Give that a thought.
LoL..
LoL..
Friday, December 23, 2011
Sunday, December 18, 2011
Assholes
Random title. It is not meant or pointed to anyone, nor saying that I'm craving for an anus. Just thought of writing something something out of nothing,
Few years ago (forgot when it was) I pledged to myself not to write something personal so there is nothing to write. So since I stopped playing games that I was so crazy on (CS1.6 / World of Warcraft ) until it became my career for awhile, I played couple of games to kill of some time just to fill in those empty gaps, while working and of course studying at the same time.
Better known as HoN among gamers, I suck at it. PSR 1666, MMR 1637. Favorite hero at the moment, Chtuluphant (is this the right spelling?). Yeap, another DotA like game. Faster pace gameplay, smooth graphics, cool heroes with updated skills. I was soo into this game awhile ago until there's one time, this guy came out from nowhere, a friend of another person who I got to know when I don't want to, on June 2011. He claimed himself as part of the best team in our country. He said he's good but he's not. He brags alot but didn't stepped up to the plate. Whenever he came into the room he insisted to show his new account's record. Oh my Batman. I used to be a good listener, but when I took an arrow to my knee...
Still I do enjoy this game among my friends (people I do know). While I do know a person among my peers will always got pissed off alot of times when we made mistake so to quote from him ;
Few years ago (forgot when it was) I pledged to myself not to write something personal so there is nothing to write. So since I stopped playing games that I was so crazy on (CS1.6 / World of Warcraft ) until it became my career for awhile, I played couple of games to kill of some time just to fill in those empty gaps, while working and of course studying at the same time.
Heroes of Newerth
Better known as HoN among gamers, I suck at it. PSR 1666, MMR 1637. Favorite hero at the moment, Chtuluphant (is this the right spelling?). Yeap, another DotA like game. Faster pace gameplay, smooth graphics, cool heroes with updated skills. I was soo into this game awhile ago until there's one time, this guy came out from nowhere, a friend of another person who I got to know when I don't want to, on June 2011. He claimed himself as part of the best team in our country. He said he's good but he's not. He brags alot but didn't stepped up to the plate. Whenever he came into the room he insisted to show his new account's record. Oh my Batman. I used to be a good listener, but when I took an arrow to my knee...
Still I do enjoy this game among my friends (people I do know). While I do know a person among my peers will always got pissed off alot of times when we made mistake so to quote from him ;
Nak kena maki gak baru nak datang tolong bunuh ke
:))
:))
Dragon Nest
So far the most time I spent on. Latest update level cap is 40. More dungeon releases, and Nests. Problem is ; I'm still wearing level 24 / 32 armor set. No buffs on. Having trouble with level ups and solo master dungeons. PVP wise, not too good. Messed up with my skill talent build. A mercenary with no Iron Skin and Soccer Kick Combo. Currently, I have 190 golds left, while others have thousands. Got myself into a guild, Renegade Level 32.
So far the most time I spent on. Latest update level cap is 40. More dungeon releases, and Nests. Problem is ; I'm still wearing level 24 / 32 armor set. No buffs on. Having trouble with level ups and solo master dungeons. PVP wise, not too good. Messed up with my skill talent build. A mercenary with no Iron Skin and Soccer Kick Combo. Currently, I have 190 golds left, while others have thousands. Got myself into a guild, Renegade Level 32.
Tactics Ogre
Bedtime PSP game while sleeping. Nothing much to talk about. Just another way to force myself to sleep when I can't sleep. The only moment I enjoy playing this is when I got to trigger the storyline event. Reading those novel like scripts amuses me much.
Tidur le..
ps : anyone want to buy Ray Ban specs can email / ym me at deevon3d@yahoo.com ;p or simply msg me on the shoutbox at your right screen. tq. :))
PS : to Aniswarni. RAWR. :3
dvn
king of kings.
Tidur le..
ps : anyone want to buy Ray Ban specs can email / ym me at deevon3d@yahoo.com ;p or simply msg me on the shoutbox at your right screen. tq. :))
PS : to Aniswarni. RAWR. :3
dvn
king of kings.
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Alone
Rarely to updates about anything, but now His Majesty feels like to type something out.
Going through my last 2 semesters in MMU Cyberjaya, and then I'm off to the real world, where the society probably need my service as a fresh graduate. I feel very free somehow. Now I'm staying a room where I just moved in, and my roommate hasn't moved in yet. For now, I'm all alone in this room, big enough for 2 person. That's also an issue, probably because I'm staying aloen for now, but that's not all.
