YAY!! JCTS ARE OVER AND DONE WITH!! hahas. besides the results part luh.

so happy man. today was the time of my life for this year. after all that mugging exercises throghout the june hols and the 1st week of sch reopen, today was finally human!! hahas. and last night was the 1st time i slept b4 12am in a week!! whoohoo~ k lah. it was just MINUTES to 12, but still... yeah.

after JCTs went chillout awhile. actually can longer de, but then grace and jinli going back cchms to take stuff and see frens. wanted to walk arnd pp more with shiyan but she damn tired. so go home lor. ahhas. actually i also tired lah. just that.. dun feel like going home lor. omg! i saw so many things i wanna buy at pp. =( nvm nvm.

watched charlie and choc factory once i got home. =) finally after ages i watched it. it was downloaded onto my tablet a long way ago and i finally watched it! it was cool~ rewatched POTC again. hmm. johnny depp rules! haha. he acted in both shows. and both, as eccentric as the other. hahas. him lah. but still nice! not eccentric POTC will not be so nice le!! hahas.

i feel like doing SO MANY THINGS now.

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hmm. today's da 2nd day into HORROR. yepp. and my maths is screwed like anything. i went in and i forgot how to do RF thm and the graph thingy! argh. screwed screwed screwed. OH WELLS. that was yesterday =]

yeah. humans was yesterday too!! hmm. i took the question paper and realized i din study alot of things. oh wells. so much for going out of house EVERY SINGLE WKDAY to study and having not complete the syllabus. lalas. resign to fate.

LA and chi lit today! LA was actually much better than i expected. but that doesn't mean the same for marks! but i hope lah. hahas. i damn stupid. i thought cannot bring text in and in the end can! wad de.. make me waste yesterday afternoon memorising all the stupid stuff about jekyll and hyde. oh wells. AT LEAST their compre became easier.

started studying of chi lit really first time today at 12? and exam's at 1.30pm. uhhuh. all LEP students are screwed for it lah. nvr study. except crazy grace who seem to be ok at it?! wth. not fair. =(


MEP TMR!!! and chi. and the rest have an extra day to study for science and maths paper two. WTH.

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argh. JCTs start tmr. and im so gonna die for it. im not the least prepared lorh. mep and lep can just go and die. coz i din study much of those two? and im supposed to be better at both of them. HMM.

im screwed lahs. tmr is humans and maths paper 1. dunno whether i can apply whatever ive studied? or shld i say, the little things i have gone through. yepp. omg. sien. all TA1 classes exam timetable goes: 5 mornings, 1 afternoon. 1A peeps taking LEP, timetable as follows: 5 mornings, 2 afternoons. nothing better to do me, timetable: 5 mornings, 3 afternoons. and the best thing is that on thursday, it will be all 3 sciences together, with a break of 30min in between each paper. like wth? half an hour can revise what s***. i really dunno sia.

aw man. im just screwed lah. see? im so screwed i come and blog.

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ok. i realize i havent been posting pictures for donkey's years already. so here's some at last. no more wordy posts! =]

the amount of things to study for (eff) JCTs

my magic watch! and my sunburn. from obs =]

ok. din wanna post that last photo up but yeah. i did in the end. this was the picture used for my solo. hmm. i still dunno why harry chose this instead of the others i sent him?

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hmm. today was SO SO SO SO SO UNPRODUCTIVE. see sarena? im not hardworking. =]

yepp. went sch library to study as this week's usual only to realize that i have to wait for OH MISS GREAT AUNTIE GRACE. yups. and i saw the librarian open the library doors. yup. that was how early i reached school kay? and i went 7-11 before that as well. yeah. i enjoyed the liberty of having the WHOLE library to myself for a few minutes? then grace came along with her new watch. ARGH. I WANT THAT WATCH!!!!! so unfair. you get to get things that you want just like that.

oh wells. started off with LA. but that put us off in a bit. then we switched to stupid LEP. that put ME off. its just so boring to read about those chinese poems and what nots. yeah. then had lunch! with tkd's vice chair! hahas. she's funny. and nice! =] oh yah. halfway through eating we saw justin and he just sat down. and we crapped. yepp.

then it was back to mugging. both grace and i slept. tired mah. woke up. she did chem i did physics. ok lah huh? then she went crapping with her senior and left me the job to do up her blog. -.-" her blogskin's irritating ok? ive changed the thingy 5 times and still there's error. hmm. im not good at blogskins lah. but i can make mine work lei. hahas.

oh wells. the fact that JCTs are on monday and i still have loads to do is SCARY.

