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Sunday, June 21, 2009

Thanks for the Accompany Guys! At East Coast! (:

First thing first ....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENNY TAN XIAN WEN.
Hope you doing fine, inside. Awaiting for your welcome (:

Okay, today i overslept till alot of people Calling me! Rarr ..
I really hate this China Phone! ):
It's making me mad seriously! Hahahahas.

Met my Uncle at Bedok Blk 18, have some Bubble Teas, while waiting for Kenny.
After he came we when to KFC, to eat our Dinner.
My uncle was Krazy with foods.
Try your luck on what we gonna eat, with 3 peoples.
Imagine that Me, My Uncle & Kenny hahas. (:

Check this picture's below. Omgawd, i swear you we gonna finished it!
But Kenny order Zinger Burger Meal for himself.
Other's Me and My Uncle are eating. Its like we didn't eat like 1 month meal LOL!






Some of the Pictures are Kenny, that Small Boy (:
He was like finding a seat which infront of him has a Mirror.
I don't know why he keep on saying "I'm so Handsome"
Hahahahahas, act cute sia!

After that Alan came, that Irratating Guy! Hes gaying on me sia.
Wait till my Girlfriend find you, you DIE!!!!!
Wahahahahahas.

After that we go find Randolph, as he was eating dinner too at Market.
With his Churh friends. Alot of girl's....
And Ryan came from Kovan. Seriously, we was talking Socially.
I didn't know where to start again! ):

It's okay, so we take a cab to Katong.
Wanted to Play some Dota. But in the end all of them need a Stupid Membership!
Stupid lo, wasting time and wasting $$$$ on CABS!!!
So Ryan And Randolph took a cab back home, i was dissapointed seriously.
They wanna go Home because they are Sweaty and in need to Bathe!!!

Serious talk, your a GUY!!! Don't need to be so GIRL can ??????
Walao!!!

Anyway they went home and Melissa reached.
So we all Play pool, Daniel came. & Alan when back home.
PHEW!!!! At last that Irratating Guy when home. Hahahahahahas.
After playing pool we took a Cab to East Coast.
Drink Drank Drunk, but no one was Drunk as the Liquor was Glen Vodka.
We did play Taidi, i win $3 bucks from Kenny, hahahahas!

; Not always Justin is my Lucky One's! Wahahahahahas.

After that when straight back home.
Okay, right now i gonna bathe and prepare to meet Kenny And Daniel.
Didn't slept like 8 hours. Nevermind i can still tahan, hahahahahas.

; As days goes by, i miss my Girlfriend alot. Girl's started to Filrt with me but i just don't care them, i know i have a Girlfriend. So i gonna stick with it! (:
So girl's out there!!! Keep on filrt with me i don't fucking care too. As i gonna tell you i have a Girlfriend which named Joey (: My Only One.

I love you dear!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Forgive and Forget isn't gonna help.

I try to forgive everytime we quarrel.
I try' .....
But this time is too much.

(I gonna find a way.... out. Maybe there's a way out.)
Sigh....

What is wrong if i have a girlfriend?
Why are you trying to do?
Can you just give me a peace with my girlfriend..
What excited you with my girlfriend?
What you wanna do with my girlfriend?

Please explained this few Question...
I just wanna know.

You are my Best Bro ...
Why are you so Jealous...
Even you said to my girlfriend : "Delete those messages, i send it to you."
Is this the way you do things behind your Brothers?

Everyone fucking knows we are the Best Brothers.
Yet you do this kind of things.
It's hurting me.
And you know my Girlfriend, don't like to lie to me.

Tell me ... Please,
What is the Purpose you doing this?

Making me angry, mad, sad?
Is this what you want?

You know me well, if i'm angry i gonna remember those things you done.
And will never let it go, it's stay inside my heart till forever.

.


Kenny, thanks for everything. (:
A nice small brother of mine. He's the best.

When i first time know him, we became very closed.
And we hit to ton till morning, hahas.
I came to know he started to talk to me and started playing cards with me.
He was very Quiet when i was at the Bbq pit.
o.O
With Daniel (:

Yet they are like 4 years younger then me.
But their thinking are Matured.
You guy's are the best. (:

I keep on Dota-ing with them with my Uncle.
Today, my Uncle gonna have a car. Woohoo, can go Rounding liao.