For the past 2 semesters I've realized that I do things by myself ; I have meals alone, gaming alone, walk across the places, by myself. I used to have a group guys that would asked to come along hanging out any place any time. I admit that I've been avoiding all that because of my final year project, can't just entirely blame them. People moved on, that's how things worked around, and also for them.
Mademoiselle is currently not feeling well and will be having her surgery on my birthday. It was initially scheduled 2 weeks ago, but stuff happened. I was hoping for her to get well and all so we could celebrate together and also the date that brought us together. Disappointed with that as well.
Nothing seems to be working well so far. I have my own ways to earn, but something came along and the deal was called off. Even if I do earn, what am I suppose to do with all that cash,.
Being alone sucks, maybe I'm not just used to it. Had been going all over the places with people I trusts most, and people I call friends, now that I am here, doing everything alone, that doesn't feels right.
Hopefully my last season in MMU Cyberjaya will end up well and happily. I hope I won't be graduating alone as well.
Sincerely
dvn
king of kings
Going through my last 2 semesters in MMU Cyberjaya, and then I'm off to the real world, where the society probably need my service as a fresh graduate. I feel very free somehow. Now I'm staying a room where I just moved in, and my roommate hasn't moved in yet. For now, I'm all alone in this room, big enough for 2 person. That's also an issue, probably because I'm staying aloen for now, but that's not all.
For the past 2 semesters I've realized that I do things by myself ; I have meals alone, gaming alone, walk across the places, by myself. I used to have a group guys that would asked to come along hanging out any place any time. I admit that I've been avoiding all that because of my final year project, can't just entirely blame them. People moved on, that's how things worked around, and also for them.
Mademoiselle is currently not feeling well and will be having her surgery on my birthday. It was initially scheduled 2 weeks ago, but stuff happened. I was hoping for her to get well and all so we could celebrate together and also the date that brought us together. Disappointed with that as well.
Nothing seems to be working well so far. I have my own ways to earn, but something came along and the deal was called off. Even if I do earn, what am I suppose to do with all that cash,.
Being alone sucks, maybe I'm not just used to it. Had been going all over the places with people I trusts most, and people I call friends, now that I am here, doing everything alone, that doesn't feels right.
Hopefully my last season in MMU Cyberjaya will end up well and happily. I hope I won't be graduating alone as well.
Sincerely
dvn
king of kings
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Perfecto Creature
In response to http://amcrisoi.wordpress.com/2011/06/17/the-perfecto-creature/ entry
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Stuff that I need [ urgent ! ]
Okay, so things have been going really bad for me and I need these stuff in next semester very quickly and I need them very very bad !
1. Graphic Card
ohhhhhhhhhhhhh yesss CCB KNN ! Top of the list now. Every time I come back home to Sarawak I have to risk my rig in the cargo but before that I've taken out some of the fragile hardwares from my CPU including my gpu and harddisk. Even though I've done that, shit still happened ; it turned out that my graphic card is faulty after I landed. Such a taboo situation. I have to spend another extra $$$$$ on my rig again after I come back here, in Miri, Sarawak.
2. Headset.
I've been dying to have one good pair of headset for myself. Yes I do afford it but.. ah. Stuff happened, and I do have my reason though it won't be a good excuse but either way, yes I do need a new headset. The one that I'm using now is not in a good condition already. I have to twist my cable for the sound card so that it will work properly. I can't believe I stayed on wearing it for a year despite having such bad damages on it. It served me well even during the competition but not the last one that I've joined.
I think these two are the only think I need urgently, I guess.. will update once I've thought of it....
1. Graphic Card
ohhhhhhhhhhhhh yesss CCB KNN ! Top of the list now. Every time I come back home to Sarawak I have to risk my rig in the cargo but before that I've taken out some of the fragile hardwares from my CPU including my gpu and harddisk. Even though I've done that, shit still happened ; it turned out that my graphic card is faulty after I landed. Such a taboo situation. I have to spend another extra $$$$$ on my rig again after I come back here, in Miri, Sarawak.
2. Headset.
I've been dying to have one good pair of headset for myself. Yes I do afford it but.. ah. Stuff happened, and I do have my reason though it won't be a good excuse but either way, yes I do need a new headset. The one that I'm using now is not in a good condition already. I have to twist my cable for the sound card so that it will work properly. I can't believe I stayed on wearing it for a year despite having such bad damages on it. It served me well even during the competition but not the last one that I've joined.
I think these two are the only think I need urgently, I guess.. will update once I've thought of it....
