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Heyyz eeu 2!!
haha.
i've finally lyk
found time to
blog here.
haha.

how's eeu 2
been dis while?
haha.
sorry havent exactly
been very free
or around
these days.
haha.

eeu guys wana
n0e whart.
thanks to all
eeur encouragement
and everyting.
my walk with
God has
become much
closer.
haha.

oh wells.
i'll go update
my other blog.
it's been spammed
and all that
rubbish and
nonsensey.

haha.
see eeu all.
taKkire yaA!!
*// ButTerfLy -- wHeEee~!

Anonymous zipped by @ 6:31 PM

Went for BB Juniors today. Something Albert Wong said made me reflect a little. its interesting as what he says seldom does. hmm..

will a man rob God? Malachi something:something.

God was angry with the people then becos they were witholding their tides and offerings from him, something like that.. so much so that He wanted to exact His wrath on them.

Maybe we are all stealing from God sometimes without actually knowing it. It does not necessarily have to be in the form of monetary possessions. Whenever we hesitate to praise Him wholeheartedly. Whenever we decide not to pray at night when we're too tired. Whenever we decide to take a break from QT for one night. WE ARE ROBBING GOD - OF HIS TIME WITH US.

isn't it true? just as a father of a newborn child loves to hear from his son, so does our Father in heaven. whenever we deny Him an opportunity to speak to us, we are in a way robbing Him.

but the second part of Malachi is equally important.

If we give back all that He deserves, He will bless us with more than what we can imagine. He will pour COUNTLESS BLESSINGS on us. All we need to do is repent.

Halleighlujah.
Amen.

Anonymous zipped by @ 10:45 PM

i keep falling down
and God keeps telling me
"it's ok. pick yourself up, and carry on"

but then a few days later,
maybe a month at most,
im back again.

at the gallows,
ready to be hanged for my sin,
then He comes by again,
without a moment's hesitation,
lets me free.

why..
for a wretch like me?
why..
did You send YOUR son to die for me?
why..
do you keep forgiving me?
why..
do you keep loving me?

i feel so guilty.
and i know i shouldnt

yet.
i feel i don't deserve His grace.

Anonymous zipped by @ 6:07 PM

A Better Offer, by Alan Smith

During the wedding rehearsal, the groom approached the preacher with an unusual offer.

"Look, I'll give you $100 if you'll change the wedding vows. When you get to me and the part where I'm to promise to 'love, honor and cherish' and 'forsaking all others, be faithful to her forever,' I'd appreciate it if you'd just leave that part out."

He passed the minister a $100 bill and walked away satisfied.

It was the day of the wedding, and the bride and groom moved to that part of the ceremony where the vows are exchanged. When it came time for the groom's vows, the preacher looked the young man in the eye and said:

"Will you promise to prostrate yourself before her, obey her every command and wish, serve her breakfast in bed every morning of your life and vow eternally before God and your lovely wife that you will not ever even look at another woman, as long as you both shall live?"

The groom gulped and looked around, and said in a tiny voice, "Yes."

The groom leaned toward the preacher and hissed: "I thought we had a deal."

The preacher put the $100 bill into his hand and whispered back: "She made me a much better offer."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

yea, ok. thats a funny story. but let's just pause for a moment to ponder about how this lesson may apply in our daily lives.

From day to day, we receive many offers from Satan -- we call them"temptations." Sometimes we're offered financial reward. At othertimes, we offered pleasure or self-gratification.

All these offers may seem appealing unless we realize that God has made us a much better offer.

"Be faithful until death, and I will give you the crown of life. ... He who overcomes shall not be hurt by the second death." (Revelation 2:10-11)

If temptation seems to make you an offer today, I recommend you holdout for a better offer from God!

Anonymous zipped by @ 4:19 PM

Heyyz.
guess wort.
i got an
anti joanna
friendster
account now.
whoa.

*// ButTerfLy -- whoa.

