Roses For The Dead

my day was pretty cool actually.

for starters, i was halfway bathing my dog when he suddenly puked right in front of me. how nice.
my sister had a bbq at my house today. food was great.

im still so mad at myself for spoiling stuff before i even use them. 1. i bought new guitar strings and before they were even fixed, i broke it. 2. i got the new pants which ive never worn out, i opened the buckle and the damn thing just popped out.
rad.


check out STREET DRUM CORPS. cool bunch. anyway, ill be flying off to new zealand tmr morning so bye poopies :]



yourhistoryismine.

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-11:18 PM-

Give Up...

I. MUST. BE. TOLERANT.

MUST.
MUST.
TOLERATE.



fuck.

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-11:04 PM-

All's Said.

the tiny nails are now black.


im on a mission- to kill my beloved bird, Goliath, before it kills me.

new zealand-omfg, 1.5 more days. im not looking forward to it as much as im supposed too.

btw, ever knew that my mom has the worst taste in the world...damn

period.

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-1:07 PM-

Thoughts Before Me

im tired. dead tired. the day seemed to be never ending, but it was fun. went out with saira and clarisse today. managed to catch The Exorcism of Emily Rose. Demons, Jesus Christ, the Devil, you have it all. the beliefs somehow seem to be coming back.

toys'r'us is such a cool place. you see 15 year old kiddos getting fascinated by a dumb magician.
:]

i love love love hot topic.

Through open eyes I sense a feeling painted black that lines your heart
It's bleeding through just like the colors that I've seen right from the start

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-12:02 AM-

Reflections.

and yea, im that selfish possessive asshole you love to hate...

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-10:42 PM-

All That Ive Got

life's been pathetic. finally finish watching the first series of the Lord of The Rings. its bloody long. other than that, was checking The Used out on the net. i seriously cant believe Bert used to date Kelly. Kelly Osbourne, mind you. like wtf! KELLY! And according to him, she's the most important girlfriend he ever had. ok, im just being dumb here and giving my comments. but KELLY OSBOURNE!!!! just the thought of it makes me feel funny all over again. BUT, he's still cool, just that he likes to fuck girls alot and kiss guys. im ok with guys kissing, but the other part, he can die of STDs. ok, shuddup shan. the point is, he has the ability to puke on stage always due to hardcore screaming.maybe not ability, but still, how coool!puu-uuu-uu-k-ee-eee.

i went out with myself today. i like going out with myself. its fun. you keep you mouth shut unless irritating salespeople come to you and your brain's functioning all the time. not like it doesnt, but you know.. im happy. no parents at home still sat. double coolness!

as for now... so long and good nite........

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-6:58 PM-

Pieces Mended

coolest picture of the day. Quinn and Bert from The Used. sweeeet.

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-9:28 AM-

Believe Me.

spent about 7 hours of my day wan fong today :] .
finally watched harry potter! i love it. maybe its a good thing not reading a single of the books. i get to enjoy the show more. anyway, headed to far east for shopping for a whole lot of shopping after that. managed to get most of our stuff. i still need a hoodie!!! o0o... hear me rant. pretty great day just that wf was so tired. lol.


training tmr. suck on asses...

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-11:41 PM-

Busy Living.

today was a cool day in fact. had trainings at usual. after that, headed to swensens to celebrate coach sharon's birthday. wan fong, imee and i came late. typical. heh. doing the card. wan fong's a great artist. imee, we shall just stick to being great shaders, shall we. :] anyway, had my salmon and mushroom bake rice. Oooh. ice cream cake! Aaaah. i can survive on ice cream alone by entire life. tortured sharon abit here and there. haha. ive never felt so embarrassed in public for quite some time. picture taking! the best. wf, imee and i were standing on the seats. stares. loads of them. how cool. i could just burst right now. seriously.

know how much bok hates pink? 1. he wont even eat stawberry ice cream. 2. his player was once wearing a pink ribbon and he told her that if she doesnt take it out, she cant play in the competition. yes, THAT BAD! oh well, you'll have a fine time receiving your birthday present soon enough.


da jia-ing is fun! trust me. :]


my greenday poster flew out of my window onto my roof!!!!!! WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. i cant get it..... WTFFFFFFFFF. my most favourite piece of paper in my entire room. or should i say my entire house. WTFFFFFFFFFFFF.

but for now, marilyn manson, here i comee...

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-10:48 PM-

Choke On This

im still trying to find the real me.....

confusions set upon.
I think that the truth is I'm scared
I think that the truth is I'm everything that I hate.
i do not know where to begin.
which path to set foot upon
this time, its all gonna be real.
get that voice out of my head. NOW.

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-11:01 PM-

Hello You

. had a match with henderson juniors, (or was is anderson, hmm. oh well it deosnt matter) at kallang today. before that went to parkway to get coach's present with the usual. met the juniors later on so it was liek almost the whole squad. i need to pierce my ear again damnit! and this time, no more bumps. heh. anyway, had dinner with david and imee at kfc after that.

stink. stink. stink.


The Breakfast Monkey . check it out. created by Gerard Way (MCR) and a few others. he aspired to be a cartoonist but didnt make it. good in way. caused if not MCR would probably be non-existent.


Tonight it's "it cant get much worse"Vs. "no one should ever feel like.."


<CURSES

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-10:03 PM-

Held In Captivity.

and as for today, i shall just keep myself away from the world and everything happening around me. its a 24-hour stay at home. tiramisu makes me happy enough. well, more or less, at least.