Alright, i didn't really talk to Ryan just now.
Just like Social talks only.
I didn't know where to start, seriously.
I wanna end it peacefully. But my temper keep going up and down.

; Kitty, i know it's Ryan and my Girlfriend fault.
Maybe before this messages about Excitements.
Maybe there's more things i don't know.

He admit himself he's in the wrong.
He admited he have Funny feeling's towards my Girlfriend.
So if every Girls treat Ryan well, so he have Funny Feeling's.

What you gonna do if you are in my Shoes ?
]:

Seriously shit, i'm in big Depression. I just don't know what to do.

; Andre, you ask me wack him? I can't. I'm not a gangster like last time.

; Ka sing, daugther ... Yes its true, Forgive and Forget is isn't gonna help.

He's in Singapore now. Staying at Bedok.
I don't know when to start and when to end. ):

; Mom, you said everything is True. At first i didn't believe you..
But for what i know this thing already happen.

Actually before this thing, my Mom told me ..
"Becareful of this guy, he wanna break my relationship with my Girlfriend."
"Peacefully settle this stuff with care. If not it will involve the Police."

Sigh, i really don't know what to do.
This is not a Dream, it's Reality!


Another part of Mouth really Smile is ....
Boom Boom Pow !!!!

I get my Vocation as a DRIVER. (:
At Selarang Camp. Woohoo, is near to my house.
Save save $$$$ ....
Okay, i shall end here.

; Shall waited for people call, to wake me up and proceed to the place we gonna go.


- We could be friend's again, but not more than that.
If you willing to let me Trust you, Believe in you and finally Changed your Attitude.
[But it won't work.]

When jealousy is in you, you make it till big!

What is going on in this World.
Is what going on my Head! I'm stress, depress.
Why you such a Brother, doing stupid things behind my back.

Easy talking, you are Jealous that i have a girlfriend isn't it ?
Even you heard that Justin have a new Girlfriend, you started : "HUHS, SO FAST. REALLY"

Love is all around.
You have to try to win the Girl heart, if you wanna have love.

When to Vivo, with Kenny.
Met her girlfriend and friends.
Ryan came, as hes in bored.
Didnt talk as a brother, i really don't know where to start and what to talk to him.
In my heart i still will remember what he will do.
People, brother & sisters ask me to forgive and forget.
What the fuck!

What's the meaning of I feel so Excited when i know im with you ?
I just wanna know the meaning of that.
My bro told me is That guy wanna have fun/sex with the girl.
Wtf ? Alot of people saids that.
And you wanna me give you a 2nd chance..
I given you many times of chance. This is what i received ?

Fuck lah.

I miss my girlfriend alot(:
love ya.

Friday, June 19, 2009

I've been Hurt by Peoples.

Conversation of Ryan.
You use to be A Best Brother on me.
But now not! You fucking FUCKING ASS !

I use to trust you, now what ?
My own girlfriend doing this to me too ?

I'm really heart-broken seriously. ):
Why do we like to hurt so much...
WHY ! WHY !
I just wanna love my girlfriend. ):


