Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Finally decided

After crying for sooo many days now, I finally decided. Yesterday, I couldn't stand it anymore. All the tears, the misery and the missing and in the end I called my mom. I told her that I can't stand studying here anymore that I want to go home. I told her everything. How much I dislike the classes here, how I don't understand the people here and how I don't get the classes here. After telling her the whole story in between sobs, she finally said that she will discuss with my dad.

They called me through MSN that night and told me that I can come home anytime I want. That was one answer I had never anticipated. I had always thought that they would ask me to stay on, to continue or even scold me for causing them to spend so much money in sending me over here and then have me giving up.

I had thought of staying here for 1 semester, to give the life here a chance, but after going to class today, I realize that I can't do that. I can barely understand what the lecturer said although everyone seem to be understanding perfectly fine. The classes here are so boring, unlike the classes we had back at HELP. I have little friends and no one to turn to. Add on with the homesickness, that was the last straw. I tried envisioning myself, studying there for the rest of the semester but I can't. Everytime I think of forcing myself to go on with the semester, I find tears in my eyes. Going to lectures also bring tears to my eyes and I can't pay attention to the lecturer here and I did try doing that, but in the end I understood nothing.

I checked out the university fees refund and found that I can get a refund. I talked to my dad and he said, if I am feeling that bad I might as well just come back and continue to study in KL. He told me that the choice is mine and that he will support whatever I choose. So, I choose to return. I choose to go back to KL because I just cant stand things here anymore. Coming here for a holiday is alright, but staying here is just not for me.

I spoke to many people, and they all suggested that I stay for at least 1 sem. But the people whom matters to me most, my family, Michelle, my friends all said that if I can't take it there, just come back and I will be welcomed with open arms. I am very very lucky to have these people in my life. I am very very lucky to have them with me. And I am very very lucky to have these people forever supporting me in every decision I make.

So yes, I am going back to KL. I had wondered what people will say, but everyone told me that this is my life and I just shouldn't care what people will think. Only I know what is the best in my life.

Yes, I am going home.

I am finally going home...

Sunday, July 27, 2008

My poor eyes

Yes, my poor eyes. Today, I did nothing but cry. Yes, as in tears and mucus flowing down my face. For the WHOLE day. I thought that I am done crying in the morning when I finally gotten myself to stop after 2 hours, but somehow or rather, the smallest thing triggered it. Imagine this, Me going to toilet, and suddenly I cried. Bad rite?? and definitely weird!!

Writing a facebook message to Michelle was one of the desperate moves I have taken. I was feeling so bad this morning, that I wrote a message to her, asking her for help if she knows if there just anything at all I can do to lessen this. Somehow or rather, after so many years together, she is the one that I would always turn to when I have a problem.

The whole day, I tried to distract myself, by reading, by going online, by anything at all that I can do, but it's just not working. I was feeling so bad, that I didn't take lunch and in the end I nibbled on Pods and biscuits.

Talking to my long lost childhood friend whom I just met back on facebook, triggered everything again. I was crying when I was chatting with her online, but after some time, after some advice, I actually felt a little better. Maybe because she could relate to what I felt and is able to give me a little advice to me.

After talking to her, Michelle replied my message with an extreme long one. Reading it triggered my tears again, this time I cried because I was touched, reading the message that she wrote. She gave me encouragement, worried on my behalf and in a way, it gave me strenght to move on for at least another day. Knowing that she cares, that she loves me for who I am, that she will always be worried, that I will always be in her heart made things here seems a little better. And it also made me felt a little less lonely.

Then, I called and have a talked with her. She sounded a little solemn and I realize, like me, she too is missing me. We chatted about nonsensical stuff and I teared while talking to her. I tried to hide the fact that I am crying from her and I am not sure if she knew that I was crying. There was an akward silence over the phone where the both of us tried to control our own emotions and in the end, I had to put down the phone because it was just too overwhelming.

I just wondered, is it really possible for me to stay here?? is it going to be like this for the next 2 years? People kept telling me that it will pass soon enough, but will it?? How soon would be soon anyway??

