different paths

so why is it that

i am moving far too lost in the wrong lane

and he is way ahead of me in the right direction.

okay.

*breathe in, breath out*

I wana make a u-turn right NOW.

and make things better.

InshaAllah..

what a wayyy to start a dayyyy

on a Monday morning

i was an hour late to work

pagi-pagi dah kena bebel by my mom

then kena bebel by boss sebab lambat

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Ya Allah,

May the rest of the day be a good one for me.

Amin..

if you think you can

My mentor Melissa posted this on her facebook wall.

I like it a lot:

If you think you are beaten, you are.
If you think you dare not, you don’t
If you like to win but think you can’t,
It’s almost a cinch you won’t.

If you think you’ll lose, you’re lost.
For out in the world we find
Success begins with a fellow’s will
It’s all in the state of mind.

If you think you are outclassed, you are.
You’ve got to think high to rise.
You’ve got to be sure of yourself before
You can ever win the prize.

Life’s battles don’t always go
To the stronger or faster man.
But sooner or later, the man who wins
Is the man who thinks he can.

by C.W. Longenecker

let's main kutu holiday

kalau tiga sekawan bank in a hundred bucks per person for 10 months pastu at the end of the 10 months keluarkan the 3000 bucks for a holiday trip, definitely not kutu game. but it sure sounds awesome to me! and that's just a hypothetical situation. the more the merrier darlings! aha! mari kita explore bumi Allah yang indah ini!

gorgeous fracture

So the moral of the story is, don't show off! hahahaha

how could you be so...

this is beautiful :')

I'm in no position to express my love for any particular boy at this stage. But i could still dedicate this to all my friends and family that I love. Just watch the video okay?

read the story.

melatah

macam manaaaa boleh tersepak kotak pulak tiba2 nie? kotak tu dari mana? tiba2 je menghalang perjalanan aku. pastu terjerit pulak the F word sampai half the team boleh dengar.

bagus. memang bagus.

cakap pasal kawen..

Yesterday tak banyak calls in by customers. so sempat la nak buat hal2 lain. the funny moment occurred when Shaid tiba2 berdiri to look at me over the cubicle divider, then he asked the soalan cepu karat.

"bila u nak kawen?"

I was taken aback. but I gelak sekuat hati and lied to myself that it's something funny, i gelakk for a few seconds sampai i believed myself that it's memang funny. lepas tu baru i jawab.

"how to kawen? i baru je got out of a 2 year relationship"

You shudda seen the look on Shaid punya muka. macam. malu-tak-tau-nak-letak-muka-kat-mana campur guilty. the combination is just hilarious! and that, i tak tipu la dia sememangnya kelakar.

Dalam fikiran ku: oh Shaid aku kawen ngan kau je la. dah la pandai buat biskut, pandai buat salad, pandai buat kek. senang hidup aku. kau rajin bawak food datang office. tak ke senang ceritanyaa?

Yang kelakarnya, lepas incident tu, i no longer feel thaaaaat offended everytime people say anything about marriage. I even have Iman's wedding to attend in about a months time. lantaklah. my jodoh willlllll come when it comes. why worry, rite?

at least THIS will keep me sane long enough..

like mother like daughter-in-law

my mom kadang2 complain. you know how its like to have lipas kudung in the kitchen. buat kerja cepat, masak sedap, kerja cepat siap, kadang2 bersepah. i take my mom's complain as a norm. i could take that in and dengar je la kan.

yang tak ley blah tu, the part yang my mom tak perasan. that she's exactly like my sister in law too. or the other way round. anyhoo the point is, my brother married a lady who's so much like my mother. pastu my mom yang tak perasan. mereka sebenarnya sama sahaja...

oh bila lah i boleh master my abilities in the kitchen. selalu jadi chef's assitant je. tunggu kawen je baru belajar masak la kot. masalahnye sape nak kawin ngan i? lol!

the rose

Remember the rose in Beauty and the Beast?

I had my own rose too..

and all this while I've been having it

(that was as long as I was still with him)

never had it any trace of fungus on it

The petals were still in tact,

the colour's turned brown due to time

and sure, it's dried out but clean

carrying sweet memories of its own

for the very special day it was given on.

*

for some odd reason,

fungus is visible on the petals now

funny that it chooses to appear

now that hope is gone on my end

after almost 2 years..

the rose, had chosen to berkulat now

I had to get rid of it

and the memories..

dee why?

did you know 'dee why' is one of the suburbs in Australia?

lol. It's my favorite anyway.

yoyo

what's the deal in deactivating your facebook account when you keep on reactivating and deactivating yourself time and again? Beats me. I dont know the answer to that.

you sed move on, where do I go?

Aussie! Oi!~

caller: pleeese let me noy when the drivah is comming.

me: I will ensure that the dispatcher gives you a callbak within the hour.
caller: where abouts arr yew? Are yew from Manilla?

me: noy sir. *sighs* we're station abrodd in Malaysia *sighs*

caller: ahh. not to worryh, yew doo have a little bit of the Ostralian accent dont yew.. *laughs*

dude. give me some credit here for trying will ya?

youtube's a good place to start. they've got everything and everything.