I know that things happen for a reason ..
but i am real sick of it ..
where in the world will someone restrict my life ..
Crap ..
why can't we hang out with our old friend ..
Is there a rule saying that we can't?
I am already giving in ... what more do u want from me?

Please .. don't make me piss off ..
I am fed up enough ..
Don't make me hate you ...

Don't be an ugly person who tried to break other's friendship ..
Don't be jealous of ppl who still hang out with their friend ...
Try to understand the friendship that we previous girls shared ..

Please don't make me HATE you ..

deL
13.6.10

This is a long-delayed post.
3 weeks ago, we had a terrible time at work ..
People left us one-by-one ..

We used to be happier with more staffs ..
Now .. we have 16 girls only ..
I don't know whether are you killing us or what ..

I feel so sorry that i can't help her ..
I know that this is not within her control and there is practically nothing she can do ..
Cos the final decision is not hers .. but the Top ..
But i am just sad that i couldn't do anything ..
I had been complaining .. that's true ..
but when i hear ppl complain bout her like that ..
It just hurts and i don't know how can i help her ..
Haiz ...

To me .. she is wonderful
She is like the best ..
Haiz ..
I don't know how or what i can do ..

But seriously if the TOP do things that really upset us ..
I guess ..
we'll know by then ...

deL
I guess this is for Real ....
I hate to post such things that made us tears ...
I hate unhappiness ...
Tears ...
Crying ...
Feeling of lost ...

One week ..
One more to go ...
Sister is being kind to me actually ...
But the workload will kill i guess ...

I hate to say good-bye to you ..
It hurts when i think of it ...
I can't change the fact ...
I can only try to 'prolong' the time ...

It is really nice knowing you as a friend, a colleague, a gossiper, a kaki ...
Things will never be the same again ...

i guess i will miss you badly ...
Without your nonsense with us ...

Thanks for all the fun and i really treasure the good old days ...
Take care my dear friend ...
=)

舍得 。。 舍得。 要舍才会得 ..
I wish you all the best ... Xin yi



I know that you are somewhere out there ..
Cos i wanted so much to believe in what Stella told me ...
"There is always a person out there for every girl .. it is just a matter of time b4 you can finally meet one"
Yes Stella ... i choose to believe in it ..

=)
deL
I guess ...
I am just tired again ...
Just when i thought that i can handle it ...
It just crumple against my fingers ...

Mentally and emotionally wreking ...
Just don't know whether can i still handle it or not ...

I listen to My star ..
I tried hard not to think ...
I used my smile to compress the emotions ..
I tired ... and still trying ..

Perhaps the world is not as simple as i thought it is ..
We are not living in fairytale ..
There is nothing like forever ever after ...

This is the real world ..
A world where things you never thought of will all be there ...

deLpHine
Damn SHIT ~
That sounds harsh but i am really upset ..
i am feeling the anger and sadness for them ..

Just when i get so use to everything .. you are telling me that they had to leave ..
DAMN

I really question the top ..
"WHY WHY WHY?" ... must it always be 46 and 62?
IT IS ALWAYS US !!!
damn

I am not upset cos they are leaving ... i am irritated cos it is always US !
US ! Do you understand? God bless your poor soul cos i don't think you understand.

It really stir up my emotions and made me so disappointed of the whole managemnet ..
You talk, while we do the shi*

CRAPPPPPPPPPP

Sometimes i really thought of leaving ..
Just throw my resignation paper and walk away ..
No wonder ppl are leaving one by one .. (do ur even understand e real reason?)
Sadly to say, they deny the truth ...

Haiz ..
So many things happened and each one of them hurts ..
SO BADLY tat the bleeding won't stop ..
It flows ...
and flows ...
............................

deLpHine
Back back back ...
Sister is back tomorrow ~
Yahoo !!

=)