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Saturday, April 30, 2005

haiz. just finished studying for bio. i've FINALLY finished the stoooooopid 7 chapters. should i feel happy? no. cos i onli finished chinese and bio so far. 2 subjects down. out of wad?

LaA/LaB - dun realli nid to study. *whew*
C Maths - hmm..
Physics - DIE
Chemistry - need to mug the last chapter on calculations. damn CONFUSING.
Geography - dun mug = DIE
IHS - should i study? its source based onli mah.. hmm

so lets say i dun study for La, dun study for IHS, dun study for C Maths, i still have 3 ULTRA long subjects to go. and of course, that's if i even wanna take the risk of not studying Maths and IHS... :s

wad to do?! die la. wait.. is this a long weekend i see? Mayday holiday? mugging time manx. seriously. i can't afford to slack anymore liao.

i realli feel like reporting "mayday mayday".. dun gettit? nvm. im not in the mood to make jokes now anyway. sighz.
 
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Monday, April 25, 2005

damn pissed now. stupid tagboard. went down globally, then after i thought all was lost, and sent out "distress tags" to all my friends, an hour later, everything came back on. messed with my blog template again, took me a long long time to sort it out again. still some anomalies, but its mostly fine now. sigh..

anyway, skool today was, how should i put it - weird today. haha. i somehow kinda enjoyed myself today! haha. at least i had a better idea of what in the world TSK was toking abt during bio, and all the lessons went rather well. LaB i got 19/25 for my essay la, the one everyone was doing badly for. haha. i feel so great! *yays*.

but CyberAC was quite screwed up today. omg la. while we were playing, 3 assholes entered w/o permission/paying, and started pissing me and clement off by distracting us in the game. fak la. i controlled myself. i tot there was no point in getting all flared up cos of them. there was not much point also mah. these ppl are "notorious" in the skool, sec3 level at least. haha. no point getting involved with them. wanna play then play la. let gh3ylord deal with you when he comes down and finds u playing. hah. i wanna see you handle him (or should i say her? (;)

Little did we suspect that, when gh3ylord came down, he was angry with US, and not with THEM!! omg la. he was like "why did u even let them in?" and "why didn't you chase them out?" fak la. he lectured us for like 30 mins, then told us to leave the CyberAC. no more playing. just like that. what is this man. he's supporting the ppl who caused the prob in the first place. he trusts them more than his OWN club members. wad is this world coming to? this sounds like what's going on in mom's ****** too. distrust of your own ppl. what is this manx. Fine. wanna see how you can survive. NONE of us support u la. u have established SUCH a great rapport with us man. Good luck. World Cyber Games? hah.

oh my.. i shouldnt be sounding so vengeful. i should relax and calm down man. such negative feelings arent healthy. forgive and forget. live and let live.. must really learn to apply that. hmm.
 
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Sunday, April 24, 2005

sigh. Just brought myself to get out of bed. SSO concert was really boring la. Should have stayed home and ponned the damn thing instead of forcing myself to go even though i was sick and frickin tired. soooo not worth it la. I ended up half dead at the end of it. Now finally feeling better after 12+ hours of sleep. Sighh. Gonna start mugging now. EXAMS ARE JUST AROUND THE CORNER...

omg la. here i go again.. depressing all you ppl who come to read my PATHETIC blog. :(

byes. (*Woof*)
 
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Friday, April 22, 2005

sitting in library AGAIN. with nothing to do except study. Heh. who am i kidding. haha. SUPPOSED to study, but i havent yet. haha, DIEEEEEE.

Got SSO concert tonight at esplanade = SLEEPFEST. lol. oh well. this is what you get when u FORCE students to go for such rubbish. hehe. what a waste of a good friday afternoon. :(
 
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sigh.. blogging in Library now. haha. supposed to have IHS lesson, then dunno why suddenly decided to let us go library. oh well. We're gonna waste the whole period away. nothing else to do except slack here. no homework to copy, no book to study. what else is there to do? All our stuff are in class, and Tim lim is having a tutorial now so we cant go in. SIAN.. I REFUSE TO STUDY IHS.

this post is STUPID. chris is standing beside me laughing at me. I don't blame him. this IS dumb. But im just posting for the sake of posting.

