Dear Diary

Gone For Too Long

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Quote Of The Day:

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's whywe call it the present

Ok. I know it's been more than a year since I updated this blog. But It was a busy year, with preparing for the Big O. Studying took a toll and I needed my beauty sleep. And I was too lazy to update. School was just stressful so the rest of my time had to be spent resting. Which I sort of regret now. I should have spent more time studying instead of complaining about the work. Now iI'm so freaked out for my results and I had a nightmare that my L1R5 was 30 so I'm majorly freaked out. My sis says if I can't make it into Junior College, I should retake the O's. They don't want me to go to Poly.

The worst thing about the results is that it's coming out just before my birthday. If it isnt good enough, say bye bye to birthday presents and celebrations. And Chinese New Year has to be 2 days after my birthday too. All my freakin relatives are soooo going to pester me about my results. Of course it doesnt help that I have smart relatives. And both my godbrother and godsister got into VJC, although it was a long time ago for my godsister. It should be harder to get in now. And of course friggin smart Ben just had to get in. I'm not sure about Oli, I never really bothered to ask him. And just thinking about the results get me nervous and scared. I know I didn't put in as much effort as I should have.

I really want to go to CJC. It's not the best school out there but it's still very good. I mean, they actually raised the L1R5 to 10 points this year and that would mean that I have a high chance of not getting in since my grades havent exactly been the best. Great. Just Great.

I wish I didnt have any smart cousins or whatsoever. It makes things so much easier. Much Much easier. At least I could say "Oh, At least i have a better aggregate." But obviously I cant compare to them since they're TOO smart. Oh gosh. I can't keep thinking about this. Think About... Click 5. Yeah! Click 5. I can't believe I didnt post about them. Thanks to my most awesomest Darling Andrea, I actually met them in person. She won a pair of tickets for a tea session and she took me with her. There were only 3o people. We spent about $600 to buy gifts though. That was seriously ... I can't believe I spent that much on them. If i had saved up, I could have spent it in Bangkok. Ok. But i did spent alot there. About $500. The shopping was just too good. But the trip was painfully extended since the airport closed down. My father spent about few thousand dollars just to fly us back home. We had to take a mini bus to Phuket which lasted 16 hours and we waited for another 5 hours in the airport. But my attention was on this really cute guy with a pillow and a totally cute clueless look. We talked a bit since he was so confused. I think he was stranded in Bangkok too. He probably was about 20 over years old. And i'm hoping the girl by his side was his sister and not his girlfriend. She was seriously pretty but she had this mean look on her face. My maid said i was too obsessed with that guy cause i kept looking for him. I saw him a total of 3 times. Once in the Phuket airport, another in the plane, and lastly in Singapore.

I missed Andrea's birthday too. which made me quite bummed since Jane didnt even celebrate it with her. I dont get Jane's parents but then again, I dont even get MY own parents. My mum bought Bingo recently. I thought it was a game that old people play but I was so wrong. It's actually so fun esp. the part you spin the bally thingy and the ball with the number comes out. It's quite exciting!

I think that's all I can write today. I still have to do some GAIAing and I just came back from the gym.

Au Revoir

Till Next Time.

You know you love me

XOXO

Gossip Girl

Sorry, I couldn't resist doing that.

I LOVE YOU 11:41 PM

Friday, October 12, 2007

Poem Of The Day:

Written with a pen

Sealed with a kiss

If you are my friend

Please answer this:

Are we friends or are we not?

You told me once but I forgot

So tell me now and tell me true

So I can say I am here for you

Of all the friends I’ve ever met

You're the ones I won't forget

And if I die before you do

I'll go to heaven

And wait for you

Gosh!!!! I just realised I havent updated the damn blog for so long!! But seriously lar, there's nothing much to write these day. I'm bored to death on a rainy day. We're a little pissed at Jane for bailing out on us and our traditional after exam movie marathon. Even the stupid mushroom head never break our movie marathon. Jane is officially labeled Bangsalicious. So so so pissed off at her. And Muttons never read out my dedication!!!! So mean!!! Stupid Muttons. Anyway that Jane ar, she only cannot go out with us. That day we called her, she's not even at home lar!!! Liar liar pants on fire. I bet she purposely like that one. Maybe too broke to go out or something. Jane, if you really lie to us, you'll be struck by lightning and.. and.. and.. Joseph won't ever like you anymore.

