Monday, July 26, 2010
Monday, March 29, 2010
Tired
4. Bath time together! It's great! Time is flying by.
At first I was slacking in the Blog department because I was so busy... by choice that is. Since that January post I've been busy... sleeping. Not an activity I'd prefer in comparison to my many other options. For the past 2 months I've only felt "rested" or rejuvenated after a day of 13 hours of sleep- over half my day!
So, a couple weeks ago I had a period of complete comfort/awakeness/normal-dee-jolliness. I'd nearly forgotten it and the comparison to the day before and the day following were eye-opening to me. So, here was the day:
Total Sleep: 13 hours
The 6 1/2 hours after my nap I felt GREAT! I still kept it easy, but was all around genuinely playful and silly without thinking about it. Y'know what I mean? I turned on the music and danced with the girls without thinking it would be a fun activity for them. Gidget and I had fun playing Candyland together and it wasn't just because she is so cute to watch. Basically, I did a lot of the same things, but it was all different for me. And Why? Because I got a long night's rest, a three hour nap, AND I'll grind my teeth as I admit that my girls were at the neighbors for a few hours- during which I cleaned and then rested for a 90 minute period.
Oh, problem solved, right? Reality. The next day I got my normal 2 hours of nap time (abnormal for avg. mom!!) and was pushing myself to do things as usual (don’t wanna be bored, not from self-pressure). I'm enjoying my days regardless of my weariness, don't get me wrong! However, I re-tasted my natural normal day enjoyment after so much sleep. Hard to explain.
So, anyway, with that being said, you can understand when I say that I force myself to have a very short to-do list... play with the girls, sleep, cook. Cleaning/Order doesn't even come in there very well- David's jumped in. I am noticing that I can slip in a few extracurricular activities every once in a while, throws some personal excitement in there for me... that is how I'm sitting here and typing right now (although nervous with each minute I'm losing of nap time). I made some new hair things for my girls the other day and got so excited that I was actually able to do them (I haven't touched that dept for a long time).
Other than the latest sleepiness which is accompanied by poor memory, things are going well. My daughters are hilarious! Gidget makes MD laugh harder than anyone can. MD has just started crawling and is as independent as Gidget (for the most part… she is a bit more attached to her mommy if she sees me and isn't in my arms.) Ah! I want to go on... but I only have 45 minutes of sleep left (hopefully that much)!!
Oh, I had an early brain check-up at UCLA last month and got a copy of my latest MRI. It is interesting to see the before surgery and after surgery photos of my brain. Now you see it... now you don't! Look at the top right corner of my brain.