Saturday, August 25, 2007
Whee finally gratification! I feel satisfied ^^ Ok that kinda sounded wrong but I'm taking about soba!!!! wahahaha I finally got to eat my fill.. canteen soba is so inadequate T.T
Darn trying to decide when to get the panna cotta for teachers day is a paaaain...
Maybe I should do it on monday..
bored.. and I happened to be reading roy's blog so bleah..
[ NOW ]
Current mood: Pensive
Current music: Don't Stop The Music-Rihanna
Current taste: Soba ^^
Current hair: Long(duh), Plaited
Current clothes: Home Clothes
Current annoyance: The guy who pulls my hair >.< and art assignment
Current smell: Hugo femme ^^
Current thing I should be doing: Bathe..
Current windows open: None.
Current desktop picture: Class photo
Current favorite band: Er.. none really..
Current book: Bio Textbook (god I need a real book..)
Current cd in stereo: I don't buy CD's =D hehe
Current favorite celeb: Er. Keanu Reeves? lalala
[ DO YOU.. ]
Smoke?: En Oh.
Do drugs?: (En Oh)^2
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: Hmwk. I do hmwk in my sleep actually =P
Remember your first love?: Lol yeah.. long time ago..
Still love him/her?: I'll have to dig deep..
Read the newspaper?: Not lately
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: Lol do the guys in school count? or the girls for that matter.. *eyeroll*
Believe in miracles?: Absolutely
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: No comment
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: After my brother? I think my patience has increased exponentially over the years..
Consider love a mistake?: In general, no..
Like the taste of alcohol?: It's ok in small amounts..
Have a favorite candy?: Chocolate?
Believe in astrology?: Ah no.
Believe in magic?: No
Believe in God?: Yes.
Have any pets: Had a golden until a few years ago...
Go to or plan to go to college: Seriously? o.0
Have any piercings?: No
Have any tattoos?: No
Hate yourself: Not really..
Have an obsession?: Yes
Have a secret crush?: Plenty ^^
Have a best friend?: I don't believe in best friends.. Good friends absolutely..
Wish on stars?: Only on shooting ones ^^
[ LOVE LIFE ]
Ever been in love?: Didn't I already answer that?
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Er.. does "Boy he's HOT" = Love? =D
Do you believe in "the one?": *regards autour*
Describe your ideal significant other: Anything unlike my exes... Plus a whole multitude of stuff which I shouldn't really bother to list down...
[ETC]
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: LOL er?
Have you ever been intoxicated?: No
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": doing what? ^^
Are you a tease?: Occasionally.
Some times shy to make the first move?: Not really..
[ APPEARANCE ]
Hair: Dark Brown
Eyes: Brown
Height: 1.67m
Physique: Ok?
Spectacles?: No =P
Three words to describe self: Blah Blah Blah..ok really I guess Interesting, Complex, Fun
[ LAST THING.. ]
Bought: Movie ticket
Ate & Drank: Jap food @ Sakae Sushi
Read: Bio Textbook
Watched on TV: Prison Break
[ EITHER OR.. ]
Beer or cider: Neither
Cats or dogs: Dogs
Single or taken: Taken... by aliens.. *gasp*
Pen or pencil: Pen
Gloves or mittens: Gloves.
Food or candy: Food
Cassette or cd: CD
Coke or pepsi: Coke
[ WHO DO YOU WANT TO.. ]
Kill: BB for not going to Tioman >.<
Get wasted with: I don't like wasted in general =P
Look like: Symmetry!
Avoid: I can tolerate everyone up to a certain extent..
[ LAST PERSON YOU.. ]
Saw: Dad, came into my room to tell me to sleep..
Talked to on the phone: Ordering the panna cotta..
Hugged: Mum..
Instant messaged: Lynn, Ernest, Ilyas..
Kissed: My Mum? (sorry for all those looking for hot gossip =P)
[ HAVE YOU EVER.. ]
Drank alcohol?: Not unless it's in chocolate..
Done drugs?: No
Broken the law?: I think I should be in prison by now ^^
Run away from home?: No
Broken a bone?: No
Played Truth Or Dare?: Yes.
Kissed someone you didn't know?: Erm.. no?
Been in a fight?: Plenty.. Verbal though..
Come close to dying?: Once
[ WHAT IS.. ]
Your bedroom like?: Hostel Room: Relatively clean/neat.. on my side though =P
Your favorite thing for breakfast?: Cereal, anything yummy ^^
Your favorite restaurant?: I'm up for anything..