Ryan. says:
u hate me ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
for godsake! whats wrong with you ?
Ryan. says:
thats what im asking u.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
u suppose to be on my best bro ...
Ryan. says:
what happen
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
u keep secrets ... from my gf ? and not letting me know ?
Ryan. says:
secrets ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
this is what u gonna play isnt it ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
secrets messages ..
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
sms ?
Ryan. says:
secret messages ?
Ryan. says:
oh god.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
dont play dumb with me..
Ryan. says:
since when we got secret messanges
Ryan. says:
we got sms
Ryan. says:
but its no secret sms
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
not secrets sms ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
so whats this
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
That's not the thing im angry about. U know how excited i was before when i know u can stay with me ? It's a total sudden dissapoitment ...
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
2nd Msg
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
Not only the part that i can stay. But its also the part that i can be with JOEY ? that excited YOU ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
And the last msg was DEL ALL MY MSG AFTER THAT ..
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
FUCK YOU LA HOR !
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
WHAT IS THIS ?
Ryan. says:
cause i dont want u to think so much !
Ryan. says:
ok i admit
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
YOU JUST A FUCKING DESPO ? ISNT IT ?
Ryan. says:
i may have funny feelings. But im willing to give it all up for u.
Ryan. says:
HEY
Ryan. says:
YOU DONT SAY SO MUCH
Ryan. says:
U ASK UR OWN GIRLF WHAT SHE SAY TO ME FIRST
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
WHAT ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
YOU TELL ME FIRST ..
Ryan. says:
Dont keep blaming me ok
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
WHY WOULDNT YOU CALL ME THEN HER ?
Ryan. says:
if she never treat me so nice , u think i will have funny feelings towards her ?
Ryan. says:
she called me.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
THIS IS WHAT YOU GONNA DO WHEN UR BEST BROTHER HAS A GIRLFRIEND ?
Ryan. says:
What ever u wanna ask me now u just ask !
Ryan. says:
i admit im wrong.
Ryan. says:
im sorry to talk to her behind ur back.
Ryan. says:
im sorry for everything.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
SORRY FOR WHAT FUCK ..
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
NOW YOU GONNA BREAK UP WITH MY GF RIGHT ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
ISNT THAT YOU WANT ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
HAPPY RIGHT ?
Ryan. says:
NO.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
ITS TRUE, WHAT MARK AND JUSTIN SAID BEFORE.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
YOU AND UR BROTHER LOVES GETTING OVER BROTHER GIRLFRIEND ..
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
CONGRATS !
Ryan. says:
EH
Ryan. says:
WHY DONT U ASK UR GIRLF HOW SHE TREAT ME ?
Ryan. says:
HOW SHE SAY
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
YOU SAID FROM UR OWN BLOG, YOU JUST WANNA COME SINGAPORE JUST TO MEET UR FREAKING BEST BROTHER ..
Ryan. says:
DONT TELL BOYSTER I CALLED YOU
Ryan. says:
DONT TELL BOYSTER THIS DONT TELL BOYSTER THAT.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
AND NOW WHAT ?
Ryan. says:
AND NOW CAUSE OF HER U TRYING TO PUSH ME AWAY
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
EH BITCH, YOU MY BROTHER ... WHY YOU DOING THIS TO ME ?
Ryan. says:
IM YOUR BROTHER
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
IF SHE SAYS THAT WHY DONT YOU TELL ME !
Ryan. says:
YOU'RE MY BROTHER
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
OKAY STOP ALL THIS SHIT BROTHER STUFF ! STOP ALL THE GUARDIAN ANGEL THINGY ... YOU BETTER FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE ..
Ryan. says:
BUT I DONT WANNA LOSE A FRIEND TOO. WHEN ME AND HER WERE ENEMIES , U KEEP SAY THAN U IN V DIFFICULT POSITION. SO NOW I TALK TO HER . THAN SHE KEEP TALKING TO ME ALREADY.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
IM SO FUCKING DISAPPOINTED ON YOU !
Ryan. says:
THATS WHAT U WANT. FINE
Ryan. says:
y cant u hear ur brother words instead
Ryan. says:
ur pm is all just fucking me
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
FOR WHAT FUCK ?
Ryan. says:
and still write
Ryan. says:
girlf i love you
Ryan. says:
SO IM ALL IN THE WRONG
Ryan. says:
ALL THE BLAME IS ON ME THEN ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
WHEN MY OWN BEST BROTHER HONGING MY OWN GIRLFRIEND ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
YOU WANNA PLAY THIS ? LETS PLAY .... I GONNA POST THIS CONVERSATION ON MY BLOG ..
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
SEE WHO IS THE FUCKING BIG DEALER !
Ryan. says:
U WANNA DO THAT ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
i can do whatever i want ..
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
im BOYSTER.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
bitch!
Ryan. says:
y cant u just hear me
Ryan. says:
if you do that im never going back anymore.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
THEN DONT COME BACK !
Ryan. says:
WHY CANT YOU HEAR ME
Ryan. says:
I KNOW YOU LONGER
Ryan. says:
WHY CANT U HEAR ME OTHER THAN HER
Ryan. says:
LAST TIME UR GIRLF AND U BREAK
Ryan. says:
WHO IS THE ONE THERE FOR U
Ryan. says:
NOW YOU JUST GONNA PUT SOMEONE FIRST IN PLACE OTHER THAN ME .
Ryan. says:
AND NOT ONLY THAT , U WANNA FUCK ME AWAY.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
first thing first i trust you !
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
i trusted you ..
Ryan. says:
i know . I wanted to tell you . I wanted to.
Ryan. says:
i know im in the wrong.
Ryan. says:
but cant u stand by me and hear what i've got to say ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
im not gonna listen to you anymore..
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
u are first thing LIAR !
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
2ND thing : loves getting over Brother girlfriends
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
3rdly : Words are meant to be broken ..
Ryan. says:
Forget it . Everything u just gonna blame on me . Ur girlf is the angel . Shes the only one that matters.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
SHES NOT EVEN MY ANGEL..
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
NO ANGEL FOR ME ANYMORE OKAY .