Monday, May 9, 2011
Get Well Soon!
Though we are far apart, but our hearts are connected. Simple text messages can make us happy. A moment to share and meet each other bring ultimate joy and party.
Your last blog entry entitled "If I Die Tomorrow", no you're not dying. Things will be alright. It's just another unlucky week. After you go through all this, you will be fine.
I'll come over and visit you :) to bring joy and smile.
Sincerely,
dvn
king of kings
Your last blog entry entitled "If I Die Tomorrow", no you're not dying. Things will be alright. It's just another unlucky week. After you go through all this, you will be fine.
I'll come over and visit you :) to bring joy and smile.
Sincerely,
dvn
king of kings
Monday, April 4, 2011
Alor Setar
Tomorrow going back to Kedah for a week perhaps until the end of the holiday.
7 weeks to go and things will come back as normal..
7 weeks to go and things will come back as normal..
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Unlucky Streak
Dear 26th February - 16 March 2011,
Thank you for all the bad luck that fell upon me. Of all the things you brought on me, it's always the money issue that I have to struggle. I had everything now on set, now that my computer broke down again, this time it's the processor which is not cheap to be exact. I have to replace this one and gotta spend another RM300, are you kidding me?
There's a lot of stuff going on in my head now. Instead of getting encouragement from someone I expected to give me so, I received criticisms of being "useless" despite what I have done for all the times when we had fun. Thank you. I didn't expect that really. I was in a state of shocked and awe for 96 seconds before I responded with, nothing.
For the past 3 years I've depended on my family to support me financially. Though it was not much, but it was adequate for me to budget myself on some stuff. Now that I took the decision to support myself, earning cash is definitely not easy as a student. First of all, I'm a final year student struggling on his final year project, which also means more RM needed to spent. Here's the list of budget expenditure that I need for the project :
1. Two LED 24" monitor, RM556 each
2. HD 16.5 Webcam, RM115
3. Booth that needs to be work on, expected to be RM300
Total out everything that I need on this = RM1527
Apart from that all, I need to pay my fees, which is bout RM3500 this semester. So total out everything on I need to earn exactly RM5027 on my studies only.
Now that my computer is totally out of service, I need to use my laptop given by my brother to do my work in slow motion. Not to mention that I highly doubt if I could even work it out since I need good processing speed to do my work.
With all the difficulties I'm facing now, I'm working so hard just to look for extra cash to fund myself. I don't want to be a burden to my mother since she's working hard to pay everything over at home and there's really not enough for me alone. That's another reason why I took the decision to support myself.
Whatever hurdles there are in front of me, I'm sure there is a way out of it. I've made up my mind; I'm going against all odds. I don't want to hope nor will I say I wish. I'm going to work my way up, my style.
Yours Sincerely,
dvn
king of kings.
Thank you for all the bad luck that fell upon me. Of all the things you brought on me, it's always the money issue that I have to struggle. I had everything now on set, now that my computer broke down again, this time it's the processor which is not cheap to be exact. I have to replace this one and gotta spend another RM300, are you kidding me?
There's a lot of stuff going on in my head now. Instead of getting encouragement from someone I expected to give me so, I received criticisms of being "useless" despite what I have done for all the times when we had fun. Thank you. I didn't expect that really. I was in a state of shocked and awe for 96 seconds before I responded with, nothing.
For the past 3 years I've depended on my family to support me financially. Though it was not much, but it was adequate for me to budget myself on some stuff. Now that I took the decision to support myself, earning cash is definitely not easy as a student. First of all, I'm a final year student struggling on his final year project, which also means more RM needed to spent. Here's the list of budget expenditure that I need for the project :
1. Two LED 24" monitor, RM556 each
2. HD 16.5 Webcam, RM115
3. Booth that needs to be work on, expected to be RM300
Total out everything that I need on this = RM1527
Apart from that all, I need to pay my fees, which is bout RM3500 this semester. So total out everything on I need to earn exactly RM5027 on my studies only.
Now that my computer is totally out of service, I need to use my laptop given by my brother to do my work in slow motion. Not to mention that I highly doubt if I could even work it out since I need good processing speed to do my work.
With all the difficulties I'm facing now, I'm working so hard just to look for extra cash to fund myself. I don't want to be a burden to my mother since she's working hard to pay everything over at home and there's really not enough for me alone. That's another reason why I took the decision to support myself.
Whatever hurdles there are in front of me, I'm sure there is a way out of it. I've made up my mind; I'm going against all odds. I don't want to hope nor will I say I wish. I'm going to work my way up, my style.
