a family day

IKEA

the shark must've been scared...

shopping for clothes, at Ikea?

backdrops are IN

two pillows for me. one for my bunk bed, and the other for my room bed.

good shot, another one by me.. ;) hehe.

friendship lasts forever

watch your weight, they always say

GIANT

Choc-o-fever

27th december, yesterdae, mum, sis and i headed to esplanade to give the chocz @ MAx Brenner's a try. definitely good. one of the best kinds of chocs i've ever tasted....

the cake

the chocolate shot, with milk.

chocolate overdose

SOME AFTERshots

glitter glitter

new year messages on balls

shellyshells

it was raining. the weather was cool. did a lil exploring around the neighborhood and took some shots.

wad are my saturdays like.....

news from the SCIENCE CENTER

i am blogging from the science centre now... u can actually use their computers for free.......... let's see at this point of time,qashrul is sitting opposite me.... there are couple of other random pple who are in their frenster accounts as well..........let's see wad qashrul's gotta sae on my bog...

haha salleh, nice birdy u have theere hahhahaha wait ar, when i send him the photo u all see ar lol.....

ok the host is back..... off for further exploration!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! byebye............

my HOLIDAY experience

since my plans to go Australia in January have been disrupted by my early call into National service, and i'm not really gonna be goin anywhere far during the december hols, i'm going to blog about my imaginary holiday trip and how much fun i had during the course of my trip round the world, imaginarily.

our flight

first, we went to London and had a feel of Xmas there.

then, we visited Los Angeles to look at the soaring skyscrapers.

then, we headed east to Egypt to visit the pyramids

and i took this shot of my dad overlooking cape town when we were down at South Africa

everyone give me a big '_________________________' ........ ;)

Victoria School Classes - Da REAL THING

was talking to my secondary school fren, and he sort of told me bout how people are actually classified in our alma mater, VICTORIA SCHOOL......

basically, there are 3 classes of people in Victoria...

Class 1: POSERS + SPORTSMEN + POSERS

Class 2: TALK COCK + SMALL GROUPS + GOSSIP

Class 3: NERDS


from wad i remember, i belong to class 2, and i'm proud of it.

dedicated to my sister in romania

childhood days might be long over,

but the memories are here to stay.

miss u.

dancing queen

the little girl my dad fell in love with

Like Nothing On Earth

Air Force talk was damn COOL man, even though i've been to a talk like such back in my Youth Flying Club days.. inspiring videos, eye catching phrases, cool machineries. which was why i signed up in the first place......... Raffles City convention center, that was where many who were kene on the air force went for the career talk..... cool presentation, the recruitment officer, and the other presentors were quite funny.... haha really contrary to our perceptions of the militarymen as being lifeless human forms who scold and scold haha. anyways, i'm proud to proclaim, i WAS THE ONLY ONE who had enough GUTS to go to the MICROPHONE and POSE a QUESTION to the PANEL.... haha. besides this other lady parent who asked a question after me. (the rest used cards) (oh and thanx a lot sue for saying i'm an attention seeker). so i introduced myself, and my question was...."do i have to go throught BMT again, after i've signed up with the airforce if i've been assigned to -hometeam- since u keep stressing on BMT?" and the guy said yes, and gave the reasons for it. Ok i'm on. BMT again. nothing cooler than that.. haha.... then i asked "will it be a shorter version of BMT since i've already undergone BRT" and the guy said, "NO, 9 weeks all over again" and the crowd laughed....................like wad??? hahahahahahahah.... laughable, coz it means extra basic trainings but i AM UP FOR IT! then i went for the reception and i asked the recruitment officer again for clarification, regarding the procedures of extraction, and he said.... "AAHH!! SPF!!!" hahaha...no lah, "CD" i saed.. like that so recognizable already huh??haha..

wooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooo!! tekong, i hope i will answer your call.... i can onli hope and pray.....

isolation, isolation, isolation is free.... uhuh uhuh uhuh..

living in isolation. going shopping alone is DA life.not only is it therapeutic, it involves much interaction as well with strangers. todae, i've talked to CLOSE to ten strangers, and its not like the normal one second talks like "where is the toilet?" etc, but its more of like, interaction and conversations.

