in my head : running man - a track

i can't really walk properly or feel my right calf now , but that's overshadowed by the immense sense of accomplishment i feel . who the fuck am i kidding . i'm so damm proud of my useless self ! hahaha . even though i finished it in twice the time it took for the fastest runner , i think i did A-W-E, S-O-M-E, awesome awesome , totally !


tying on the i.d. tag .


can you feel our excitement !


nike + joycelyn , jon and soho !




cause we're not so yee wei to think that we belong in zone 1 .




joycelyn said it reminded her of national day . hahaha . i agree .


i thought after running for so long my blurry vision misread the sign .


fuck no .


oh , jeff . you got that right !


ta-da , all completed !


the website said that the fastest runner from shanghai did it in 14 mins 42 secs . we think that's usain bolt's alias . hahaha .






the sign i took to remind myself of my awesome accomplishment !





poor jon , he had to forgo an awesome timing just to run with us . poor joycelyn who had a splintered shin . or is it shin splinter . kay , one of them . i wasn't poor thing at all . i just wanted to die . i still want to die . but i did it . YAY .


ps : if you haven't signed up for singapore day , sign up now !



xoxoxoxoxo ,
soho all run-ned out .

in my head : a little bit of carla , a little bit of garbage and a spot of ram jam .

i woke up early today , determined to get a move on my morphology assignment . i worked at it for a total of 58 minutes before my head began hurting and the rattling doors began to scare me . i think i heard sam " come home " 6 times . so it was out with carla as i invited shirley manson onto my itunes and broke out my AA bodysuit to mess around in a " flashdance " moment .

ps: i'm warning that this post is really just about me . wait . what am i talking about . it's only about me and occassionally the people i'm with that appear on my blog . please don't read this post and then go around saying that i'm a narcissistic skanky whore . while i appreciate you telling people about who i truly am , what you need to do is ask yourself why you're so interested in me .

dopez : cause i know you have nothing better to do than blog stalk me ! it's okay , i do it to . : )


bodysuit : AA


denim cutoffs : antik denim
belt : mango
shoes : kate spade


socks : sportsgirl


my failed attempts at jumping


channelling the AA spirit ( if only they'd let fans submit pictures of themselves in their AA attire )


my many faces when i'm not talking to dopez .




tomorrow it is .










xoxoxoxo ,
soho

i dreamt that i was alone and you were gone . i hope it's not a sign we're breaking down again . buckle up , we're in for a bumpy ride . CMC does not assist with the strengthening of relationships at all .






xoxoxoxo ,
listless soho

in my head : little bit - lykke li

it can't be just me who thinks that photobucket's site is ridiculously cluttered right ? yesterday while at my desk doing STUFF (for lack of a better word) , i realised i have a lot of things to do . i have to pay my rental , pay my electricity bill , pay my internet bill , do my cmc assignment , my medcomm presentation and my morphology assignment . STAB STAB STAB ME PLEASE . suddenly my past 4 weeks of school disappeared and i'm in my fifth week . WHERE DID THEY ALL GO ? i should be rushing to grab library books from baillieu , but i feel so overwhelmed .

anyway here goes my outfit for yesterday : to counter the monday blues , i had on a topshop tee underneath a bettina liano rose printed tank, accompanied by my dries-like skirt and new shoes ! other than the annoying fat bitch in black who kept glaring at me from her seat , it was a pretty awesome day .

NB : please ignore my face , it was at odds with the way i was feeling . : )


tee : topshop
tank : bettina liano
skirt : camberwell
shoes : wittner
cardigan : mango
belt : supre
scarf : mama


so you can see the print !


because the sun was so bright i was squinting .


isn't it amazing how i didn't flash my panties AT ALL . HAHAHAHAHA .


and then because the lift took so long to come , i snapped real quickly .


spring is almost here !


@ lecture ; irritating fat bitch to my left .










it's shaping up to be a bleah day .




xoxoxoxoxo ,
soho on a ledge , waiting to jump .

in my head : eye of the tiger - scorpion

you're probably wondering why i'm listening to that battle song . i'm making a valiant effort to psyche myself up for the week ahead . i successfully pushed myself to complete the necessary readings for this week and realised that i have an assignment due next week . i haven't told you ( but i am now , so just go with me on this one and read on ) but it's a reflection on a wiki project . which means i have to participate , and i haven't been . OMFG . yes . so i am trying to convince myself ( at 9:43 am ) to go to school way earlier than i'm supposed to , to be kiasu and go to the library to look for all the books that i need for my other assignment ; which is also due in the next week or two . STAB ME NOW PLEASE .

over the weekend i found time to go to vic mart and camberwell ( wouldn't miss either for anything in the world ) : ) .


tee : dopez's CDG
hoodie : undefeated
head scarf : mama
specs : camberwell market
tights : victoria's secret
friend : jonography


messing around with the salad forks at our favourite kitchen store

* also notice i finally found the guts to wear my specs out ! and thank god no one stoned me to death .


my mom cared all this ( which is giant supermaket's entire premix section i think ) to my dad's friend to bring over to melbourne for me . what do they call it ? MU AI .

