Uni is a very individual independent thing.. You are very much more in control of your schedule and there isn't that whole group driving force you had in JC because everyone now has such different schedules..
I want to transfer to Med but I don't like how their course is like.. The whole bunch of them are being spoonfed and it looks like JC all over again.. I don't think Med students share the same Uni experience that the rest of us have.. Not to mention they don't get to take electives and barely have time for CCAs. It's a toss-up I guess..
and every new module, I see something new gets added on to the diagram of the cell biphospholipid layer.. Just how many things will there be by the time I graduate? =P
1:23 AM
_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie
Friday, January 15, 2010
No I have not forgotten this blog =)
Just supremely busy! Will resume posting once everything settles down e.g IHG LO Softball/Swimming, Hall Play Set Decor, Yr 3 Lit Module, SP1202 Module For Writing Alot Alot..
Btw I got selected for teamNUS Archery! <3
Will be back!
2:30 AM
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Monday, January 04, 2010
The quarterlife crisis is a term applied to the period of life immediately following the major changes of adolescence, usually ranging from the early twenties to the early thirties. Abu did a post about this on her blog, so I'm gonna give it a try!
Characteristics of quarter-life crisis may include:
-Realizing the pursuits of one's peers are useless (what about if your peers ARE useless? hahaha kidding! But their pursuits? Seems ambitious enough to me.. or maybe it's just the people I mix around with..) -Confronting their own mortality (Not mine, my parents') -Watching time slowly take its toll on their parents, only to realize they are next (Oh yeah watch those wrinkles baby!) -Insecurity regarding the fact that their actions are meaningless (To a certain extent but that never really stops me from trying) -Insecurity concerning ability to love themselves, let alone another person (Not a problem there!) -Insecurity regarding present accomplishments (Try, try again..) -Re-evaluation of close interpersonal relationships (Oh yeah, ever since leaving high school..) -Lack of friendships or romantic relationships, sexual frustration, and involuntary celibacy (Nope not a problem and my celibacy was voluntary too haha!) -Disappointment with one's job ( I know that's gonna come sooner or later..) -Nostalgia for university, college, high school or elementary school life ( Erm no.. I'm actually having the best time of my life here in uni.. but I know I WILL long for the days when you could sleep in lectures once I'm working..) -Tendency to hold stronger opinions ( Always did.. moving on..) -Boredom with social interactions ( Sadly that usually only applies to my interaction with most girls..) -Loss of closeness to high school and college friends ( True, but I have a whole new social circle here!) -Financially-rooted stress (overwhelming college loans, unanticipatedly high cost of living, etc.) (Especially true during the hols here =S) -Loneliness, depression and suicide ( Um, no.. I like living too much thanks..) -Desire to have children ( Yeah that's new.. ) -A sense that everyone is, somehow, doing better than you ( Nope.. I actually see people going both ways.. I've always been average..) -Frustration with social skills ( When it comes to interacting with most girls, sadly yes =( )
And Happy Birthday Joe!
12:54 PM
_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie
Saturday, January 02, 2010
It's these small kinds of things you do that really get to me.. even after I tell you, it seems to fall on deaf ears and you repeatedly carry on doing them which just hurts me each and every time... And after a while how many excuses do you have? It's just one reason after another and I find incredible that every time I see you, you have your phone with you or you're using it but I can message you in the morning and have to wait a whole day and sometimes never before I get a reply.. I mean what is that?? It is unfair to expect me to understand JUST BECAUSE.. I think I deserve a little more respect then that..
If you look at it, I know it looks petty and I HATE getting upset over these small petty things because I'm usually very easy going.. but small things here and there add up to a whole big bunch of stuff and I can only tolerate so much..
