i love my girlfriend and my mum.
that is all i have affection for.
NO ONE ELSE.
i mean it.
take care humans.
20080530
i've heard about the uproar regarding one of my blogposts.
firstly, i want to make it clear that i was referring to that only one person involved who happens to be my classmate.
that person is well aware about how i feel towards playing soccer in the school itself and not anywhere else.
also, for your info, i've always encouraged qam to go and play except when it's held in that school.
although i have blogged without any tact and caused some chaos, i am still not sorry.
to make it clear to all the ones who got pricked, my boyfriend didnt say shit about you guys behind your backs.
please be aware that i am the one who encourages him to meet up with so and so at a time and place.
you guys are just not aware of it.
since i'm not him, i can't carry out his actions.
i can only try to do so.
the rest of it is up to him.
lastly, i dont care if your lot is still unhappy with me.
just be unhappy with me and not qam because if you're unhappy with him due to what i wrote,
then you boys should reconsider the term "friends".
there is always one girlfriend of a boy, who is a member of an all-boy group, who is a bitch.
i dont say this only because of this episode.
it's because it's true.
so yeah, nice meeting the whole lot of you.
anna.
firstly, i want to make it clear that i was referring to that only one person involved who happens to be my classmate.
that person is well aware about how i feel towards playing soccer in the school itself and not anywhere else.
also, for your info, i've always encouraged qam to go and play except when it's held in that school.
although i have blogged without any tact and caused some chaos, i am still not sorry.
to make it clear to all the ones who got pricked, my boyfriend didnt say shit about you guys behind your backs.
please be aware that i am the one who encourages him to meet up with so and so at a time and place.
you guys are just not aware of it.
since i'm not him, i can't carry out his actions.
i can only try to do so.
the rest of it is up to him.
lastly, i dont care if your lot is still unhappy with me.
just be unhappy with me and not qam because if you're unhappy with him due to what i wrote,
then you boys should reconsider the term "friends".
there is always one girlfriend of a boy, who is a member of an all-boy group, who is a bitch.
i dont say this only because of this episode.
it's because it's true.
so yeah, nice meeting the whole lot of you.
anna.
20080529
sad humour
"What are you doing?"
"Staring at a shiny muffin."
"Why?"
"Because it's shiny."
"Why don't you poke it?"
"I don't know."
"Then poke it. Poke it!"
pokes shiny muffin and random person jumps out with a sword
"Ahhhhhhh!"
random person stares at us like we're crazy
still screaming
random person throws down sword and leaves
"I wonder what would happen if I poked it again?"
pokes muffin again
muffin explodes
"That is the last time I'd ever listen to you. You made the muffin explode!"
"O.o"
thought i'd cheer myself up.
*smiles weakly.
"Staring at a shiny muffin."
"Why?"
"Because it's shiny."
"Why don't you poke it?"
"I don't know."
"Then poke it. Poke it!"
pokes shiny muffin and random person jumps out with a sword
"Ahhhhhhh!"
random person stares at us like we're crazy
still screaming
random person throws down sword and leaves
"I wonder what would happen if I poked it again?"
pokes muffin again
muffin explodes
"That is the last time I'd ever listen to you. You made the muffin explode!"
"O.o"
thought i'd cheer myself up.
*smiles weakly.
day four
my fever's nearly gone.
my eyes are the same usual colour again.
im not trembling much.
i found my voice back.
i had breakfast.
i made you a flower.
im going to be kind and not bother your personal stuff again.
the flower's purple.
i hope you come back tonight.
i will wait for your call.
i will welcome you back.
i will love you always.
forgive me for being what i am.
ive missed you alot. and i still do.
come back safe.
my eyes are the same usual colour again.
im not trembling much.
i found my voice back.
i had breakfast.
i made you a flower.
im going to be kind and not bother your personal stuff again.
the flower's purple.
i hope you come back tonight.
i will wait for your call.
i will welcome you back.
i will love you always.
forgive me for being what i am.
ive missed you alot. and i still do.
come back safe.
20080528
motherfucking day three
does he even know you have a boyfriend...?
im dying here.
my hallowed cranium is decaying.
i beg you to come back.
i beg you.
im dying here.
my hallowed cranium is decaying.
i beg you to come back.
i beg you.
