Saturday, July 31, 2004 . 7:03 AM
Stayed at home the whole day today.Just not in the right mood to go out.
Either that or I've been going out too much recently that I'm burnt out.
*Sorry Chuanxin! Promise I won't play you out again*
So damn bored.
Just like that, a whole day has passed.
Can't believe the amount of time I've wasted.
I'm so excited!!
Jie's coming over on Wed to teach me how to bake!!!!
Can't wait!!!
So happy now~
Lurpe u babe!!!
Friday, July 30, 2004 . 10:49 PM
*sigh*I don't really know what to do.
Forgive without hearing sorry?
Forget all the times he's hurt me?
Why should I?
But why can't I remain angry?
It's so hard.....
I think I've reached a point where I just wanna go back US and be by myself.
Yesterday I had attempt #2 on lemon squares.
Yesh. It's another failure.
But after making that batch, I found out how to use my oven!!
So, hopefully attempt #3 will be a success.
I tried tasting it.
Don't know why but it's too damn sweet.
It's like eating sugar.
But I followed the receipe!!! I think I have memorized it by now.
haha.
Nonsense!!!
I need Jie to teach me!!!! *begggggggs*
Is it just me or do all Hongkies use xanga? Hee.
Thursday, July 29, 2004 . 8:41 PM
Ok. Think I'm a lot much calm-er to write in my blog today.Been really busy the past few days.
Keep having to meet up with people.
Last min. *bleah*
My nice long holiday is coming to an end.
Met Ivan on Wednesday.
First time in a long time.
Pretty funny.
Talked alot of rubbish. As usual.
I owe u a treat!!! =)
After that I met David for Super size me!
Was pretty interesting to find out more about US.
Tho, after the show, it's supposed to make us not want to eat Macs, but I started having a craving for Mac Griddles. Heeheeee.... Adverse effect.
Yesterday I went to Changi Prison to visit my best friends.
Haha. Joking. I went to watch Iron Chef, Prison style.
Pretty interesting.
I got to tour around the prison.
Honestly, I think it really doesn't seem as bad as I thought it to be.
The place looks so nice and clean.
And when I saw the prisoners, I seriously didn't think they looked like "bad" people.
They just looked like NS men. hahahahahhaa.
And the girls were soooo young looking.
Looked younger than me. Really very cute girls.
Suddenly I felt like I wasn't in prison.
Well, after this experience of mine, I sympathesize with them much more.
When they come out to society, they are stigmatized by the common people.
But everyone makes mistakes, just that most don't get caught doing it.
They are just those unlucky ones who didn't manage to escape from the law.
Anyway, why should we judge someone by the mistakes they made in the past?
Haha. Gee...that's pretty easy for me to say. :)
I guess it's not that simple huh.
After that I had a short SSA meeting before meeting Twee, Kaijun and Bowen.
Sat at spinellis for like 3 hours or so.
Haven't met Bowen and Kaijun since they came back to Singapore.
At night was Xiangwei's birthday!
David and I went to watch this play with him.
Pretty good. but I had a BIG block in front of me so it made watching harder.
Oh well!
After the "scary" show, we went Holland V to get dinner and went back to Dave's place to eat.
Had pizzas, calamares and mud pie.
Not fattening..
Yesterday was such a long day.
Topped up with an episode at home with my brother.
Today, I'm suffering from the after effects.
Tired as hell.
Still have to meet people later.
Is icing sugar the same as powdered sugar?
I can't figure it out!
Tuesday, July 27, 2004 . 9:28 AM
I'm not a perfect personThere's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
that's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You
The Reason by Hooberstank~
Is it just me, or are all Singaporean guys too self absorbed to notice that they are NOT always RIGHT?
*bleah*
The world needs more humble people.
I finally collected my camera!!!
So happy! I've reunited with my dearest!!!
I felt so useless without it.
Especially going out with the girlz.
I was just looking through all my photos will Cel, Belle, Jie and Lea.
Miss them soooo much.Last week was so fun just hanging out with them and all.
Now everyone's back in school except for me.
Ugh....
Love ya babez!! *hugz*
Monday, July 26, 2004 . 8:05 AM
Sometimes, I get tired of this me first attitudeYou are the one thing, that keeps me smiling
That's why I'm always wishing hard for you
Cos your life shines so bright
I don't feel no solitude
You are my first, star at night
I'd be lost in space without you
And I'll never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to heaven, if I do
Feels, just fine
When we touch the sky me and you
This is my idea of heaven
Why can't it always be so good
But it's alright, I know your out there
Doing what you've gotta do
You are my soul satellite
I'd be lost in space without you
And I'll never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to heaven, if I do?
