http://www.pocketdaisy.tumblr.com

i am officially addicted to tumblr, its such a beautiful site!
and i am going to update there more often than here so checkkk that out ok whoever that is reading this lonely loser site which i keep a secret HAHA.
:D

JCTs over, and so are my grades. Its not easy getting top 3 in class anymore, regardless of how much effort i out in. Actually i didnt really studied that hard, and i didnt really care. And i dont know if i should worry.

I NEED TO READ DEATHLY HALLOWS OMGOMOGMOGMOGMG
Have I mentioned that Harry Potter series is superduperawesome!?!
Sudden fanatic attack cause there's been lots of buzz about Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows recently.

Yea he grew older and uglier, Emma is so gorgeous and Rupert still... looks the same.
SO WHAT I STILL LIKE THE MOVIE AND THE BOOKS.
I shall consider buying the last 2 books since i only have the first 5.
(they're actually my cousin's but i never returned them. HAHA.)

But then again, i've been spending toooooo much for the past few days! On food and clothes.
MY SAVINGS ARE DEPLETING, like water running out from a tapppp!
BUT I ONLY GET TO LIVE 17 ONCE RIGHT. And i only get to wear these clothes when i am young. In a few years time (when i am 21++) they'll probably make me look like a wannabe. SO YES ITS OK TO SPEND, RIGHT? YESS! (omg i suck at this)

Omg reality check i am freaking 17 i can totally drive next year.
HAHA. Wow how fast time flies.
And i havent been into any life/death accidents yet. Wow.
Im still alive and kicking wow. We should just look into the mirror everyday and thank God for a brand new day. Ask him for joy and love to spend the day. Because we dont get to live this day again.

Ok, i really enjoyed myself today. (refer to tumblr HAHA)

Labels: i am officially addicted to tumblr.

Tomorrow's officially the start of the june JCTs. Or mid year examinations to relate back to secondary school.
It also means that its the start of doomzday2010.

Cant wait for JCTs to be over.
Cant wait for j1 to be over.
Cant wait to gruaduate.
Seriously.

Well my birthday was a few days back & guess what- i had to study.
Right, on. My 17th birthday.
K i feel so old.

Bt nevertheless, i had my fun with my friends then.
Ohya prolly gna be able to meet lx's bf end of this wk. He needs our approval. Haha.
And, meeting the usual 4/6 guys nxt week too (insert heart shape)
And probably jiale too ^^
And dramaexco outing ^^

K im totally hoping this week will just whizzzzz pastttt!!!
& i rlllyyyy prayyyyy hard that i'll get fairly good grades for my math. Or i'll cry to depression :(

http://www.pocketdaisy.tumblr.com

think i'll still blog my more personal stuff here
tumblr has so many pretty photos ^^

I think sometimes i think too much into things. And get paranoid easily.

Also, insecurity... its a girl's thing,
..Right?

i wonder how i pulled through all these years with this flaw.
Thank god.

Hi me.

Studied overnight at Macs yesterday with Sien and Kaiyuan. Brings back memories of 4/6. I just miss all these different personalities existing in the class. Every single person is so special and likeable in their own simple ways.

Service today was like a confirmation of what God wants to tell me. To stop grumbling. Coincidentally like what i posted yesterday- to stop focussing on what i dont have and work on what i do have. And with this, im sure my life will be made much easier and colourfulzx.

Oh speaking of colourful, it reminds me of this yo mama joke.

Yo mama so fat that if she sits on the rainbow, you could get skittles.
Yo mama so fat when she sits on the two dollar note, Yusof Bin Ishak's nose starts bleeding.

HAHAHA.

Oh today is happy father's day im going to pass my dad a letter. Well almost every year i make him a card. But this year its different! Its a LETTER. yes there's a huge difference! A letter contains more words ok. And its more in depth ok!

Ok i just remembered i havent slept for more than 24hours. Funny how i dont feel that sleepy. Just a backache and tired eyes. HMMMMMM.

I have been lazing about at home, doing nothing except interacting with the all time awesome tv and computer.

And mid years are a week away.

Blaaaah screw midyears they dont decide my future haha.

I should stop stressing myself out and just give my all.
In my studies, and church matters.
And God will provide.

Too little time, too much left unaccomplished. Initially wanted to spend time at my cousin's today but i woke up at what, 4-5ish? I am a loser *wallows in despair*

And the next time i have spare time would be next week's Wed onwards.
Miserable much.

I shall just swallow my misery down and keep it in a secret pocket of my oesophagus (how do you spell this word).

Or better, shit it out.

"Stop focusing on what you don't have and work on what you do."

Yea i should totally heed it. And this sums what i've been feeling for the past few days/

Note to self: When im free, change to tumblr.

I have decided that today's going to be my slack day. Felt like being a rebel for a day.

Ok, im not exactly rebelling. Not the right word.

Im just.. not intending to studying at all today.
(though it would totally disrupt my study plan, meaning i'd have to reschedule my plans for next week. HA, nerd talk.)

..But then again, guilt might just motivate me to complete Tess & get done with my lit books. (Im left with 60 pages!)

My back's been aching real bad. From sitting too much a day. Studying. But not that i study that much. My mind wanders off more often than it concentrates on solving that revolting chem question.

Procrastination. Someone should invent a cure to it. Maybe tomorrow. (or tomorrow tomorrow.)

Sigh i kinda miss some of my schoolmates. Classmates. Kinda mizz schoolz.

Nevertheless, my dread for the beginning of next term still remains because of MYE.

I REALLY WANT TO SHOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP hai x 100
Was supposed to go flea today but thought the better of it.
So i slept till 1 (wthbbq) and lazed around at home. Doing nothing except eating, watching TV.

I feel llike such a loser zzzzzzzzzzzomg

Nevermind, amanda's house tomorrow (wee)