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Girlfriend is here! : X

Yeap, I am here to hack into my love' blog !
HAPPY 2MTH ANNI MY BOY ! LOVE YA : )



Life has not been easy for my boy,
Of cos he do have lovely friends dat care for him & not forgetting myself ! : )
& hereby, his gf want thanks everyone who cares for my bf !
Thanks you guys for been there for him! Or not it will be even more hard for him



Boy, thanks for enduring my rubbish at times
I know it had been hard for you,
I have been trying my best to be ur girlfriend
Viewing your old post, U are already the *BEST BOYFRIEND for me okay ?
You changed my life into a better one oso u know ?
I learn how to listen to other ppl comments den going for my stubborn thinking
I learn how to trust and everything.
I know I am a gf who let u worry ,
Have my word, I will learn how to tc of myself
In order to let u stop worrying & taking care of u too ( :
I don know what will happen in the future but I am sure I love u alot.
I wanna get closer to you,
& make ur life happier.



END.
Joey Love Boyster

Friday, June 12, 2009

Family, Big Brother freaking FAKE!

How i wish i could Breathe Slow, when my family is corrupting now.
Feeling like Renting a house and stay by my own.
Whenever i came back from home, brother always 24/7 everyday using laptop.
How i gonna suffer at this type of house.

I wanna put it at this Journal, i really hate my family alot.

Brother always get fast cash from father, whenever he asked.
Whenever i asked he will like Okay, will transfer you.

[ Imagine call arond 2pm, he transfer you around 9pm. ]
wtf mode!

Father always give in more to my brother then me. I hate you fucking father!
I hate you!

Let's talk about my POP. (Pass out Parade)
Was expecting my parents to turn out or my brother.
But it tears down thru my heart, other's get their parents to come.
But my parent's didn't. I was so fucking sad!
Even my leg has a legimen tear, i need to take 2 heavy bags.
No one help me. ):
It's okay, once i reached home. I tears down.
And parent's was asking why, i just kept quiet.

Now brother leg is pain.
HE'S FUCKING LEG JUST PAIN MAH!
MINE IS LEGIMEN TEAR FOR GODSAKE!

Why must fucking care him, then me ?
I asked him go see Doctor, he refuse WTF ! WTF !

Another thing is I hate my brother cause he fucking USELESS!
SERIOUSLY USELESS!
After he ORD, he didn't intend to find work !
He was expecting my Dad to give him money go get a A' Level.
Wtf ! Now is what! Half of the Year already.
Knn! Where got time to study! Bitch!

24/7 everyday at home playing Laptop, didn't bathe for like 2 days.
Fucking SMELLY! Fucking LAZY! USELESS!
Brother, i hope you get a DISEASE SOON!
SOON YOUR EYES WILL GO BLIND!
SOON YOUR LEG CAN'T WALK!

I FUCKING HATE YOU! HATE YOU! TO THE MAX.
WISH YOU DIDN'T EVEN BORN AT THIS WORLD!
MUTHAFUCKA! _|_

Nowadays, keep going to Princess play Dota, Audition @ Bedok.
Accompanied by my Uncle! (:
He's the best! I talked everything to him.

Girlfriend, i love you!
Tomorrow going Specialist @ CGH. @ 9.30am.
Wanna check my leg is alright anot.
So don't you worry, don't think too much alright dear.
Glad that dear is back at home. (:
I'm happy to hear that.
Will meet you soon my girlfriend.