Chuanxin sent me this song by lighthouse! Nicenice! =)
Had a bad night last night.
This morning I woke up pretty late.
Tried to bake my favorite Lemon Squares (thus, the font color) but unfortunately ended up in a diseaster.
Nevermind!
Tomorrow morning I'm going to try one more time.
Must get it right!!
Cooked lunch for mum.
After that I just lazed around the rest of the day.
Slept for awhile.
I think maybe cos' I slept with my hair wet, now I have this splitting headache.
Ugh.
Lousy day....
What's the point of saying things when they seem to be forgotten or ignored.
Only remembering those that seem threatening to you.
Things are just taking a toll on me...or us...
How long more do you think this will last?
Sunday, July 25, 2004 . 12:26 AM
Sleepy ahhh..Last night I slept at 3am talking to my parents.
Kinda not feeling too good about having to spend so much money just studying in US.
It's really ALOT.
My school fees alone is like US$3000 more than my brother's.
Ugh. Why didn't I retake my SATS and just go to uni in Aug!!!!
Oh well.
Yesterday I bought my cousin and her friend out for Kind Arthur.
Didn't realise that my cousin is one of those para para people.
Hahaha. Was pretty funny watching her dance.
I wouold never be able to do it.
Too embarrassing.
Played mahjong in the afternoon.
Ughhh...I'm on a losing streak.
Kinda scared to play now.
Met the Yeos at night.
Was so fun seeing the kids again.
They're so damn cute.
After dinner, they came over to play mahjong.
Can you imagine, a 9 year old playing mahjong?
hahaha. So cute!!!!!!!
Sometimes I kinda wonder why I'm doing business.
Not much of the business type as well.
I realised that I'm scared to do psychology or anything else because I feel that business is like a safety net.
But is it worth it?
Doing something safe rather than doing something I'm interested in?
I'm so damn confused.
Best part is that I think it's too late to change my mind again.
It's not that I don't know wat I like, it's more of that I don't dare.
Friday, July 23, 2004 . 10:37 AM
Today was Cel's last day.We went to Sakae.
Again.
It was fun.
Alot of photo taking and all.
But sadly, I didn't have my camera with me...
So now I have to wait for Belle to burn them into a CD for me.
*hinthint*
Anyway, after lunch we walked around.
Was tiring considering the fact that it was the first time using my new pair of heels.
After awhile I felt like I was tiptoe-ing all the way. haha.
After hanging out with the girls, I met Bing!
Watched I-robot AGAIN.
Ok. I think it was best the first time.
The second time you know the plot and all, so it's much less exciting.
Met Lenny at a pub later.
Now, I'm home.
Tired and all.
Realised I really don't like going out late at night.
Maybe that's why I am so not into clubbing anymore. haha.
Lazy ass.
I miss my babes!!!
At the toilet! Nice colorful shot! abit blur though....
Thanks for the bracelet. =) Good timing. I hope you'll get yours soon. haha.
Thanks for everything. Miss you lots! Love ya! *hugz*
Thursday, July 22, 2004 . 8:57 AM
My brother just made a big dent in my dad's car.So sad now.
Wish I could do something for him.
Anyway!!
today i did something stupid.
*as usual*
I went to charles and keith with the intention of changing my sandals cos' I thought there was some sort of manufacturing fault.
Upon reaching there, I found out that the fault was actually part of the design.
And me and my mum had gone down for...nothing.
Hahaha. Not dumb.....
Celly belly's leaving!
I'll miss u hun!! *hugz*
Be good. LOVE U!!!
I miss you..... hope you've been doing well.... *hug*
Wednesday, July 21, 2004 . 10:43 AM
I-robot was really cool.Nice show.
Hee. I really didn't anticipate the ending.
Hahaha. Guess I'm in "the dumbest of the dumb people" cathegory. *bleah*
Met Marc in the morning.
Had a nice long chat with him over mee pok.
After that I went shopping with my mum.
We went nutz!
We bought a total of 6 pairs of shoes together.
Hahahaha.
We were shoe crazy today.
It was so fun.
