Just a quick update

I thank everyone who turned up when baby Aniq was born. Honestly, before I was wheeled into the operation theatre, I was all nervous. I have heard about mommies or the babies who didnt survive and all that came across my mind. Dee was there and though he didnt seem excited, I knew he was overwhelm at the thought of experiencing the process of childbirth via C-section. And he sensed that I was nervous and told me to enjoy this experience.

Well, it was all worth it when Aniq was born and he I've got another handsome hero to accompany me through my life journey. He ws 3.49kg when he was born. I thank Allah with the smooth delivery, Aniq's top form health albeit with slight jaundice and I am still alive to see through my kids, for now. Thanks to all the duas and words of encouragement and well wishes. People who came - Azim, Yani, Siti, Ju and family, Shyn with kids and fiancee, nyah (and indirectly Y coz he sent her to the hospital to see me), Ann and family. To those who didnt make it but smsed me, thank you soooo very much. Alhamdulillah.

Now I am at home tryong to enjoy my maternity. Honestly, yes I am having a slight post natal depression and have been doing my dzikir to keep calm. I am just taking one step at a time. So till then, take care all

Just a quick update to ensure my blog is still active :)

Not that I have forgotten to update this blog but my time is so limited that I can hardly write. To update everything is impossible coz I've missed quite a journey. But well, I am going to be in labor ward, for the third time, late next month. I am excited as I can see the excitement on Aqim's and Syirah's faces. Whenever they touch my belly and the baby moves, they got thrilled. Syirah has been talking to the baby inside and called herself kakak Syirah. Awesome!

My house is ready too. Although I had to cry over it for all the hurdles I had to go thru, I am at last contented. Dee is also very excited and has painted an image of our kids running around the place. My cousins headed by abg Wahid, will gather his siblings and help us move. I tell you, he is one man whom I can never thank you enuf. Always putting family's interest close to his heart. Very much like his father.

So I've got 2 things to look forward to. One the baby, second the house. And oh yes first time we will be enjoying the baby bonus for this kid will be born a Singaporean. The gender? Wait...I will update when the baby is out. So long as the baby is out normal and healthy, who bothers about the gender right?

Signing off now. May God bless all of us! Cheers!

Didn't you know....

Lately, I've received similar question. "So I heard you've submitted your resignation. Got a job in SG already ah?" Wow news travels like lightning yeah. Well I've finally tendered the letter and nope a job has yet to be found. You asked me if I am worried? Yes I am but somehow I have to manage them. Decisions are made after deep thoughts and rounds of consultations. And the man of my life agreed to the decision and applaud it. Not that he is happy that I will be jobless but he will see his wife with less job stress. Thanks hubby.

I appreciate the understanding of a handful of friends and the motivation to move on. I don't know how to explain this but at this period, I require understanding. You see, just so if someone who knows me is reading my blog, I want to reinstate that I only report to Dee when I have to. I don't see a necessity to explain, self-defend, entertain, reply to some(or one) species(y) who do(does) not understand the language of the world. It will just boil me when I have to answer a narrative or multiple choice questions. Our 'relationship' is so over some 10years back. Or I don't know if it was a relationship. Don't get overly excited that I am going back to SG coz it is not meant to excite you. I do it for some reasons. Please lah eh....don't bug me. I am tired to answer your questions. I am tired to argue with you. I don't enjoy having a conversation with you coz you always want to be the last person to state a point. You always scrutize every damn word I say and your overused statement "I thought you said.....". I hate it when you rephrase my statements. Sometimes, why I said what I had to say was to put a stop to your perpertual questions. PENAT LAH OOOI! Takde kerja lain eh? I agree, when I first talked to you I enjoyed every bit of it. Sometimes I missed it. But when your concerns changed to interrogation, damn I hate it to bits! Even listening to your voice is such a pain. If you don't want me to run away from you, then stop chasing! I don't need you to protect me coz I have my Dee.

Gosh! I am still not contented la. I hope whoever this post is meant for, can understand that you are strangling me to death slowly but surely. All I need is to just leave me in my world of friends who knows how and where to draw a line.

To peeps who are there for me, I need your favor to chant your prayers so that I land myself a job soon.