Dear, i don't like that gan brother of mine is because i'm not jealous or what.
Is just that im ur Boyfriend, you or him can call each other like 3-6hours.
But why your Boyfriend didn't ?
He's in trouble ? Why must he always call me ? Asking for help.
But why when happy times he didn't call me.
All i ask in my life is to be Happy and not Emo anymore.
Sigh.

Ryan, your the best! I miss you so much.
Come back fast brother.

I love my girlfriend (:

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

Pop Liaoxz !

Hahaxz, i like that BOOM BOOM POW!
BOOM BOOM POP ? Hahaxz.

OMG ! 3months is like so fucking face!
I LIKE ..........

NO TRAINING! NO TRAINING! NO MORE.
YEAH (:

Okayxz, i will update some pictures from my camp.
Cause i bring camera phone at camp, hahahahahxz!
Funny lo.
Miss those people inside! Sgt all. MISS YOU GUYS.
My tears drop sia. ):

Nevermind, fucking fuck off from BMT fucking fuck dont see their fucking face anymore.
No more going to travel to Ferry go tekong liao hahahahahxz.

Dear, i miss you so much.
I was surprising Dear that time when to East Coast.
She don't believe i didn't when club sia. Hahaxz.
SPY LO. Hahahahahxz.
She was shock hahahahahxz.

Okayxz, i gonna bathe go out liaos.
Tc peoples.

*LOVE MY DEAR. (:

Monday, June 08, 2009

Diva is a Female Version of Hustla ! (:

Okay, today will be heading to my camp back.
Sibei sian! Seriously.
Saw all those Fucking Face people. Rarr! (x

Yesterday when to take MC, about my Leg.
Doctor give me 5 days MC till 12 of june.
Then why today i must head back to Camp!
Pathetic fuck ! Rarr.
Cause tomorrow is my POP, haha! I'm bloody happy seriously!

Get ready to fuck off from that BMT TEKONG Place.
But i will attend the POP Parade, just that i never march.
Hahahaha! So my parent's won't be attending. (x
I will be attending and see my Fucking Mates Marching.

*__ can i just go home.

LOLS! Waste of time seriously.

Yesterday when to East Coast.
Dear don't know i when to Club. But i didn't go.
As there is alot of people! So JAM! RIOT! LOL =X
So headed to East Coast to give her a surprise.
Spy on her at East Coast. Haha! Okay, actually wanna SPY her at Mac.

But when walking to the tunnel and when up the stairs.
Saw my dear, cycena, cycena mum and uncle. LOL!
Not fun! ):

Nevermind, was very happy to see my dear (:
Wish you don't cry anymore. And return to your home back.
I Love You dear (:

Okay, i got to go prepare. To go BACK CAMP ! ARGHS !

Bye guys.
Ehxz, btw check my new Playlist (:
New R&B'S Songs. Check it out! Thank You.
And please Click that bloody ADS ! LOL =X

Saturday, June 06, 2009

i'm dieing please help me !

I wanna change the Malay song lyrics to English.
It goes something like this. ):

Camelia, please deeply forgive me.
As i could not accompany you till you sleep.
Camelia, just forget about me.
Don't ever come find me again.

You are the very Best woman i ever had.
That have go thru into my heart.
The Best woman who is very Protective.
I beg you, just Forget about me.

Just don't Cry again.
I feel it's time to stop now.
Maybe in the later part,
You will get a Lover that is much better then me.

Just forget about me.
Don't bring our Memories back again.
I'm scared the people who love me before, get affected.
That you are kept as my Love one before.

Is just that maybe i'm thinking too much or you're the one who is thinking too much.
Maybe i given you alot of Freedom at first.
Because i don't like to see Girl's suffer alot.
You wrote : You know you had to trust me but you feeling so lost with what are we.
Maybe you lost the trust in me, i don't know about that.

Sigh .......

1stly : I don't like you to Jealous about Ah bie things.
You keep comparing her and you.
You wanna complete with her.
You are my Girlfriend, why you wanna complete with her ?
Why ?

2ndly : You love giving surprise and YES !
I told you i heading to JB, but you insist of going my Blk below just to wait for me.
If anything happen to you ? Sigh.
You didn't sms me at first, you wanna come find me.
And Cycena ask me to U-Turn back ?
Then what i gonna tell my friend ?
Our plan has Spoilt. Whatever lah.