My mum's just such a shoe person.
I love shoe shopping with her.
I just sit there and let her give me the shoes to try.
After that David came to pick us up.
Went shopping with him before dinner at our fav haunt.
After that we went to watch the movie.
Good day.
Take my mind off things.
Guess David makes sense.
Too many good things happening to me.
Need some bad things to balance it up.
Just need to learn how to cope with it!
Tuesday, July 20, 2004 . 11:22 AM
My mood just dropped to an all-time low.Don't understand why I should be sad.
Why should I be sad about something I never did.
Something that only jealousy could stir up.
Wake up boo! Stop it!
Kinda realised something....
You know when you look at photos,
Everyone looks so happy and cheerful.
But behind that photo of smiles, is years and years of pain, hate and misunderstandings.
It's all a facade.
When can there be true happiness?
Ugh. Sherman's right.
My blog is sad.....or at least I am.
hahaha...
Alrighty.
Just came back from my grandma's.
Didn't feel like going out today cos' I had cramps.
So I stayed in and watch my mum play mahjong.
She's like the luckiest person on earth.
Her pulling power is amazing.
One month more and I'm going back!
Pretty fast. How time flies.
Think I'm going to miss my parents alot.
Been spending so much time with them.
I can't wait for tomorrow.
Packed day.
I need retail therapy.
Suffering from the itchy-wallet syndrome.
Haha. I pity my husband.
High maintenance fees. hahahahaha.
Sherman said my blog sounds so sad all the time.
Does it?
Hee. So I've decided to make it a happy blog and add more color to it!
=)
You make me a very happy gurl... thanks for always putting up with my nonsense and always being so patient with me!! *hugz*
Monday, July 19, 2004 . 4:48 AM
Lianne: Nice talking to u too! Keep smiling k! =) Life will only get better. *hugz* Take care!Ended up staying at home the whole day today.
Yes. Being a female has been a hassle to me.
*whine*
I was looking through all my old photos from last year.
Really made me feel rather nostalgic.
Those good old AC days.
I was just telling Lian I think I look much older now compared to last year.
Somehow after leaving Singapore, I feel like I've lost my bounce. my craziness. haha.
Must this really be part of growing up?
Now I wish I could turn back time when I was young and so carefree.
When I was happy 24/7 and life just seemed like a breeze.
Now I've reached the stage whereby life will always be filled with backstabbing, political and fake people. Can't just say what I want, do wat I want, behave the way I want to.
All the restrains. haha.
Even though AC was at times very trying at times, there were always those moments where we would just turn crazy and just be ourselves.
I really miss my old routine life of school, poning and bowling.
Heehee. Oh well. =)
I was talking to Kenn yesterday about missing AC and all and we kinda concluded that even tho we ALWAYS complain about how stressful school was, somehow, we just got used to the stress and now without the big stress factor, it feels quite wierd. Hee. Like something's missing.
Now when I look at things, running away to US to hide from the stress wasn't really necessary. In fact, I had gotten used to it. I just didn't want to accept it. =)
*Sorry for everything I've put you thru. I've turned to my own worst nightmare.*
Sunday, July 18, 2004 . 7:18 AM
Ok. Amy has left.I'm back to my old mundane self.
*sigh* I missed her.
But I'm glad I could see her even though it's for such a short time.
Yesterday was my grandma's birthday.
Pretty fun seeing all my mum's relatives.
They're all like "wow! you look so much like your mum!" or "You've grown so big!!!"
Yesyes. most of them saw me like 10 years or more ago....
The dinner was pretty cool. All the women were dressed in Kabayas.
It was a pretty grand thing.
Uploaded some photos!!
The kabayas!
My dear korkor and me...he looks so cute!
My bestest best friend ever! love u!
Friday, July 16, 2004 . 10:45 AM
Oh my gosh.....blogspot has turned cooler. Heehee.Today I did my hair....dyed a few pink streaks.
Pretty nice. hee.
After that, I met the girls to go shopping.
Bought Gucci perfume! Really cheap.
But really uncalled for. I have like 7 bottles staring at me at home. hahaha.
Went to NTUC after that to meet Grace and Poon.
AGAIN. I got played out.
No one tells me anything!!! They changed the time from 5 to 5.30 and i didn't know. Best part is. they didn't even come at 5.30. They came at 6.
GREAT! Fantastic.
I think this world needs more responsible people.
