Peace of mind

pitiful life

its sarcastic enuf.........
gotta run away from home to get lil moment of fresh air,
what on earth of life is tis...........

realize that there is no other place to go,
luckily i still got you to be with me,
a fren i knew since young =)
v shared lotsa thoughts today,
bitter and sweet,
i find that no one else could understand me well except you,
from the 4 yrs of uni life, not a single one of them can compare with you,
when i wanna run away, i'll definitely run to your side,
u always spares a comfort zone for me,
after v separate today, i still dont feel like wanna go home,
i still wanted to be "freed" for a lil bit longer,
i wanna get rid of or stay away from annoying and irritating stuffs and people,
its the 1st time i drove to a fast-food rest., ordered fav dessert,
sat down there, stared at ppl around, stared at hp,
all alone at the late nite,
nobody even know that where am i, what am i doing,
its like nobody will cares,
its the 1st time, i really feels that i got a pitiful life......

Fate

Great, found and re-contact a long lost fren recently ^^
thrilled haha,
but i guess im in nostalgia mood,
kept looking back to the time when i was young and naive;

oh well, i guess i cant not to bliv fate,
if i haven't ditched the band for the 2nd time,
i wud had meet him months ago during a join concert;
if i haven't ditched saxophone for clarinet,
v wud had practice together for the concert i guess;
if i had promise my fren to help up in the concert instead of saying busy busy,
i might as well can meet him back then, say hi face-to-face.........
reli cant bliv he still playin sax...... and he reli pursue arts, design and photography;
keeps wondering what if~~

on the other hand, get to know tat someone just married recently,
dono y, its kinda feeling weird, one tats so close b4 is married now,
not tat i care bout it,
kinda relieve and feeling lucky tho =p

anyway, im content wif i've got now,
its common tat things changes when life goes on, no biggie,
so cheers peeps ;)