So.......... My parents not bring me anywhere this year. Lke WTF???? My mum is going to Shanghai with my father and Thailand with my sister. Me???? No where!!! Seriously pissed off at them. Still think I'm ok with staying at home. This is the first time I ever stayed in Singapore the entire year!!!! What if they decide to bail out on me again next year??? I'll kick their asses if they do that again. And, they owe me a very big hongbao during chinese new year!!! I'm going to keep at least a few hundred bucks from chinese new year cause I'm so broke now. and the hundred dollars in my piggybank that I saved for my annual end-of-year trip is like .... Save up for nothing!!! could have spent it on other stuff. Like concerts, maybe I'll force them to buy me MCR tics. I SOOOOOOO want to see MCR!!! Anybody going for MCR? Maybe can try go Linkin Park oso but MCR more impt. I should plan a sleepover when they're gone and I'll smash the house. Can have a party.... Ask my sis help me organise a party and totally mess up the house. Can invite I dunno? People.

Sighs. How saddening. Oh well.... Nevermind, at least Coco will accompany. And I'll rent movies like the notebook, stay alive, fantastic 4, dunno lar.... I'm running out of stuff to write. Wotever.

Off to eat an apple.

I LOVE YOU 2:44 PM

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

Quote of the day: Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you.True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Ok, so I was going to post about Live Earth but i cant remember everything since i was soooooo lazy to post. Today's main focus is going to be about me and HOW I WON A PAIR OF HARRY POTTER GALA PREMIERE TICS!!!! But anyway, still.... I stayed up till so late to watch it, then the rest were recorded. I remember watching Snow Patrol then I slept soon after. My mum was recording her fashion show stuff and we kept having to change the channels. Like what the hell lar!! Rihanna was the worst of all i think. She had soooo many and everytime there was an advertisement, my mum would record and i would be upstairs watching live earth which meant that i was running up and down the whole time. At least i recorded Fall Out Boy and Enrique. Enrique was so cute lar!!! I love it when he wears his white hoodies, which is alot of times. He looks drop dead gorgeous in a white hoodie!!! Pete looked... compared to him. BUT ONLY ON THAT DAY!!! Pete didnt have enough confidence so basically yeah. He went like 'we'll get this over with so the other big bands can perform" like wth? And they played 2 songs only. At least Enrique had about 4, but he didnt sing do you know so that was sad. And the thing is that I havent even finish watching all the performances. like akon, who was an idiot. He took off his shirt... like who wants to see his bod? its not that great. And he was sweating like hell. So it's like whatever.... And vanessa messaged me at around 6 am in the morning. That was the first time i didnt like Enrique's voice. Why did i have to make my message tone so loud anyway? It was horrible!!! Then i watched live earth for a while and went back to sleep. Basically yah.

