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Monday, November 29, 2010
I HAVEN DEAD IN BLOGGIN !!!
I LOVE PAEDIATRIC WARD! ILOVE KIDS, THEY R SIMPLY WAY TOO ADORABLE! IM GONA WORK DERE AFTER I GRADUATE!!! IM GONA SERVE MY PRCP THERE NEXT YR hehes!
Had return back to school for th past 2wks, is way too bored. I hates schooling .. i prefer attachment! Truth to say is more slacky during attachment.. n th sch is so much stressful ! So many skills to learn n memorise! So many projects popin out! So many lecture n tut to attend! Timetable isnt nice! infact ugly! i hates 8am lesson & 6pm dismissal tym.. as the mrt is owas so packed wif peepo's! YUCK'S! i've been complainin but... lifes still hv to go on!
Lecturer Trina is owas so nice ! She encourage me today givin me the strength to really think tt i can eventually makes it possible too.. despite all looks & say's... I gona work v hard for tis one n a half yr journey down to actually push up my gpa to at least 3! Today tut is so unforgetable to me ... it really makes me have an urge to really concentrate n study hard! Realising how impt GPA can really be, it gona stick to me forever! And the hard earn money tt my parents spend on me!!! And i GONA repay them 1 day!
Saturday, October 30, 2010
2wks had passed !
Poor blog had been left empty for 2 wks.
n YES i've completed my 2wks at ward 48.
moving to ward 47 next monday . hope everything goes smoothly kay...
sorry, im a sort of person tt worried abt every little thing tt went on. ahhahs.
kkkk..
ward 48 is an awesome ward to be in ...
yes perhaps, i love dealing wif babies ..mother is more awesome den any other thing!
n yes the chances of learning new things dere is way too alot then any other ward tt i went to :)
been to delivery suite to c the process of normal delivery ... is my first tym see-ing it ! cool but yar is so bloody :)
been to nursey room too feeding, changing diaper/clothes n bath. well, i got some difficulty in bathing the baby zzz but ya my CI is so damn good to help me :)
n yes i oso learn breast feeding!
okays hopefully tym really flies fast for the neext 2 cuming weeks ...
i hates the loneli-ness ):
is so unfair! why deres only 3 nyp students in my ward n deres no ite students. n our shift is: morning, noon, morning. and im the centre person zzzz so im left alone. Im lazy to explain to staffs ... BBUT anw, i've been explaining alot of tyms !!! zzz! their common question: " why u r the only students!?!?!?" den i nid to explain cox 2 of them in e morning shift n deres only 3 of us SO im ALONE! zzz ! errr wtf!==
They ask me to request for 3 ppl together but i knw is impossible. forget it!
I use to tell myself : DIE OR DO! no more option for me to choose. this my life tt im leading right now. HORRIBLE!
I nid to do my rebond n dye after my attachment end. cnt wait for it !!!
My hair loks so ugly lyk some siao zar bo out dere! wadever!
Lesbee went off to reborn ystday zzz without my present ):
Quarrel terribly wif les last week argg but yeah,, we r so good now LOLS...
sorry ah peng!
Monday, October 11, 2010
I seriously dunno why ppl tends to judge down on nursing students! OH FUCK THIS CAN! This oso includes my parents. They may think that we r all the while cleaning peepos butts...dealin wif shit and stuffs! Everythings in their brain is all the DIRTY things that we do. where hv all the good things flies to? everytym u chat on phone wif ur fwens abt ur daughter ... im owas out from ur topic .. hv u ever mention a single fuck on me? NO!NOT AT ALL! Or maybe my course will makes u damn ps? Hv u care to spare a thought for me? am i that transparent in ur eyes? YES u lyks to say all the good things about sis lyk earning lotsa money 3kplus. Showing ppl how good lokin ur university daughter loks lyk and yes u even ask me to put it as ur wall paper in ur fone for u. u even show those pics to my fwen zzzz ur hao lian is really too far okay! digusting!
Last day of attachment at polyclinic MAKES ME SO PISS OFFF! was headin to nearby KFC wif waiwai jessica n jiang juan and yes wif our uniform on! that aunty in the cashier dere who takes finnish our order throw a plastic bag to us n askin us to bag it in ourself !she say help her. yes we dun mind it in the first place yeah? 2nd tym throw 2more plastic bag over to us. I WAS LIKE WTF ZZZ She think wad sia we r her servant ISIT! she is paid to work for the job in serving us! we r her customer! she really hv no right to command us to do ! ZZZ i am so piss off at tat point of tym! swallow it into my stomach dun wanna makes things ugly! RUINED MY DAY OFF! FOOK!
Seriously, i dun live in this world to please u all kays ! I had alrdy tolerated this far! I expressed my feelin openly I dun really give a fuckin damn abt what people think about me. U r not given a cent to judge me at all! is my life and things i likes to do! I swear im not goin to shed a tears for it anymore! enough!!!
