It's been one monthe plus since i joined Crescent for work. I've met many Japanese people while working. and i'm glad. :) Hopefully i'll learn more as time goes by.

As for relationship wise, good and bad. We don't quarrel. But, i feel like, it's never good to keep problems unsaid. I felt this strange feeling of loneliness in me at times. I want a change. I want to feel more. Just that, sometimes, i can't say it out. I hope i can abandon this useless side of me. Is this really what i want in my life? i don't know.

It's been ultra long since i last blogged. super long. that made me think i should create a new blog. ha.

okay, let's summarise things that happened in the last few months of 2010.

Basically i was rather busy with school. Yes, school. timetable's kinda sucky, but still, i've pulled through it. (: now awaiting for results, well, i don't expect splendid results, but i think it's gonna be better than my year1 sem2 results. (:

Yeap, major events.. spent my christmas with friends. my boy, my 2 bitches, Gladys, Huan, Jordan, Edwin, Wayne, Tianhe, at Jack's place for dinner. exchanged gifts and i got a Soap set from Body shop. COOL. (: after that it was drinking at Windsor.

After which, baby and i went over to Malacca in the early morning of christmas! (: our first ever trip out of Singapore together. it was a crazy road trip full of food. good and bad food. bad, as in.. not very clean? lol. so we ate like stuffs like, Dim sum, Nonya food, Cendols(4 times!), street snacks and a satay thingy which is real dirty! LOL! luckily we survived the trip safely. PHEW! ended up bringing a big bag of snacks back to singapore. :) overall, the trip was enjoyable! (: hope for more of such trips with baby! (:

i just hope this year will be a better year for us. (: school's starting on the 24th. just after baby's 22nd birthday. so yeap. gotta gear up real quick for school ! :D but for now, ENJOY! :D

After two whole months, i'm back to blogging again. i realised that i haven't been blogging for so so long. let's talk about my life now..

i've officially ended my frist year in NTU. yeah. great. ended my first special semester. hell yeah. and my life now is about rotting with my boy. hahaha. we've decided to rot till we start school together. afterall, we won't have so much time after school begin anyway. so, gonna cherish the time together now. (:

been balling more recently, but felt the fitness decreasing, getting tired more easily. this is not a good thing for me. arghh~ sounds like i'm ageing! but well, recently i've started to go for jogging and swimming. slowly slowly i'll get my fitness back! (:

another week to my 21st birthday and this saturday is my birthday celebration. yeah~ (: i'm looking forward to the celebration at ecp with all my friends! i'll leave the celebration with my family on sunday i guess.

life's slowly getting on track, slowly.. though sometimes i'll be wondering what will happen to me in the future, or where i am now, but, i believe, things will turn out right. i believe. (:

two more days to our 3rd year 1st month. time really flies.. felt so old suddenly. hahaha. we know each other so well already, so familiar with each other's presence. it's a blessing to meet you my love. (: i hope this love would last forever my love <3

Hello Blog,

It's been so long since i last visited. Recently my life's full of fun and love. Yes, loads. Love my dear friends Adeline Hong and Casslyn Huang. They never fail to brighten up my day ! Seriously, togetherness ! And not to forget, my Roomie Sophie Toh, who always show tonnes of love and concern for me though i'm always not in hall. And most importantly, my lovely boy. Although he's irritating at times, making my blood boil, but he's still my love love love. =) i hope life would continue to be smooth sailing. But the down side, would be obviously my studies, hope i can cross the huge hundle ! roar !

Love love,

Me. =)

真正的距离，是看不到的。

常常告诉朋友，不要对生活灰心，绝望。但可能，心中最空虚的是我。
我只想像其他人一样，过着简单幸福的恋爱生活。

有口也难言我心中的空虚。

问题没法解决，而提出意见可等于结束。

我，一个人。一直都是一个人。

Been feeling kind of empty recently. wonder if you know me, or if i know you. been always smiling in front of you. and i love the way you smile. and i don't care what they say, i'm in love with you. Tried to talk, but it felt so hard. Loving you more than anything else, and that's my mission. But, why am i feeling all this? I should be feeling happy. I should be. There's a growing distance that you'd never realised. We meet lesser, we talk lesser, and even if we meet, you don't seem to know what i yearn for. Just a little bit of your love and attention. I wanna feel like a woman at times, but is that my wishful thinking on my part? I don't know. I don't like this empty feeling i always feel at night. I don't like who i'm becoming now. Changing and changing. I don't know what's true happiness already. Am i really asking too much like you say? I don't dare to voice out anything anymore. I'm afraid of losing you. seriously. I've loved you too much to let you go. Time really flies. another less than three months, it'll be three years. Three years, and my love never changed. I still love you more than anything. I don't know what can i do to make you love me. I don't know what can i do to not feel hurt. I need a first aid kid for my heart. I'm bleeding love.