HARRY POTTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY WON THE TICKETS TO HARRY POTTER!!! THE MOVIE WAS QUITE COOL BUT DAVID YATES, THAT'S HIS NAME RIGHT? ANYWAY YAH, THAT GUY SUCKED!!! HE'S LIKE... THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE BEST HARRY POTTER MOVIE AND THE LONGEST SINCE ITS SO GODAMN LONG-700 OVER PAGES BUT HE MADE IT INTO SUCH A SHORT MOVIE. SO ANDREA WAS THE LUCKY PERSON THAT WENT ALONG WITH ME!!! IT'S KINDA SAD THAT WE DIDN'T SEE ANY GREAT CELEBRITIES THERE. BUT I WAS GIGGLY THE WHOLE TIME, I THINK ANDREA WAS ... ABOUT MY GIGGLYNESS(?) IS THAT EVEN A WORD? OH WELL!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!! WE WATCHED HARRY POTTER THE EARLIEST IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!! *STICKS TONGUE OUT* LMAO. *GIGGLES* HEEHEE!!!! TOO GIGGLY TO WRITE ANYMORE STUFF! PS. TOM FELTON IS STILL AS HOT AS EVER. OH YAH. DAVID YATES!!!! YOU SUCK!!!!!!! GIVE TOM FELTON MORE ROLES YOU NITWIT!!!! AND FRED AND GEORGE WEASLEY ARE SUPPOSE TO BE MORE AMAZING!! AND HOW THE HELL CAN YOU CUT OUT CUTE LITTLE DOBBY!!!!!! %$£^%&^*&^*^%&^%&^@£$@$"$@" POOR DOBBY, POOR DRACO MALFOY AND POOR RON/RUPERT FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO WIN HIS QUIDDITCH MATCH AND GETTING EVERYBODY TO SING HE'S A KING!!! NEXT TIME, PLEASE FOLLOW THE BOOK!!! AND I BEG YOU NOT TO DO THE LAST MOVIE!!!!!! OR I'LL DIE!!! AND A SHOUT OUT TO DANIEL RADCLIFFE: PLEASE STOP SCARING THE HELL OF KIDS BY SHOWING YOUR HIDEOUS QUOTE" WHITE AND HAIRY" UNQUOTE NAKED BODY!!!! YOU'VE LET DOWN THOSE POOR LITTLE KID FANS OF YOURS. *SHIVERS IN DISGUST*

I LOVE YOU 7:32 PM

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Quote Of The Day: Love needs no map, for it can find it's way blindfolded.

I woke up damn early yesterday cause of the history project, which was … And I found out that the peeps coming to my house were going to be an hour late. They didn’t even tell me!!! I only realised that when Jane was still online in the morning. So I went to my mum’s room and she was lying in bed and watching TV. I snuck into the bed, stole the remote control and realised that they were showing Princess Diana’s concert. I totally forgot about it. I mean I read in the magazines and all but I totally spaced. And the first guy I saw singing was Elton John. Was it? I think so. His name is Elton John right? My mum says he’s damn popular. I think I heard him before and all. Ok… maybe he is a little famous and all but he’s damn old. His singing is horrible, well at least compared to Ewan McGregor, who was still hot in the movie at that time. Well Elton John, at least I think it was, sang How Wonderful Life Is. You know, the Moulin Rouge song? In the movie, it was so fantastic but Elton John totally spoiled it. He was singing his own version, horribly, and I couldn’t even tell it was that super nice song that was in Moulin Rouge. I was just listening to his horrible voice and then I only realised it was that song because of the lyrics, which I remembered. Dots. It’s like the High School Musical Song, Breaking Free. The Asian version was so dots. It’s ok lar, but the original was so much better.

The Feeling also showed up. I totally forgot about them. I used to love the song; I love it when you call. Andrea and I, well mostly Andrea since my singing sucks terribly, would sing that song. Actually, I only joined her when they made the Singapore version. I love it when you score, I love it when you score, I love it when you score, Champions Singapore. Or something like that. That was when Singapore won the football cup. So proud!!! Anyway, Lionel Lewis, totally loved him at that time. Andrea and I were like in love with him, though we’re so totally over it. I realise he’s not hot, yes we knew that, but he was a great player. And when we played soccer, we’d name ourselves after him if we were the goalkeepers. Or wait… did we? I only remember how obsessed I was with Zidane, if I’m right Andrea liked him too. So disappointed when they didn’t win… I should stop blabbing.

Fergie. Loved her white dress. It looked great on her, like really great. But she sang Glamorous, which was like… I don’t think it was really smart of her to sing that song at a concert for Princess Diana.