DAY THREE
i can be explosive.
i can blow my mouth off.
i can bite.
i can hurt.
but at the end of the day, i hurt myself more.
mum gave me some pills.
made me so drowsy.
but i dont want to fucking sleep.
one thing good is, im calm now.
now.
you need to come back home so i can bite you.
misses.
i can blow my mouth off.
i can bite.
i can hurt.
but at the end of the day, i hurt myself more.
mum gave me some pills.
made me so drowsy.
but i dont want to fucking sleep.
one thing good is, im calm now.
now.
you need to come back home so i can bite you.
misses.
20080527
DAY TWO
bad night huh. sigh..
i miss my girlfriend.
watching skate vids online.
nothing else...
waiting for tonight.
so hopeful for tonight.
hope you're safe baby..
day two.
i miss my girlfriend.
watching skate vids online.
nothing else...
waiting for tonight.
so hopeful for tonight.
hope you're safe baby..
day two.
20080526
a message from sita who is in korea
im not gonna make an effort to contact you till im back because im fucking pissed. you probably cnt contact me when i touch down also because my batt's dead and i dont fucking care because i hoped for nothing. it's not exactly your fault but it is. so deal with it. good night. i dont know my flight details and cant be bothered to remember em.
i tried to connect to th networks in my room for fuck.
cnt get thru.
liwen and andrea could though.
all of us were on our laptops.
maybe it was a sign?
but no
so i went to this fucking net cafe and spend 10 000won to talk to myself.
thanks ah.
right now im going to email my dad.
i tore up that instruction sheet for the intnl calling shit cus it doesnt motherfucking work.
so what if seoul has dickies?
for what fucks sake?!
bye. and goodnight.
it's 1018pm here and 918pm in singapore.
i tried to connect to th networks in my room for fuck.
cnt get thru.
liwen and andrea could though.
all of us were on our laptops.
maybe it was a sign?
but no
so i went to this fucking net cafe and spend 10 000won to talk to myself.
thanks ah.
right now im going to email my dad.
i tore up that instruction sheet for the intnl calling shit cus it doesnt motherfucking work.
so what if seoul has dickies?
for what fucks sake?!
bye. and goodnight.
it's 1018pm here and 918pm in singapore.
20080525
MUSTANGS CHEERLEADING 2008; THE CHAMPIONS!
enjoy it guys!
(note: sarah &nellerz, you cant see me much for all the cheer part, but for the first part of the vid, i'm on the extreme left on gabs, then i'm on the extreme right when i went up for elevation and twists. then there's the babydoll where all the fliers are involved. for the finale, i'm the first to go up, followed by fitz and hidayah.
i'm excited all over again!
credits for the vid: shalindran our indiv. boys' champ!
20080524
to kill
girlfriend's gonna be in Korea for 5 days. and that hurts more than a faceplant to a 50 ft facegrind.
will fucking miss her like hell. grrrr...
she got this tablet pc to bring to Korea. not cool at first. but then i found this software (Art Rage 2). dannggg... BOLEH PAINT PAINT OI.
i mean, duh. of course la can paint. but its very realistic. good practice.
thank you for the pop tarts.
thank you for the iced water. lots of it.
thank you for purposely prolonging that lift ride.
whoopseedaiseeee.
*slaps self.
fuck la. im gonna fucking hate the week.
and to her angsty post below, this is my reaction:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
naseb uh brother (what?! brother?!!)..
death of flesh is subtler than death of soul, death of dreams, death of love..
and yes, until that day... we'll sleep separately every night.
iloveyouimissyou.
qam
will fucking miss her like hell. grrrr...
she got this tablet pc to bring to Korea. not cool at first. but then i found this software (Art Rage 2). dannggg... BOLEH PAINT PAINT OI.
i mean, duh. of course la can paint. but its very realistic. good practice.
thank you for the pop tarts.
thank you for the iced water. lots of it.
thank you for purposely prolonging that lift ride.
whoopseedaiseeee.
*slaps self.
fuck la. im gonna fucking hate the week.
and to her angsty post below, this is my reaction:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
naseb uh brother (what?! brother?!!)..
death of flesh is subtler than death of soul, death of dreams, death of love..
and yes, until that day... we'll sleep separately every night.
iloveyouimissyou.
qam
chad muska or jack purcell?
circa or purcells for korea?
note: my purcells are extremely worn out.
i am going to miss my boyfriend extremely.
