惜爱

谢谢你又给我另一个难忘的回忆，是开心的哦。你常问我为什么我好像只记得不开心的事，事实不是这样的。但开心的事比较虚幻而不开心的事比较真实，所以描述不开心的事当然也比较容易。其实，我记得所有的事，不管开不开心我都会记得。反正开不开心都是回忆，要忘记谈何容易？既然都很难忘，我也不打算忘记，不开心的事也只能接受和释怀。很感激你给那么多，你给我的快乐，我不会忘的。是你，为我平凡乏味的生活带来一点色彩。就算有时闹得有些不愉快，我还是不会忘记你给我的快乐。想起快乐的回忆使我开心，感激你令我对你的感情更深，即使距离再远又怎样？只要心在一起，那距离根本算不了什么。彩虹很美，但却不能天天看，也许这样才能显示它的珍贵吧。我喜欢彩虹，希望我的生活能像彩虹一样五彩缤纷。你让我的生活更美丽，虽然它不能像彩虹一样五彩缤纷，但这样就够了。谢谢你给我这么珍贵的礼物，但最珍贵的始终是你。我会珍惜你，珍惜你的爱。。。

Everthing will be fine

Miss you makes me feel bad, love you makes me feel even worse. Haiz. I shall control my feeling. I shall hide my feeling so no one gonna know about it so everything would be fine. Don't say I am emo..I am not emo now. I just couldn't express my true feeling properly...I don't need a listener...Noone could understand. I will hide it in my heart...so everything will be fine...the most important is everything will be fine.

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已经觉得很累很累，眼皮也很重很重。但不懂为什么一点睡意也没有。跟朋友复习了整天才发现原来还有很多很多的东西还没读完。我们的时间必须排到很满才能在考前读完。刚才才发现原来gpa 3.92的人读书是用怎样的方法，真的应该好好学起来。如果可以，很希望今晚就这样读下去。才发现原来我有多害怕回到房间，害怕一个人，更怕又想起那些问题。学业问题可以问人，那感情问题可以问谁？性格不合是因为性格太像还是太不一样？因为性格不合而吵架该如何解决？能解决吗？解决了就能保证下次不会再吵吗？为什么有些人就是不愿妥协还要指责别人要引起争执？难道对于你重视的人就不能宽容点吗？难道你有试着去了解我要什么吗？总有一天，我要把这些问题弄清楚。如果我有好成绩，没有好感情，我还是一个失败的人。就像lecturer告诉我们不但成绩要好，也应该活跃于课外活动。一个成功的人，一个完美的人，不是你在某方面好而已。应该是在每一方面都取得平衡的人或每一方面很好的人。我相信我一定能，才不要做书呆子！！！

趣味測試看透你三生三世

The first time that I think facebook test is quite accurate..^^
The result are shown as below:
你在前世有過這樣的經歷：前世的你是一個單純而浪漫的人，你不大喜歡異性們的追求，你把他/她們視為一幫無聊的人，你有你自己喜歡的生活方式，你不希望別人打亂你的步調。正因為這樣，你的憂鬱氣息就一直伴隨著你到了今世，於是，今世的你註定要繼續做一個孤獨的人。*今世的你:今世的你是一個感情特別豐富的人。你有著強烈的責任心和上進心，這樣的你從不願受到任何人的管制和約束。你是一個溫文而雅，但有一點點內向的人，你不大會在自己喜歡的人面前表達自己的感情，所以，這樣的你還有一點點懷舊的情結呢！在交友和戀愛上你還十分傳統正派喲！你喜歡天長地久的感情模式，細心的你特別矜持，又很注重心靈...上的交流，所以那些粗枝大葉的人往往都經不起考驗咯！你的愛情攻勢是小火煨湯型的喲！*你的缺點:你比較缺乏約束，有事沒事都愛板著一張苦瓜臉，這樣好象有點未老先衰喲！你總是採取過於迂迴的表達方式宣泄自己的情感。

