After Evelyn passed away, Dan and I knew that there was at least one baby (if not more) waiting to come to our family. When my body complications ceased and I was clear to start trying to get pregnant again, we moved forward. Little did I know that the future held very emotional and trying months. For anyone that knows me, I'm a fertile myrtle. I realized quickly that I took that for granted. I was blessed to just think baby and I was pregnant before, but this time around wasn't happening that way. Each month I would cry when I wasn't pregnant. It didn't help when friends would ask when we would get pregnant again. I gained a new love and empathy for my sisters and friends who struggled to have babies or were never able to have them. I was a little confused that I would feel that there was a baby in our future, but didn't see that one was coming. After 7 months, I went to my doctor to get checked out to make sure all was ok. She was so sweet and caring, and I feel like she knows me and really cares about me. I didn't feel like just another patient. She said she thought she'd be seeing me soon, either to get checked out or because I was expecting. I was told that all looked in order, so she gave me a few suggestions and said she hoped to see us soon.
The very next month, I was late. I was elated! But when I took those pricey prego tests, it came out negative. Talk about a quick drop to sadness. I had a few cues that I was not pregnant a day or two later, but nothing really happened after a week, so I bought a dollar store test. I didn't want to waste money if it didn't work.
I guess dollar store tests work just as well as the pricey ones! Good to know! Wahoo!
I can't express how excited I was! What a miracle pregnancy is!
Avery was excited that she gets to be a big sister twice!
The kids were super excited to hear that a new baby would come to our family. We had a few discussions when the kids had concerns that this baby would die too. We agreed as a family that we would move forward with faith and not fear. We have faith and hope that all will go just fine with this baby.
Our little nugget at 7 weeks. Because of the unsure date, we got to have an early ultrasound. I was told that we would take things carefully and treat this pregnancy as high-risk because there was no known cause with Evelyn's death, and they hoped that it would not repeat.
Our little nugget's due date is November 26, 2013!