Yours Sincerely,
dvn
king of kings.
Saturday, February 26, 2011
2011 Wish List
Stuff / Events that I want by this year :-
1. TOP OF THE LIST!!
Yeah. I've been dying to get this son of a gun since 2 years ago and I've yet to get my hands on it. Banyak sangat tanggungan. Makan sendiri pun tak mampu. Hopefully I'll get it.
2. Gundam 00 Master Grade Model Kit
Yep. When I was still a little kid I have less toys to play around with. I thought to myself that time ; when I grow up older I'll get the best toys for myself despite my age. AND YES I STILL HAVE THE INTENTION HAHA!
3. LED Monitor Screen (whatever the brand is) 24"
Yep. I definitely gonna need not one, but two of this, mainly because it is for my Final Year Project purpose. I also need a HDTV video camera for my project, but I think I'm just gonna stick my idea with webcam.
Another reason for me to have 2 led monitor screen is also because I've been using 15" Acer LCD screen for almost 6 years and yes it's time to move on.
4. Updating my PC hardware
My PC is getting olddddd. Not only its getting old but more problems kept on coming one after another. First it was the RAM stick that cause the system went BSOD all the time. Then my power supply. I had it replaced with a second hand PSU. Now, my graphic card. For some reason it gets heat up so easily. Usually when it idles, the temperature will never reach above 55c. Now it goes up up 81c even when it's idle! When it gets heated up, the graphic displays artifacts (red boxes, red lines, red dots) and then it hangs for a while, monitor screen shuts down for awhile and then the gpu fan spins faster than usual.
It's time to move on as well.
5. Constantly eat 3 times a day, "luxuriously"
Translated into Bahasa Melayu, it means makan mewah 3 kali sehari. I'm tired of instant noodles all day long. I think I consumed extra MSG than I'm supposed to. I'm losing my hair, but it keeps growing thicker so it's not something that I'm worry about. What I do concern is my health and my diet. It is my favourite junk food, but I do get tired of eating up the same thing all over again for 7 or 8 days straight.
6. Bayar hutang.
Sorry Syam. Hahahaha lama sangat aku hutang kau. Adeh.. segan aku..
7. Earn my first RM10,000 by May 2011.
I know it's hard but I'm going to give it a try. How am I going to earn that much? I'll keep it as a secret =P
8. A car
Yep yep yep yep yep yep. This event should happen more often and hopefully +1 family member in the picture yep yep yep yep yep.
1. TOP OF THE LIST!!
Yeah. I've been dying to get this son of a gun since 2 years ago and I've yet to get my hands on it. Banyak sangat tanggungan. Makan sendiri pun tak mampu. Hopefully I'll get it.
2. Gundam 00 Master Grade Model Kit
Yep. When I was still a little kid I have less toys to play around with. I thought to myself that time ; when I grow up older I'll get the best toys for myself despite my age. AND YES I STILL HAVE THE INTENTION HAHA!
3. LED Monitor Screen (whatever the brand is) 24"
Yep. I definitely gonna need not one, but two of this, mainly because it is for my Final Year Project purpose. I also need a HDTV video camera for my project, but I think I'm just gonna stick my idea with webcam.
Another reason for me to have 2 led monitor screen is also because I've been using 15" Acer LCD screen for almost 6 years and yes it's time to move on.
4. Updating my PC hardware
My PC is getting olddddd. Not only its getting old but more problems kept on coming one after another. First it was the RAM stick that cause the system went BSOD all the time. Then my power supply. I had it replaced with a second hand PSU. Now, my graphic card. For some reason it gets heat up so easily. Usually when it idles, the temperature will never reach above 55c. Now it goes up up 81c even when it's idle! When it gets heated up, the graphic displays artifacts (red boxes, red lines, red dots) and then it hangs for a while, monitor screen shuts down for awhile and then the gpu fan spins faster than usual.
It's time to move on as well.
5. Constantly eat 3 times a day, "luxuriously"
Translated into Bahasa Melayu, it means makan mewah 3 kali sehari. I'm tired of instant noodles all day long. I think I consumed extra MSG than I'm supposed to. I'm losing my hair, but it keeps growing thicker so it's not something that I'm worry about. What I do concern is my health and my diet. It is my favourite junk food, but I do get tired of eating up the same thing all over again for 7 or 8 days straight.
6. Bayar hutang.
Sorry Syam. Hahahaha lama sangat aku hutang kau. Adeh.. segan aku..