Anonymous zipped by @ 2:27 AM

heyyz.wana noe wad.
my post got
deleted TWICE
thanks to my
MSN explorer
closing by itself
b4 i could publish.
so this is my
third tym
i'm typing out
my post again.
[piss-e-fying]

[haha]
but anyhows,
i'm back
not just in person
but also in
personality.
[grinz]
my last post
was..
well..
depressing..
[hehe]
yes yes.
but i'm over it.
thanks eeu 2 for
all the
encouraging
and everithing!!
really appreciate it!!
[hugz]

So..
i totally pigged out
at home today.
Slept from 11pm to 5:30pm.
[haha]
am i pro,
or am i pro.
[heez!!]

Anyway,
i'll see eeu 2
in church 2mr yea?
[hee]
takkire Kor/Mei.
[lolx]

*//ButTerfLy -- wHeEeE~!

Anonymous zipped by @ 8:28 PM

heya..
missed me???
haha
sorrie for not posting..
haven't been posting much at my own either.
twice this week.
well anyway, i'm gonna post about how i pissed off a teacher who pissed me off today.

my class had pe with the upper sec ppl today so one of the dance senoirs told me to go ask one of the sec2 girls what her surname was..prolly for some admin stuff..
so i went to 2d which was beside my class..
it was really noisy.. ppl were sitting in groups and there were a few ppl in front of the calss leading the rest of the class in cheering or sthg.. really had no idea what they were doing but it was really noisy.. and disorderly.. like there was no teacher...
so anyway, i didn't want to enter the class so i stood behind the class room door and asked the closest girl what erica's surname was..
she said she didn't know..
[how can you not know!]
i asked her to help ask..
but she said she couldn't.... cause[obviously she was busy doing sthg with the class. what cheering thing]
so then i asked another friend..
he didn't know either..
hopeless.
so i just stupidly shouted in and asked for erica's surname.. hahahaha
then the class stared at me..
"the teacher's in class" i heard someone say
i looked in and i saw chen bin rong(last year's chinese teacher) camouflaged among the student.. she was sitting down beside a student and what's more.. wearing WHITE.
so OBVIOUSLY i didn't see her.. who would have expected a noisy class with completely NO SENSE of order to have a teacher??
"opps! sorry!"
"ni you she me shi ma?"
"may i speak to erica?"
"ni you she me shi ma?"
she asked again.. i thought she didn't hear me.
"may i speak to erica?"
"wo shuo- ni you she me shi ma??"
then i suddenly realised that she wanted me to speak in chinese..
stupid teacher..
stupid stupid stupid.
she KNOWS my chinses SUCKS la..
taught me last year.. no excuse not to know wad..
so i carefully and slowly spoke word for word in chinese..
some ppl laughed.. prolly cause i spoke so slowly that it could have seemed like i was making fun of her.
stupid.
seriously.
cause you know what she said next?
"xu yao xian zai zhao ma?"
i couldn't believe it la.. made me speak in chinese in front of a WHOLE class and most of whom i don't KNOW and then indirectly tell me that i can't see her.
fine la.
"oh sorry" then i walked off.
stupid teacher.
sucks leh she.
graduated from NANYANG GIRLS" HIGH.. SURELY dunno english
pian pian yao wo jiang hua yu.
wo bu xiang jiang zhen yang.
SIGH.
Lord please take this anger away....

the exact same teacher who to my ENGLISH teacher about me.

know what happened last year?
she made ppl stand up one by one and read the chinese text when she felt like it.
but on that fateful day, i was not in a good mood and suay suay she wanted someone to read the text.
i got saboed.. my head was throbbing la.. it was crazy.. i couldn't read at all..
i duno what got into me but i just slammed my file on the table and said" i can't read"
then the whole class became quiet.
she lectured me but still i had to reAd in the end.
she's a frickin teacher.
i know i was too much la.. and i didn't blame her for telling me off..
but who would have guessed that she'd tell ms sng about what happened.
who knows who else she told..

