My new twin!!! :)

RanDomZZZ....

well... there has been toooo many things happening lately... i am going literally crazy... :P
i joined french classes in Alliance and its sooo cool!!! i made really cool and sweet friends :Taufeeq, Akshaya and Suvisesh... we have been having like too much fun!!! one day we all we these really nice friends.... nt to citi center... the three of them and me and beryl... omg!!! the gaming part was real fun :) the first time i am doing things lke that... and oh yeah my results have come... and i got like 72% which is sooo low!!! i know... was depressed for a while...but kinda got over it!!! i have joined a college called DMI engineering college... don't know how the college is gonna be... and stuff!!! omg!!! wat if i get ragged?!?!? i soo dont know wat i am gonna do... and i dont have many salwars but the dress code is that!! now i have to go shopping!!! phew!!! (i know iis weird being a girl... but i don't like shopping :P ) well... Gj has come back frm Europe... and still hsn't called... its been two days... hope things are fine with him!! haven't been talking much lately to anyone!!! the blabber mouth is kinda shut up (well... atleast for a while...)

my parents... they sooo ont know how to handle children.. wen i become a mother i soo wouldnt be like my mum.. wouldnt do the mistakes she did with me... and i wouldnt marry someone like my dad!!! they were comparing me to the othes when my marks came out!!! i got soo damn irritated... seriously... i so dont wanna be anther person... just myself!!! :) and the way i am... i love myself... the talkative and funny... and bookworm (with novels... duh!!! :P ) lol... so yeah... its just that they want me to be brilliant and i am sooo not!!! and dont want to be... :)
Bye... gotta go for dinner!!!
-gjd-

Sheeba and me the best teachers anyone would find!!! :)

My birthday is exactly one week away!!! 

i just can't wait... counting down days!!! :)

my brother deepak shares my bday with me...

 though many people think it is cool... 

i don't!!! anyway... we enjoy it together though...

 my dad has found a good way to finish off with one bday party... ;)  

saving money... 

-gjd-

Sometimes you just have to let go...

eventhough you think that 

it will be the last thing you can do...

Everything happens for good...

someday you will happy of the hard decision

you made...

But never wanted to...

-gjd-

I wait for you...

hoping...

someday you will UnDeRsTaNd me...

much better... 

suddenly why is it all u...

and not me?!?

sometimes this lonliness just kills!!!

and I want you to know...

I still LoVe you...

-gjd-

Another one of david's work!!! he is the best!!! 

This picture was taken by my brother David and he is the creator of this wonderful picture!!! 

i love it...!!! awesome picture!!! love you bro!!! :* :)

He does ROCK...!!!! and who agrees with me?!?

15th april, 2009

today is divya's birthday!!! my sboa friend!!! i am missing madjas a lot!!! :( those days were awesome... i can never forget those moments of laughter and happiness i shared with them... :) anu calls in the morning and is wishing me happy birthday!!! am like wat?!? and i make it clear to her dat twas divya's bday not mine!!! and she is somehow convinced... and we decided to see who is gonna wish her first... apparently i WON!!!! 

so... um yeah... there hasn't been much going on here... except that gj has gone to Europe... and is enjoying it there... and he keeps irritating me that he is going to france... i so wanna go to france... tis one of my dreams... one day i will and then he wil know... hmm... he managed to call up yday wen i was at saj's house... so yeah he sed the temperature was like 20 degrees and wen he wore his jacket ppl looked at him one way cause... twas supposed to be summer!!! am like wat?!? cos in chennai where i live... the temperature now is 40 degrees.... which is extremely hot!!! and today wen i came out of the shower i was sweating!!! thats how hot it is!!! extreme climate!!! i so dont like it!!! 

did i tell you that i am going to be a vbs teacher?!? i so cant wait!!! last year me and sheeba together were handling a begginer class... twas so much fun!!! i can never forget those days!!! we even won the first place in the class inspection!!! the kids in our class were SoOoOoO... xtremely... CUTE!!!! God was the only reason we eon though... without him anything is ImPoSsIbLe... :) 

Easter at home was nice!!! saj and swe came over... deborah and family... sekhar periappah... duggy uncle... mum made mutton biriyani!!! twas awesome...!!! she is the best cook in the world... though i have never told her so ;) i love her...!!! she is the best..!!! though wen she comes home in the evening today i am going to be banged!!! since i dint do any of the work she told me to do... :) 

deepak has his last exam today... and will be back in an hour.. i guess... me,saj,swe,deep and rahul are planning to have a big party tomorrow... to celebrate FrEeDoM!!!! will tell you all about it!!! as soon as it is over ok..?!? 

thats all for now update u wid more stuff later... byie...