7. Earn my first RM10,000 by May 2011.
I know it's hard but I'm going to give it a try. How am I going to earn that much? I'll keep it as a secret =P
8. A car
Why? So that I can travel to work.
9. Family Gathering
9. Family Gathering
Yep yep yep yep yep yep. This event should happen more often and hopefully +1 family member in the picture yep yep yep yep yep.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Stuff That I Don't Like
Here's the long list of things that I hate most
1. ROACHES
2. Bitter Melon (peria)
3. Ladies Finger
4. Chillies
5. Poverty
6. Bitches
7. Girls who shaves guys' wallet
8. Girls who likes to order around
9. Queen Control
10. Sissies
11. Guys who talks big but shows nothing
12. Girls who don't understand the concept of "we broke up, and we're done. don't call me"
13. Boring movies
14. Depressions
15. Lecturers who don't understand my points when I propose my idea.
16. Again, poverty.
17. Girls who scream at yell at me in public.
18. People who don't pick up my calls.
19. People who don't reply my sms / IMs
20. Victoria Station
21. Liverpool FC
22. CIMB Debit Mastercard
23. My stuff taken and returned days later
24. Empty promises
25. Liars
26. People who always take back what they have said before as a vow or promise
27. Losing anything, or lost.
28. Knifed in Counter-Strike 1.6
29. Lousy boring taunt in DotA that end up getting nothing but virtual threat. /yawn
30. RM12.28 balance in bank account
31. Getting tired for not enough sleep
32. Writing thesis
33. Printing my artwork, because :
(a) sometimes they are not good enough and I feel embarrassed about it.
(b) expensive. A3 color costs about RM15 per piece.
34. -edited-
35. -edited-
36. Getting charged for insertion fees but items are unsold in eBay.
37. My mouse pads. They are old and I need new pairs.
38. Slow and lagging PC
39. STEAM for being such an ass on me
40. Vantoria in Cybertracker Forum
41. Hypocrites.
42. Friends who claimed themselves friends but never did their role as friends when time comes.
43. Racists
44. Sexists
45. Failed trollers
46. Nerds
47. Ragnarok Online
48. Maplestory. omg.
49. Nike for being so expensive
50. www.bet365.com ; started when England drew with Algeria
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malas mau type liao.
Yours Sincerely
~daniel
1. ROACHES
2. Bitter Melon (peria)
3. Ladies Finger
4. Chillies
5. Poverty
6. Bitches
7. Girls who shaves guys' wallet
8. Girls who likes to order around
9. Queen Control
10. Sissies
11. Guys who talks big but shows nothing
12. Girls who don't understand the concept of "we broke up, and we're done. don't call me"
13. Boring movies
14. Depressions
15. Lecturers who don't understand my points when I propose my idea.
16. Again, poverty.
17. Girls who scream at yell at me in public.
18. People who don't pick up my calls.
19. People who don't reply my sms / IMs
20. Victoria Station
21. Liverpool FC
22. CIMB Debit Mastercard
23. My stuff taken and returned days later
24. Empty promises
25. Liars
26. People who always take back what they have said before as a vow or promise
27. Losing anything, or lost.
28. Knifed in Counter-Strike 1.6
29. Lousy boring taunt in DotA that end up getting nothing but virtual threat. /yawn
30. RM12.28 balance in bank account
31. Getting tired for not enough sleep
32. Writing thesis
33. Printing my artwork, because :
(a) sometimes they are not good enough and I feel embarrassed about it.
(b) expensive. A3 color costs about RM15 per piece.
34. -edited-
35. -edited-
36. Getting charged for insertion fees but items are unsold in eBay.
37. My mouse pads. They are old and I need new pairs.
38. Slow and lagging PC
39. STEAM for being such an ass on me
40. Vantoria in Cybertracker Forum
41. Hypocrites.
42. Friends who claimed themselves friends but never did their role as friends when time comes.
43. Racists
44. Sexists
45. Failed trollers
46. Nerds
47. Ragnarok Online
48. Maplestory. omg.
49. Nike for being so expensive
50. www.bet365.com ; started when England drew with Algeria
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malas mau type liao.
Yours Sincerely
~daniel
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Internet Poo-ser
I actually had fun while trolling on someone else blog. That person actually mentioned my IGN because probably the word "immature" that I included that I commented on one of her post was too harsh for her. I guess being honest is a sin. Also, being honest will get you labeled as Idiotic Bully. That is right people, Idiotic Bully. Let me keep the link discreet but for those of you who wished to join me to have a Troll Party can request from me through my email or YM! .