3rdly : Yes ! I love you always as you are my Only Girlfriend.
I always Care about you! Now you asking me back where the BF who always care
about Gf, take it as you please me ?
Is i changed alot or You are the one who change alot ?

***I'm just asking you a Favour, just go back to Your own house.
Maybe i didn't realise that you Rented the house is your Ex house.
What will people think ? You tell me. Why are you so Stubborn Girlfriend.
Anything will happen, thought you are not scared but you just let go of your Fear.
And still carry on Staying there. I'm as your Boyfriend, will have a headace.
Is your Ex house, i'm your Boyfriend here! Sigh, i don't know what to do.

You wanna go Pub or Club. I just let you go. Cause i know i trust you alot.
But maybe alot of people said's i'm Crazy! Letting Girlfriend go to Pub or Club.
Because we two trust each other. I don't wanna listen to people, please for what!
And another thing, this is between us ! Girlfriend & Boyfriend, why do another party
need to KEPO in our Relationship, even the another party never takecare of their
Relationship! Wtf!

Okay, i know i'm not a Good Boyfriend afterall.
You were asking to Break with me isn't it ?
Well, your friends ask you isn't it ?
Even Cycena did told me : You know your Girlfriend nearly wanna break up with you.
Okay, then why you don't even dare to Msg me you wanna break with me.
Just do it! Just do it!

You know how the feelings goes. Yes, and let it be.
Maybe it's time i learn a lesson, right?

Even Ah bie said on her Fcuking mouth : Your Girlfriend is more Prettier then me!
Why she wanna Jealous about ? She wanna compare with me for what ?

Sigh, i just don't know what to do.
Deep in my Heart is hurting so bad.
Feeling like giving up! Seriously. ):

i'm a bad boyfriend, i know.
i give in many times. i give girls freedom.
but they never respect and give me freedom back.
what i want now is just takecare of yourself.
is a sad feeling, i know.

fark love.






Friday, June 05, 2009

i'm really sick of this thingxz.
help me god! settle it.

mum told me : becareful of thingxz of ur love one's.
because there's someone wanna compete with you with ur girlfriend ?
i was HUHS !

girl, your so stubborn till i can't really do anything. ):
uninvited soulxz ... give me this passion to give love.

15th then i going club, have no mood going on sunday.
maybe only.
will update later on.

later have L4D session's. (:
ohxz, another thing my prepaid low like fcuk.
anything sms me i will call back.

Kau wanita terhebat
Yang pernah singgah di hatiku
Kau wanita yang tegar
Aku mohon lupakan aku

Sudahlah jangan menangis lagi
Ku rasa cukup sampai di sini
Mungkin di suatu saat nanti
Kau temui cinta yang sejati

Thursday, June 04, 2009

Our funniest moment Picture's in Glen car's !
In our life. (:
**** Miss!












Maybe it's time to let it go ..... ):
Heartbreaker !

A last outing with Glen, cause he going to Army. (:

Okay, yesterday when to Bugis. Meet out terry. Hit some arcade, as like long long time didn't
even press those arcade games haha !
After that asking Terry to call Glen whether hes back anot. And hes back from Malaysia.
Take cab down to Whampoa and sort his Army things out. As it is last minute do haha.
Me and Terry was helping him sort out his stuff, scared that anything didn't bring, DIE !

After doing his Army stuff, glen drive to pickup hes dad to back home. Near toa payoh there.
In mean time i called Jia Yin to prepare meet her nearby her house. After that glen drove to
Pek Kio. Meet up Baba and Amanda. Baba when back home and said last goodbye to Glen on serving Army.

After that when to Buy our Dinner, Fried Rice. So little ! Dumb. Cost about $2.50.
So we when to Amanda house to eat. While Amanda was Bathing.
After eat we send Jia Yin home and straight to Changi Airport to Pickup Joseph.
He was attach to Thailand to do some training. Woah ! Come back with 2 MARTELL. (:

Okay, below is all those picture i took and Amanda took.
Have a look (:



*Inside glen car.


*Acting cute ? LOL.


*After 2weeks, we shall see how he look
when he is Botak ! (:


*Getting ready to eat our Dinner !


*See how Hungry is him ! =P


*And this girl too !


*Wanna get this kind of hair ? LOL !
Terry will like it ! Hahaxz.