Saturday, July 26, 2008

My latest creation


This is what I made after talking with my cousins. It made me feel a little nostalgic.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

I hate this

I hate this. I hate the fact that every morning when I wake up, the homesickness pang is the strongest. I hate the fact that I am separated from my family and friends. I hate the fact that for some reason, whenever I sit the bus, I would think of home. I hate the fact that whenever in classes, I would thought of the friends I have in HELP. I hate the fact that I am feeling so negative all the time.

I had tried, tried various ways to get these thoughts away from me, but somehow, it doesn't use to work like it does back home. I know everyone is worried about me - friends from KL, friends here, my family and my cousins. I tried, tried so hard, to keep myself occupied so that these thoughts won't come into my head, but they always sneak through my defenses.

For all my life, my life revolve around my family and friends, and now that I am here and they are no longer a call or a message away, it really made life harder. maybe, I am not suitable for studying abroad....

I am thinking about home, about my friends, I have no mood to study and I am not taking proper meals. Yes, I still eat, but somehow not as much as when I am in KL. What is happening to me?? I am at constant fight with my emotions, in the end who will win?? Me? or my tears??

I hate this....

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

My dinner

Today is my turn to cook dinner and I was feeling quite nervous about it since this is my first time cooking dinner and I want to make a good dinner that everyone enjoyed. Since Meat Nuggets with sauce is the only dish I vaguely know how to cook, I decided to cook that. Imagine my panic yesterday when I found out that there isn't any minced pork for sale at Coles yesterday. I called my mom using my Australian number twice and I was quite worried about the fact that in the end I had to settle for minced chicken instead of minced pork.

Since today we went to watch Batman at South Bank with Chong, we had dinner early. So, I started cooking at about 5.00 PM. Since this was the first time being in the kitchen and having to cook for so many people, Jeen helped me out. I really thought that something bad is going to happen like maybe having a burnt dinner or like my cousin say, burning the whole house down and stuff like that.

But in the end it just turned out quite good. Not as good as mom's but still good, according to the others. After cooking that Meat Nuggets with Sauce, I then cooked some vegetables. When I finished cooking, I then realized that I had forgotten to cook rice!! Although I was reminded by Jeen. Sigh, so all of us just sat around the table, waiting endlessly for the rice to cook.

Hoho! Imagine my surprise when everyone started telling me it smells nice and even taste nice too!! I thought that I cooked a little too much nuggets, but nontheless, the pot was polished clean by the girls. The even requested that I cook the same dish as next week!! Yay!! so yeah, that's what I think I am going to do for next week. I can't believe dinner turned out successful!!

Li Wen, the amateur chef

My dinner. What do you think?? does it look nice?

Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that I also went to Market Day at uni today. In the bus ride, I was experiencing one of my infamous emotional roller coaster but after reaching Market Day and splurging on things that I don't need, I felt a little better. Odd, shopping had never been therapeutic for me. Or maybe, I just don't do shopping in KL. Hmm...

Yeah, so I bought this treasure chest to put in my make ups, bought a winnie the pooh Hanky (it's too cute to resist), a book called 'Girls Night In' by various authors and a bracelet for my cousin. Imagine, I am already shopping for gifts to bring back for my family and friends. Haha, that's how much I want to go home.

Hm, I guess that all. checking in later!

bye! hugz

A tag from Christine.

(Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.)

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Before 30??

2. What is your most favorite thing to do?
Currently, it's to dream of a prince on a white horse coming to whisk me back to Malaysia

3. What is your favorite bubble tea flavor?
Chocolate Milk

4. If you have a best friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend?
I guess so. I mean, if the guy actually falls for my best friend then he's not the one rite?

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
For now?? To return home to KL and see All my friends and family members again.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
I can, if food, romance book and accommodation is provided

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my heart to someone unworthy

8. If you are on a holiday or studying abroad, what is the one thing you wish that could happen to you?
Falling in love?

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him?
If I have to make the first step, then I guess not.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Christine
1) She's fantastic!
2) She doesn't mind picking and dropping me off when we go out.
3) She has a gentle heart

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
romantic, patience, loving, caring, loyal to his family, is able to support me when I need him, love me for who I am and etc (all the other usual stuff)

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Errmmm, I haven't really hated someone before.