I have jus finnish my attachment at bukitmerah polyclinic last week! a v fruitful one! :) all staffs there was really friendly! im goin for another attachment next week at nuh ): why is dere so many attachment! is lyk never ending! but nvm can get to see lotsaaa babies tis tym rnd x) NO MORE SURGICAL WARD FOR ME !
was out wif lesbee ystday. She was the only person who nv ever fail to heard me voicing out my stories! she was the only one who owas get me to the right track ! Never fail! reallly!
headin to sch to buy book but the lecture notes is not on sales yet so ya.. we walk back n took train dw to cwp to meet gavinkang. singing session wif les bernice n gavin. lunch n dinner we mac-ed it ! reach home kana scold n nag . Trust isnt build.. theres no point for me to explain further ! A super unhappy day zzz
Dark clouds is looming on top of my head now. I need to search for the happy me again. Searching... ):
Life isnt really colour-ed infact boring! but wad to do life still goes on ..the next day begin right away.. i dun wanna fall back behind. i jus wans to move on.
Sometimes, i realise puttin high hopes it will always turns out in an ugly way. It will not turn out in a way tat u hopin for...
Refreshed bak
i've visited my bukit merah polyclinic. th journey was super far away frm my house. Feels like vomiting when travelling bak on bus... in the end i cnt take it any longer.. we drop at novena station n took train off. can u imagine u urself travel frm woodlands to red hill n u still hv to take bus163 frm there ! Is really a torture to a lazy person lyk me . But for the sake of my cert i need to go! After visiting ... was plannin to go bugis or movie but due to a person we cancel it off n we headed off to his house n watch tv. Is really boring... is like i dun own a tv at home?
Sometimes i tends to ask myself... Why is it everytime we r the one to giv in to him ! Why is he not the one who giv in to us! Infact most of the time. Im really really angry. He can feel the lazy ... we will oso hv the feelin of lazyness within us. I seriously hates a person who didnt put himself/herself into other ppl shoes n think. Ur attitude makes u ugly! really!
Mid atummn festival was fun. saw those candle above? is made by gavin but i oso got help in lightin them up wif aaron.
Lesbee made a " QP " ahhahaah While i made a " FISH " but no one understand my shape at all ! tats is so horrible lah. Ohya i still rememebr one of his fwen is so damn mad can... keeps on doin stupid things lyk burning n stuffs == Ton till 530am den les n gavin sent me home . Den gavin sent les to the bus-stop.
Yesterday, im not happy infact dissapointed. Meet up wif gavin n his fwens at admiralty while im slightly late only n he starts to nag at me zzz and his fwens went off first while he wait for me. im sry lah zzz. den so damn qiao saw les on the way to mcc ahhahaas.
les n me was damn shock didnt know aaron got gf lols
what a waste :)
les sent me home after ksession... while the others went to play pool. den acc her to eat her dinner at my house. I hates ppl who hv fwens arnd to accompany them n dump us away... makin use of ppl ... wad is tis !
Im gettin real clearer now .
Friday, September 17, 2010
hmm deres more pics in my fb tat i spend 2hrs in uploading. im lazy to upload here. k-session wif les n gavin ystday... my voice is bak YER YER YER ! meet up wif jon pass him th thumbdrive n sd card den wait for tat gavin . i am super pissed wif him! fone-ed him he told me tat he had jus woke up frm his sleeep! waited for him 10 mins for no reason! after see-ing me he still got tat face to joke & smoke infront of me! im ANGRY! control my temper if not it will turns out ugly for the day! after tat we took bus to mcc to meet les.. sing for 4hr ..picspics! after tat, we head off to cwp. And please!!! if u dun hv any stamina dun ever try to piggy back someone is so dangerous u r only making me screaming out of my throat! worst ever!
NO MATTERS HOW LAZY I AM! i got to head down bukit merah polyclinic wif les to find out the place ! attachment soon Grrrrr...!
im goin bankrupt soon! X___________________X ''
Performance ended! was hell tiring running 2 places. But fun ! :) th elderly there is effing cute ! look at the pics tat i took, i bet u will agree wif me ahhahahs!
Pictures will be up! im loadin into photobucket now. Seriously,im so damn lazy to wait for stuffs zzz Gettin super frustrated or pissed whenever my lappy starts to lag. FB is even worst! 14/09/10
Saturday, September 11, 2010
HELL PAPER ENDED, after 2wks of mugging!!!!!!!! FINALLY !
mental health paper was the worst of all! i dun understand a single fcuk on e mcq session. so horribly done! a D pls hopefully!
Every life experience makes ppl grows n mature. Gavin had been telling me his stories n stuffs . All i can say is be hhappy. no point thinkin over it again n again it not worthy yeah? u cnt change things back isnt it? Erase it n move on! she had her life to lead u hv urs! u know in life things is not within out control at times.
oright... Getting freaking irritated when people laughing at my animal phobia. i jus cnt bring myself to clam down ! i will tends to run or even scream if tat cat running towards me! u know childhood experience really holds a great impact on me. Seriously, i dun understand why some ppl jus so in love wif them... feeding stray cats around making so much cats lottering all over the place. Really ! i feel lyk killing all the cats around! i know im evil... yes i am ! zzz horrible!
been so sick lately from the start of the exam. stressful-ness kills! It had been alrdy 2 weeks i still haven recover ! wad is this! nevertheless i still bring myself to mcc n sing wif them ... i cant pull the melody ... I dun the strength to rock off the songs. feeling so breathless! Fcuk it! my voice tat sang out it isnt wad i wanted at all . i need my voice bak desperately. people is sayin my voice sound sexy lols ! isnt really funny ok ! I HATES IT! Get well soon!
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