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OMG i dunno wads happening to me man. its 12.06am now and im studying chem! siao. today was such a tiring memorizing and understanding day. did mep, humans, physics, some maths and now chem!

siao lor. i was just thinking to charge my tablet abit for tmr's study grp and to download more of the movie im currently downloading. and to wait for my hair to dry. and poof! here i am finding myself immersing into the world of chem. OMG. to think i totally konked out the minute i stepped into the house. im actually not sleeping yet?

meeting grace, wan en, shiyan and jinli tmr at 7am at bdk interchange macs for breakfast. then we'll be heading to school for serious mugging at 8am. tmr shall be a long chem day for us. omg. call me preparing for it or wad. i dunno. and 7am is damn early lor! tt means i have to wake like arnd 6am tmr. or shld i say today. yikes!

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BAH. its a week to JCTs. n i haven really started on mep, lep and humans yet. ok. at least i read through humans twice or smthin. but then... haiyo. i seriously dunno wad ive been busying myself with. and yet i seem to be learning something. hmm.

typing with my mep file on my leg now. i wanna study. but the thought of studying something ive been studying again and again at different levels from p4 seriously make me feel damn sien. the more i study about stupid baroque & classical music, the more i think i cant seem to rmb. the things have been revised again and again so many times in my head that they seem to be losing their ground in the roots of my brain. oh my. NO WAY MAN.

n until today i dun even noe whether there's gonna be mep practical. GOSH. since last yr i have been conveniently edging myself away from the piano. only to realize that i have a solo this yr. and that i m going to have mep practical along with it. okay. i also had mep practical back then last yr at tkgs, but at least... there is a WHOLE BUNCH of mep-ers. now with only me, andrea and iyn yi, mep seem to be losing its fun. there isnt a whole class of 24 peeps trying to fight over which composer composes the weirdest songs and all that lame stuff. there isnt 24 peeps fighting over the piano b4 practical exams. mep is just different without all of them.

but still, i like mep. =) but i think its gonna kill me. why did i even harbour the thought of taking both elective programmes? now im drowning under the pile of things to study. and the best part? i dunno the format of all exams! gosh. im so gonna die.

lalas wadever. gonna study as per-usual with grace again tmr! so hopefully things will prove themselves smoother. oh yes. johnny depp is a sissy pirate in pirate of Caribbean. hahas. tt's wad i think. but nevertheless, JOHNNY DEPP ROCKS! =]

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whee~ i did about a hundred maths question today. wahahas. shocked bah. LOL. have to mug mug mug lah. 9 more days leh! rewrote the topics-to-study-list and i realized i only have like 10 chapt tt i have more confidence at. =( THIS IS BAD.

ah wells. went to da zoo yesterday. yup. mum and her staff pass luh. and my bro. coz her staff pass enables free entries to zoo, bird park science centre and what not. so she dragged me there. ok lah. watched ALOT of animal shows. there's this new show-time called "splash". yups. and being in frnt, i was totally wet from the nice flipper of the sealion. the water is saltish! yucks. okay. i din taste it but a drop went in somehow. so yeah.

ate KFC for lunch! yups. then went home to eat dinner and rest awhile. then went TM. wanted to buy a converse bag but the colour is not my type. oh wells. maybe if i have the time i shld go to a bigger converse shop. maybe there's more designs there. yup. and then i went popular. bought stuff for studying? hah. not guidebooks lah. just post-it pads, stapler, bullet, hole puncture pens and that kinda stuff. my bro was dumping all the stickers and transformer toys into the basket i was carrying. hmph. but he din get them in the end. mum said its a waste of money since he already got one of those at home. but she got him this game in the end so i guess... that makes up. =]

oh yes. mum bought a laminator machine from popular. its compact and nice! hahas. now i can laminate things at my own time, own pace without paying! =]

ps. GRACE! I LEFT MY MATHS B FILE AT UR PLACE. HOW BLUR CAN I GET MAN.

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YAY!! I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED. hahas. actually, its not much really but still, its one big big record!

i covered 3 math topics today! with grace! yay! n circle properties was one of it. whoohoo. i actually quite understand it now. just tt not very good yet luh. coz i was bored of maths. n i was sleeping thru all circle properties lesson. or getting sick with the little time we were given to do the stupid group work submission thingy in class.

uhhuh. grace house got loads of FOOD!! the direct reverse of my house. hahas. my house alot of drinks and water. hah. she's got a big appetite! see her eat man! still, those hard hours paid off. =) i can finally say that i have acquired some knowledge from this year's work. hahas. not tt i din b4 this but yeah.

tmr studying starts at 10. hmm. damn early. i wanna slack at home for a bit! but then... stupid JCTs are approaching. 12 more days from now not counting tdy! omg. that's less than 2 weeks. oops. lucky im going on track. =)

reading other ppl blog about JCTs are stressful. see the amount of things they completed and i think ive done none. =( OH WELLS. add oil lah!

im addicted to the 3rd song of SHE's PLAY. hah.