let me trace back. first, there's the ticket dude, then there's the HMV lady, then there's the 3 TopMan workers, then there's the 2 make up ladies and lastly, there's the Bangladeshi worker. 8 people.. WOW, and its not like i'm some promoter or anythin. just a normal person walkin down the street. oh and not to mention a phone conversation with my employer-to-be. that makes it 9 people. i guess isolation ain't really isolation after all.....

besides that, going shopping alone is very very therapeutic, coz u only care about your own agenda. your plan is not hindered or obstructed by those of ur fren's or the other party (although shopping with frens is fun too) and you really get in touch with yourself coz u've gotta interact with yourself a LOT, coz there's no such thing as second opinions. actually i'm used to this kind of life, which is why i am able to do it so well this year. back in secondary school, when the number of friends i used to have was so so so LITTLE, i only had to resort to going out alone when my friends didn't have the time for me, and i got by quite easily. in JC however, i have too many friends, and going out alone becomes sort of a luxury, a sad luxury however, due to the fact that the reason for me doing so was because none of my friends were free and all had plans. but i was able to salvage much happiness from the day, and look at how i'm feeling now..... =)


PR0M. one more day, and i am going to conquer you... muahaha....

romanian magazine

cool... my sister's in a Romanian Magazine....... regarding minorities who're working in Romania....

a reminder to self: click on the foto to see photos...

http://www.timeoutbucuresti.ro/consum/6352/1064769/minorities-at-work.html#comments

go Singapore.......

Guess who i shook hands with.....

Ok, so we were supposed to haf a random rendez-vous at the aiport todae coz we were totallie bored souls, and i wanted to get to marina square to get my blazer as well, thinkin todae would just be another ordinary day. we were at the arrival hall, abby and i, when we suddenly saw this group of gals all in blue... of course, being "curious" as we were, we decided to ask them what they were all waiting for.... it went sthg like this...


abi: excuse me. what is this huh?
gal: oh. we are waiting.

me: (seeing a "welcome home banner) oh, the SEA games pple huh???
gal: no wang leehom, the taiwanese singer...


WHAT??? haha its the Lust, Caution actor i knew that... the chinese american guy.... and i was like, HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.... .HOLLYWOOD actor.... excited as i was, lucky i was equipped with a camera...... the fangirls were nice, seeing how excited we were as well, decided to ask us to join them in their group foto. i swear they were the cutest..... haha..... so, my foto'll be up in the website i guess....


oh and the best thing was yet to come. first, he looked at me.... then, ABBY the BIMBO got to shake hands with him, amongst the other fangirls.... haha. i thought for a moment, and decided WAD DA HECK. i stretched out my hand... and GOSH. we SHOOK HANDS. fangirl u can call me.. i dunt care... hello, it's a hollywood taiwanese actor and a notable singer. beat that.......haha..

the feeeel haha...

boredom does amount to something...

sometimes

sometimes i wonder if.... people do really care about me, or do they just pretend to do so..

sometimes, i wonder if... people are what they seem to be, or are they just putting on a facade...

sometimes, i wonder if... people do really want to see me succeed, or do they secretly wanna see me fail...

sometimes, i wonder if... people actually hate me, when they pretend to act otherwise...

sometimes, i wonder if... i am going the right path or am i screwing myself upside down with my decisions...

sometimes, i wonder if... all the effort i put into current affairs are actually worth it...

sometimes, i wonder if... God will ever grant me true love...

sometimes, i think about... my future, the person i am going to become and the kind of life i'll be leading...


indeed, the end of a levels isnt exactly howi pictured it to be, at this point of time at least. people are rarely online, occupied with their own affairs, too bored up to the point of inactivity... i've drawn up a whole list of activities that i'd love to fulfil during the hols, but at the moment, accomplishing all of them seems like a daunting chore.


wells, at least there's sheesha to look forward to one of these days before prom. i really need to get matters off my chest, and start life anew. too much depression is killing every cell in me that makes me happy.


i need to be happy. the A's are over damn it....

i'm a drebar.

prom preps

spent the whole dae shopping for my prom stuffs after i went to school to verify my school graduatin certificate todae. decided to give shopping trip with the gals a miss coz we're all lookin for different stuffs anyways, and i dont want my mission to buy as much things as possible to be hindered by the frequent trips to the gal shops which totally haf nuthin in store for me. and im kinda fussy when it comes to the clothes im gg to adorn, and how comfortable i am with them. and i am willing to walk in and out out of shops many many times just to make sure that something is REALLY the thing that i want and i won't regret having bought it. went with my cousin instead, rather impulsively. rendez-voused with them only for a short while at the arcade after i've spent hours at marina square, before i made my way to town to get more stuffs. up to this point, i've got everything under control, cept for my shirt, which i've reserved but have yet to collect and my hair (what color? what hairstyle? what l----e----n----g----t-----h?)