oh manx.. shucks.. i found out that ms sng knew cause one day ms sng told me to look for her..
then she talked to me and stuff and told me that my work wasn't improving, my math needed help, the incident with my chi cher, the cca thing. gosh. i was so stressed during that period.. so so stressed. she tried to make me tell her something.. became so flustered that i cried. argh. it was crazy. i dunno.. but i'm quite glad it all happened cause that period of time was an important part of the big picture that god was painting for me. it was quite a big picture that took a whole year to paint.

owell.. that's quite a long post.
shall end here.
see you two this sunday.
=)

elisa zipped by @ 11:59 PM

Off to Toa Payoh stadium,
swimming finals again.
will we be crowned the champions
for all 3 divisions again?

A div'
B div'
C div'

Champions we are.
AC, AC, all the way!
Let's prove wad we've got to raffles!
~

All our hopes shattered like a mirror which had fallen to the ground.C div was disappointing.Our rivals proved too much for them.

A div'?yesyesyeswe'reOWNINGthem!yesyesyesonemorepersonomgomgomgsomefaggotiscatchingupcomeoncomeoncomeon!NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!1:38:121:39:57sososo close.. sigh.
B div' clinched the title.but...its not the same..

our hearts, our hopes, our aims, are ONE.
no discord e're will sever.

'Good job Raffles!
'good sports, we were.
congratulated them on their victory.
but did we realli mean it?

disappointment...

Anonymous zipped by @ 7:21 PM

was supposed to post everydae for this week, but.. haha.

b4 i forget, take a look at the following link if u want. symposium movie. copyrighted miLK and co. pte ltd. haha. wadeva:
http://s21.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=2Z5OVIQYL2M5I0P9NHZITU14Q8

week was crazy but fun, with symposium and all. we had great fun. take a look at the movie. do i nid to say more?

friday was esp boring, with a whole day of presentations.. haha. but after that i followed asher back to ACSj to see 12J. going to help our there as often as possible. see of my time permits. anyway, met wong soong hung again. talked to him awhile. taught the juniors drill for awhile, lets just say it WAS an experience. but b4 i was done, mr wong brot me to see regina tan. and from then on i just talked to her, talked to her, talked to her. haha. uber long time la. got loads of catching up to do? haha. oh well. it was nice. she INSTRUCTED me to go for the NOMAD carnival. was told there would be a special something for me at her stall. haha.

saturday had GoH training at police academy together with the 49ers. quite mad, i must say.. with our different timings and all for drill? haha. result? pandemonium. well. maybe thats an exaggeration, but lets just say it took us a well to get used to each other.

*side note: our marching PWNS them!! dun be to proud of 49th!! haha.*

was kinda exhausted after that. 5 hours+ of drill in blazing sun isnt fun.. +(

then its sunday. wads there to say? u all were dere. haha.

thats the end of my not-so-short summary of my week. my dad's back from brunei for one week, for my bro's bdae. i havent even bot him anything yet. *oops*. haha. going for dinner at new park hotel tonite. all u can eat teochew buffet. yumyum. *burps*

Anonymous zipped by @ 4:38 PM

realised that if i didnt get down to writing this post, i would NEVER get it out. haha. crazee amount of stuff to research on, write hypotheses etc..

hmm okayys. . .

we had this briefing in the CPA like while the year1s were having REW. supposed to ensure that we had an EVEN better understanding of wad was gonna happen later in the day, but if you ask me, they were just looking of an excuse to keep us occupied until the year1s were released..

then we finally entered the audi. at...