Chris- where to get the doggie pencil case??
Me- Wait till your birthday in 4 months time, patience is a virtue
Chris strangles me. I die. lol.

OH YES btw... im selling these customised bands for charity. you get to choose whatever you want written on them, and the colour of the bands. damn kewl right? yes i noe. wadeva... just buy them from me. its for charity. not me. get that into your NAMHSKAL.
~end of advertisement~

Chris- i want pink and purple! and tie dies! lets go retro! FEEL THE LOVE, DAWG.
Me- BAM!! now CHRIS dies...
 
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Blogging in CyberAC now. exam stress is realli getting into me. although i havent started mugging yet. better start soon... BETTER START SOON!!! omg. i keep saying that without actually sticking to it la. better pray for perseverance and sheer determination. haiz.

NAPFA test round 2 was today, we did shuttle run and sit-ups. haiz. damn suck la. im soo frickin unfit. haha. shuttle run my timing was 10.4sec, and i onli managed to do like 40 sit-ups la. Wad is this man. Oh well, at least these 2 are Bs, quite amazing cos i din use to do so well. haha. but i tot i was capable of more.

Actually, come to think of it, why am i getting so concerned over wad i get for these two items? i dun think i managed to score a B for my run, probably a C at most, and im gonna fail one of the other items im taking this thurs anyway. it always happens like this. You do well for most of the subjects, and u fail one. ONE!! and u fail all. sighz. i fail different subjects every year. quite funny if u think abt it. haha. This year, i think i'll fail CHIN-UPS. haha, yes. Chin-ups.. no longer the slacky inclined pull-ups. haha. DIE.

Oh well. im gonna be grateful for whatever i got today, and give thanks to God. W/O Him, im sure i would not have scored half of what i did today. If it's His will, i'll continue to perform this well on thurs. maybe for the first time in Kenneth history, i'll pass due to my OWN merit!! no retests, no retries, ALL BY MYSELF! hahahahahaha. dr3am on miLK..

ok.. gonna start on my chinese i think. haha, hope i can finish most of it by today. then i'll have one less subject to worry abt. lol
 
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Monday, April 18, 2005

Heyheyz! Yes I'm blogging again. Dunno how much time this will cost me budden.. haha.

BB activities have been suspended for exams liao, but BS is still being held, with study parades held after that. I attended the BS yesterday, even though I knew I had a tight schedule. I had to go to Dinesh's house to plan the script, make the props for the Romeo n Juliet recording later in the afternoon. Haha. But I still insisted on going for BS. I felt that God still deserved my time, and no one or nothing was more important than Him.

As it turns out, it wasn't really BIBLE STUDY perse, but more of a discussion about GAC. It began with Nehemiah, when we studied how he reacted to opposition in building the wall, and we applied it to the planning of GAC. There were many unseen problems which were present, which many of us did not realize. The main concern was that the guild system would break up our cohort's unity, which was important, not onli for GAC, but also when we became Admin. In order not to have a repeat of the segregation of our Seniors' batch, we had to think of ways to solve the problem – fast. We basically brainstormed on how the GAC should be held, an effective structure for the company appointments etc. It was still VERY God-centred, contrary to what you may think. There was NO way we could solve the GARGANTUAN problem which faced us, so we prayed continually for guidance throughout the discussion. At the end of it, we came up with several solutions, which although did not COMPLETELY solve the problem at hand, REDUCED it significantly. Praise the Lord.

I didn't stay for the Study Parade after that, and rushed straight to Dinesh's house. I reached Tanah Merah around 1215, and it was around 1300 when I finally reached his house. Stupid la. So deep in never get someone to pick us up. Then he got bike never bring one for me, make me run all the way there. Haha. I was dog tired by the time I ended up there. Aha. We also recced for a suitable place which could resemble a tomb. In the end, we only had 1 hour or so before the rest of the group came. We brainstormed on possible ways to make the script original, to not much avail. In the end, we settled for inserting the fight scene Sankaran wrote and just minor modifications here and there. Sian la. I think we'll fail the originality part.