I think I missed Joss Stone. I recorded the whole concert but I haven’t watched it yet. Lol. James Morrison. Saw him. Like his songs but nothing spectacular. Lily Allen, missed. Kayne West, missed, I don’t like him anyway. Nelly Furtado, missed. Natasha Bedingfield, I think I saw a little. P.Diddy and Pharrell Williams, missed and don’t care. Take That, they’re like what? 100 years old?

I know I saw Phantom Of The Opera. But only a little. Either I was companying Jane or Qunlin down or Jane and I were companying the late Qunlin who was eating her lunch.

The only reason I missed all of them is because of the project. We didn’t really put in much effort though. We just sat there, stared at the papers, talk, listen to music and tolerate the teeny-weeny bit annoying girl who kept singing and talking about campus superstar. And yes, my house was almost burned down when we burned the newspapers for the project. Once was Vanessa's fault and the second mine. The fire just suddenly got damn big and we scared so we threw it into the basin thing that had all the ashes from our burning, blew out the fire, and caused all the ashes to fly out and dirty ourselves.

I LOVE YOU 3:26 PM

Saturday, June 9, 2007

Lyrics Of the Day:

I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I've been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past

I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need them again someday

I've been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I've been searching but i just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there

There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again

I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

Oh oh oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again

You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Oh oh oh

Tadah!!! Way Back Into Love =)

Sang by Hugh Grant and Drew Barymore.

And

Hugh Grant and Haley Something.

Two versions.

Anyway it's the music and lyrics song.

Which has been stuck in my head for sometime now.

Anyway,,, I'm gonna start crapping about Nickelodeon Kids Choice Award I just watched a few hours ago.

Fav. Movie Actor:

Adam Sandler -> 2nd choice (Winner ) (He gave his speech in a weird and stupid squeaky voice)

Johnny Depp -> My 1st choice (Duh!!! I can't believe he didnt win!!!)

Jack Black -> 4th choice (He's Dumb...)

WIll Smith -> 3rd choice (He's great but not the best)

Fav. Movie Actress:

Dakota Fanning -> 3rd choice (Winner) (She's ok... and she gave the "Thank you so much!!! I consider you all my friends" crap speech)

Keira Knightley -> 1st choice (I said I liked her!)

Halle Berry -> 2nd choice (She's such a great actress!!!)

Sarah Jessica Parker -> Not a Choice at all. I detest her. She's lame.

Fav. TV Actor:

Drake Bell -> 1st choice(Winner) (He looks cool...)

Cole Sprouse -> 2nd choice (I prefer his brother. Acutally... I prefer none.)

Jason Lee -> 3rd choice (I never knew his name until now... but i dont really watch my name is earl anyway)

Charlie Sheen -> Not a Choice(Who?)

Fav. Male Singer:

Justin Timberlake -> 1st choice!!!(Winner!!!) (He had to win it? He's like !!!)

Sean Paul -> 3rd choice (Overshadowed my the hotness of Jesse Mccartney)

Jesse McCartney -> 2nd choice (He's hot! What else can I say?)

Chris Brown -> Not a choice (Uh....)

Fav. Animated Movie:

Happy Feet -> 1st choice (Nicole Kidman received the award and I like her)

Over The Hedge -> (Even my sister liked it)

Ice age: The meltdown ->3rd choice (I missed it so i cant really say anything about it)

Cars -> Not a Choice (Like eeee yuck!!! I fell asleep while watching)

Fav. Movie:

PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN: DEAD MAN'S CHEST -> 1ST CHOICE (WINNER) (I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!! AND ORLANDO BLOOM WAS SO HOT AND I LOVE HIS ACCENT!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!)

Big Momma's House -> 3rd choice (Funny)

Click -> 2nd Choice (I cried for the first second and thrid time i watched it)

Night At The Museum -> Not a choice (Also fell asleep while watching this)

Fav. Music Group:

Fall Out Boys -> 1st choice (So obvious. They're my Fav. band!!! And I love Pete Wents!!!)