13. What is your ambition?
1) Getting my degree out??
2) Becoming a famous event manager?
3) Writing my own book?

14. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
Attitude and personality

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family and friends although some of us tend to take them for granted. You will not know how precious they are to you until you lose them.

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
my temper

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
Michelle Wong

18. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Hopefully married with a fabulous guy, with a kid or two, a pet and a fantastic career?? Am I asking too much?

19. Do you live to eat or eat to live?
Now that I don't really have the appetite to eat, I suppose it's eat to live.

20. Who are you going to tag for this?
1) Michelle
2) Dennis
3) Jasmine Cheah
4) Pei Ling
5) Sheu Quen
6) Cheryl

Monday, July 21, 2008

First day

Today was the first day of my first semester in the University of Queensland. The campus is huge, one could really exercise just by rushing for their classes if it's located at different ends of the campus. Going there for my first lesson with Sheu, I wasn't really scared or anything like that, just that I was feeling a little melancholy when I realize how similar the things are here with KL.

I went for my first lecture of the semester, the subject code is Comu 1030 and it's called communication skills. The lecture styles are similar to HELP, so it wasn't really intimidating. The only difference is that the class is filled with Mat Salleh and not the usual multiracial classes we would find in HELP.

I had the tutorial for the same subject on the same day. I had some really expensive Sushi in the campus and we lingered around for a while at the great court's field before Sheu thought it was too cold and we headed to into the building. While at the great court, I was suddenly hit with a pang of homesickness. It was much more horrible than the one I usually get and I had to fight real hard to stop the tears from coming. It's just weird, I have lots of people around me, including Sheu who was with me for the whole time, and yet I was feeling so lonely. I guess that's just one of the facts of life.

I attended the tutorial, feeling really depressed and our tutor came in. Unlike HELP, the tutors here are different people from the lecturers. He made up an ice-breaker for us to introduce ourself, and I think in that whole 45 minutes, the only words I said was to introduce myself. Hell, I was so feeling so horrible that I can't even remember what is the last movie that I had watched.

Sitting the bus home, I was just staring at the space, telling myself not to burst into tears. I went in to the house, spoke and watched a few minutes of Days of Our Lives with Cheryl before heading to my room and burst our crying. It was really, really bad. I tried all sort of ways to stop myself from crying but it never did work like before. When I was done, my whole handkerchief was wet. I fell asleep crying this afternoon.

After waking up, I went online and talked with my friends and family member. Everyone of them was telling me that the homesickness with go away soon enough and I won't even want to come back in November. For now, I couldn't even imagine myself staying her for the whole semester, what about for 2 years?? Talking to my friends and family made me realize the extend of how much I missed them. I missed the outing I had with friends, the suppers we had in my grandfather's house, the movie outings with my aunt and cousins, outings on thursdays with my college friends or even just a simple stayover. All in all, I miss them all.

I cried again, talking to them, and I know that in one way or another, they were trying to cheer me up. And in a way, it did. It was nice knowing that they cared, even when I thought that won't bother since they were so many of us leaving the country at once. And it did, in a way helped me calm down.

Before blogging, I went downstairs to help Sheu with her cooking and watching the two Sheu's working together to cook a dinner just sort of gave me a wake up call that in the future it would be me in the kitchen cooking and the prospect is just so daunting. No more cooking from mom and everything single thing will have to be done by my ownself.

Unable to take it anymore, I came upstairs after making sure that I am not needed and when I started blogging, I just burst into tears again. My eyelids hurts from wiping my tears away and I think I am making myself sick with all these thoughts of home, family and friends.

I am sick of feeling homesick...

I am sick of crying...

When will it stop?? Will it ever stop??

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Lone Pine

Waking up at 7.30 am today, at 8.30 am after a cup of Milo, me, Jeen, Sheu, Ching Yee and Cheryl went to a koala sanctuary. It's called Lone Pine, the Koala Sanctuary. This being the first time I went to somewhere in Brisbane without my bro or Rachel to bring us around so we were quite unsure about everything.

Fortunately, we arrived there in one piece and after paying the admission fee of AUD$19 for student rate with the show of a student card (thank goodness for the student card, it provides us discount for almost everything) and we went in!