*And here we are to Pickup Joseph .

End.

I taught we have those Strong Relationship.
But its really broke my Heart!
I'm totally Emo right now.
How could you!

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

So Untouched !



And I don't give a damn what they say, what they think think
Cause you're the only one who's on my mind
I'll never ever let you leave me
I'll try to stop time for ever, never wanna hear you say goodbye


Yesterday, my dear and her dearie (cycena wu) hahahahaxz!
can't said her surname LOL !
She so funny!
Okayxz, we was playing true and dare! =.O that suggestion is from Cycena.
Ya, thanks to her. I not playing that game anymore.
Ton with my dear and her dearie till 6am in the morning.

Okayxz, i now getting prepare to meet my uncle. As promised.
Dear now at Town, i think go find job. Okayxz, wish you good luck dear.
Remember i always love you! (:
I taken my medicine too. I won't smoke too much alright.

8 more days to POP. Woohoo.
Later updating more things, stay tuned.


I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you

Monday, June 01, 2009

Step my head and i shall spin you like hell !

Dear, i don't feel good when you move house to Eunos. It's a rent house i know.
But i just don't feel good. Alot of thingxz happen.
Is all because of my leg that's why this suay thingxz happen.

I feel so jealous when the guy *** you. Is like your own boyfriend can't *** you.
Fcukxz, stop disturb my girlfriend or i shall beat you down.
Fcuking hell, owned her money then just return everything ! Fcukxz !
Muthafcuka.

Rarr. Stupid people makes relationship very fcuktupxz !

Okayxz, dear we haven seen each other like 2 weeks. I wanna meet you soon, i miss you too much ! Let my leg recover fast. (:

Should i go for the Singapore Idol Audition... It's on Saturday. I wanna tryout! Yeah.
See how my mood. (:


Saturday, May 30, 2009

I Caught Myself (:

Well, i have learn alot of thingxz in life. Thank's friends to close friends to brother and sister.
I understand what is like to get along with me.

Just freaking headache because of my leg, ya! I dropped! Happy ?
Yes, people will notice that i MIA-ING now. Didnt step in Bugis for like 2 weeks ?
Or about 1 Month. So what ? I didn't step in Bugis and Town.
Didn't you guysxz give a FCUK ? NOOO ! Hahaxz.
Well, some gone to see Movie. While i'm stuck at home, emo-ing myself againxz.
Nahxz, i have my Girlfriend that is Joey. She's all along will be on myside.
So what you guysxz didn't care about me, about my injury my leg.
You guysxz didn't notice that when you guyxz not feeling well, i'm so consent on you guysxz.

Ya! That is okayxz. I admit that i am so STUPID! =P
Joey will be there for me, everything i do, everything that we willing to do as a couple.
So don't FCUKING bother about life anymore thanks !
This is for some of you GUYSXZ ! ERASE ALL THOSE OLD MEMORIES ALRIGHT.

Ryan will be coming back! And thats for SURE !
Why ? JEALOUS ? My beloved bro is coming back from KL.
" JUST TO MEET ME "
If some people gonna CLASH this BROTHER RELATIONSHIP.
I gonna KILL YOU ! BASTARDS. Hahaxz ! And that's fer sure. (:

Well im just BORED. So i wrote this things to Classified with you guysxz.

I didn't eat for 2 dayxz, keep drinking water. Eating medicine, just to cure my leg.
Yes, its sad. I have a LIMP LEG. Happy ? Boyster have LIMP LEGS.
Can't Walk ? Can't Shuffle ? Can't Jump ?
HAPPY ? Hahaxz ....

Thanks alot to this people.

Joey, My Dear. Ryan, My Beloved Bro. Kitty, My Bully. Pei, My Hao Sis.
Andre, My Adek. Brent, My Hao Bro. Silvien, My Best Friend.
And thanks to my Family! I love them!
And not forgotten my Uncle, he's always on my side. Helping me out when i got a problem.
Taught that he is so Despo, but he have care to people.


Well, i would not forget this people in my life. And its forever, i won't forget. (:
YOU BETTA WASH YOUR BODY AND YOUR HANDS TOO !
HAHA DAMN FREAKING FUNNY!
CHECK IT OUT !