After buying food, I went for dinner with Amy and family.
Ate seafood platter.
Yummy! I always eat that with Amy.
Hahaha.
Went back to Darryl's place. Talked for like an hour then I decided to come home and accompany my mum. She's been the greatest today....=)
Tomorrow's my grandma's birthday.
Not really looking all that forward to it.
I don't know.
I hope it's cos' I'm pmsing or something but my tolerance level is much lower than usual.
Pray that God grants me more patience to live thru the night.
Looking forward to shopping with Amy tomorrow!!!
We have alot of ground to cover. hahahaha.
Today I wore the wrong shoes so my stamina was much lower. Tomorrow, I'm all ready to fight the crowd.....*evil laughter*
What would I do without u! *hugz*
Thursday, July 15, 2004 . 5:12 AM
Today was pretty relaxing.Spent my day with my mum.
Went for facial.
Wanted to walk over to centrepoint but we got stuck at OG for like a few hours.
Just couldn't get out of the door.
Bought a heck lot of things.
I love shopping with my mum!!!
Last night I had a good sleep.
No nightmares.
Unfortunately, my mum's friend woke me up at 7.30am.
Ugh. When I went back to sleep, the dreams started again.
David's birthday today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID!!!! *HUGZ*
Some times, I really wonder whether with my type of character, I'm doomed for singlehood. haha. I just don't understand how people can take my pmsing.
Esp my parents.
They are so tolerant even when I don't tell them I'm pmsing.
They just seem to know. haha.
Wednesday, July 14, 2004 . 8:57 AM
Last night's nightmare has been the worst so far.Woke up crying.
Funny part is that I wasn't sad or anything cos' it was just a dream.
But I was still crying.
Wierd.
I was so tired today cos' I woke up at 6.30am and I couldn't really get back to sleep.
Today was great day though.
I summoned every ounce of energy I had left to keep awake throughout the day.
I'm happy. =)
Tuesday, July 13, 2004 . 11:31 AM
The girls just left my place.So pissed.
My camera memory card has problems and suddenly, all my photos in my camera got wiped out and i was left with three photos left.
Ugh. So sad.....
there was like about 200 photos in there!! ugh. can't believe it...All gone...
Belle!! Jie!! I need your photos!
Anyway, today was really fun. Got to have a nice conversation with Cel.
Met the rest at Sakae.
after dinner we wanted to go sing karaoke....but ended up at my place watching honey.
Really enjoyed spending time with them.
So sad....once I go back to America, it'll be like a year before I can see them again. Of which, I won't be seeing Cel cos' I'll only be back in Aug.
Ugh. Not good.
Good news: Amy's coming back later!!! YEAH!! I'm like so damn happy now. This holiday is good. I get to see everyone I love. hee. happy!!!! Can't wait!!!!
What is wrong.......? =(
Monday, July 12, 2004 . 9:45 PM
Been waking up later everyday.stupid dreams.
Not as if I can remember what I even dream about!!!
Roland's in the hospital now taking out his wisdom teeth.
Poor thing.
Hope he's not in too much pain.
Wish I could be there...
Take care!!
I'm so tempted to go back to work.
But I know that it's a huge risk cos' Amy might come back and Cel is back and the last thing I wanna do is make myself too busy to meet them.
Ughhh..
Tonight it's Sakae sushi night.
Ugh. Tonight is also the last episode of my chinese show.
I'm so torn....I'm hoping that I can figure out how to use the DVD recorder in time so that I can tape my show and not worry about getting home on time during dinner.
Heehee. I can't wait! I lurpe spending time with my babes!!! Need to shop tooooo.....
My dreams are affecting me once again.
Today I woke up tired and sleepy.
Why? Cos' I didn't sleep well last night.
Again.
Ugh....this is not good.
Came home after going to Hwa Chong.
Slept till like about 6 again.
Supposed to meet Cel but I was so tired...
Last night we gave Cel a surprise "party".
haha. It was so fun to see the look on her face when she opened the door to see four girls sitting in the dark, on her bed. hahaha.
We talked....her mum's so funny.
So happy to see her after soooo damn long.
Shit. I thought she would be as fat as me after eating so many chocolate bars...but apparently not.
Still looking good. hahaha....*grin*
Love ya babe!!!
Friday, July 09, 2004 . 9:43 PM
Yesterday was pretty fun.Met up with Grace, Poon and Eugene.
