Thursday, December 30, 2004 . 8:54 PM

It's the last day of the year and it's time to look back and reflect on everything that has happened.

My first year living overseas alone.
So many ups and downs.
But in the end, I realized that it was a good choice leaving Singapore.
Threw away all the bad memories and embraced my new university life.
Don't think I would have been able to learn so much if I had chosen to stay here.

Also, I found my special someone.
The past half a year has been just blissful with him around.
Though we also had our fair share of difficult and trying moments,
we still managed to work through all of it and have a great time together.
Thank you for everything you've done for me...and for being so patient with meeee....!

Oh yes, I forgot ....
Lynn and Twee!!!
My two crazy roommates.
Gonna miss Tweeeee when he leaves. (and all the mario karting!!!) haha...
Lynn...thanks for always being there for meee... thanks for always washing up after I cook...
thanks for everything!! =)

Overall,
The past semester was great.
Had great roommates.
Took up really interesting classes.
Started bowling competitively again.
And had roland beside me through it all.

Can't wait for another fun year ahead!


This week has been an intensive meet-the-friends week.
But it's good.
Got to spend time with alot of people.
Still waiting to meet my mei though.
miss her.

Anyway, I'm so glad tomorrow is new year's eve!
My brother's finally coming home.
Kinda sad that next week is the last week we will be actually staying together.
I've been through so much with him during the past year.
All the ups and downs.
Nevertheless, I still love my brother alot.
Despite all the times he's driven me up the wall....
I'm going to miss buying his groceries for him, cooking for him, cleaning his room for him...and just caring for him!
Oh well.
Think I am a pretty lucky girl to have such a great brother. And a great family.
I'm so blessed by God. =)

Lovelove loveeee!!

To my special someone: Though we are so far apart, you are always in my heart. hughug!

Monday, December 27, 2004 . 8:56 PM

Now I know how it feels to miss someone you've spent most of your time with for the past few months!!!
BAD.
You don't know what you have till it's gone...
One more week baby! *grin*
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Gonna meet uncle John for lunch!
Can't wait to tell him all my horror stories from America.
hee.
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One week more and I'm flying back to good old B-town!
Pretty fast.
Going back to study study study..
I'm so stressed out.
Part of me can't wait to find out if I got in...part of me is scared shit that I won't get in.
Ughh.. so nerve wrecking!
I seriously need to pull up my socks and start pulling up my GPA again. ugh.
Lazy Boo.
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I need to bowl!!!!
So many competitions in January and I can't afford to slack and get left out!!!
Ughhh....
Sometimes I really regret bowling again.
But I love my teammates!!!
Miss you guyz....

Saturday, December 25, 2004 . 1:04 AM

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Thursday, December 23, 2004 . 11:11 PM

I was just reading through my relative's blog.
Realized how important it is to bring up a child in a loving condition from young.
By the time the child matures, he/she would already be filled with so much hate and hurt.
They constantly feel as if the world is against them.
They lose the inner beauty of a person and become a hard hearted and extremely unhappy person.
If only the people around her would realize it.
I guess christmas is a good time to pray and hope that one day, she'll open her eyes and be a better person.

I still remember, on my way back to Singapore, there was a mother and two children.
The daughter just asked her mother a question and her mother just brushed her aside and told her to shut up.
*Ouch*...
So what is good parenting?
Discipline? Communication? Spoiling?
I can't stand those who just gives in to their children all the time regardless of whether they are right or wrong.
It's even worse when they don't correct their children.
Especially when they are so young and impressionable.
I strongly feel what I am today, was because of how my parents brought me up.
It starts from the very beginning.
It is hard/impossible to implement corrective actions when the child is already in their teens.

Hopefully this Christmas, there would be more love and less hurt in the world! *~

I miss you............

Monday, December 20, 2004 . 5:20 PM

10 things I want to do. (in no order of preference)

Meet my didi-s and mei.
Meet up with Lynn to go boyfriend shopping.
Visit my grandmas.
Spend time with my best friend and my family.
Get my bowling balls drilled and start training.
Go out with the girlz.
Spend every Saturday with the guys.
Look for a present.
Meet Janice Tan!!!
Spend christmas with Roro...(but is obviously impossible)

And that's my agenda for this holiday!
Yesterday we went to watch the Singapore Idols Tauflik and Sly.
Pretty good voices... But I reckon these guys really ought to get images of their own if they wanna make it big.
Tauflik is a usher wannabe and Sly is a MAJOR jay chou wannabe.
Unfortunately, it is impossible to be like the real thing.
So in my opinion, if they really want to be successful, they really should think about creating their own unique image instead of trying so hard to be someone else.

