.
30- I was here the whole time, lurking in the shadows.
apparently, all these would never apply for me.
because i have no reason to be late.
right girl?
im a good bf yes.
=)
i miss you eh..
my eyes are red.
wow.
"moderation is preferred to zealotry.."
-Eragon Shadeslayer
love, can you hear me?
qa.
1- I wandered into a random football game and scored a goal when the ball bounced off the back of my head.
2- I was knocked unconscious by a runaway frisbee.
3- I was knocked unconscious when I tried to dodge a runaway frisbee and crashed into a lampost instead.
4- I got lost on the way here.
5- I was waylaid by French highwaymen.
6- I was waylaid by Dutch highwaymen.
7- I was forced by necessity to engage in a particularly epic rap battle.
8- Gravity increased while I was on the way here and it was much harder to walk quickly.
9- I was caught in a beartrap.
10- I killed my alarm clock this morning and accidentally slept in.
11- I was abducted by aliens.
12- I abducted some aliens.
13- I was busy transporting illegal aliens across the border.
14- I became entranced by a street performer who was doing the robot.
15- I was busy exploding things in the microwave.
16- I was busy beating a hobo to death with my shoes.
17- I was busy landing a SICK 180 tailside boardslide and lost track of time.
18- I was busy NOT landing a sick 180 tailside boardslide and was rushed to the emergency room.
19- I was briefly possessed by a brain slug.
20- Did I mention the Danish highwaymen?
21- I fell down some stairs.
22- I fell up some stairs.
23- I fell off some stairs.
24- The stairs fell on me.
25- The stairs challenged me to a rap battle.
26- Noobs were pwning me.
27- I was sucked into the Digiworld.
28- I ambushed some ninjas.
29- I challenged some ninjas to a rap battle.
30- I was here the whole time, lurking in the shadows.
apparently, all these would never apply for me.
because i have no reason to be late.
right girl?
im a good bf yes.
=)
i miss you eh..
my eyes are red.
wow.
"moderation is preferred to zealotry.."
-Eragon Shadeslayer
love, can you hear me?
qa.
20081120
24
everything reminds me of you.
i see you everywhere.
not in the body of another human.
just... everywhere.
i miss you.
and i feel lost.
i want you back.
then you can hide anywhere in me.
*squeeze squeeze.
=(
love.
i see you everywhere.
not in the body of another human.
just... everywhere.
i miss you.
and i feel lost.
i want you back.
then you can hide anywhere in me.
*squeeze squeeze.
=(
love.
25
25 more days. woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!
-_-
not even halfway you know.
YOU KNOW.
it sucks it sucks it sucks.
i still keep checking my phone for you.
i have to fight the urge to text you now and then.
your letters sustain me at least.
im srry i didnt write you anything.
i sent you a letter though. you'll get it soon i hope.
ive been eating ok i guess. hope you are too.
how are you? are you too cold? are you hungry?
im worried about you. what would you do without me?
im not doing that fantastic either. very dull.
i miss you love. i wanna pinch you.
must wait 25 days. not cool..
wolf.
-_-
not even halfway you know.
YOU KNOW.
it sucks it sucks it sucks.
i still keep checking my phone for you.
i have to fight the urge to text you now and then.
your letters sustain me at least.
im srry i didnt write you anything.
i sent you a letter though. you'll get it soon i hope.
ive been eating ok i guess. hope you are too.
how are you? are you too cold? are you hungry?
im worried about you. what would you do without me?
im not doing that fantastic either. very dull.
i miss you love. i wanna pinch you.
must wait 25 days. not cool..
wolf.
