i knew leaving was going to be hard. but i never knew it was gonna be THIS hard.
this was the kind of life i wanted i guess. studying overseas. independence. but yea, sometimes dreams come with a price. and that was having to leave you guys.

the night before i was happily having bbq-steamboast and playing soccer and whatdoyouknowthe next night i was flying off in a plane i was hoping i had never gotten on anymore.

i never expected to get the ticket. i never thought i would have gotten the stupid ticket. it was such a last minute thing. i was like one of the last to get it and the second last before the gate closed.

friday and saturday was so meaningful to me. bbq.team emo. nik n wei staying over. clarry coming in the morning. u guys sending me off. everything!

going in felt so surreal to me. seeing you guys at the glass, i just wanted to run back in and hug all of you all over again.

thanks for the cards. the badge and the toy from bitchy called bitchy.

words cant express how much you all mean to me. my life. my everything. almost the whole way there when i think of you all i started crying like crap all over again. =(

i sat next to these 2 ladis form england on the place. nice ppl with the constant "are you ok" .
wanted to watch 'Trust the Man' and 10 mins in i dozed off. woke up for food and so i decided to watch 'You Me and Dupree'. and i fell asleep again almost in the beginning. they actually were serving hot chocoloate with marshmellows so and i was happy. i took a few sips but it was so hot so i left it there to cool but damnit im an ass that fell asleep again and they cleared it away and i never had a chance to eat my marshmellows. damn!

keithy you still owe me my ten bucks and i almost dieded cause of you!i forgot to draw money in spore. i changed to remaining $ i had to australian. i had to get a stupid bus ticket to get to the station so i was left with a few AU cents.

it so different here. pace of life seems much slower. reminds me a bit of auckland,new zealand with the cafes and ice-cream shops all over the place.

and nikki! the shopping here kinda sucks ass. the clothes are so ex and they're not even nice.
i went to the supermarket and wf! you're gonna love it cause they have so damn man different types of bread! and cheese all over.

shops close pretty early and you have to walk everywhere you go. i hate walking. hahaha. im currently putting up at my parents apartment till the 1st of march where i'll then move to mine. school starts on the 15th of feb and timing wise, australia is ahead of spore time by 3hrs.

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nikki noo: my shopping partner.my best friend. no one to light candles with me anymore.you take care ok!sin bookis with me. thanks for maiking the card. i love it and i love my noo poo poo.
clarisse: hot horny honey. hahha.whose gonna do retarded shit and scream and jump to songs with me. thanks for always putting the U on my face. much love,your bloody valentine. WE LOVE GRASS.
jeffrey: you're a great guy. thanks for always standing by me all this while despite all the insults. T.T and cheering me up. best buddies forever remember? love you bitchy.
zhi jun: so much of wanting to say to you, yet always so little always said. i love you so much baby and ill be mising you. thanks for the great time which will never be forgotten. my Singapore Police, forever.
xiao wei:pathway pact partner! you're always the problem solver and listening ear around. take care of nikki ok. you better stop all your whining and start acting like a man im warning you!haha. love, shanny bunny.
wei rong:my suckertong. im gonna miss bullying the shit outta you like i always do. dont wait for something to happen in your life. make it happen! shotglass nooooo... hahha. i love you wei rong!
saira: honey bunny. lolol. my friend seems like forever when we were little kiddos. so funny we were together again. dont let the soccer ball kill you ok. ure so light. haha. much love, miss van. =P
zhangster: no more live radio in the house! haha.you're a funny dude man. careful not to spoil things like you always do. haha. gogogo on getting the body you've always wanted mr nice guy. i *heart* euu.
keithy: thanks for the snakey and the rose (: im gonna miss you, you little imp. i've never seen you grow up so much until this year. take care n love you and im not forgetting my 10 bucks you shit! sheesh.
wanfong:i never had a chance to say a proper goodbye to you :( but like you said, its special and you're special. i love that determination drive in you always and you gotta learn to be nice(r) . love you captain fongie wongie.
imee: i might not be around but ill always still be here. doesnt make sense but you know what i mean.i know its so hard on you right now but i want the happy mee mee ok. i love you evil dumbstress.
ho ming: happy belated birthday munko!sorry i didnt get your present in time. stop sianing ok! you've been a really good friendand im gonna miss you. with love, gay! whoo.
jiannie: its cool we managed to click so fast despite knowing each other 3 days ago. the person who always makes me emo everytime i talk to online. no wonder we're in team emo. hahaha.i love the gay mom! (:
matt: thanks for helping me out the the airport you lean mean fighting machine. hahaha. didnt get to know well enough till recently and you're a really nice guy,literally.haha you're darker than me! much love and take care!
stephen: hello you. you've always been so bloody damn mean to me since sec 1 and finally when im leaving you start to be nice. sheesh man you. good luck with yf and im impressed it has been this long. good for you and try to be nice when i come back ok! take care you steffy fooo.
kester: remember the half-cute-half-evil vampire! and i was the master! hahahah.love you kessy.
dearest boon, david, jon, reagan and donna: thanks for taking the trouble to come and so sorry i couldnt wait any longer. wanted to go to to see you guys perform so damn badly too. anyways.. FourEncounting all the way man! (: