[[YOU]]

one's cunning.
one's betraying.
one's loving.
one's ignorant.
one's selfish.
one's in history.
one's listening.
one's shattered.
one's a fake.


YOU.YOU.YOU.YOU.YOU.YOU.YOU.YOU.YOU.YOU.YOU.YOU.YOU.YOU.

HALLOWEEN. my favourite festival of the year is finally here again.
grab some eyeliner. together with blood, face paint, a cloak and my witches hat. perfect.
killing the living. live for the dead. and ill savour every moment of this. all's said.

clarisse will be leaving for new zealand today. gonna miss ya loads sweetheart/my bloody valentine/flat rock/ lil bruised frog. ill sned you my condolences first, just in case. haha. love ya poo poo head.


:)))

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-6:23 PM-

things have been pretty cool out of the late.

fri was bazaar.. nikki, keithy, xiao wei and i went for breakfast in the morning and reached school around 8.20.. watched the on the spot dance thingy.. luke and joey were just sosososo funny. LOL.
mrs tan signed me, nik, keith n zhang for the hair com. we didnt bring ANYTHING. so faith just picked flowers from the garden in school and we borrowed gel and i somhow ended up being the model. sucky but fun.
nik and i bot half of saira's present. haha
sat stinked. wenna school at 8.30 just to do some fucking gate duty for open house. for the first time in my life i wore a blazer and court shoes. imagine me :) . and there was like no parents at all so i just stood there like a sick freak. bahhhhh. netball booth was pathetic too. but who cares.
saira's party was great. thanks poo poo! there goes the money from your parent account. everything was great. food. people. house. cake. water guns. =)woot... everyone was SHACKED. but we had loads of fun.
im still wondering how jia heng's brain works. damnnnn.

went to school for extended lessons today.. bullshit. thats all i can say.

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-5:03 AM-

didnt go to school today. went to tampines mall in the morning to check out their halloween stuff.
WTF. they cleared all out. like for god's sake halloween is next monday!!! anyway.. made my way to 2001 at far east to check out the shirts. almost bought this cool avenged sevenfold shirt! damnit. oh well, new level 27, role model, made shirts. but not that nice. i saw this misfits box in the shape of a coffin. its freaking nice but costs $45. i still need. ok. WANT to buy a hoodie so badly!!
$$$$$$$.
go figure.

anyway, went to queensway after that to buy all my damn shoes..even though i was alone, it felt good.
finally could spend quality time with myself. and my mp3, though sadly, its failing me..
its good to understand oneself better..
everywhere i go. i see stares. is it you. or is it just me. i could really care less..
and so i spent the whole day with myself. how coool.

I AM HAPPY NOW.


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I'll take the shot for you
I'll be the shield of you
needless to say
I'll stand in your way
I'll take the shot for you
I'll give my life for you
I'll make it stop
I'll take the shot for you
for you


how nice it may sound. but how fake actions can get.
shot, by the rasmus.
zhanggggggggggggggggggg. i need it NOW. NOW. NOW. NOW.



curses>

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-9:03 PM-

I Died in My Dreams...

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-11:18 AM-

why the fuck are you doing this . you dont have to be tactful around me.

I wanna see what you're insides look like
I bet you're not fuckin pretty on the inside
I wanna see what you're insides look like
I wanna see em

jealousy fills me.
one chance.regret. its never coming back....



today was kinda cool i guess. went for david's jamming. they played great today. their new song is hot shit man.



come angels of the lord......


CURSES>

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-10:15 AM-

yays

happy. lol.
ponned school today. thousands of people did too.
in the morn clarisse, nikki, vir, david, homing and jiaheng came. david was so nice to help me polish my guitar. and he was even nice to help me break my string! ive never broken a string before! assssss. haha
went to the court nearby and played netball . stephen and zhang joined us. headed to BK for lunch followed by school for interclass netball...
mrs ong is such a spoiler.. she saw lyndonn david and knew they ponned. so she complained to mariam to not letall those who pon play. eventually, daivd was the onli one who couldnt play against our class. sadded..
oh wells, my class won for netball!
=)))
how coool

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-9:47 AM-

interclass netball sucked.
all i know is that i fucking hate ivan and he is a goddamn loser.
and so maybe i am one too.

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-8:03 PM-

And yes....

im not o-fucking-kay.

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-12:26 AM-

hello my sunshines. i havent blogged for so long. exams are finally over. no amount of words can express my happiness.
i reslised i follow the same procedures after every paper.
just say fuck. im gonna fail. and laugh.
yay.


http://www.livefreakydiefreaky.com/killerofweek3.html. cool shit. check out the rest of the killers too.. hahaha.

corpse bride rules.

i went to HMV yesterday and just had a buy a cd. i made the perfect choice of picking up funeral for a friend.

oprah is a cool show. i think its one of the best shows around. you get to hear views of people whom were almost put to death coz of crimes they commited and see jail cells.

damn.. i wanted to blog so much and now i cant remember anything......

it makes no sense at all...enlighten me please.

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-11:19 PM-