*sorri for the interruption. bro just gave me an ice cream.. gimme 3 mins..*
*yumyum.. ok..*

0900 or so, to have the key-note address by kishore mahbubani.. (HAH. i spelt his name right. take that! haha. ok. so anyways...) was realli interesting la his speech. it wasnt those drony kinds of ppl who dun have much substance in the first place and are basically there to bore us to DEATH, but those given by an INTELLECTUAL person, who offered insightful and thought-provoking information. hmm. yeah. it must have been realli great if it came from me. im normally darn critical of speeches. haha. there was Q&A after that, which made it even more enriching, until some bugger sec1 asked a whole lot of stoopid questions, like "what do you think about this phrase: 'RI alma maters rule singapore, but ACS boys own singapore?'" i onli have one thing to say. omgwtf gg no re?! crazee la. he just had to spoil the whole thing... sigh.

the problem was the colloquium later on. its like, ahhhh.. tay kheng soon, k chatterjea, and some sociologist was there. haha. it gets kinda hard to stay awake during such things. exchange of ideas, exchange of ideas. it kind of reaches a stage when EVERYONE gets irritated by the same thing being repeated over and over. the first part was interesting. thats about it. haha. the Q&As lost their appeal. haha. lets just say they were each knowledgeable in their own fields, but lets just say you cant tell an architecture professor "give me a BRIEF idea about archi.".. you're asking for trouble. hahahah.

ok la. enuf rattling about the symposium. it was a whole day of talks, wad did u expect? haha. i left around 1300 to have a 75 mins lunch break!!! haha. then we left to science centre for a toptopsecret meeting with the IOC ppl!! hahhaa. im not jokin! haha. i realli was one of the few chosen to represent ACSi for the meeting with the IOC chaps like Beckham and the Blairs!!

haha. we stood around for a great deal of time, being briefed about the severity of this matter, explaining why our handphones needed to be confiscated until it was over- you know, the works. after a longlong while, the fellas came. onli Beckham and Tony/Cherie Blair la. but good enuf. haha.

but they were being shuttled around the exhibits so fast, the mob of photographers just mobbed them la. and we onli managed to shake their hands, talk to them briefly etc. NO PHOTOS/AUTOGRAPHS were allowed la. sadsadsad. but the british high commission's official photographers are supposed to give us copies of wadeva they took la. cos THEY invited us there. haha. hope they keep their word.

but nvm!! I GOT TO SHAKE THOSE 3 PEEPZ' HANDS!!! tralalalala! lakshman couldnt believe his ears when i told him beckham was dere lor.. hahahahaaaaa.

sian la. still so much work to do. got to hammer out a hypothesis for my geog field study, and do research on URA's warped/ingenious town planning for tomorrow's symposium. we're moving around spore to critique new towns to write a report and presentation by friday la. hahahah. this is madness la. 2 days to collect info and produce a presentation/report? haha. like i said b4, im living in madness. haha. but i'll survive. just watch me!!! +)

Anonymous zipped by @ 9:02 PM

hey jo jo, orangemonk-chocolatetooth-elephantadmirer-wadevamouth-milkcow-bulldog..
hahaha..
okok..

jojo-
god is good all the time yeah..
everything happens for a reason rmb?
maybe we can talk this sunday or something..
tell us what's been going on and stuff..
cheer up yeah? =)))
come for drama!!

milk-
you still as bored and passionless and lethargic?
sat's anniv was quite good..
hmmm..
cd's working and i still think i did better than jimmyyyyyy!!!!!
whahaha.. okok..
woops..
turned out ok la ok?
and you still owe my sthg yellow!

kk.. that's enuff..
tc ppl!

elisa zipped by @ 3:13 PM

Hi Kor, Mei.

Anniv juz over huh.
was kinda funky yea?
Had loads of luffs.
-n0ds-

wad eEu may read here
may seem lyk
a total opposite
from wad eEu usually see
on my own blog..

I duno laa.
lately, in sch..
i've been shunned
from everione..

Anyone
who doesnt think i'm
irritating and a
show-off,
thinks that i'm too
meddlesom.

Gimmi the truth guys.
Am i??
i dont know myself anymore.

i dont know
WHAT to change
HOW to change
and lastly
WHO to go to for help.

i'm stuck in a rut.
i dont know what to do.

Friends are...
backstabbers to me now.
i dont know who to trust.

*// ButTerfLy -- miserable.

Anonymous zipped by @ 2:05 AM