-gjd-

CANDY & CAKES!!! The things i love to eat!!! :) these pictures are so sweet isn't it?!?

HAPPY EASTER!!!!

Jesus has risen... 

one of the reasons the whole world is celebrating...

he is the only one who can give us the eternal joy and happiness!!! 

that we are longing for...

For me he is my best friend!!! A

nd I manage to tell him everything... 

Know him and you will see your life change... 

take this test and find out how much you know me!!!

Create your own Friend Test here

The Most Beautiful Princess!!!

2nd April,2009

hmmm… holidays hasn’t been as exciting as I thot… but yeah things have been pretty good… atleast I have two useless ppl for company… one is beryl and the other is gj… though saj has exams he has been able to squeeze some time to talk on the fone… so me,gj nd saj are having conferences on the fone now and then… and oh yeah swe has scool… she started yesterday… we were all irritating her to the core…  wat els do u tink we are worth of…

so… um… one news is that I coloured my hair!!!! Streaked it red actually… ppl around me haven’t been complaining so I guess it looks good… the next is that I bought new contact lens… trust me it is not the least bit interesting… seriously… I am practically crying everytime I put it on… I kno some ppl like deep,saj and gj are enjoying the fact that I’m crying… that gj is telling on the fone tht he wish he was here to take a picture of me crying… nd the lens is doing smething that he can’t tseems… ppl around are so evil!!! Deep is worse he went to facebook nd commented that he loves and enjoys watching me cry… God save me!!! That’s probably the only thing I will praying for everyday…

so yeah… am kinda rushing now… today is sahana’s b’day… and so I hve to get ready and go… will get bak and tell you more stuff!!! I wished saj for his exam today… I msgd gj but he hasn’t replied guess tht sleepy head is still sleeping… JoBlEsS!!! (In my tone :P) okie… g2g… byie…

-gjd-

U & Me!!!

i wish you were here right beside me...

hold my hands and look into my eyes...

 full of love... a smile on your lips...

holding me close to say i'm yours...

kissing me soft to say you love me...

playing with my hair to say i'm beautiful...

hugging me tight to say you miss me...

standing so close that you can breathe my breath...

looking into my eyes to say i'm the one...

dancing around with me to say i'm everything to you...

sitting so close to me to say i mean a lot to you...

i know this would happen some day...

and wen i does i would be the happiest i will EVER be...

-gjd-  

looking at things perfectly...

missing you!!!

LoVe My LoRd!!!

24th march 2009

today was one of those not so boring days!!! yup... i was reading my book and was so into it... it is so interesting... though a few of my silly frends like berry,sneh,gj and lucky dont think so... who cares?!? they are jus jealous... wow i dunno how i come up with these stuff... am brilliant... no need to comment on that world known truth... lol... so oh yeah its roshni's bday and she is turning sixteen!!! cant belev my sister has grown so old... me and her have become real close the last time she came here... wich was during the christmas hols... we had gr8 fun... we slept only at 2 everynite... and always sed gud mrng  before we slept... lol... miss her loads... was chatting wid her in the noon...

 and she was telling about her bday bash nxt weekend... she is making everyone dress up in something or someone staring with the letter r for roshni... and wen she told gj this... he decided to wear his reebok t shirt and shoes... cos he cant dress in anything freaky... especially since he is hostel... lol... he is such a... *no comments* so oh yeah...i continued reading my book wich was so interesting... and tring! tring! my phone rang... i so dint wana pick it up... but since my dad cudnt stand my ringtone... i apparantly had to... and twas mounitha... god!!! i was in no mood for the fone.. unfortunately... i kinda wasted 20mins... i began to miss my book so much... wen i told it to her... she began to react like the above mentioned freaks!!! whom i cal friends... dont get offeded guys... u still are my best friends... 

