HARDER, BETTER, FASTER, STRONGER,

a long saturday afternoon just lazing around in the comforts of a place called home.


-> Do you feel alone right now?
Oh, I dunno. I mean I'd like to believe I'm not but I just... I've just never seen any proof so I... I just don't debate it anymore, you know? It's like I could spend my whole life debating it over and over again, weighing the pros and cons and in the end I still wouldn't have any proof so I just... I just don't debate it anymore. It's absurd.
-> The search for God is absurd?
It is if everyone dies alone.

DESTRUCTION IS CREATION. ain`t it?
let`s poison the delight..

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-2:52 PM-

YOU DONT CARE ABOUT US

noo pooo came over yesterday and we idiots spent 3 hours at the dvd shop. its seriously stupid to open a shop when you classify almost every single good movie under M18. we finally decided on flight club, O in ohio and melissa P. which are all M18 shows, how fucked up is that. as usual, i (tried to) play The Genius and thought of showing the lady my fake so ill be able to get the shows. butttttt more often than never, something always has to spoil the genius plans. i went to her and gave her my name and add and then she started reading out my hp number and then i realised she had all my particulars cause i rented from that show before. so there i was feeling like a serious moronic asshole after her telling me im underaged with the M18 sign on the dvd covers. thanks.

met up again with her wr keithy and zhang (after his swimming lessons)(ok the previous bracketed words wernt needed)at cheesecake cafe and went to zhang's house after that. i havent been there for more than a year and that ass has a huge tv and com in his tiny room. did i mention huge/enormous? anyways, we played the card game with water so it was a whole lot of hahas+peeing+peeing+peeing+ppl who suck at rhyming+fun.



























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You're too complicated, we should separate it.
You're just confiscating, you're exasperating.
This degeneration, mental masturbation.
Think I'll leave it all behind, save this bleeding heart of mine.

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-8:56 AM-

ROTTEN BRAINS

lunch with the few yesterday. miss the fav flower babes.










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to perfect the night, met up with my dearest saira pooopsy. we went to the esplande and damn, it sure has been a long time since i last went there. re-living unwanted memories silently, the secondary school loser omfgly times, the catch-ups of the lives. the night ended up at stones surrounded by water and lighted balls, with a wet skirt and hands, a whole lot of funny unglam pics, staring sessions of which someone sucks at, and much much love. need i say more?







































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the truth is that lying is a necessity.
no matter how hard we try to deny it, or ignore it, eventually the lies fall away
whether we like it , or not.
but here's the truth about the truth, it hurts. so we lie....................

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-7:48 PM-