Struggling.....

there is an instructor/dancer i respect or admire the most,
she is the 1st person introduced me to the world i totally into now,
she guided me from nothing to something, to whom i am now;
she is the one encourage me to pursue next level, try out something harder,
even once chose me to join and be part of her gang,
well for some reason, unfortunately im not learning from her anymore,
but i always feel the urge to go bac to her,
if wanna rate, i supposed i'd learn from 0 to 6 from her,
but now joining the new class makes me feels like going bac to 4 or 5 sometimes,
im craving for more~
how how?
im always not good in doing decision and judging things,
should i go bac? is it really i cant go further by sticking to current situation?
here's something to share, im being really nostalgia ere =(

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=631376352#!/photo.php?v=129971780387497&set=t.100000072711285&type=2&theater

Avril Lavigne - Nobody's Home

a song tat once i loved the most ;)