(and i am also going to miss nellerz' birthday)
we were supposed to go korea together, you said so, when still in blue.
boyfriend came over today to hang out with my parents &i and the men who came
to fix the air-conditioners in my room.
boyfriend came over today to eat more poptarts and eat more food.
boyfriend came over today to help sort my mess. (but he didnt do much.)
boyfriend came over to work on some digital art. (he's got it good.)
a random note: (extra long)
i am disgusted by this thing's intention to join the cheerleading squad next year.
stupid thing, you are no mustang. stop trying to fit in!
i mean seriously, you sick pervert, stay away from our girls.
you wanna hug any of them for what? (luckily nadia has common sense!)
you participated in ensuring their safety is it?
you choreographed the steps is it and therefore deserve gratitude?
stop jumping on the bandwagon of our triumph!
i want to clarify,
my boyfriend has a right to be there because i belong to the squad, with the role of a flier and i think it's only right that he assists in my shoulder sits because i respect my boyfriend's feelings.
it is highly unnecessary for me to sit on any of my base mates' shoulders to rahrah the crowd when he's there!
being a flier, it is not an easy thing for him to sit there and watch me fall onto another boy's arms or heads or wherever i may land.
the mustangs are highly aware that my boyfriend, as a boyfriend, is emotionally attached to me and therefore, has a right to be present at our trainings and also, has an exclusive right to be wherever i may be, which is always at the frontline of the stands.
the fact that he is no longer in mi doesn't mean shit!
the thing involved in this matter has a name beginning with Z, followed by an A and ends with I.
stay away from the mustangs.
until the day my boyfriend stays over my house for good,
anna
note: my purcells are extremely worn out.
i am going to miss my boyfriend extremely.
(and i am also going to miss nellerz' birthday)
we were supposed to go korea together, you said so, when still in blue.
boyfriend came over today to hang out with my parents &i and the men who came
to fix the air-conditioners in my room.
boyfriend came over today to eat more poptarts and eat more food.
boyfriend came over today to help sort my mess. (but he didnt do much.)
boyfriend came over to work on some digital art. (he's got it good.)
a random note: (extra long)
i am disgusted by this thing's intention to join the cheerleading squad next year.
stupid thing, you are no mustang. stop trying to fit in!
i mean seriously, you sick pervert, stay away from our girls.
you wanna hug any of them for what? (luckily nadia has common sense!)
you participated in ensuring their safety is it?
you choreographed the steps is it and therefore deserve gratitude?
stop jumping on the bandwagon of our triumph!
i want to clarify,
my boyfriend has a right to be there because i belong to the squad, with the role of a flier and i think it's only right that he assists in my shoulder sits because i respect my boyfriend's feelings.
it is highly unnecessary for me to sit on any of my base mates' shoulders to rahrah the crowd when he's there!
being a flier, it is not an easy thing for him to sit there and watch me fall onto another boy's arms or heads or wherever i may land.
the mustangs are highly aware that my boyfriend, as a boyfriend, is emotionally attached to me and therefore, has a right to be present at our trainings and also, has an exclusive right to be wherever i may be, which is always at the frontline of the stands.
the fact that he is no longer in mi doesn't mean shit!
the thing involved in this matter has a name beginning with Z, followed by an A and ends with I.
stay away from the mustangs.
until the day my boyfriend stays over my house for good,
anna
20080523
20080522
a wife, a pen, blank papers and a deck
thats how my life is from now. i have nothing else.
its been long since i felt victory. i dont care much about cups and trophies. its that feeling of satisfaction when you can do shit.
rugby made me feel that way. to run past that fat motherfucker, slide through between his legs, stand up and do a flying touchdown, that is sweeeeet. i was good. but then the world had all the reasons to take that away from me. fuck.
secondary school was lame ass shit. boring. just a bunch of happy youths trying to get noticed by everyone. i feel like punching people all the time. then i had friends (NWO). after that i didnt. what shit was i proud of in secondary school? none man. zilch. bildungsromans are myths.
so at this point of my life, i had nothing to lose. muahaha. so i loved. and loved well i did. i found my gf. she made me feel fucking special again. made me feel that i mattered (at least to her). life was good then. now i have someone at least.
srry love..
i had this interest in skateboarding since i was 11. that was the first time i watched the X games. then i tried with a stupid bolang board. i hurt my wrist when i fell and thought i'd try it later on in my life. so i guess now's a good time. its never too late (cliche you bastard!). i have alot to gain back. i need my life back.
run with me, ride with me.
you i love.