This Post is to my Beloved Brother (:

Rather then changing your life ? Your attitude to a better one.
Isn't it the same Bro ... Might else well you just stick your now the life then a new one.
Human beings, they are all the same. They have their own standard attitude.
I have a attitude too, i think worsen then anyone out there.

You know what ? What is worst ?
When i'm dancing halfway at club'd, sudden this guy go infront of me and dance ?
Is like so NOOOOO RESPECT ! So you know what i did ? I go infront of him and purpose push him with my shoulder hahaxz ! So who's attitude more fcukupxz ? Even my parents can't even control my Attitude, but time goes by i become more Respectful towards everyone! (:

Yeah, no more fighting no more gangsterxz.

SOOOOO, you just need to control your Attitude thats all. (:
You don't need to CHANGE YOUR LIFE.
JUST LIVE YOUR LIFE !

Hopefully you UPDATE your blog ! You better DO ! (x

if im a bad person, you dont like me
i guess ill go, make my own way
its a circle
a mean cycle
i cant excite you anymore
wheres your gavel? your jury?
whats my offense this time?
youre not a judge but if youre gonna judge me
well sentence me to another life.

dont wanna hear your sad songs
i dont wanna feel your pain
when you swear its all my fault
cause you know were not the same
oh were not the same
the friends who stuck together
we wrote our names in blood
but i guess you cant accept that the change is good.
(:

Thursday, May 28, 2009

I'm feelin' all superhuman
You did that to me
a superhuman heart beats in me.


Wanted to go down just to free my mind from Headache and so on.
Glen called and ask "Whether i wanna follow them go to Expo"
Cause he gonna buy his Army stuff. =D
Soon glen will be in the Army! (:
So when down with my Brother and meet up with my Uncle.
Slack till glen come, brother got home first. He always can't wait to play his so called
" Kal Online " RARR.

After that Glen reached, and Cassandra was like "Xiaode, you confirm wanna wear that shorts .... " Hahaxz ! I was liked " Okayxz, i go home and changed "
It's looked so hahaxz nvm. So when home changed, Terry accompany me when up.
And after that straight to Expo, there's alot of sales bargain at there. All so cheap the stuff! I should get my Pay soon, i wanna buy something from there.

So glen send me home, so slacked with my Uncle awhile before hitting home.
Hmm, okayxz... That's all for today! (:


Hey Missy !
You was saying "Humji piece of Shit ? Dun say myself until so Big Fcukxz ?
- Since when i said myself, i'm so that Big Fcukxz ? Helloooo !
From today Onwards we're Nobody to each other.
- We are always Nobody to each other. Your not even my Real Cousin lehxz ?
How could it be happening! Dotxz ....
30 bucks i setlle with my Bro.
- Okayxz, since you owned my Brother, i shall return to him.
I'm BOYSTER is just a Fucking Nobody ?
- Did that consent you ? @ First.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Introducing : Eumora Power Bar.


I wanna help on behalf on my Mom.
This brand is GOOD!



Its clear off :

* Acne
* Pimple
* Eyebag
* Blackhead / Whitehead
* Big pores
* Scar
* Wrinkles
* Freckles
* Black spot
* Dull skin
* Firming
* Allergy
* Improve skin disease
* Remove oil seeds
* Flabby face
* Hair growth
* Repair white hair


My pimples really Clear off in 2weeks times! Hahaxz.
Don't believe ?

Why not tagged me about the Eumora Power Bar.
It's true! Boyster try it before! (:
Wanna know the price, anything.. Just ask me. (:
Thanks !
I stand up with YOU forever!
I be there for you Thru it all (((((;

Hahahahaxz! I get this nickname done by Amanda. Thanks alot! (:
小的™ = B oyster Loves J oey ; 140409. - 2 weeks Mc till POP, leg has injury farkxz !

I mean the chinese Symbols, cause from last time all the Apple's keep calling me Xiaode.
So i requested to have Chinese Symbols. ((:
Since Amanda, Glen, Terry have hahahxz.
Thanks alot Amanda!

Arghs, i think i'm sick of staying at home. Rarr.
Nothing to do! Dota ? No! Hahaxz.

Waiting for Dear online.
So long now already 2plus. Where have she been ?
T.T

Nevermind, i going apply my Medicine Cream to my leg.
Takecare guys.