whatever i have, i won't reveal it to anyone outside the confines of my house, i HOPE i can stick by this promise. it's all in that bag... take note, i didnt buy EVERYTHING from topman. just chucked everything in there coz the bag was BIGG enuff)

erp? bus lanes? give way?

PEOPLE. on a much more positive note, i have passed my BASIC THEORY TEST FOR DRIVING. YEA! now i'm just awaiting my FINAL THEORY TEST, before i can hit the roads BABY! hahahahah...... i'm gonna be a driver, and real SOON! this is exciting coz i've been lookin forward to this experience ever since i was 6, when my eldest sister first got her experience of driving when she was just 17. now, i am 18... 12 years later, and i'm about to drive tooooo..... that leaves only mum, being the only one in the family who can't drive then. not my fault coz i did try to persuade her to take the BTT with me. stubborn she is.....

it's funny how much time pple haf..

i really hate it when people start having pre-conceived notions of who i am and how i am as a person. you don't even know me, yet why the HELL do you start formulating all these kinds of stupid assumptions bout me. what? on the pretext of color? race? YOU dont even FUCKING know me. Piss off. i don't really care. i don't even know you. why shud i give a fuck about what you think of me. seriously, i do not even know you. you should be embarrassed for having this kind of mindset, for seriously, i dont even know you. why do i keep repeating this phrase?? coz seriously. I DO NOT EVEN FUCKING KNOW YOU! crapbag...... haha. funny how some people are just so free to think bout such things. get a life....


"WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME?" i pity u coz u're just too free.... saddening indeed! perhaps u should try yoga. it's quite therapeutic....

i need to stop smiling......

the END OF THE A LEVELS calls for celebrations. let's enjoy people while we still can. before the much-dreaded call to serve the country is wrung.

much to do, yet so little time. 48 days exactly for me to squeeze in all of the enjoyment that i could possibly have. so little time. i've got no breaks. but hey, at least there's something else to look forward to now. the 8 month break before university admission. oh i'm going to haf so much fun then. but for now, i shall just have to make do with this 48 days that i have before my duties as a firefighter (I hope) commences.

let me see. what's there to do??? that countless number of outings that're gonna take place, cycling trips. the videos. Oh and not forgetting prom, and the post prom stuffs... and lagi... Sentosa. and. oh oh Malaysia X 3. Please God. let me enjoy myself in this short period of time. and at the same time, let me get good grades for A levels. i do not want my efforts these past 2 years to amount to nothing.

my confidence level = ZERO! ok perhaps. a bit more than that lah. but still. the results are very much dreaded. i hope a local university'd accept me. and i hope it's the one that i want. my NS enlistment was already much of a shock to me. i hope that the uni i'd get into is one that i've been planning to enter all my JC life.... no more shocks, PLEASE!

instead of relaxing now, i;ve gotta study for something. DANG, im so stupid!

POST A LEVELS

• PROM


• east coast


• sentosa


• MALAYSIAN TRIPS times 3.


• cycling round island


• movie nites


• going "places"


• shopping for loads of stuffs


• emoing in front of the computer every night


• CLASSS VIDEO

good videos to relieve stress..

my subject combination for a levels.

1. GENERALly sucky PAPER.
2. MATHEMoronATICS
3. BIOhmygodLOGY
4. CHEMISTupidRY
5. LITEcrapTURE
6. PROJECT so much WORK
7. FRENwtfareutalkingabout?isitreallyfrenchasinfrenchlanguageoradistortedversionofit?CH
8. GEOGRAPHuckY. (tentatively in 2008 if all goes well)

on a much much more lighter note, i did get a few laughs from these videos...

Hari Raya with the immediate family

SELAMAT HARI RAYA PUASA 2007

(pics of the immediate family)

first family + 1 shot

last family shot at home

yes. sis is back from Romania for the next 2 weeks.

one's half chinese. the other's half indian. truly singaporean.

cousin, "cousin", and me.