And I swear...Sly fans are dumb as hell.
I can't believe that a group of girls actually wrote their phone numbers on paper and kept holding it up, hoping Sly could actually read those from a far and would actually be bothered to take out a pen in the middle of performing to take down their numbers.
that is by far the most pathetic act i've seen.

Ok. I should stop bitching.
I guess in a way I was very entertained watching those girls and forming opinions on the idols.
I'm really curious to see the real competition though.

Today, I went for facial and I went to do my hair.
My hair took me about 4 hours.
My butt was seriously aching by the end of it.
All that for a funny looking fringe and pink hair that looks red.
hahaha.
I decided, changes aren't always good.
Especially in this case.

I miss u ro!!!!

Saturday, December 18, 2004 . 6:09 PM

Gosh.
I slept at 1 and woke up at 6.
Don't feel too good with all the lack of sleep.
Somehow I just can't sleep well.
Bad...

Yesterday was mahjong day.
Didn't really play much mahjong though.
Hahaha.
Shaun!!! We've got to meet up next week to play mario party6!!
I can't wait!!! Been wondering whether I should buy it for myself.
*grin*

Anyway, the next few days look like busy days for me.
I can't wait for christmas!
Though I kinda wish I was back in Bloomington for christmas.
hee.

Roro...miss u lots tooooo...
Oh ya, could you help me call the Jimmy John's guy again.
He's a REAL pain in the ass.
Never reply...
Thanks baby!
Loveya!! *hugz*
Hope you're having fun......=)

Friday, December 17, 2004 . 10:46 PM

I home.....
Teribbly jetlagged though.
*yawn*

Tuesday, December 14, 2004 . 2:03 AM

it's 2am in the morning....I have an exam at 10am today and I still can't et my lazy ass to work harder.
I think it's partially cos' I've had so my exams this semester, what's one more?
Oh well.

Bloomington has officially reached winter! Today, it SNOWED! I don't know whether to feel happie or sad.....but all I know is it's FREEZING COLD. Time to EAT!!! Build up all the insulation so that I can survive the bad weather in Jan! HAHAHAHA....

2 more days!
I'm sooo going to miss Ro.
I think I've never spent as much time with a human being in 4 months as I have with him.
It's scary.
hahaha. But nevertheless, funfunfun!!!
Thanks sweetie! You rock! =)
Have a Meerrrry WHITE christmas! Hee....

Anyway....just a thought...
Are girls really all that manipulative and evil?
My brother seems to think that that statement is only but a fact.
I think that's what guys with hearts torn out by girls would say.

Saturday, December 11, 2004 . 4:38 PM

Going home in 5days time.
*sigh*
So fast....
This semester has been a good one.
Realised that I had alot of useful classes.
Public speaking, law, deamweaver... All taught me valuable skills.
Unlike JC...

Can't wait to meet up with the girls!!!
After seeing Belle's blog...I feel so....far away. hee
Anyway, I'm always missing out on the fun.
hahaha.
Can't wait to shop and hang out with the guysss!!!
Only thing is that I have to part with my gamecube and Roro.
If not I'm a happie girl going back!

*bleah* back to my books.
ZzZzZzz....

Saturday, December 04, 2004 . 11:12 PM

Ok. Haven't blogged in ages.
Kinda.

Anyway, exams are in one week!
Next week is my presentation!
Scared...

Really wish I'd start studying.
Roro bought me a gamecube and now we are all distracted.
Hee.
But I'm so happy!!!
I finally got my own set!
Today I bought two new games!
Too bad I won't really be able to play them till next sem.
Oh well....
Thanks sweeetieeee! =)

I can't wait to go home and SHOPPPPPPP....go to the hairdresser...go for facial...
hee. I feel so unglam now.
Can't wait!!
Janice Tann....I hope you're waiting for me... Have fun in HK!! I wish I could go with u.
Ughh...lucky you...

*Anyone want anything from here?!*