-dude who just fell from a skateboard yesterday
its been long since i felt victory. i dont care much about cups and trophies. its that feeling of satisfaction when you can do shit.
rugby made me feel that way. to run past that fat motherfucker, slide through between his legs, stand up and do a flying touchdown, that is sweeeeet. i was good. but then the world had all the reasons to take that away from me. fuck.
secondary school was lame ass shit. boring. just a bunch of happy youths trying to get noticed by everyone. i feel like punching people all the time. then i had friends (NWO). after that i didnt. what shit was i proud of in secondary school? none man. zilch. bildungsromans are myths.
so at this point of my life, i had nothing to lose. muahaha. so i loved. and loved well i did. i found my gf. she made me feel fucking special again. made me feel that i mattered (at least to her). life was good then. now i have someone at least.
srry love..
i had this interest in skateboarding since i was 11. that was the first time i watched the X games. then i tried with a stupid bolang board. i hurt my wrist when i fell and thought i'd try it later on in my life. so i guess now's a good time. its never too late (cliche you bastard!). i have alot to gain back. i need my life back.
run with me, ride with me.
you i love.
-dude who just fell from a skateboard yesterday
20080521
right now i just want to fucking kill.
kill kill kill kill.
i like to kill.
killing makes the world go round.
my room is in a fucking mess.
you want me to sort my papers and books and crap.
i said no because my GPP is due fucking friday how about that?!
nobody asked you to plan the arrival of all the new furniture when i'm not going to be in singapore!
so don't fucking rush me into sorting all the mess in the fuckfest.
to my ignorant brother,
with all the boxes filled with books and notes and whateverfuck's been around for the past fucken 7 years, you think someone can just open one of the fucken boxes and pass you a penknife??
are you fucking crazy?!
the slut you're with now has managed to destroy the semblance of intelligence you might have once had.
as i said, killing makes the world go round.
i want to beat somebody up.
-anna.
kill kill kill kill.
i like to kill.
killing makes the world go round.
my room is in a fucking mess.
you want me to sort my papers and books and crap.
i said no because my GPP is due fucking friday how about that?!
nobody asked you to plan the arrival of all the new furniture when i'm not going to be in singapore!
so don't fucking rush me into sorting all the mess in the fuckfest.
to my ignorant brother,
with all the boxes filled with books and notes and whateverfuck's been around for the past fucken 7 years, you think someone can just open one of the fucken boxes and pass you a penknife??
are you fucking crazy?!
the slut you're with now has managed to destroy the semblance of intelligence you might have once had.
as i said, killing makes the world go round.
i want to beat somebody up.
-anna.
20080520
gentler breeze
how gentle the breeze of daylight
travelling the world
here there everywhere.
how innocent the breeze of the world.
some might be wishing now for chaos to cease, for anarchy to be eradicated, for destruction to hold. i, personally, will never wish for that. let mayhem manifest, let hate strive, let the ripper roll i say.
because if the world was perfect, there would be nothing to run to, nothing to chase, nothing to achieve.
but everything to lose, to fear.
let there be chaos.. and love.
how gentle the breeze of daylight
travelling the world
here there everywhere.
how innocent the breeze of the world.
imissmycheerleader.
travelling the world
here there everywhere.
how innocent the breeze of the world.
some might be wishing now for chaos to cease, for anarchy to be eradicated, for destruction to hold. i, personally, will never wish for that. let mayhem manifest, let hate strive, let the ripper roll i say.
because if the world was perfect, there would be nothing to run to, nothing to chase, nothing to achieve.
but everything to lose, to fear.
let there be chaos.. and love.
how gentle the breeze of daylight
travelling the world
here there everywhere.
how innocent the breeze of the world.
imissmycheerleader.
gentle breeze
kudos to that super loud/bouncy/hyper/crazy cheerleader whom i carried on my shoulder for almost the whole night.
im proud of you.
and to the motherfuckers who tried to get involved, get a real life.
ahh well..
fight for what you believe only if the regard is greater than the pain endured.
you i love.