then i went into the bedroom to irritate deepak... wich is my most favourite pastime... apparantly he hates my book as well :( how can he... not that i cared... mum and dad arrived tada! and mum started her lecure about cleaning my book shelf... she has been desperatly wanting me to clean it... but i havnt and she rages bout it everyday... had dinner and prayed... then i contd wid my book... at 10 30 my dad went of to sleep... i was up till 11 and my mum comes out of the room to tell me to go to bed... i so dint want to... but i went... couldnt sleep... was thinking of wat wud happen nxt in the story... jus then my fone vibrates under my pillow... 

i had a msg from gj... who was apparantly jobless... to ask me if i was awake... and wanted me to call so i got up from my bed and came out of the room... careful not to wake my parents up... and called... he told hi... i sed hang on... cos i thot my mum woke up... but she dint... wen i peeped at my fone the line got cut... i tried again but twas switched off... then i went to bed again... after 20mins he called again... and sed he called to say bye... people are so funny... called to say bye... how cool!!! unforunately there was no charge in his fone so yeah... 

i so felt like reading my book... but i knew i wud by kicked by my mum... so i decided not to... 

i went and lay on my bed next to deepak... i had no idea why deep was stroking my hair but anyway... in the middle of the nite he sat up straight and shouted "DIVYA!" and slept again... that sounded so funny to me that i started laughing silently.... he got so irritated that he started shouting... he was like "are you mad?!? are you mad?!?" i was laughing my lungs out... i seriously dint kno why i was laughin so hard... then i was too tired to even think of anything... and so i slept... hugging my pillow tight... :)

-gjd-

missing you loads!!!

you're the one who makes me draw those stupid hearts in my book...

love makes life beautiful!!!

nice one!!!

23rd march 2009

today is sneha's bday!!! wished her in the morning at 6... though she was half asleep lol... was online the whole morning... chatting wid a few sboa friends... and oh yeah at around 12 in the noon left to go to connexions...beryl finished singing with her mike and joined me and esh at connexions...  me,eshu,sana and berry planned to buy a gift 4 sneha and pick up benita since she finished nly today and give the gift to sneha... so yeah we managed to buy a card and a showpiece... twas nyc!!! i bought the book which ive been wanting to read for years... memoirs of geisha... guess that was the best thing dat happened all day... we dropped the gift off at sneha's place and we all went to marry brown... kavya joined us... twas fun... the bedjks group also came after a while... we had some burger and french fries... and left... 

i waited for lakiya... and after she came the both of us went to arun ice creams... and had some ice cream them we went to see maths miss... we were talking to her for like an hour or so... and then we left... we walked through the park and walked till blue star and the somehow reached home... i was so excited about the book that i forgot i was tired... i was reading it for like an hour... then had dinner and watched some tv... prayed and then continued to read my book... till around 11 45... i went and lay on my bed and gj called at 12... i came out and was talking for half an hour... about school exams and stuff... wen i started about my book he got so irritated... i cant belev how ppl can live without books... bcos i so can't!!! was txting sneha a lil earlier and she sed the same thing... oh yeah.. his science exam is on 28th of this month so wished him luck... then we were talking about jus random stuff... since tomorrow is roshni's bday.. he asked me to wish her... and i went to bed... that book was so awesome... i was thinking about it and then slipped into sleep... 

 gjd

You’re the one my heart longs for…

 Everything I do reminds me of you

Every time I think it is about you

Every word I say is about you

You are my everything…

Thinking of you

Smiling secretly

Wishing you were here

Beside me

To say you love me…

 I don’t think of you always…

I think of you only when my heart beats…

samson.serena.deborah.deepak.david.divya

(the cousin picture!!! though a few of them are missing...)

roshni and me... my best cousin on earth!!! miss you loads rosh...

deborah.deepak.me 

me.mercy.anu.ashu

miss u guys a lot!!!