NickelBack -> 2nd choice (They have nice songs. Then again, they have songs where they're just screaming)

Black Eyed Peas -> 3rd choice (Outdated but the Winner)(Fergie and Will.I.Am din even come)

Red Hot Chilli Peppers -> Not a Choice (They're just like a big joke)

Wannabe award:

Ben Stiller

Poor Justin Timberlake lost his Burping Champion Award to the crowd which was an unfair disadvantage of 19999 people. And he was wearing the silk robe thing that boxers always wear before their game. He was so HAWT!!!!!

And when he first came in, He was holding on to the Big Nickoledeon Blimp in the air!

Oh, and he sang a song which got Jackie Chan slimed, about him not getting slimed but he still got slimed in the end. I meant Justin.

And And And Jack Black was a meanie and pushed Justin Offstage.

Spidey was there too and he couldnt control the slime and ended up getting slimed.

Then they also had the weird bungee jumping into slime world record which they broke.

And Mandy Moore had slime poored on her.

And Justin blew up the stage (Not impressive though)

Performances by Maroon 5 and Gwen Stefani only.

So it's like....

They anounced the winners names by cracking fortune cookie, pulling pisai out of the nose, big band playing the winning music group's song, shooting out t-shirts with justin's name on it, a big envelope, and ketchuped name on the hotdog.

Disappointing though, that they never show all the awards there.

The ones I mentioned are the ones they announced.

The rest werent.

Favorite Animated Movie Voice:

Queen Latifah(Winner)

Ashton Kutcher

Julia Roberts

Bruce Willis

Favorite Athlete:

Shaquille O'Neal (Winner)

LeBron James

Alex Rodriquez

Tiger Woods

Favorite Book:

Harry Potter Series (Winner)

How To Eat Fried Worms

Island of the Blue Dolphins

A Series of Unfortunate Events

Favorite Cartoon:

SpongeBob SquarePants (Winner)

The Fairly OddParents

The Adventures of Jimmy Neutron

The Simpsons

Favorite Female Singer:

Beyonce (Winner)

Jessica Simpson

Ciara

Christina Aguilera

Favorite Song:

Beyonce (Winner)

Bad Day (Daniel Powter)

Crazy (Gnarls Barkley)

Hips Don't Lie (Shakira)

Favorite TV Actress:

Miley Cyrus (Winner)

Emma Roberts

Jamie Lynn Spears

Raven-Symone

Favorite TV Show:

American Idol (Winner)

Drake & Josh

Fear Factor

Suite Life Of Zack and Cody

Favorite Video Game:

SpongeBob SquarePants: Creature from the Krusty Krab (Winner)

Madden NFL 07

New Super Mario Bros
Mario Kart

That's all for the award.

Nothing much, really.

I LOVE YOU 6:02 PM

Thursday, June 7, 2007

Almost everyone is waiting for High School Musical2 to come out. Am I right or am I right? At least those with Disney channel are. Tsk tsk for the people who don't.

Ok, so here's the plot:

Over summer vacation, the East High Wildcats are ready to enjoy their vacation and earn some money at summer jobs.

Troy Bolton lands a job at the country club, Lava Springs, not knowing that his job is a part of Sharpay's plan to steal him from Gabriella.

Accidentally foiling Sharpay's plot, Troy not only helps Gabriella get a job as a lifeguard, but also lands jobs for Chad, Taylor, Zeke, Martha, Kelsi, Jason and the rest of his Wildcat pals.

Making it worse, Sharpay finds out Kelsi has written a duet for Troy and Gabriella that's sure to outperform everyone at the club's annual Midsummer Night's Talent Show.

Reminded of her humiliation over the winter musical, Sharpay is determined not to suffer a repeat and forms her own campaign to make sure she's not upstaged again.

Troy could give her a mouth to mouth.

As they go head to head, Troy is enjoying the life of the privileged set, and begins to question what he's willing to give up for what he thinks he wants.

Interesting? Well, I think it is.

Isn't it?