CAMBERWELL WAS AWESOME . : ) i bought kenzo jeans , $5 and a dries van noten looking skirt , $2 and the pre-req black + gold dress that i seem to have too many of , $12 . plus oodles of records , $1 each .


tee ( underneath slip ) : dopez's CDG
slip : shakuhachi
stockings : vintage dior
tweed jacket : vintage @ camberwell
shoes + bag : vintage @ camberwell



i know dopez is going to k i l l me because afterwards i accompanied the boys to dfo to look for a jacket and ended up buying the CUTEST shoes EVER . i only did cause i've had my eye on them for awhile now and they were on sale ! they're somewhat reminiscent of bata school shoe days . i lub them mucheroos . now all i need is the bata shoe whitening solution thing to protect it . anyone coming soon ?


wittner

for all the boys out there ( in particular , mine ! ) :









off to school !






wish me luck !


xoxoxoxoxo ,
soho off to geekiness !

in my head : far away blues - joe purdy

it's soon to be that time of the month which totally sucks when there's no one to manja you . my sleep schedule has been all haywire because there was that one time where i stayed up to wait for dopez to finish work at the gym to talk to him . anyway , now i just end up sleeping at three in the morning and waking up at eleven or twelve in the morn . now it wouldn't be so bad EXCEPT i've got NINE A.M. classes . i am really REALLY pissed off because this is the first time this semester i've missed my classes . mind you , it wasn't just class ; it was class-ES . PLURAL AFFIXATION OKAY .

the weather is so disgusting . the rain makes me want to burrow into my really warm comforter and never wake up . it makes me fall asleep after reading 5 pages of television in the family circle . oh please , would you stop . i've got errands to run today !

but last night was goood . G-O-O-O-O-O-D . : D . kenneth turned 21 on tuesday ( BTW i forgot totally to wish him on my blog but i did it on facebook ! ) and last night we took the long drive out in to suburbia heaven - hopper's crossing . we stuffed our already fat faces with much needed home cooked goodness courtesy of kenneth's mama.


megan , kenneth's sister and future olympic gymnast ! she can do splits with diapers on !


we spent like 2 hours playing with her non-stop and in the process worked up a disgusting appetite . this girl does not know the meaning of STOP .


xiao fei would love to pinch those cheeks .




family . eh wait . no .


ah , family . : )


the cake that sam and i lovingly assembled - cherry chocolate sponge cake !



unfortunately my photos didn't turn out that well cause of the low lighting and blah blah blah . hopefully sam got better ones which i will grab from her just as soon as she submits her assignment .


louboutin . ferragamo . burberry

i want these ON TOP of the burberry studded platforms ( which i can't find ANYWHERE in my size ) . OMG . net-a-porter is having an additional 20% off their sale items ! i spent the whole of last night combing their US and international site and adding stuff to " my shopping basket " that of course would NEVER happen . i spent something like £1,300 on 5 pairs of shoes that would normally cost 3 or 4 times the price ! why , oh , why . i wonder if my mom can be convinced to surrender the credit card for my birthday : )




should i go out ?




xoxoxoxo ,
soho

there is no way to deal with this .


msn isn't a solution . everything gets misread on msn . msn is a communication nightmare borne from the deepest pits of hell .


and it all goes to shit in the end , doesn't it .





xoxoxoxoxo ,
soho , on behalf of everyone

in my head : fool's gold - adrienne peirce

everyone and everything is breaking down all around me .

relationships on their own are never easy , so it isn't completely off base to assume that long distance relationships are even harder . there is no way to ever be prepared for the fights that seem to manifest out of nothing . everything is magnified a million times over when you're apart ; and when you throw in the stress from work / assignment deadlines / finances / etc. , you get a cesspool of never ending conundrums that would faze even the most seasoned relationship pros .

like i've said many times before : i'm no pro when it comes to relationships . but i take a look at everyone and everything around me and it seems like everyone is getting distracted by the " now " . sure it isn't working " now " , but weren't there always times when it wasn't working ?

look , we all get distracted . it's either someone / something new or the incessant problems that seem to crop up in your relationship always at the wrong time . he's never going to have enough time to talk to you . he's always going to say something stupid . he's never always going to see your point of view . he's stupid . he's argumentative . but he also loves you . he always listens to you when there's no one else who will . he's the one who tells you that it's going to be alright . he makes you laugh . he's yours .




i think everyone needs to go watch julie delpy's 2 days in paris or just go read what i quoted . i think you'll all get it then .



xoxoxoxo ,
soho a bit saddened by what is going on around her .

in my head : night rocker - the chalets

i haven't done much this week . i just feel like sitting at home and editing photos on photoshop because there's so much you can do . besides , i want to master xiaxue's amazing skills ( she can photoshop fake eyelashes which is damm super good please ! ) . EXCEPT i don't have any photos to edit at all . why is it whenever i have photos to edit , i procrastinate . i think it's because i am positively daunted by the sheer number of pictorials that sometimes exist in my camera sometimes . : | therefore , all i have to offer are of my bleah outfits , taken out in the bleah weather , along the streets in bleah melbourne .


my outfit today was officially inspired by dopez and his rolled up jeans .

layered tanks : supre
cardigan : mango
skinny belt : mango
bag : mango
rolled up pants : bettina liano
pumps : steve madden


focus now .


just because i had a hop in my step today .


because we goof off sometimes and look really really ugly !


i think i will drag samantha lee out one day when the weather is a bit chirpier to take some photos . this pimple in the middle of my head is making me sad .


to the scumballasswipesquidgutspig (who's NOW a distant relative of the bastardchildsonofsatan who stole my wallet ) : there's more to life than just getting high you dipwad .







xoxoxoxo ,
soho feeling pretty . HAHAHAHAHA .