-qamarul asyraf
im proud of you.
and to the motherfuckers who tried to get involved, get a real life.
ahh well..
fight for what you believe only if the regard is greater than the pain endured.
you i love.
-qamarul asyraf
20080519
CHAMPIONS-videos up soon
my loving personal assistant aka boyfriend.
my dance partner, gabriel.
my base dudes. sunil, gabriel & utha.
nad, ms j, me &shaun.
my cheercaptain &i; cissylove! (boyfriend said we look alike?)
a few of the girls...
garnet squad + zircon squad + abit of onyx +a nobody in red dontknow whatthefuck he's doing there! (i heard he is din-gerous?)
the sexy garnet squad 2008
cheercaptain: cissy
members;
farah
felix peiming hidayah
utha sunil gabriel
edward harry fitri
marcus niza
shaun joy nadia faezah aishah syikin (07arts1 ;plus cissy &i)
nisa mei cherron nurul noorie nat khairil ash fatin
(i like the people whose names are highlighted, best; probably cause we bonded best.)
fucking champions. swept both trophies. we fucking ruled.
track meet champions 2008 (we retained the title)
cheerleading champions 2008
Boys' Individual Champion (Chalindran)
Girls' Individual Champion (Atiqah)
DID WE FUCKEN OWN OR WHAT.
16.05.08
MUSTANGS!
thank you, my best base mates for the most safe 360 twists ever!
too bad cheer is a one off event.
i'll miss training.
the last week of training was the most fun,
thanks to pei ming and felix for their jokes &opera whatnot.
fitz nad and joy for burning the cement floor with random songs from pm's & felix's mp3s.
(gave me an excuse to grind with fitz)
thank you pei ming for a ride to yew tee in your sexy bmw.
thank you ash and fitri for winning all those races.
muchmuch thanks to the squad for being concerned whenever i crash into the concrete.
thank you most, to my boyfriend, who came for every training he could attend
and for being my p.a. all the time.
water, food, clothes, bobby pins, camera, more water, chocolate, portable shade.
iloveyou.
anna
sakae on saturday was fucking good.
thankyou boyfriend.
20080515
13 months of you
and i love it.
the strongest little girl i know.
ilovemygirlfriend.
now i have a solid reason not to celebrate father's day.
-owner of The Black Waltz
the strongest little girl i know.
ilovemygirlfriend.
now i have a solid reason not to celebrate father's day.
-owner of The Black Waltz
20080512
it (that sec5 minah tudung who cant draw for nuts yet aspires to be in nafa FINEARTS please service that ahpek under your void-deck) is an h.o.r.r.
my room is 1/3 lime green + candle light.
i can't believed i painted my room yesterday/last night.
so bloody troublesome!
state of room; messy.
now my room is filled with boxes with my notes stashed; all crumpled.
i am suffering from fatigue and school is an option tomorrow.
doc gave two days.
(shizzle, another headache now. WHY GOD WHY!)
i just had my daily dose (for this week anyway) of marks &spencer's chocolatey orange biscuits thingy.
mum decided to change this week's flavour.
yummmyyyyy.
(i can't wait for sakae-saturday)
circa white sneaks size 6 (because they have not half sizes and size 5 is tiny which is weird...)
is
the new
foshizzle.
(whaat?)
breakfast > stomach attack.
maths reretest, econs inflation test &godknowswhat please.
i am dying for the hols.
why must you be so missable.
anna.
i can't believed i painted my room yesterday/last night.
so bloody troublesome!
state of room; messy.
now my room is filled with boxes with my notes stashed; all crumpled.
i am suffering from fatigue and school is an option tomorrow.
doc gave two days.
(shizzle, another headache now. WHY GOD WHY!)
i just had my daily dose (for this week anyway) of marks &spencer's chocolatey orange biscuits thingy.
mum decided to change this week's flavour.
yummmyyyyy.
(i can't wait for sakae-saturday)
circa white sneaks size 6 (because they have not half sizes and size 5 is tiny which is weird...)
is
the new
foshizzle.
(whaat?)
breakfast > stomach attack.
maths reretest, econs inflation test &godknowswhat please.
i am dying for the hols.
why must you be so missable.
anna.
Mc, Sk8, Part
girl: wahhh soo niicceee. yum yum yum chomp chomp chomp. *squints and does and a mini jiggle with her head.
i love her reaction when i treat her to something nice.
iloveyou.
i love her reaction when i treat her to something nice.
iloveyou.