做义工

十一月二十三日，不懂做么，我竟然参加了utar做义工的活动。在完全不知情下，就贸贸然的参加，根本都不知会去哪里或做什么。我想我一定是疯了。当天早上集合才知道要去Tambun的Pamelo Farm。到了Pamelo Farm 才知道要帮忙园主捡在地上的plastic bag。 别以为是普通的plastic bag 哦。Plastic bag 里有烂掉的柚子，我们必需把在plastic bag 里烂掉的柚子倒在地上，因为那可以充当肥料。进到园里时，真的是显掉！里面的味道，真的受不了。是一种发酵加臭酸的味道，里面也有很多苍蝇还有很多鸡粪。。哎！真是自找麻烦。。结果还是硬着头皮捡“垃圾”。完成后， 园主切水果招待我们。但是，我一个也没吃。嗅了那种味道，就算是三珍海味在我面前，都会没胃口。更倒霉的事还在后头呢！当我们要回学校时，巴士竟然有问题，不能启动。结果，我们必须推把士。就在我们把巴士推前推后好几回后，终于能启动了。无言吧？不过呢，这个活动真的给了我不同的体验，也认识了新的朋友。负责人说，下次也许会举办一个到Tambun教英语的活动，因为当地人想把Tambun发展成旅游胜地，他们想掌握一些较基本的英文。其实，我还蛮有兴趣的。但如果必须在那种环境生活，我必需承认我会受不了。虽然，做义工不是很愉快，但它给我的不单是不同的体验，它的意义也真的很深，没有亲身经历是感受不到的。因此，我也许还会参加下次的活动。

Disease

I've already decided not to fight for anything over it....it's only a waste of time....the people there are so cheap...can't even speak proper english...their looks are so disgusting...their style is so old-fashioned....yeah...it's all negative comments that i can give to them..i feel so priviledge when i stay among them...i am so good compare to them...I am just so excellent...well, I should say they are not fit to compare with me...cooperate with them makes me feel embarass because others might think that I am as cheap as them..or as dumb as them...I should stay away from them..they are just like disease or common flu...I scare that if I did not stay away from them..I will get infected too...I don't wanna be like them....if one day I become same as them..I would rather commit suicide. You'll never meet someone who are so disgusting like them...It's true!!!

Grandma birthday celebration ^^

As I said, today is my grandma birthday celebration...This year is my grandma's 88 years old birthday..hehe...We order two tables for the dinner and pay for it total RM800 plus @@ well,not gonna talk more abt it...I think share the pictures will be more than enough....

This is me @@

First dishes....we called it as "mian xian"

Second dishes, "cold plate"...this one really nice....

Third dishes, "Yi ping guo"....

Fourth dishes, "fruity fish".....very nice too..

Fifth dishes, prawns..they already remove the shelves..good...

Sixth dishes, mushrooms and dunnot what....lol

Seventh dishes, pork ribs....yummy....

The last dishes, duck...i dun eat duck...so, no comment....

Grandma and me...^^

My aunt, grandma, my siblings and all my cousins....

My uncle and us...

My eldest aunt and us

My younger bro and me...

Well, the two girls there are my cousins...they are not twins...lol

It's us again..lol

It's us again...someone not concentrate anymore

leng lui and leng zai...i know i am very thick-skinned...^^

My family...hehe

Again..hehe

hehe...leng lui and leng zai again.....lol

My bro and me again...

my cousin and me....^^

Three of us again...:P

no comment ...:P

All my aunt and uncles with my grandma...serious photo?!

my youngest aunt (she is not concentrate...lol..my cousins say she is not coorperative) and us..^^
P/S: tell you a funny thing here...my youngest aunt don't know how to use handphone to take photo. Indeed we don't know that she is so outdated so we ask her to help us take photo with handphone just now...guess what?she face the screen to us!!!!lol...can u imagine that??? lol....then we keep on laughing at her...we are very bad, don't we...haha...