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watched pirates of the Caribbean on friday. damn nice man! johnny depp rocks! he act until very very nice. now i know why yvonne is so stuck onto it. hahas. LOL right?!

bought a metal belt and shoes. as well as a cyber formula car and dragon egg thingy. of coz im sharing it wif my bro lah. those things went real cheap! yups. had shaker fries yesterday as well. mum was addicted! hahas.

its 2 MORE WEEKS to JCTs. gosh. im so gonna die. i still dunno how to use gsp! n i cant seem to rmb most of what ive learnt. =( bye to good report. btw at least ive finally understood most of chem lah. today was such a productive chem day! n ive studied most of LA. half of MEP is already in my head so not too bad bahs. although i started on bio first, nothing much of it seem to stay. hmm. weirdness.

okay i have to really buck up. time is running short! n my laziness still persists. =((

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JCTs are driving me mad. oh wells. what a "NICE" way of spending the JUNE HOLIDAYS. its hmm.. 19 more days before the death day starts. n what have i studied? a lil humans, a lil bio and a lil maths a. OMG. im so screwed.

ohyes. perc/ woodwind section leader is patrick! yay. my guess is correct =] dad just told me about tj's piano competition. im so NOT gonna join. hahas. join for wad sia? shld be piano ensemble's nice handiwork of pulling newcomers. HAH.

i just realize im killing myself by taking ALL subjects. tt's like so many things to study! shucks. n i still dunno when's mep practical. ive NOT BEEN PRACTICING. oh man. screwed screwed screwed.

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ohmygosh. my skin is peeling. from sunburn. =(


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BACK FROM PULAU UBIN N ALL DA BASICS. YAYNESS.

the 5 days dere was really great! =] but tiring. im so glad that my watch is good good good!! WASHINGTON ROCKS! the fifteen of us: dawn, shiyan, annyi, angeline, vivian goh, me, ashely, justina, calvin, xuanzheng, manaswi, chuming, kenny, ryan & xiangyun n LOSER INSTRUCTOR CJ rocked. hah. CJ sort of wanted us to call him a loser instructor. he says all instructors are LOSERS. oh wells. hahas.

DAY ONE:
left dear singapore with all da good stuff. bye to my bed warm shower tablet aircon and all that. everyone went sch thinking tt our backpacks are frigging heavy. bus-ed to ponggol jetty or smthin liddat n reached pulau ubin by boat. got to know our watches there. were brought to our dorms and it was actually better than expected! it was clean and looked presentable. i thought it would be filled with mozzies and lizards and bugs and all those stuff. okay. mozzies and bugs can be seen lah. but still, its good already =]

did blade of the grass or trust fall and trust run. builds up trust within the watch. damn cool. the trust run was kinda scary coz u will be charging at ur watchmates with their hands interlocking and raised. only when ur real near will they put their hands down one by one. when i ran i was like "omg, cant u just put down ur hand?" but it turned out well anyways. fun lor! i predicted dawn's reaction beforehand. tt is run halfway, stop, laugh & scream, and continue. YAY.

then it was belaying exercise. belaying is kinda fun! the food dere is okay lah. their syrup drink rocks!

DAY TWO:
was awoken by calvin at arnd 5am. all us girls in the room couldn't wake even with the help of watch alarms. we HAD TO wake at 5am coz we had to assemble at the flag raising place at 5.55am everyday. siao lor. flag raising was stupid coz CJ will just blow a whistle and it is the start of flag raising. look at 3 flags being raised then blow whistle then stop. had MORNING EXERCISE. yeah. ran. 1st thing in the morn b4 breakfast. like how useful it is yah.

then climed inverse tower. it is to be done in pairs luh. n my partner was shiyan. the route i took to climb the straight rockwall at the back was difficult! both of us were beat at the rockwall part and i couldn't pull myself up anymore and shiyan couldnt move as well so we gave up. hahas. but it was a fun experience anyways. thanks ryan, xiangyun, annyi and dawn for belaying us!

learnt how to kayak in the afternoon. COOL LOR. used right-hand pedal though im left- handed technically. i can write with both hands okay. practiced capsize and rescue drills. the drills were kinda scary! making urself capsize in the middle of the sea with jellyfishes and stingrays and what nots didn't help. realized i cant kayak with shiyan coz our kayak kept going haywire. we couldn't get words through each other. HAHAS. so paired with kenny afterwards on tt day. it was smooth okay.

slept in tent tt night to prepare for the 2day expedition tmr and thurs. it was kinda hot in the tent although CJ said aircon will come in arnd 2am. no lor. it din! packed for the expedition. the backpacks were DAMN HEAVY.