20080510
BLACK WALTZ KALMAH ARRIVED TODAY!
firstly, my brother's girlfriend is annoying.
she is ruining his life!
he wants to quit soccer!
that is unheard of!
he said it's cus it's too time consuming.
previously, he would have died if any training sessions were to be cancelled!
and now, he wears some stupid emo-inspired MAT REP TRUCKER cap high on his head.
(because of her, my brother's IQ went down by 15points!)
LIKE OHMYGOD.
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO MY BROTHER!
damn i miss my old brother.
the one who does not have some pseudo-rock minah in flats as a girlfriend!
i am thoroughly blessed.
i am currently dating and am going to marry the one guy who voluntarily offered to clean up my room tomorrow.
he can cook, bake, fix the lightbulbs, wash the freaken toilets and also clear my messy shit.
(i threw away all of my diaries. damn retarded la the pirmary 5/6 ones. i named my stationery! like whatthefuck! my green shaker was named 'Twister Shaker 3020' (ANNA WHAT THE HUKKI!) ! also, i had alot of imaginary friends! i really built my own world. and i miss marymount! and i found sec1 class photos! fafe never looked so tiny! and i also found the judo formal photo! i forgot half of their names! my memory hasnt been very good lately. must be all that airhead Gossipgirl episodes!)
i swear.
alot of shit. mess. trash mess! not artistic mess! like karang guni mess!
time to eradicate all traces of satan and company!
boyfriend is also my room's official painter.
my dad and brother are his assistants.
all i have to do is offer my towgay boyfriend some endearing words of encouragement!
being the experienced cheerleader i am, that will be a piece of cake. (:
GO TOWGAY IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY WE'RE GONNA PARTY LIKE IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY!!
WE'RE GONNA SIP BANDUNG LIKE IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY!
*clap *nods HOOHAA! HEY MICKEY!
*does a one-handed cartwheel and ends off with a side split.
(the cartwheel thing minus the split (no time to do that, must run back and clap) is what i have to do for my cheer formation but that 50cent inspired cheer has nothing to do with my cheerleading squad.)
speaking of cheerleading, today's practice was not fruitful.
too lazy to divulge the details.
i am tempted to watch the next episode of GG but i will have to complete my gp assignment and file all my gp stuff first before rewarding myself with that GG episode.
( & also edit my international history slides.)
damn the homework is piling up and sports meet is this coming friday &i have not gotten garnet's flag done.
(on a lighter note, edward and i created our own stunts &impressed everybody including the fierce cheer capt, CISSY!)
one word: screwed.
ilovemyboyfriend.
sakae+green deck will make up for my new long skirt & hunger pangs!
anna
that teacher had to unpick my skirt right! KNNBCCB. you carrier of the fake fendi pouch + fake anya hindmarch bag! i think your black nissan sasoon is fake too! it has fake headlights!
she is ruining his life!
he wants to quit soccer!
that is unheard of!
he said it's cus it's too time consuming.
previously, he would have died if any training sessions were to be cancelled!
and now, he wears some stupid emo-inspired MAT REP TRUCKER cap high on his head.
(because of her, my brother's IQ went down by 15points!)
LIKE OHMYGOD.
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO MY BROTHER!
damn i miss my old brother.
the one who does not have some pseudo-rock minah in flats as a girlfriend!
i am thoroughly blessed.
i am currently dating and am going to marry the one guy who voluntarily offered to clean up my room tomorrow.
he can cook, bake, fix the lightbulbs, wash the freaken toilets and also clear my messy shit.
(i threw away all of my diaries. damn retarded la the pirmary 5/6 ones. i named my stationery! like whatthefuck! my green shaker was named 'Twister Shaker 3020' (ANNA WHAT THE HUKKI!) ! also, i had alot of imaginary friends! i really built my own world. and i miss marymount! and i found sec1 class photos! fafe never looked so tiny! and i also found the judo formal photo! i forgot half of their names! my memory hasnt been very good lately. must be all that airhead Gossipgirl episodes!)
i swear.
alot of shit. mess. trash mess! not artistic mess! like karang guni mess!
time to eradicate all traces of satan and company!
boyfriend is also my room's official painter.
my dad and brother are his assistants.
all i have to do is offer my towgay boyfriend some endearing words of encouragement!
being the experienced cheerleader i am, that will be a piece of cake. (:
GO TOWGAY IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY WE'RE GONNA PARTY LIKE IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY!!