------------------------------------
so here i am to say
that thoughts embed with pain
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-11:22 AM-

i did something productive today. i cleaned up my room and the whole chunk of junk it contained. never knew my room had so much of dust. damn.

training didnt suck as much as i had expected it. cheese fries for dinner!

in loving memory of pinky poopkins II. im sorry wan fong, it had to happen to you. HAHAHA. but hey, you get 3 whole freaking weeks for MC.
R.I.P.

zhang+tagboard= funny.
:]


check out bloody romance by senses fail. its hot. but pretty old thou.

im feeling high...
dance danceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

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-12:33 PM-

So What Is It

fear is overcoming me,
or is it more of guilt that i presume.
damnit.


as for the day, went to saira's house. went sitting-skateboarding down big slopes. pretty cool! watched "THIRTEEN". love that show, about teenage delinquency.
got home and my mother wanted to have a serious talk with me. turned out to be not-so-serious in fact. i bet she think im a sucker....
!!!


great, tuitions are flying back to my face all over again.
and then there's still netball to think about.
rad.
period.

im hooked onto "dance, dance" by FOB. just makes me wanna get up on the floor and dance stupidly :]

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-11:46 PM-

Damn

punked out-- that's so like the new gay.

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-9:57 AM-

Sucky As Ever...

training sucked major ass today. it was sooooo tiring! i could faint/die/melt whatever! having a darker colour does'nt help much either. gawd, i so need to kill Bok badly. very very badly. like triple boil/bomb him to death. all he ever does is scream at people. arghhhh. wf! where were you! went to parkway after training with wei rong and emee meemee(the young and hopeless one) :] roti boy and bubble tea.PERFECT!

the whole team's falling apart. and i don't know what to do. SOS.


imee's in a fix!LOL. she's the dumbest girl ive ever known. im so proud of you!
im the evilest dumbtress! oh cool. meet my diciple, Imeee.
and together, we shall rule the world! muahahaha! nice guys always finish last remember.


and the story begins.....

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-8:36 PM-

I Tried To Give You Warning.

nobody's listening...

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-11:07 AM-

I Will Come To You

ive decided to pretend to be a combiner and end school today. so yay! no school for me on mon. school was torturous today. i ended around 3.45 . headed to bedok pizza hut after that with clarry, nikki and xiao wei. had conversations about our beliefs and how animals we know have died. wierd but funny.

im feeling stupid today. god knows why. maybe he's just too busy to attend to my brain. resulting in my stupidified feeling. but hey! that's no excuse.


And I Hate you more than life itself.
I even hate you more than i hate myself.

its funny. a friday night and not even 1 person i know is online.

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-10:53 PM-

Shit Happens..

training was ok for once. thats cause it rained and we were dismissed much earlier. headed to kfc. play dai-dee. kinda fun. i suffered from an overdose of cheese fries and almost puked on the way home..

so yea, maybe im not a very smart person. i got caught by mohummad for trying to pon lessons and almost got sent to the HOD room. now we know why Mr. OM needed a dog to help him out. what a bitch. and to think i thought i was a pro-ded ponner. damn...oh well, my fault still whatsoever.

had "lunch" with coach sharon together with wan fong. so much wanted to be said. Yet, so little came out.


watched shy high with clarisse yesterday. warren peace is total hotness man!!!

i love you wan fong! you're probably the only person i would die for...

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-11:19 PM-

im addicted to television. i watched close to 6 hours non-stop yesterday evening, on account of spending 15 mins on dinner and having a bath.

I.SERIOUSLY.NEED.TO.GO.SHOPPING. BADLY.
ok, i sound like a bloody brat.


did i mention how much i love frank iero (eye-year-oh) .BELOW

MCR guitarist. he's born on halloween. how cool.

came across a convo by some of the MCR guys.

Frank:" Has goldfinger ever had a flock of mooses advancing on him? It's a terrifying sight."
Mikey: "That's not the plural of moose, it's moosi."
Gerard: "Fuck off, it's meese."

hmmm yea... go figure asses...




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-9:21 AM-

Happiness Found.

today (the after part) was a blast. hahaha.
in the morning nik, keith, jeff and i ponned geog and went for breakfast at macs. it was so fun.
fuck the re-test man..its so retarded.
anyway.. school bullshitted as usual. wtf. come in for chinese and we are staring face to face with a test paper. go into audi and we're staring face to face with the gay-of-a-bitch tan kee hoe. go back to class for extra physics lessons and we're staring face to face with the all time tall loser freak mr wee. how much nicer can school get.. i REALLY wonder.
oh well, nikki noo's house next! wooot. went home first to get my swim stuff. david wanted to come too and he brought umesh along. im in love iwth her condo. we swam.. played pool. ate kfc for dinner. played tennis and swam again. i dont like pool at all. ok maybe thats just because i totally suck ass at it.. tennis is fun. first time i played it in my life. hahaha. by the time i reached home was close to eleven and got screwed.
oh well, at least im happy and happy and happy :)

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-11:47 PM-

My Escape.

planning escape in progress.

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-11:53 PM-

Buried Myself Alive

jealousy is raging through my body and filling up every single inch of it.

I buried myself alive on the inside
so I could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time


there is so much of hate within us. all locked up. why!why?! it sucks cause i dont even know where it comes from. and never, can i get rid of it.......

EVERYTHING MAY NOT BE WHAT IT SEEMS TO BE

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-9:56 PM-

Jesus Of Suburbia

JESUS OF SUBURBIA!!!! I WATCHED THE VIDEO! WOOOOOT.

http://www.ifilm.com/ifilmdetail/2682403 go there to watch it.
HOT!HOT!HOT! AWESOME!AWESOME!AWESOME!
lou taylor pucci is a cool dude. i wouldnt mind a hot ass boyfren like him. x). hahahaha.


anyway.. im sick so no school for me today. yay!

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-8:41 AM-