Soon John arrived, and shortly after Dinesh fetched him Elisa called. Haha. SPORTING SPARKY who agreed to help me out. *muackz* love u loads. Haha. So we went to the park we decided on, and began filming.

I was useless la. Due to the SHORT notice given to me, I din noe whether I was to memorise Romeo's or Balthasar's lines. As a result, I had difficulty memorizing Romeo’s longlong speech at the opening of the scene. Haha.

How oft when men are at the point of deathHave they been merry! which their keepers callA lightning before death: O, how may ICall this a lightning? O my love! my wife!Death, that hath suck'd the honey of thy breath,Hath had no power yet upon thy beauty:Thou art not conquer'd; beauty's ensign yetIs crimson in thy lips and in thy cheeks,And death's pale flag is not advanced there.Tybalt, liest thou there in thy bloody sheet?O, what more favour can I do to thee,Than with that hand that cut thy youth in twainTo sunder his that was thine enemy?Forgive me, cousin! Ah, dear Juliet,Why art thou yet so fair? shall I believeThat unsubstantial death is amorous,And that the lean abhorred monster keepsThee here in dark to be his paramour?For fear of that, I still will stay with thee;And never from this palace of dim nightDepart again: here, here will I remainWith worms that are thy chamber-maids; O, hereWill I set up my everlasting rest,And shake the yoke of inauspicious starsFrom this world-wearied flesh. Eyes, look your last!Arms, take your last embrace! and, lips, O youThe doors of breath, seal with a righteous kissA dateless bargain to engrossing death!Come, bitter conduct, come, unsavoury guide!Thou desperate pilot, now at once run onThe dashing rocks thy sea-sick weary bark!Here's to my love!


We kept doing take after take la. First it was because sparks couldn’t resist laughing, then, I forgot my lines. Then it was John laughing in the background. Haha. We did it like 10 times I think. =X but elisa was good la. She more or less got the group together. Ha! Cos we were like playing a fool la. I have to admit, we would NEVER have completed the recording w/o her. Haha. Better stop, or someone will get big-headed. J

So we continued, with not much problems for Dinesh's/John's scene. John is a great dramatist man. Haa. He's so damn funny when he's acting. Haha. His false accent and all.

Then it came to the last part, where our great and fair Juliet finally has her lines. I think she was the best actor la, but I may have been biased, so dun feel too happy yet! Haha. But she wasn’t bad la. But we still did the scene a few takes.

What's here? a cup, closed in my true love's hand?Poison, I see, hath been his timeless end:O churl! drunk all, and left no friendly dropTo help me after? I will kiss thy lips;Haply some poison yet doth hang on them,To make die with a restorative.
Kisses him
Thy lips are warm.

No.. We DID NOT kiss. Haha. I know you SO wanted to la. But nvm, there will always be another chance. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. (She's so gonna kill me the next time she sees me la, but nvm.)

And this is my favourite part: "O happy dagger, this is thy sheath. There rust, and let me die." It was real fun saying the "O happy dagger" part with a semi-snarl/smile la, dunno how to describe, but u just needed to hear it. haha.

That was the last part of the recording. We brought back the props to Dinesh’s house, and later we went home. I walked Elisa like half her journey home, before it started raining, and I had to run back to the shelter of the MRT station. Had a real interesting conversation with her along the way back, too bad we couldn’t finish it cos of the rain?shy; boo the rain! Haha.

I ate my dinner late that night. Only ate around 9 cos I wasted hell long time waiting for ppl. Long story la. I dun wanna go into it, I’ll just say that I was EXTREMELY hungry cos I din eat breakfast and lunch that day. So I "gorged myself" at the food court. Haha.

Then I went back and slept.
The end

Haha
 
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