20081119
lament
we used to commit suicide. everyday.
we'll break an ankle at times.
lose an arm. die of pressure.
bruises the size of a 10inch clock (ok assessment still haunting me).
we used to walk clouds, kill angels.
befriend the devil. eat stars. pollute the moon.
we'll burn rubbish on the moon and the smoke will make a new day's clouds.
habits go habits come.
we change what we do constantly.
oh how i miss you.
now you'll fall and expect me to catch you.
i always do. so you try to fall when im not looking and blame me for not catching you.
adorable.
now you'd disturb me about rockstars on this wretched planet
and glee at my rage.
adorable.
now you'd ask me to carry you a healthy length home
when you're tired. i was and am willing.
i love your weight on me. because i know you're beside me.
i miss you.
the 30 letters you gave contained my sanity.
i thank you for that.
you're a clever girl you know that?
you gave me money for the first letter. you know i'd be broke.
and i was, in a way..
you gave me light for the second letter knowing i wouldnt on mine.
yes i can see my way now.
you gave me a dinosaur and a packet of tissues for the third.
i poke you..
you gave me a nice paper to draw on for the fourth.
you made a dance for me. only i know that dance.
amd i did wear the korean uni shirt.
you made me miss you more..
this morning i opened a new letter. you gave me your rubbish like you always like to.
i love the stuff you give me. i keep everything. everything.
i didnt give you letters to read over there.
i am srry....
i gave you yellow because horcruxes works in many ways.
the journal for you to lament or rage or bliss.
the book for a portal. i didnt get to learn how to use the portal before you left.
we were supposed to meet every night on the village plains of Germany.
to stroll. to run. to bounce. to shiver. to hold. to touch. to see. to see. to see.
i whisper your name when im alone. i hope you can hear me.
i wave to you when im alone. i hope you can see me.
i hold your letters dearly when im alone. i hope you can feel me.
right now i dont fucking care how lovey dovey this post is.
how fucking messy i am.
i feel like shit. i didnt get to wake up to talk to you again.
for the 2nd time. i feel useless.
i love you too much. im dying here.
i know you are too.
we'll make it. like always.
because we rule.
love just is.
i fucking hate to see people get into a long term rship and break it off just because of differences. ok maybe you guys had problems from the start. then why wasnt it solved?
we have our own problems. we solve it on the fucking spot i tell you.
if not, it'll linger and corrode you like rusty Aids.
i really dont get it.
the longer i spend with her, the more i yearn for her when i miss her.
but when i see what this planet holds, its totally different.
well who cares. humanity is bullshit.
we have eternity to walk through. excuse us.
so love, when are you coming back..?
sigh.
QA.
we'll break an ankle at times.
lose an arm. die of pressure.
bruises the size of a 10inch clock (ok assessment still haunting me).
we used to walk clouds, kill angels.
befriend the devil. eat stars. pollute the moon.
we'll burn rubbish on the moon and the smoke will make a new day's clouds.
habits go habits come.
we change what we do constantly.
oh how i miss you.
now you'll fall and expect me to catch you.
i always do. so you try to fall when im not looking and blame me for not catching you.
adorable.
now you'd disturb me about rockstars on this wretched planet
and glee at my rage.
adorable.
now you'd ask me to carry you a healthy length home
when you're tired. i was and am willing.
i love your weight on me. because i know you're beside me.
i miss you.
the 30 letters you gave contained my sanity.
i thank you for that.
you're a clever girl you know that?
you gave me money for the first letter. you know i'd be broke.
and i was, in a way..
you gave me light for the second letter knowing i wouldnt on mine.
yes i can see my way now.
you gave me a dinosaur and a packet of tissues for the third.
i poke you..
you gave me a nice paper to draw on for the fourth.
you made a dance for me. only i know that dance.
amd i did wear the korean uni shirt.
you made me miss you more..
this morning i opened a new letter. you gave me your rubbish like you always like to.
i love the stuff you give me. i keep everything. everything.
i didnt give you letters to read over there.
i am srry....
i gave you yellow because horcruxes works in many ways.
the journal for you to lament or rage or bliss.
the book for a portal. i didnt get to learn how to use the portal before you left.
we were supposed to meet every night on the village plains of Germany.
to stroll. to run. to bounce. to shiver. to hold. to touch. to see. to see. to see.
