Tuesday, September 28, 2004 . 4:54 PM

Just received a jacket from David.
Thanks. So sweeeet!!! =)

Anyway, life's going alright now. I have exams coming up so this weekend is study time!
Tonight I'm cooking!!! I wish I had receipes to follow. hee.
Later I have a bowling meeting.
Can't wait to settle everything so that I can plan out my schedule.
So many things to do but no time.
College life is just flying past me.
Only one yr left before he leaves.
Kinda regret taking up so many things.

It's been a while since I last felt so settled with someone.
I've been so uncertain most of my JC life.
Now, I've finally found stability.
I thought I have become a forever pessimist, a wounded person who could never trust again.
I've been so scared of getting hurt and not knowing wat's in the future.
It's time I move on and let go of the uncertainties in life and just give it my all.
It's time!!!!!

Thanks for everything....*hugz*

Saturday, September 25, 2004 . 1:51 PM

I made it into the team!
Can't believe it.
Now it's all about time management.
Can't wait to start travelling and bowling!!

Yesterday was Lynn's and Twee's joint birthday party. (HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWEE!!!)
So tiring.
Roland and I ran around btown for like 4 hours straight trying to prepare for the party.
(Thanks Ro for helping me out!)
Luckily, all went well. Turned out to be a great party.
Cake smashing, guys drinking... haha. Hilarious to see people getting drunk and talking nonsense.
Not so funny getting drunk urself though.
I have like extremely obscene photos on my camera now. hahahahaha. *evil smile*

Anyway!!! We went to some korean party after that.
Stupid americans and koreans...
They HAD a fight so the party ended early.
Oh well!

Everytime I go clubbing, I start to miss my old life.
*bleah* Hate restrictions.

QUESTION: When is mooncake festival? *blur*

Tuesday, September 21, 2004 . 2:47 PM

I think God made squirrels without brains.
Since I started driving, I've seen countless no. of dead run-over squirrels.
Unlike birds, they are suicidal.
They only run across the road when a car is like 1 metre away from them.
After generations of evolution, shouldn't the squirrels learn by now to look before crossing?
Oh well. Guess not.

I went for bowling selections yesterday.
Was alright. Bowled decently.
Have to bowl tonight again.
So tiring.

I miss home.....how's everyone?!!

Tuesday, September 14, 2004 . 8:37 PM

Just finised dinner.
Second time I cooked entirely on my own.
Not too bad.
Roland and my brother said I passed.
Hahaha.
Just need more practice, soon I'll be estimating much better.
*I hope*

Hee. Gonna send my bro home soon.
Get to drive!!! Woohoo. heeeeee..
Need to start on my homework.
So sian.
I think school's really boring.
I need to start enjoying myself more.
NOW is the time to enjoy.
Once I start working, that's it.
Monday we're going for a marketing career fair.
Don't know if I should start trying to get an internship here.
I'm always so scared to try things, to get rejected....

Monday, September 13, 2004 . 7:30 PM

*sigh* I've got work to do but no mood to do it.
Sucks.
I can't wait to get over with this stupid class.

Feeling kinda...confused.
So many things on my mind, but I just feel like running away from everything.

I need home................

Sunday, September 12, 2004 . 7:46 PM

I hate my stupid X220 class.
Waste of good time doing nonsense.
And my lab instructor is a pain in the ass.
UGh.

I'm hungry....
I'm supposed to be trying to finish my project for X220 but the engine can't seem to start.
Damn it.

Today I had the spirit of sports workshop.
Pretty fun.
Not used to interacting with Americans so much but it's good experience.
They are all about the greek system here.
Oh well.

here's a few happy birthday shout outs.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY (belated due to time difference between Singapore and US) LESTER AND JAZZY WAZZY!!!
Hope you two had a wonderful birthday.
Jazzy: sorry I wanted to call u but I forgot about the time differences. congrats on bowling so well too. I read news online. hee. *hugz* Take care girl.

Friday, September 10, 2004 . 12:45 PM

To judge or to be judged?
I realised despite the fact that I hate being judged and hate judging, I still some how do it to others.
Hopefully I will be able to reach non-judgemental status some day. =P

Sometimes I REALLY wish I didn't have choices.
So I don't need to decide.
The more choices I have, the more indecisive I feel.
Irritating the shit outta me.

I'm starting to grow a liking for LAW.
Can u believe it!! hahaha. I'm actually reading.
Pretty shocked.
Today I had an accouting quiz too.
Wasn't too bad. I expected myself to not know how to do questions but all were pretty managable.
I'm a happy girl.
I think....?

Wednesday, September 08, 2004 . 12:18 PM

Waiting for class to start.
Yesterday I went to see the coach for the bowling team.
Looks like I'm trying out for the team.
Hopefully things will go well.

Anyway, I am soooo into driving now.
Hahaha. I feel comfortable in the driver's seat. *grin*

My schedule's getting more and more packed.
More projects, meetings, outside events....
So many things to do.
So little time.
I need to start getting more organized.
*bleah*

Monday, September 06, 2004 . 4:24 PM

Home from school.
Kinda tired.
Today's my slackest day yet I'm so tired.
Don't understand myself sometimes.

Had driving this morning.
I love driving!
I got to drive in town today.
Pretty scary cos' I have so many things to look out for.
But still, I love it.
So irritated with my brother.
He doesn't want to lend me his car to practice without Tzeming.
Ugh. I want my own car!!!

Feel like life is getting routined.
Realised I kinda left my Singapore life behind.
Don't really contact anyone from home no more.
Hardly hear from my parents.
Don't know if this is a good thing.
I can't wait to get back and drive my dad's jag.
Hahahaha. That's my goal....*grinz*

~I miss YOU!~

Saturday, September 04, 2004 . 4:14 PM

Just had my first driving lesson.
Hee. Pretty fun. I got to drive to the lake which was about 20mins away.
Can't believe tt on my first driving lesson I drove out to the main road already.
That wouldn't happen in Singapore.

I've come to realise, Singapore drivers are definitely better drivers than those here.
They are more prepared and skilled.
Haha. I guess that's one good thing about driving in Singapore.
I don't think I'm good enough for Singapore roads.
Even after I get my driver's license.

Oh well! I love driving!!!
Can't wait till I drive my own car.
Heeheee... 5 more lessons to go! =P

Weekend's here.
I'm feeling so damn lazy.
Just don't feel like doing anything.
So much work but no mood....
*yawn*

Wednesday, September 01, 2004 . 4:46 PM

I'm blogging less and less frequently now.
No time!
This semester's just one big rush.
It's my first week and I already have a quiz and presentation due.
Can't believe it.

I miss lazing around doing nothing.
So much work to do.

Today I had my presentation.
Scary shit.
I was like sooooo nervous.
Hahahaha. but I quite like the class. Or at least the people in the class.

Tomorrow I have a law quiz!
Not fun.
*sigh* Anyway, I gotta go back to my big-ass law book.
Later tonight I still have a class.
How exciting.

I'm finally getting more and more into the business field.
It's scary but I think it forces me to work on my confidence.
Should be beneficial in the future.

Enough about school.
I swear some americans are ....nothing to say.
Yesterday I went to BMV to get my learner's permit.
I gave like EVERYTHING they asked for and the stupid girl was like "oh, sorry I don't think we can except your cards because they are not of the same name."
WAH LAU! Just because I didn't use my chinese name here but my passport shows my chinese name, they think I might be a different person.
Smart ass people.
Best part is my FACE is the same in all my IDs.
They had to make a few calls before they let me thru.
In the end, I waited 2 hours to get my permit.
So freaking pissed.

ok. need to study now. later.