There were various animals such as birds, wombats, wallabies, crocodiles, emu and etc animals, but the most common that could be found at almost everywhere was the Koala. WOW!! THAT'S why it's called the koala sanctuary. We saw the dog sheep show and even met another fellow Malaysian there. Since she was alone, we decided to hang out together and visit the whole place together. Turned out that she was an exchange student in the same university!

Yeah, I saw what was an emu and wombat since I have never heard of wombats and the only time I heard of emu was the emu jerky that I saw in Sydney airport. I managed to touch kangaroos which were super cute. There was the kangaroo feeding session but we didn't buy anything to feed it. Being Malaysian, we are just to stingy to spend on these things. So we would just go touch the kangaroo without any food since it's an open enclosure that anyone of everyone could go in. Once the kangaroo realizes that we don't have food, they would just hop away. With about 130 kangaroos in that really big enclosure, it gave us a lot of time and chance to touch the kangaroos.

We had lunch there and everyone had people to share food with except me again so in the end I ordered the crispy potato wedges with sweet chili and sour cream but the portion came out really big. I couldn't finish it and I had to recruit the others to help me finish it. In the end, we manged to finish it, YAY!! Since the potato wedges just came out from the wok, I was drinking quite a lot of water just to make sure that I don't get sore throat tomorrow. I had to get another bottle of water since I didn't have enough. And like all other tourist places, the prices there are higher than other places. I had to pay like AUD$3 for a bottle water. Sigh...

I was kind of looking forward to cuddling a koala, but it's stated there that you could only cuddle it if you take their photographing services and the cheapest is AUD$15. Since the price is so high and I am not sure when my dad will be transfering me more money, I didn't really want to waste it on something like this. I would rather keep that money to buy Acheron's book instead. But in the end, we still manage to touch the koala. it was so fluffy!! cheryl said that it reminded her of a floor mat!! how true!!

we left the sanctuary around 1 something and we managed to catch the correct bus to Indooroopilly mall for shopping. Throughout the busride, I was feeling sleepy and when I got down at the mall, I was suddenly feeling a little home sick again so I wasnt really in the good mood for shopping. Jeen and Ching Yee gotten down at the earlier stop so we had to wait for them at the entrance. We went to Indooroopilly mall because Sheu wanted to get the bag that Jeen have and she managed to get it. It looks really nice!!

After coming back, I took a short nap and then a bath. In the bathroom I was once again feeling a little down and fulfilled my tears quota for the day. By dinner time, after trying to call my friends in KL using the phone card but somehow or rather they are either not in or busy or won't pick up my call (had a little chat with Aunt Grace when I called Michelle) and I felt lots better. Maybe because of the connection I have with them and their connection with home. So, when it reached dinner time, I was quite alright. haha...

That's all for the day guys...

Sorry there wasn't pictures since my camera ran out of battery and i forget to charge it. For pictures, please visit Sheu Quen's facebook!! Hugz!

strong??

I had always thought that I am strong because I seldom cry, but somehow ever since coming over here, crying is seems to be what I do best. I kept on telling myself that I will be going home soon, semester will end in another 5 months, then I can go home, but after barely 2 weeks here, I can't stand it. I am already wishing that I could go home. This being the first time away from home just made it worse.

I don't know how I am going to survive here for even 1 semester, what about 2 years? I know everyone is worried about me especially my family and I told myself even if I have to cry through all 2 years just to complete the course, I would.

Everyone told me that this just a passing phase. But how long would this last? 1 month? 2 month??The whole semester and when I get back home for hols and here again for the next semester, would everything start again?? I would try to keep myself busy, away from thinking about it, but even while walking in the streets, I could just think about it and i would have to start blinking the tears away. It sucks, feeling so vulnerable. When will it end?

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

A Whole New Aquatic World

Today along with the rest of the people staying at the house, we boarded the trains and a bus to go to Sea World that is located in Gold Coast. It took us a few hours to get there, and we arrived there at about 10 something in the morning. The world opens only until 5pm, so that means we will have to utilize our time properly.

The ticket was about AUD$69 and my bro paid for my entrance fees :) The Sea World consist of well, water, aquatic animals, and several rides. We saw penguins, polar bears, dolphins, sharks, dugong and many other types of fishes. Here are some of the animals and other attractions that I found interesting.

