let's get back together. we will be happy. you and i. please. please don't do this. please don't do this anymore.

this is my last post.

wolv.

numb

let me be. im cleaning this mess. my mess. the one that you created. honestly, i dont want to know about your chaos because you messed me up enough, it took so much for me to stay sane and i dont want you poking at it still. let me be. i clean up my mess. you clean up yours. you wanted this break, im treating it like one.

i know you still care for me and i do too. but space is what we both need right now. i told you, i naturally wait up in bed until i get some sign that you're back home safe. isnt that worry enough? your temper is as usual. thought it'd subside after all this.

i love you like no other, pls know that. i dont need assurance from you anymore, i just know it. and i'l know if it stops as well.

ravenous as ever, wolv.

after the storm..

i feel much better knowing that there are other things to look forward to.

i dont know about faith but im waiting for you.

qa.

i thought heartaches were fake. i thought wrong. you can really fucking feel it. like an invisible bruise.

qa.

ive been waiting all my life for you, im still in shock

i really really dont want to hurt anymore. i want to move on since staying here is just useless. move on to higher ground and wait for your ship to come. i want to live my life, to smile, to do things.

evil begone. i was never evil, its just that i always wanted to kill. never got around to it did i? i wouldnt say the fox is lucky, hell, this would probably do more damage.

hush now my love, everything will slow down.

wolv

nothing at all

compared to this, what ive handled the last 3 yrs was nothing.

qa