Anyway, I got some pictures off the net on the movie.

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Wild Cats In The House!!!!

She's pretty. He's not.

The best (Ryan and Sharpay Evans) and the Seconds (Gabriella Montez And Troy Bolton)

Pool Party?

They always have cute pets when it comes to shows. Aint that an Ah-dorable puppy? Lucas looks ... though.

Just look at it!!!! It's so CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And here's the gang again.

They look good, Ashley looks the best.

Trying to Act cute much? So not working for me...

And Ashley comes back.

And back again.

And back again again.

And back again again again. Miss popular... People rushing to get her autograph or something. Anyway, I dont get why she chose Zac in the movie. He's worse than Lucas...

And Lucas is a sissy. So that means alot.

I mean, just look at him. Acting all ... and he's trying to rock the school... but he's not! He's only killing them with super stinky BO. Otherwise why would he have his hands up like this? Stink Power!

She seriously looks so weird here dont you think?

But she's quite pretty in this picture. Major diff. What was with her hair in the previous pic though?

The last Ashley Pic that I have. Oh well.

I saved the best for the last.

And the best doesnt have to mean BEST best.

As in Extremely good kind of best.

It can be the best because it's weird

or stupid

or funny

Oh well, you decide.

Oh My God!!! I choked on something when i talked to my father, and I kept coughing like hell! Still am... Then I vomitted out part of my dinner and I still feel like vomitting each time i cough! Zac is bad luck!!! He's lucky I'm fine or I would have either killed him or haunt him if I'm dead.

And Miley's gonna make an apperance.

At least, thats what they said.

And Thats a wrap for High School Musical2!

Be sure to watch it!!!!

I LOVE YOU 10:23 PM

Is hot or is he hawt? Definately Hawt Hot!!! *Giggles*

I spot my favourite captain again!

I'm melting!!! I'm melting!!! It's too hot in here!!!

Can you spot him? Of course you can! He stands out the most! Well, I mean he's the hottest but maybe he doesnt stand out the most here. I mean a BALD Chow Yun Fat and a Hot Johnny Depp. The BALD one stands out more mainly cause he's BALD and Ugly.

And here I go singing the Smexy Song for the Smexiest Pirate!!!

Oo!!! I see him again!!! Don't you just love Pirates? Only the hot ones lar...

Naughty Naughty Jack.

I see him! I see him!

Hands off my Jack, You Big BALDY!!!

And there he goes again!

*Melts into a Puddle*

*Melts all over again*

Jack Jack!!!

Oh No!!! No more Johnny Depp Pictures!!! *Panics* Never mind, Orlando comes to save the day!!!

The idiot father of his in the movie. He's the one that dug Will's heart out!!!

He's the second hottest person here. Johnny Depp being the first of course. But in real life, Orlando is so much better.

But he was alittle bad!!! Can't like him too much. But then again, it was his stupid father's fault.

Don't hurt him!!!!

No Hot Guys anymore!!! Just have to look at the irritating Elizabeth Swann.

I like Keira Knightley. I just hate her stupid character for killing Jack in Dead Man's Chest.

Their Characters are just so funny!!!

Then there's Tia Dalma a.k.a Calypso. Whatever her real name is...

Barbossa.... I only like this picture cause of cute little monkey Jack!

Look At monkey Jack Again!!! He's sooooo Ah-Dorableeeeeeeeeee!!!!

And the weird Pirate Lords.... Nobody likes them.

Davy Jones!!! Screams Out Loud!!! He's coming for us!!! He's going to kill meeee!!!!

Oh wait... Didnt they kill him already?

The last Picture... Mr BALDY. He's not really bald lar. Jane said he was. But at the Pirates Of the Caribbean Premiere, he had hair, which means he isnt bored.

No more pictures!!! So Sad!!! I heart Jack and I'll always remember him as Witty Captain Jack Sparrow, the hottest pirate ever. Bye Matey!!!

I LOVE YOU 3:50 PM