Trolled on a certain individual's internet social network page for refusing to accept someone's honest opinion, twice, then getting the same thing back on her blog. She's right yea, all the way. Never was wrong and never will. The best there is, the best there was and the best that ever will be.
With God's willing, can someone slap some senses to her face for not being able to face the reality?
Trolled on a certain individual's internet social network page for refusing to accept someone's honest opinion, twice, then getting the same thing back on her blog. She's right yea, all the way. Never was wrong and never will. The best there is, the best there was and the best that ever will be.
With God's willing, can someone slap some senses to her face for not being able to face the reality?
Monday, January 17, 2011
If there is
If there is anything I can do to survive, if there is anything I can do to earn, if there is anything I can do to push the trouble away.
"I want to help myself out; for me and you"
Daniel
"I want to help myself out; for me and you"
Daniel
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Rainbow is nowhere to be found
Greetings.
My computer broke down twice now ; first the power supply blew up and I had to changed it with a new one, then now I thought my hard disk went corrupted and windows went faulty so I had to formatted it, turns out to be that my 2GB high performance ram was the cause of BSOD. Happy New Year 2011. Again, her I am updating the blog with my laptop and of course when there's a lot of stuff running in my head, my fingers are itchy to write it up since I have no one else to turn to when it comes to a good conversation. (there is no way i can talk to you guys)
All these while I felt so much pressure from earning, and getting extra budget for extra purposes. I thought it wasn't necessary but indeed, yes, a person need to reward someone as a token of appreciation which I think everyone is hungry for. Everyone wants to be appreciated including me. I thought the particular person wanted to be pampered so much but Jeremiah is not rich enough currently to do so. He was dead wrong.
Recently, when they sit down side by side or facing each other on a table, Helen had this eyes of disappointment towards Jeremiah, who once the king of all. In before that, Helen was all happy go lucky and she always have her eyes sparkled and shiny whenever her eyes and his met. Thanks to Jeremiah's lack of luck in looting golds, he is being less rewarding and less beneficial towards his partner, his loved one.
How sad and tormented he feels; to see someone he dear so much enduring such situation hoping that one day that both will be rewarded with smiles and laughter, sharing what they had experienced throughout the night. What else can he do when there is zero profit. Is there anything out there that can be so much more than a reward without using gold, silver and copper? Is there anything out there more precious than anything materialistic wised product?
Having seen her partying with someone else that provided her needs without having her singled out a penny from her bag and saw her established herself as part of the crew, Jeremiah looked to himself and ponder; will he be better than this. Will he earned those appreciation and present them to the Grand Crusader of all the women.
Relationships are expensive. Happiness is indispensable.
Yours Truly,
dvn
king of kings
My computer broke down twice now ; first the power supply blew up and I had to changed it with a new one, then now I thought my hard disk went corrupted and windows went faulty so I had to formatted it, turns out to be that my 2GB high performance ram was the cause of BSOD. Happy New Year 2011. Again, her I am updating the blog with my laptop and of course when there's a lot of stuff running in my head, my fingers are itchy to write it up since I have no one else to turn to when it comes to a good conversation. (there is no way i can talk to you guys)
All these while I felt so much pressure from earning, and getting extra budget for extra purposes. I thought it wasn't necessary but indeed, yes, a person need to reward someone as a token of appreciation which I think everyone is hungry for. Everyone wants to be appreciated including me. I thought the particular person wanted to be pampered so much but Jeremiah is not rich enough currently to do so. He was dead wrong.
Recently, when they sit down side by side or facing each other on a table, Helen had this eyes of disappointment towards Jeremiah, who once the king of all. In before that, Helen was all happy go lucky and she always have her eyes sparkled and shiny whenever her eyes and his met. Thanks to Jeremiah's lack of luck in looting golds, he is being less rewarding and less beneficial towards his partner, his loved one.
How sad and tormented he feels; to see someone he dear so much enduring such situation hoping that one day that both will be rewarded with smiles and laughter, sharing what they had experienced throughout the night. What else can he do when there is zero profit. Is there anything out there that can be so much more than a reward without using gold, silver and copper? Is there anything out there more precious than anything materialistic wised product?
Having seen her partying with someone else that provided her needs without having her singled out a penny from her bag and saw her established herself as part of the crew, Jeremiah looked to himself and ponder; will he be better than this. Will he earned those appreciation and present them to the Grand Crusader of all the women.
Relationships are expensive. Happiness is indispensable.
Yours Truly,
dvn
king of kings
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