DAY THREE:
embarked on land expedition. kenny and manaswi were land ex leaders. we actually missed the whole of the first checkpnt. we met our buddy watch TOCK SING at the 2nd checkpnt but we had to backtrack to find the 1st. they set out earlier then us, so we are fast?! it was a long long journey to trek. dawn and me were pacers! we have the same pacing! yayness dawn! climed up a hill or smthin liddat. the view up dere was breathtaking but we were all beat. tried juggling stones to one another in the watch at the same time there. din manage to throw three times in a row which CJ wanted but still, its a good attempt!

we chiong-ed to our campsite aftertt coz CJ had to leave early. vivian u were great kay?! tt night angeline fell sick. fever. omg. cooked dinner for ourselves tt night. quite a disaster at first? n shiyan cannot make it for cooking. just ask kenny. he fired shiyan frm cooking. HAHA.

nightwatched with shiyan and james from 3-4am. james din do nightwatch with us in the end bcoz of uhm uhm uhm. yeah. n halfway through shiyan needed the toilet so she went. the toilet is damn far by e way. n it spits brown water from its taps. could see singapore from where i sat. omg. wanna go home mans!

DAY FOUR:
sea ex!! paired with grace to kayak at first but both of us got tired and we switched partners. coz i din wanna jump out of our kayak to calvin's kayak so grace and JOHN CHEN L switched place. i was partnered with tt idiot from then on. i capsized bcoz of him. he cant sit still i tell u. he just shake his butt around the kayak like a shitass from beginning to the end and rest at unappropriate times. i was screaming at him. people near us, heard me. they even told john not to sleep when kayaking. OMG. HOW CAN HE FREAKING SLEEP! WE ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SEA! DOES HE WANNA DIE OR SMTHIN?

when we were nearing the bend of the rock which we will see our camp one at last, he just put his pedal on the kayak and stonned there. like hello? to add on it was gonna rain and lightning was on. the waves were huge and shaky and he still can rest?! 2 ppl can already hardly control the kayak and he left me pedalling for dear life. n he din even tell me he rested. there i pedalled, feeling the kayak getting heavier and heavier. then i turned back and saw someone stoning. GAWD.

reaching camp one was heavenly for me. finally, no more screaming at stupid john chen l. got off the kayak immediately and ran towards grace and the rest where we all shared what just happened. N I WAS DAMN SUNBURNT! hahas. u should have seen my hands! they are as red as barbequed pork. and the place where i wore my watch remained white in the sea of red. everyone who saw laughed. haha. its real funny lah. i have a magic watch! =]

we reached camp one quite early anw. started at arnd 9 plus and reached at 2.51pm. cool hor? had night cicle instead of morning. it is a time where the watch sit down together and write a jornal of the day. chuming kept suaning me of my hand colour lah! wth. then we pasted a paper with our name on it and asked everyone to write something about ourselves on our backs.

went eating house for supper which is barley tt day and wanen said i am an oreo cookie!! my burn like oreo cookie meh?! anw, my burnmarks and shiyan's neopolitan ice-cream tans spreaded. thanks to charis and kenny. charis spreaded mine and kenny shiyan's. everyone see me and asked me to take out my watch lor. like omg lah.

DAY FIVE:
last day! packed stores and washed stuff. cleared beds and threw unwanted things away. going home in a few hours time! had morning circle and pt (morn exercise) like per normal and we actually had a discount in running. thanks instructors! all of us wrote a commitment and placed it in an envelop. CJ says he will send these to us in 6 months time to see whether we remembered and did our commitments.

received our cert and group photo. we all looked weird. n my fringe is in a disastrous state. but who cares. ahhas. bought a shirt n notebook as obs souvenirs. had our last lunch together as a watch and prepared to go back to sg. it rained! omg. all of us chionged in the rain and got up the boat.

n then.. REACHED HOME! had warm shower and all that. heaven. CO camp is on from tdy to sunday! omg. dun feel like going. damn tired sia.

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