i whisper your name when im alone. i hope you can hear me.
i wave to you when im alone. i hope you can see me.
i hold your letters dearly when im alone. i hope you can feel me.
right now i dont fucking care how lovey dovey this post is.
how fucking messy i am.
i feel like shit. i didnt get to wake up to talk to you again.
for the 2nd time. i feel useless.
i love you too much. im dying here.
i know you are too.
we'll make it. like always.
because we rule.
love just is.
i fucking hate to see people get into a long term rship and break it off just because of differences. ok maybe you guys had problems from the start. then why wasnt it solved?
we have our own problems. we solve it on the fucking spot i tell you.
if not, it'll linger and corrode you like rusty Aids.
i really dont get it.
the longer i spend with her, the more i yearn for her when i miss her.
but when i see what this planet holds, its totally different.
well who cares. humanity is bullshit.
we have eternity to walk through. excuse us.
so love, when are you coming back..?
sigh.
QA.
20081118
26
being alone for a month is not awesome i tell you. so quiet...
SIGH FUCKING SIGH.
=(
i came up with a solution to eradicate ALL (and i mean all) types of crime. a cctv every 2m.
i am a genius.
yes Brom, thank you.
you too Murtagh.
ok Orik, you shut up.
Brisingr is awesome.
your letter cheered me up in the morning.
YOU ARE ADORABLE AND I WANT TO BITE YOU.
grrrrrrrr....
i miss u. boo.
qa.
SIGH FUCKING SIGH.
=(
i came up with a solution to eradicate ALL (and i mean all) types of crime. a cctv every 2m.
i am a genius.
yes Brom, thank you.
you too Murtagh.
ok Orik, you shut up.
Brisingr is awesome.
your letter cheered me up in the morning.
YOU ARE ADORABLE AND I WANT TO BITE YOU.
grrrrrrrr....
i miss u. boo.
qa.
20081117
27
day 3.
you're safe. thats the only thing i can hope for right now.
hope the weather doesnt kill you.
keep warm. im gonna nag at you for this.
email me whenever you can pls.
im going to open your 3rd letter.
27lettersmore.
i miss you greatly.
bf.
you're safe. thats the only thing i can hope for right now.
hope the weather doesnt kill you.
keep warm. im gonna nag at you for this.
email me whenever you can pls.
im going to open your 3rd letter.
27lettersmore.
i miss you greatly.
bf.
20081116
20081115
20081113
stargazer
imnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotprepared
imnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotprepared
imnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotprepared
imnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotprepared
imnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotprepared
imnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotprepared
imnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotprepared
imnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotprepared.
love food lust.
all for a great day.
until you cant see the moon with me.
qa.
imnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotprepared
imnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotprepared
imnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotprepared
imnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotprepared
imnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotprepared
imnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotprepared
imnotpreparedimnotpreparedimnotprepared.
love food lust.
all for a great day.
until you cant see the moon with me.
qa.
season of change- stratoV.
if you have a lousy boyfriend who treats you like shit (meaning: doesnt treat you like THE princess of the universe), who listens to paramore/ (name any scene band here), who prefers onitsuka tiger instead of dr. martens, who has a bulletcut instead of long, tangled and unkempt hair, THEN going to germany sounds like an awfully wicked gig.
if you have a boyfriend who takes care of your every need and whim no matter how sick (because of thalassemia/ ((name any other disease here) (im doing the bracket thing again))), going to germany for a frickin month is some enriching shit. (see the irony? shit is waste in actual fact.)
pros and cons!
why the hell did i tempt fate?
by the way, my greatest fear: GHOSTS.
im scared of ghosts.
fucking hell, im born on Halloween!
my mom had to put ideas about ghosts in my head.
angmoh ghosts.
this will not destroy, boy.
this will build.