I think this fish loves to lie. Else why the nose (or whatever you called it) looks like Pinocchio's nose when he lied??

The Dugongs. One of the main attractions of the World. One of them is called 'Pig'. Don't know which one though. Pig, come here pig!!

I think this is a pelican?? Look at his neck, can turn 180 Degree. Wish my neck could do the same too. The bird stinks though.

Ahoy Mate!~~ We shall sail HOME!! It's a pirate ship in Sea World which made me, Sheu and Cheryl go crazy.

There are lots more pictures that we took that day. It was fun although I personally think that it's a little tad over expensive. We saw a lot of animals and snapped really lots of pictures. Okay, why am I repeating myself again? Yeah, so if you want to go see my adventure, just go to facebook and check them out.

Throughout the day, I was feeling alright, since I was too fascinated by the animals and shows that I saw in Sea World. I was so tired after Sea World that throughout the way home I was dozing off.

Oh yeah, I have gotten a Aussie number and a new phone. Samsung SGH-F330. It's a touch pad phone and I think it's quite nice although I need some time to familiarize myself with the phone. If you want my number, just message me! haha, then you all can go give a phone call or a message is also alright! Oh yeah, the guy who did my phone number was like OMG!! So cute!! haha... *gush gush gush gush*!! :)


Sunday, July 13, 2008

homesick

Sheu, Rachel and my bro left to Gold Coast airport to pick Shue Jeen and Ching Yee up from the airport. Being all alone in the house allows my mind to wonder. I started thinking back of home and before long my eyes were all red and I definately had one of the worst cries ever.

I had been here only for a few days, and the situation has already been like this. The longest time I had been away from home is a night and after 1 night, I can't help but feeling melanchony. I went around doing stuff for the house with housework, and it work a little I guess, but it seems that had only depressed the feelings for a little while. I didn't really want to tell my mom, since she too had been trying to adapt to the fact that I am not home with her. I don't want her to worry. But listening to her talk make me yearn to be with her...

Being all alone in this room really make me think of the times my mom used to disturb me and how I would complain. It's not that I dislike her disturbing me, but it had been such a routine between the both of us that it had sort of became a game. I think back home, my mom too is going through the same thing as I am, that was what she told me. I brought books, ebooks, psp and I-pod and yet I have no interest in doing any of those things.

I miss home. I cant help but wonder, how am I going to cope with this for 2 years? Yes, I will be going back in december, but now, december seemed so far away. I wish time would pass faster, then I can go home and meet everyone again. Having my brother helped combat it a little, but not much. Even after getting off the laptop chatting with my mom, I could feel the tears are struggling to come out. My bro will be going home soon, so will things be worse then??

I feel like I had suddenly been forced to grow up, to grow independent. Maybe its because for all these while I have been coodled and had everything done for me and after 1 plane flight, I had to do everything for my self. This sux. I am having orientation tomorrow and I am seriously hoping that I can make some new friends and maybe the homesickness would lessen. But honestly, I really can't imagine myself staying here until december. for now.

I miss home...

But I can't go home, not until december.

So, I hope that at least the homesickness will go away.

Friday, July 11, 2008

Brissy!

here I am, sitting on the floor with the back hunched down typing out this post. I know, I know, I am suppose to be updating this like yesterday, but it's really not my fault!! Don't blame me, blame MAS!! Stupid airplane had to have some technical glitch. And the thing is, we were already moving to the departure lane to take off when they made an announcement, a U-turn and went into the garage. I mean, come on!! the airplane is carrying lives and you just suddenly detected the glitch minutes before take off? What if they did not detect the error and we went on flying?? Lives are involved!! so yeah, that made us delayed an hour.

Arriving at Sydney, we had to take down our bags since it's a transit flight. went through the usual check up procedures and then another announcement is made. Another glitch is detected. WHAT THE HELL??!! again?? sheesh, go change a new airplane la!!

In the end, instead of touching down at 10.45 we arrived at 12.30am! Yippie! NOT!! We couldn't really find the house so the taxi driver stopped us at a bus stop and Rachel came to pick us up. It was quite scary since the lights were quite dark and they was ABSOLUTELY no one around except for me and my brother. It reminds me of my fiction where a girl is lost and is afraid and suddenly her prince charming appeared. Mine didnt.... and my bro is definetely not MY prince charming. Maybe someone else one??? I donno...