Planning all the SSA stuff.
After that I went over to Belle's place.
We went to watch mean girls.
I like Lindsay Lohan!
I think she's the coolest.
Have liked most of her shows.
We went to our usual dinner place SAKAE sushi...
hahaha. We ALWAYS end up there.
After that Jie and Belle wanted to walk around..
Walked for a bit before realising that my tv show was going to show in 10mins.
And i was stuck in orchard.
Ugh. Stupid traffic.
Ended up calling a cab to rush home and catch the last 45mins of the show.
hahaha. I know.
I'm addicted.
My babes!
Belly Boo! I love this one!
Sunglasses!
Thursday, July 08, 2004 . 8:59 PM
I swear I'm suffering from lack of sleep due to all the dreams I have.Almost every night I would have multiple dreams.
Those that leave me so damn tired and sleepy in the morning.
I studied in psychology why we dream before.
But of course...I can't remember why.
Whatever it is.
I dream so much....
I wish I could just stop dreaming for once and have a proper night's rest.
I realised I dream about subconcious thoughts though.
Well, sometimes.
Sometimes I just dream rubbish.
But I always wake up to realise that I don't know what happened exactly in my dreams.
Damn... kinda wish I did. hahaha.
I mean, since they keep me up throughout the night, might as well let me know the details? haha.
Gibberish...
I can't wait to meet Belle and Jie.
Oh yes. I have this sudden impulsion to go shopping.
More specifically for nice shoes.
I know Roland hates this, but I'm really tempted to try getting those latest-in-trend pointy shoes. haha.
Thanks Belle..and Jie...for the great influence rubbing off me...slowly but surely. haha.
I can't wait for Cel to come back!!!!!!!
I think God has REALLY blessed me with such great friends.
Cel, Lea, Belle and Jie have been there since sec4.
(Of course my bez friend as well)
Somehow, I'm really hoping though me and Cel are far far away, that at the end of the day, when we are all old and 50, we will still come back home and meet up with each other and still be able to enjoy each other's company.
That we'll be friends forever.
Oh gosh. the image of wrinkled up Jie just flashed in my mind.
Hilarious.
I swear I'm getting bored.
Only someone as bored as me would blog twice everyday.
hahaha.
I need entertainment.
Today, I went to thomson plaza with my mum and aunt.
Didn't meet Yanice in the end.
I was talking to my aunt and mum about our faith.
My family is made out of non Christians and Christians.
I realised that those who don't believe and are strongly against God, seem to have much more baggage on their shoulders.
They seem so much more unforgiving,jealous and revengeful.
They seem to carry so much hate in their hearts.
It's not even necessary to be a Christian. Just believing, makes you a different person.
I'm so blessed. Really am.
Just hope and pray that those who aren't touched will be touched some day...Somehow...
I think i'm pmsing.
I can't wait to go back IU.
Been talking to this new freshman.
Telling him all about IU and life there.
Makes me look even more forward to what awaits me this coming semester.
But somehow, I think once I go back, I'd start to miss the comfort of my home, the comfort of lying in my parents' arms...knowing that I'm safe...from everything.
It's a vicious cycle I tell u!
When I'm not there, I miss it...when I'm there, I miss home.
Ridiculous boo!!!
*I miss you...*
Wednesday, July 07, 2004 . 8:07 PM
My brother and father are leaving for Germany today...*sigh* Wish I could go with them.
Meeting Yanice to go NTU later.
My life is really nothing much now.
Everyday, I wake up...laze around...
Laze laze laze...
Before I know it, it's night.
Yesterday I don't know what the hell I did but I spent the whole day watching ONE vcd. Some mahjong show.
When David asked what I did the whole day, then it dawned upon me.
I don't even know what the hell I did. haha.
They are going to take my laptop away now....
Tuesday, July 06, 2004 . 10:52 PM
Met Glenda yesterday.Really fun talking to her.
Haha. my hot-gossiper. =)
My manager called me yesterday and asked if I could go back to work and help her.
Ughhh...why!!! I feel so bad not helping, yet at the same time, Celeste is coming back and I wanna spend time with her too.
On top of that, I have all the SSA stuff to get busy with.
How!!!!!!!
Wat a headache.
To make it harder, she called PERSONALLY.
Fantastic.
I'm getting better.
Today I should be staying at home to watch all the DVDs and anime I borrowed from David.