(yo humans, we can build rome in a day.)
anna
if you have a boyfriend who takes care of your every need and whim no matter how sick (because of thalassemia/ ((name any other disease here) (im doing the bracket thing again))), going to germany for a frickin month is some enriching shit. (see the irony? shit is waste in actual fact.)
pros and cons!
why the hell did i tempt fate?
by the way, my greatest fear: GHOSTS.
im scared of ghosts.
fucking hell, im born on Halloween!
my mom had to put ideas about ghosts in my head.
angmoh ghosts.
this will not destroy, boy.
this will build.
(yo humans, we can build rome in a day.)
anna
20081112
shit, we are all growing up.
whats the hook, the twist within this verbose mystery?
i shall talk to you with my mind now because the whole world needn't know.
xoxo
i shall talk to you with my mind now because the whole world needn't know.
xoxo
20081110
20081109
sdnfakljeiwr;onamdvn;adf///127
sup?
nth much.
hungry?
no. just ate.
hmmm, sleepy?
no.
why?
wireless adaptor.
huh?
yeah.
whatttt..?
yes correct.
err, ok. how you doing right now?
doing? doing what?
anything.
maggi goreng.
sir, you're making me confused.
you're making me angry.
what did i do?!
there you go.
what?!
*picks up ant*
*walks off*
*puts ant back into bank*
i'll be alone next sunday.
no one to talk to.
not even myself..
sh'tara, mine.
wolf.
nth much.
hungry?
no. just ate.
hmmm, sleepy?
no.
why?
wireless adaptor.
huh?
yeah.
whatttt..?
yes correct.
err, ok. how you doing right now?
doing? doing what?
anything.
maggi goreng.
sir, you're making me confused.
you're making me angry.
what did i do?!
there you go.
what?!
*picks up ant*
*walks off*
*puts ant back into bank*
i'll be alone next sunday.
no one to talk to.
not even myself..
sh'tara, mine.
wolf.
20081108
pure? PURE?!
blood never fucking is.
i cannot take it when people step on her.
i dont know what to say because i fucked my day up.
i feel fucking useless and helpless right now.
nice im bleeding.
bleed i shall.
qa.
i cannot take it when people step on her.
i dont know what to say because i fucked my day up.
i feel fucking useless and helpless right now.
nice im bleeding.
bleed i shall.
qa.
20081106
its coming and its disturbing me.
i cant sleep like this.
however bad your mood swings are, im gonna miss it.
except if you're having a bad mood in Germany, then i cant handle it
BECAUSE IM NOT THERE.
breathe you motherfucker.
many sleepless nights to come.
ahh fuck la.
everything will go down.
shaggy being.
i cant sleep like this.
however bad your mood swings are, im gonna miss it.
except if you're having a bad mood in Germany, then i cant handle it
BECAUSE IM NOT THERE.
breathe you motherfucker.
many sleepless nights to come.
ahh fuck la.
everything will go down.
shaggy being.
20081105
unmasked desire
you see this dot girl?
.
if you are, you are looking into my eyes because right now you are reading about gnomes and im not allowed to disturb you so i did this little antic just to amuse myself.
i failed to amuse myself.
i miss you and i want to eat your soul so it will stay in me and only me fucking me.
qa.
.
if you are, you are looking into my eyes because right now you are reading about gnomes and im not allowed to disturb you so i did this little antic just to amuse myself.
i failed to amuse myself.
i miss you and i want to eat your soul so it will stay in me and only me fucking me.
qa.