Another thing, when my bro went to book tickets for the flight, they told him that they are fully booked. And yet, there is a empty seat beside me. So yeah, my bro and I took up 3 seats instead of 2. It was quite comfortable. Since I had little sleep the night before since Derrick dropped by the night before at 12 something bearing Ramli Burgers as peace offering (the peace offering worked. :) ) as he is suppose to come earlier. We chatted and watched TV and he left at 3 to go play poker. I woke up at 5.30am to go to the airport and even then I messaged him and he is still awake. He definately has his clock upside down.

Finally arrving at my new home, I settled down as comfortably as I could for the night and chatted with Sheu. And suddenly.... there was this knocking on the wall. I knew it was the neighbour that Sheu always talked about in her blog. the neighbour goes banging on the wall at night when we talked or laughed or giggled and yesterday we were whispering!! We ignored her and the buzzer starting going off. My bro and Rachel who was downstairs was freaked out since it sounded as if someone pressed the buzzer and won't let go. It was definately scary since this being my first night here and all. She did that 3 times!! WTH!! We didn't dare to open the door since she's being so scary and all. Come on lady, we were whispering. Not even talking. Sheesh. Sheu had to repeat herself because me and Nigel (she was skype-ing him) couldn't hear Sheu and the lady could?? What? She has super hearing?? Anyway, gotta see what she does tonight.

I went to bed around 3 am, and woke up around 10 today to go to University of Queensland to settle my student stuff and bank account. turns out that I can only get my student ID tomorrow and since tomorrow we are going to get my furnitures ie Bed, bookrack, table, end table etc, I think I can go collect my student ID on monday when I follow Sheu and the rest to Uni. I think I am skipping orientation since they say it's totally useless.... Hmm, have to see how first.

Yeah, today I went to the city with Rachel and my bro with the intention of opening a phone line, but somehow there was some event with them that is giving out free I-phones (the queue is soooo long, didn't bother to queue) so we didn't get my phone number. Instead, I gotten a printer, a hair dryer and a adapter for the M'sian plugs.

Then me, sheu and Cheryl (my other housemate that has the same interest with me, Yay!!) went to Coles to get some stuff for cooking. Sheu and Cheryl did the food shopping since they had to cook soon. I tagged along to get a body wash. Bought a Palmolive Body Foam Milk and Olive smell which I think is quite nice. I also gotten a eclipse sweet and a chiller bag so that in the future when I go shopping I can bring it to put food inside! haha...

Rachel cooked dinner today, sausages, eggs and brocolli. The fire alarm went off which scared me for a moment but after sheu explain what it was, I was like, Okay!! :)

I guess that's about it for the day. checking in again soon.

Hugs to all my friends!!

15 random stuff about me, curtesy of Mae Sau

RULES: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!

1) The smoke alarm just went off because Rachel was cooking sausages for dinner.
2) I sweat although it's winter and the wind is blowing.
3) I am extremely scared of lizard. Thanks to the 2 somewhat traumatic experience with them.
4) We all think that our neighbour is some crazy insomniac lady who has nothing to do but knock on walls although we were only whispering.
5) I found a friend that shared my interest in reading romance books.
6) I was suppose to say 'blonde hair and blue eyes' but somehow I always say 'blonde eyes and blue hair'. It turning into a habit.
7) When I was younger, I cried because I had to sleep in the dark. But last night, I slept without the lights on and everything is alright.
8) I am talking to my cousin online. Something which I seldom do.
9) Sheu is sleeping and I am suppose to wake her up at 6.30pm
10) I have no idea what to cook for dinner when it's my turn.
11) I am a very messy person. Just look at my room. But I am determined to do my part here and clean up my stuff.
12) It's 6 pm here and it's already dark. I keep on thinking it's already very late at night.
13) I have no idea what is daylight savings all about
14) When I go make my bank account, they called me 'Limli'. Weird!!
15) I feel like I am having a vacation in Brisbane and I will be going back to M'sia and get to see my friends and family again. Hmmm...