WE'RE GONNA SIP BANDUNG LIKE IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY!
*clap *nods HOOHAA! HEY MICKEY!
*does a one-handed cartwheel and ends off with a side split.
(the cartwheel thing minus the split (no time to do that, must run back and clap) is what i have to do for my cheer formation but that 50cent inspired cheer has nothing to do with my cheerleading squad.)
speaking of cheerleading, today's practice was not fruitful.
too lazy to divulge the details.
i am tempted to watch the next episode of GG but i will have to complete my gp assignment and file all my gp stuff first before rewarding myself with that GG episode.
( & also edit my international history slides.)
damn the homework is piling up and sports meet is this coming friday &i have not gotten garnet's flag done.
(on a lighter note, edward and i created our own stunts &impressed everybody including the fierce cheer capt, CISSY!)
one word: screwed.
ilovemyboyfriend.
sakae+green deck will make up for my new long skirt & hunger pangs!
anna
that teacher had to unpick my skirt right! KNNBCCB. you carrier of the fake fendi pouch + fake anya hindmarch bag! i think your black nissan sasoon is fake too! it has fake headlights!
sigh sigh sigh..
i just got back from... i dont know, downstairs?
the loneliest saturday ever.
i went out for air. the air at home.. its not even air.
had a walk alone at CCK park. wind's nice. being alone isnt.
i know i used to like being alone. sigh.
have you ever tried looking in the mirror so hard that the person you are looking at in the mirror slowly begins to look like a stranger? as if you’ve never seen the person before in your life and you wonder where the hell they came from, and why the hell are they staring at you with such accusing, piteous, tired eyes as if you are to blame for why they look so shattered. so haggard. so utterly… i dont know.
how come when you mix red with blue it makes purple?
how come when you mix blood with melancholy it doesnt?
i feel miserable.
i miss my skater princess. lolxz.
-lonesome wholesome
the loneliest saturday ever.
i went out for air. the air at home.. its not even air.
had a walk alone at CCK park. wind's nice. being alone isnt.
i know i used to like being alone. sigh.
have you ever tried looking in the mirror so hard that the person you are looking at in the mirror slowly begins to look like a stranger? as if you’ve never seen the person before in your life and you wonder where the hell they came from, and why the hell are they staring at you with such accusing, piteous, tired eyes as if you are to blame for why they look so shattered. so haggard. so utterly… i dont know.
how come when you mix red with blue it makes purple?
how come when you mix blood with melancholy it doesnt?
i feel miserable.
i miss my skater princess. lolxz.
-lonesome wholesome
20080509
Ollie north to 360 tornado kick (BOOYAHH!!)
something irritated me when i got home. my brother had an arguement with a guy in school.
he said a sec 3 guy came up to him and introduced him to a death metal band.
guess what band..
LAMB OF GOD!!
WTF.
LOG is not fucking death metal. so my brother (being the only metalhead left in Hillgrove) told him off. then that stupid shithead got all worked up and got so fucking proud of what he knew about metal. he said death metal satanic all. KANINNNNAAA.
they were just verbally arguing. if it was me, i'd destroy that guy. nope, not physical.
words are bullets my friends.
im getting a brand new deck at the end of this month at Fareast. sigh, you'll be gone by then..
i went to accompany gf for cheer.
we did our own stunts.
i gave her my bandana and i tied it for her.
i let her wipe the chocolate on her fingers on my pants.
i let her wipe her sweat on my back.
i let her sit on me.
i brought her a quick lunch.
with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you, i was home.
tmr's gonna suck.
gonna miss you.
he said a sec 3 guy came up to him and introduced him to a death metal band.
guess what band..
LAMB OF GOD!!
WTF.
LOG is not fucking death metal. so my brother (being the only metalhead left in Hillgrove) told him off. then that stupid shithead got all worked up and got so fucking proud of what he knew about metal. he said death metal satanic all. KANINNNNAAA.
they were just verbally arguing. if it was me, i'd destroy that guy. nope, not physical.
words are bullets my friends.
im getting a brand new deck at the end of this month at Fareast. sigh, you'll be gone by then..
i went to accompany gf for cheer.
we did our own stunts.
i gave her my bandana and i tied it for her.
i let her wipe the chocolate on her fingers on my pants.
i let her wipe her sweat on my back.
i let her sit on me.
i brought her a quick lunch.
with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you, i was home.
tmr's gonna suck.
gonna miss you.