20081104
punch and judy
headache.
since this morning.
home's a mess.
mum's a mess.
im a mess.
gf in a mess.
the world is a mess.
storm is coming.
run away from it everyone.
im walking towards it.
ready love?
i am.
punch killed his wife.
punch killed his baby.
punch killed his hangmen.
punch killed ghosts.
punch killed the devil.
qa.
since this morning.
home's a mess.
mum's a mess.
im a mess.
gf in a mess.
the world is a mess.
storm is coming.
run away from it everyone.
im walking towards it.
ready love?
i am.
punch killed his wife.
punch killed his baby.
punch killed his hangmen.
punch killed ghosts.
punch killed the devil.
qa.
hello planet
H1 maths.
no male rockstar is more important than that.
i shall be there and see to it.
am i mean?
am i meanie meanie meanie mean?
do i care?
do i fucking fucking fucking care?
aiyah tired la.
i have class later and i havent bathe.
i love my gf and nothing else.
especially this fucking cough of mine.
oh btw nice haircut khalid.
happy 18th and whatnot.
wolfe.
no male rockstar is more important than that.
i shall be there and see to it.
am i mean?
am i meanie meanie meanie mean?
do i care?
do i fucking fucking fucking care?
aiyah tired la.
i have class later and i havent bathe.
i love my gf and nothing else.
especially this fucking cough of mine.
oh btw nice haircut khalid.
happy 18th and whatnot.
wolfe.
20081103
vanilla latte is the new wanted cut
GUNS N' ROSES NO NEED TO COME ALSO CAN LA
NO SLASH
NO IZZY
I WANT THE OLD GNR!
HAPPY 18th KHALID
ANNVILLE LOVES RAZORTEETH
NO SLASH
NO IZZY
I WANT THE OLD GNR!
HAPPY 18th KHALID
ANNVILLE LOVES RAZORTEETH
20081102
20081101
i dont think Behemoth will be coming uh. cb.
they cancelled at Bangkok but will be performing at Jakarta tmr.
wish i could fly.
the girl has been studying the whole day. poor her.
ive been sick the whole day. screw me.
i feel fucked up now.
i want proper rest.
i never get it. ever.
with this life?
i wish my mum was rich. not my dad. he cant be rich.
i dont wanna do chores anymore. i wanna rest.
i want my mum to rest too.
i want comfort, luxury. not too much, just nice for me to smile.
im not saying im sick of being like this.
i dont know what im talking about.
"i must be cruel only to be kind,
Thus bad begins and worse remains behind.."
-shakespeare
i need chubs.
yes i do.
qa.
they cancelled at Bangkok but will be performing at Jakarta tmr.
wish i could fly.
the girl has been studying the whole day. poor her.
ive been sick the whole day. screw me.
i feel fucked up now.
i want proper rest.
i never get it. ever.
with this life?
i wish my mum was rich. not my dad. he cant be rich.
i dont wanna do chores anymore. i wanna rest.
i want my mum to rest too.
i want comfort, luxury. not too much, just nice for me to smile.
im not saying im sick of being like this.
i dont know what im talking about.
"i must be cruel only to be kind,
Thus bad begins and worse remains behind.."
-shakespeare
i need chubs.
yes i do.
qa.
311008
no pencil, no drawing.
no drawing, no assignment.
no assignment, no school.
no school, no diploma.
no diploma, no work.
no work, no food.
no food, hunger.
if hungry, anorexia.
anorexia, ugly.
ugly, shunted.
shunted, no marriage.
no marriage, no kids.
no kids, depression.
depression, suicide.
suicide, splat.
end.
protect your pencils art students.
i still need money to get my gf's final gift.
this is the most important.
glad you had a nice birthday.
plushie and all.
happy 18th again love.
here's something to blind you guys.
wolf.
no drawing, no assignment.
no assignment, no school.
no school, no diploma.
no diploma, no work.
no work, no food.
no food, hunger.
if hungry, anorexia.
anorexia, ugly.
ugly, shunted.
shunted, no marriage.
no marriage, no kids.
no kids, depression.
depression, suicide.
suicide, splat.
end.
protect your pencils art students.
i still need money to get my gf's final gift.
this is the most important.
glad you had a nice birthday.
plushie and all.
happy 18th again love.
here's something to blind you guys.
wolf.
:)
edit: NURNILAH JUMAT IS THE MOTHER OF ALL BOMBS/ CANT GET ANY BETTER/ YOU WILL WIN THE WAR MY FELLOW RULER
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