while you sleep and your face is calm , do you realise i've faded away ?
you're right there and i can feel you breathe .




the night breathes comfort and the silence weaves a sense of unease .
will i be forgotten this easily ?


xoxoxoxo ,
soho

in my head : psapp

seventeenth // february

it's been an eventful week starting last sunday yo . popiah , cake , alcohol , cards , brilliant night at the pad .


wrap those up dolls .


otah in a popiah .


ready.set.glo


smack that hard .


my boys .

nineteenth // february


yammi yoghurt. cdg.recess.ps i love you


come one , come all .

twentieth // february


zoooooouk !


dance those blues away .


drink / kiss / play h a r d .
* shout out to al : hope you had fun !


threesomes of the best kind .

twentyfirst // february


dinner with the fiz .

twentysecond // february


alone time .








.: sex on my legs :.


i want these so badly you have no idea . ktz leggings @ 320 . i need them bad .



one of the better nights .

in my head : anyone else but you - michael cera + ellen page

cobrasnake - the parties , the people , the clothes . i love it all . we're never going to be as cool as those folks , but that's not going to stop us from trying is it ? throw on those pimpin' threads and cosy on down to the coolest spots in town !

fourteenth // february


lunch , kenny rogers


dinner , angsana avenue

fifteenth // february


cha cha cha , holland v


margaritas !


fajitas , stews , burrrrrrrritos


cause we rockin' the house


me : kow ! take picture !
kow : don't want ! i hide .


happy birthday gerald !


guess who !


kopitiam is where it's at .


knock it back .


accented .


since we're all members . .


d.i.y.


pussy power


the age old debate - is black or white cooler .


i spy with my little eyes .


bunnies ; not quite playboy standards but i say we're pretty damm fine .


ho in hoh .








ask him what he's pointing at !


just like old times .







what did y o u do this weekend ?


xoxoxoxoxoxo ,
a bored soho + dopez

in my head : in the deep - bird york

since he isn't replying msn , text or call , i guess he's either angry/asleep/stupid ( the way boys are stupid ) . i added the last one to make myself feel better . here's what i've been up to :


gambling !


at kow's place


where we got all excited when gerald pulled this one


which turned out to be that .


at melvin's


don't be fooled by ivan's pensiveness , sad to say it didn't really do much for him that night .


what we did get was - a triple seven ; 4 ban lucks with one deck of cards . amazing i tell you .


trekked to cine and ann siang hill to pick up l.s's valentine's day present .


primary school memories .

truth be told , i hate valentine's day . it's just another day that creates undue pressure to impress and surprise . no matter how much i tell myself to expect nothing ( because i've learnt that surprises are over-rated , can result in much unpleasantness and can turn into a highly awkward situation ) , whenever i do get nothing or am not surprised , i inevitably still end up disappointed .

i don't really enjoy fancy dinners because i don't know how to appreciate something that is from an animal or would have turned into an animal if we didn't harvest them as young and sell them for ridiculous amounts of mony just for human consumption . i don't enjoy receiving flowers because they just die on you despite your best attempts at keeping them alive in jars of water . i don't know the proper etiquette on receiving jewellery because i pretty much have only 3 pieces that i really wear and treasure .

i really don't think i was cut out for valentine's day .

as far as i can remember , my best valentine's day memories involved no boys , just a couple of smashing girlfriends looking their very best - things really were so much simpler then . this year it'll be off to a rather weird start - he's got class and a work meeting which will take up pretty much half the day ; the girls all have their respective other halves . since i still haven't succeeded in programming the body to wake up after nine , looks like i'll be spending the first half of valentine's day alone and at home watching ellen and for better or for worse ( i really can't get enough ) .

then again , i've got a boy who loves me and treats me like royalty EVERYDAY ( well , the days when i'm not ranting on the blog anyway ) so i'm pretty sure that i can deal without him for the first half of the day ; girls who love their boys almost as much as i do so i think i can forgive them for wanting to show a little love to their significant others .

besides , there's no way in hell this valentine's day can be as bad as last year's .











for that alone i am ecstatic beyond belief : )

xoxoxoxoxo ,
soho
* you guys will just have to wait to see what i got for valentine's day . AWESOME .

in my head : one and only - timbaland feat. fall out boy

ah , chinese new year ; the only time of the year we get paid for doing absolutely nothing . we fend off questions about marriage and children and spend entire nights attempting to boost the red packet collections . ah , there really is nothing like chinese new year , eh ?

.: day one :.


if you haven't already seen it in full glory , i present to you my chinese new year 2008 outfit


white room ( top ), col : ( belt ) , topshop ( skirt ) + givenchy ( shoes )


papa says : pose girls !


it's a mess .


xiao fei stuck her hand in the cookie jar .


find me near the food .


the long lost relatives : lucas as the drunken uncle + xiao fei as the scandalous supermodel cousin


reunion dinner two


elizabeth ;


runs away from me .


the crew - aunty limbert back from france : )


papa says : quick take a picture of team work * scrambles in / away 2 seconds before / later . -_-


my absolute favourite - yu sheng


for prosperity and luck and good health and awesome grades and whatever else you can think of .


brandon + the suckling pig .


happy new year from the hans , the choos , the hos + the jins .


bleah : brandon isn't digging the dessert - gula melaka + sago + coconut milk .



after dinner entertainment - elizabeth , brandon , ey ey .

.: day two :.


the hos @ leeden park .


of to . .


chi hua hua .





it's great to be home , even if it's about to end .


xoxoxoxo ,
soho + the family .