beryl.me.anisah.sahana.christa

anisah.Mrs.beena.beryl.me.christa.sahana

                                              benita.eshu.sahana.beryl.me.anisah.deborah

Miss u…

Sitting by the window

Watching the rain outside

Thinking of the past

Sheding a tear

Wishing you were here

Right beside me…

Just as you were

Sometime ago…

     When you are beside me

The whole world looks BeAuTiFuL…

  Thinking of you

Smiling secretly

Wishing you were here

Beside me

To say you love me…

 -gjd-

      UNEXPRESSIBLE FEELINGS

I can feel joy leaping in my heart

When I look into your eyes…

I lose myself when I look at your smile…

I cannot control myself from looking at you

When you silently pass by…

I hesitantly talk to you cause I know not what to speak…

I look at you from the corner of my eye

Secretly wishing you would look at me…

But when you do I act like I don’t know you…

I watch your dark black hair cover your eye

And I wish I could come and blow it away…

But I am not sure whether I can stand the sparkle in your eye…

I look at your lips which are dark and dusky

And wish you would kiss me someday…

I wish to place my hand on your chest

And hear it beating in my name…

I lie down in my bed

Thinking of you lying beside me…

Which comforts me and makes me feel happy…

I walk beside your footprints

Wishing someday we will walk together hand in hand…

                                                          - gjd 

22nd march 2009

today wasnt dat bad... i went to church in the morning... was leading singing in sunday skl.... twas fun.. i met my boyfriend... ;) yup... his name is sam... he is damn cute!!! and he is 4 yrs old... hehehe... shocked eh?!? i love kids to the core... they are relli cute!!! cant wait to take vbs this year... i will be a beginner class teacher along wid my friend and we get to hang out with a bunch of cute kids... isnt that cool... i jus cant wait... 

    um... and yeah... gj hasnt been calling for a while... since he got caught up wid skl... that nerd... probably studying science and forgot me... :( am his best friend... (not that he cares though!!) oh yeah!!! he sent some chocolates for me... actually not some... a lot... i dont eat much of chocolates but he is a chocoholic!!! seriously... 

   sajiv and swetha dropped in today... was chatting wid them for a while... was in the opp flat from 5 to 5 30 in the eve... listening to some misic... cos my hous was so noisy... 

   i sent a mail to gj...not that he will be able to see it... but let him after his exams.. it is like a routin for me to talk to him... that is why... beryl called... we were talking for a while... about  sneha's bday wich is tomorrow... 

i was writnig some poems as well... will write them down later...

will update mor stuff later...

am really hungry now and gotta go.. so byie!!!

gjd

                    my best friend beryl... gonna miss her loads... especially since school is over... :(
                                             we are so alike... in everything we do... 

20th march 2009

today has been really boring!!! supposed to be the first day of my holidays... but am not really enjoying it... have been online all day. not knowing wat to do... i cant belev i have finished my schooling though... feels like i jus enterd school... most importantly there is no television... apparantly i am going CRAZY!!!

 in the morning me and beryl  decided that we must waste time... we tried sleeping late... but woke up at seven itself... plan 1:failed... we tried goin online and wasting time... but the internet stopped working!!! no tv either...

can anything else go wrong we thot?!? so we finally decided to eat and sleep... 

i violated her orders and opened this blog!!! 

oh wait!! i forgot to introduce the few other important people... my dog fluffy is the cutest dog in the world...  my brother the most irritating human in the world... my best friend as well... my other best friend gerrit(gj)... rite now he is writing his exams and is stuck in the hostel... so yeah.. he finishes by 30th of this month... then there is sajiv... who called me this afternoon and was talking for an hour... he lives down the road... he jus entered my house... he enjoys irritating me just like gj.... then comes swetha... me and her go a long way bak... about 8 years of friendship... 

she hasnt been showing up much lately wonder why?!? 

my parents... yup.. the people i am most grateful to in this world... i love them a lot... and i thank God for giving me such great parents...most of all i love my lord....he is my best friend... closer to me than anyone els... i tell him everything about me... everyday.... i know jesus and i am happy about it...

hmm... g2g... will update later...

gjd