Haha.
He is trying to keep me VERY busy.
My dad thinks that I should be working though cos' before I came back, I did mention my intentions to work many times.
Didn't realise how lazy I am till now. haha.
Working isn't the greatest thing on earth.
Especially if it's not the kinda job you're looking for.
*yawnz*
Think I'll go start on my movie marathon....
Hope ur first day at work went well.
Missing you. Getting ready to meet Glenda.
Was lazing around watching DVD this morning.
This is really the life of a full-time bummer.
Heehee.
My dad suddenly walked up to me this morning and said "You're going to miss Singapore when you go back. Maybe you should just study here instead."
Gosh. If they said that earlier, I would have MAYBE studied for my As, and MAYBE applied for Singapore Uni and MAYBE do engineering.
Unfortunately, I didn't do all that. So turning back now is not exactly an option.
Nevermind. I'm sure my life has opened to many different opportunities now that I'm studying in US.
I never really regretted studying in US.
Though I do regret not studying for my As and screwing it up so badly and eliminating all options of studying in Singapore.
Oh well. So many what ifs.
I guess, this is the path God has led me towards.
I'm hoping there would really be a pot of gold on the otherside of the rainbow.
Though I can't really see it now, i'm sure it's there.
My parents on the other hand,
I realised can't really do without me now.
I feel bad.
I wish I could be there for them but at the same time, I want to grow up, experience life alone and enjoy the freedom of living on my own.
Decisions are made and to be kept.
Monday, July 05, 2004 . 6:17 AM
What did I do today?Sleep...watch TV...sleep...watch TV...sleep...sleep...sleeeeeppppp...
I watched the last part of Le divorce, the whole of anger management and re-watched daredevil.
Other then that, I was asleep.
Today I felt really horrible. Headache, body ache, block nose... Gosh. I think I spend most of my days in Singapore sick in bed. Ugh. What a horrible waste of precious holiday time.
Yesterday was a good day.
Federer won!
Greece won!
Everyone I wanted to win, won...
Good good.
Sunday, July 04, 2004 . 7:53 AM
Ugh.Stuffy nose now.
Can't breathe properly.
My eyes are watery too.
Didn't do much today.
Watched daredevil and le divorce.
Went to collect my sarong kabaya with my aunty.
Helped her choose a sarong as well.
Pretty fun.
Talked alot.
Hopefully my parents will allow me to go HK with her.
I really really wanna go!!
After all the things Roland has told me about HK, I really feel like seeing it for myself.
Can't believe my parents have bought me all over the world except countries like Hongkong and Australia which are like only a few hours away.
Hahaha. Instead, I've been to places like Egypt and Turkey.
That really makes sense.
But still, think I'm pretty lucky already.
Shan't complain. hee.
Ughhh.... I just realised I'm planless for next week.
hahaha.
Hopefully I can meet up with my babes jie and belle..
And hopefully I can play mahjong at night with David and Janice.
Hopefully......
Friday, July 02, 2004 . 10:02 PM
I'm sick.Again.
I was sick before Roland came.
After he left, I fell sick again.
Hmmm...?
Yesterday was bad.
All I did was roll around my bed.
I felt so uncomfortable.
Luckily today I'm feeling much better.
Hopefully I can play mahjong with the guys later on.
My brother just got back his LSATS scores.
Not good enough for Harvard.
Now he's stuck between girlfriend and good school.
Is it worth it to give up a potentially better future for a person who may not even be "the one"?
Is there such thing as "the one"?
How do you even know if that person is the right one for you?
There are many fishes in the sea, won't there always be a better catch?
I realised, those couples studying in the US always come to the problem of long distance relationships.
I guess the safest route is to just remain single.
But then again, how can you stop love?
Ramble.....
Thursday, July 01, 2004 . 10:25 PM
Yesterday was pretty relaxed.I had timsum with my family.
After lunch we went shopping then we went to visit my grandma.
Really tired so I feel asleep at her place.
Met Weihua, Daryl and Tzeming for dinner.
We ate at Ooster.
Food was alright.
After dinner Tzeming and I went for drinks.
Sat and talked till like 11 plus.
Was pretty fun talking to him again.
It's like I had sooo many things to talk to him about and to catch up with.
Just finished doing all my grandma's invites.
Wanna get my afternoon nap before I go out to meet jie and belle later.
Haha. I sound like some baby.