20080508
im getting a pink NAFA ezlink card
wow. yeah. gf has said it. i got in.
im a NAFA student.
i know some of the students have said that NAFA isnt exactly difficult to get in. but then i thought, amongst the 2000 plus applicants, they would only choose the ones that does good at the end of the day.
woots. im one of them.
i thank my gf for always supporting me. i appreciate you.
srry i had to leave.
iloveyou.
im a NAFA student.
i know some of the students have said that NAFA isnt exactly difficult to get in. but then i thought, amongst the 2000 plus applicants, they would only choose the ones that does good at the end of the day.
woots. im one of them.
i thank my gf for always supporting me. i appreciate you.
srry i had to leave.
iloveyou.
i didnt skip school. school skipped me.
boyfriend just received nafa's acceptance letter; 0623h.
this proves that money can't buy you a place in nafa.
you need pure, fucking talent. ( &also 5 o-level passes)
congratulations boyfriend.
i am very proud of you.
this is what you want to do.
you've got it.
watch out world, he is coming to take over.
(i hope his friend zulhafiz gets in so that boyfriend won't be alone)
a reminder to the boy aka $0ot0n99piiEsxz.
(he is adorable and i love him much)
you are going to meet real competition for the first time in your life.
you got the easy way out for art in sec school because you were not with the best.
now you are & i am sure you can be better than them.
virally yours,
anna
this signals another,
no more merging with me in a sea of blue.
this proves that money can't buy you a place in nafa.
you need pure, fucking talent. ( &also 5 o-level passes)
congratulations boyfriend.
i am very proud of you.
this is what you want to do.
you've got it.
watch out world, he is coming to take over.
(i hope his friend zulhafiz gets in so that boyfriend won't be alone)
a reminder to the boy aka $0ot0n99piiEsxz.
(he is adorable and i love him much)
you are going to meet real competition for the first time in your life.
you got the easy way out for art in sec school because you were not with the best.
now you are & i am sure you can be better than them.
virally yours,
anna
this signals another,
no more merging with me in a sea of blue.
20080506
immissingyou
shes the cutest, jumpiest, bounciest, loudest, strongest (and hottest, hwahwohwee!) little girl.
20080505
Bed
Wake up:
Sweet coffee grounds;
Angel smiles silent.
I want to kiss you one more time.
Hello.
iloveyou
Sweet coffee grounds;
Angel smiles silent.
I want to kiss you one more time.
Hello.
iloveyou
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i dont think the world's a happy place. everyone's suffering.. one way or another. and still, humans try to be nice, try to be that happy person people want them to be or just pretend. there really is no aunthenticity in this world. people lie all the time. people pretend all the time.
the more you disagree, the longer your nose is gonna get.
i feel like crap.
i miss my girlfriend.
-lonesome halfsome
the more you disagree, the longer your nose is gonna get.
i feel like crap.
i miss my girlfriend.
-lonesome halfsome
20080504
i need to smoke. (shisha sita?)
I HATE SCHOOL,
HISTORY PROJECTS
&H1 SUBJECTS.
off to do history project.
last minute as usual.
what's new.
tell me.
virally yours,
anna.
HISTORY PROJECTS
&H1 SUBJECTS.
off to do history project.
last minute as usual.
what's new.
tell me.
virally yours,
anna.
20080502
poseurs/noobs/bawah block skaters
this morning: crap
yesterday: damn fun
called gf down to skate. and yes she came (from Kim Keat, srry baby).
so it was me, gf and my brother. -_-"
we were all noobs or spaz.
call us anything you want.
3 hours of just learning how to ride on it. we'll soon be good.
very very good.
my cinnamon roll.
ilovemylittleskatergirl.
-A.A
yesterday: damn fun
called gf down to skate. and yes she came (from Kim Keat, srry baby).
so it was me, gf and my brother. -_-"
we were all noobs or spaz.
call us anything you want.
3 hours of just learning how to ride on it. we'll soon be good.
very very good.
my cinnamon roll.
ilovemylittleskatergirl.
-A.A
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