What's on your bedside table?: Camera, mp3, bag, hmwk
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: Anything yummy? =D
What is your biggest fear?: Fear itself..
Describe your bed: Light green, plenty plenty pillows...
Spontaneous or plain?: Er what in the world does this refer to??
Do you know how to play poker?: No
What do you carry with you at all times?: Phone, mp3, wallet
How do you drive?: Learning..
What do you miss most about being little?: Simplicity of life
Are you happy with your given name?: Yeah.. I even like my Chinese one ^^
What color is your bedroom?: Hostel: White, Home: Light Yellow
Have you ever been in a play?: I guess so.. a while back..
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?: No
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: Yes I do try ^^
off to sleep.. snoooze..
I totally owned you..when will you get it that I don't want to talk to you.. what you did to me is just too painful to remember.. I just can't refuse it
Like the way you do this
Keep on rockin to it
Please don't stop the,
Please don't stop the music
10:25 PM
_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie
Thursday, August 23, 2007
It's your fault.. I insist! ^^
oh man this is so much fun...
Someone's being a bitch today.. o.O tsk tsk maybe I should reconsider your little present
Can't wait for Tioman.. too bad so many aren't going.. =( gah We wanna strangle you!
you know what I'm trying to forget.. I'm not gonna allow you to plague my memory for the rest of my life.
Baby you got the keys-
Now shut up and drive
10:54 PM
_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
sheesh blogger was hanging on me a while ago..
Gah I have one bio quiz tmr, math test, math assnt and an eng presentation to do... gah!
On a lighter note I'm watching Eureka Seven.. quite nice actually.. although I find Renton a little too immature sometimes ^^
Grey's Anatomy is back!! yayayayayay!
Oh thank god my mum finally transferred my allowance! Whew...
how do you do it? just pick up from where you dropped it off? You put me through what no one should have to go through and yet you can talk to me like we were back in anatolia and I was still ebru. you stressed me out until I was so glad to put it all behind me. I never never forgave you... you as the adult should have known better but you didnt! you even have the gall to ask me now if I have a bf.. well you know what? I'm sorry to tell you that I'm better of now, better then I've ever been and so not missing anything about you.. even dong wasnt this cruel..
Did I ever do anything that was this cruel to you?
11:13 PM
_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie
GAH ACK UGH BLEAGH... I hate mosquitoes.. like right now I have more then 5 on my feet and toes and a few on my knee. Ugh why do they like my toes so much!?!?!?!?!
Ok that IS interesting.. not like I didn't know but to hear you say it is something.. that bad.. oh darn.. how do I get you to forget about me >.<
Yay got Bleach from Eugene and other random animes from Ernest.. hehe time to start catching up on Bleach!!!
wow..la premiere fois que je toi ai parle en 3 ans. Je suis plus vieux maintenant peux vous voir ? Je ne suis plus Ebru. Elle est morte il y a un long temps. Tu toyed avec moi. Est-ce que tu sais comment se sent cela ? Parfois je me demande comme ce que serais je si je ne tu rencontrais jamais.
Theres no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell whats going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life
You're not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too
4:43 PM
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Pourquoi me hante-t-il constamment ? Je ne veux pas me rappeler ceci pour le reste de ma vie. Seulement quinze. Comment est-ce que je pourrais avoir su ce que je faisais . Est-ce que je ne serai jamais libre de ceci ? I just want to forget.. please... why do you do this after so long? Pourquoi ne peux-tu pas juste me laisser seul ? Chaque homme est toi. Comme un cauchemar elle me hante constamment.
Sister Molly's second son looked funny today.. I'm really irritated by the fact that we still cant figure out his name... He looks like a "John" or a "Jack" though.. Ok I guess Jack....and I swear Duncan looks more like a girl everyday... why are they all so short!!! gah...
My pastor advices us young people to get married when we're young. Lol looks like my dad has to get his shotgun soon ^^ Not like there's much of a choice.. and I'm at that age where everyone seems to realise I'm not 12 anymore.. rofl.. especially after the wedding.. I swear its the dress ;D
After church we went down to Subway for a bite where I was greeted by a grinning Ismady who's always pleased to see me lol.. so cute.. Darn I never realised Robin looks so different with a cap on.. hell I didn't even know he was a celeb.. oops ^^
oh goodness I can't believe that I'm short of a gold by 2 sit-ups!!! Why couldn't I rmbr the stupid number.. ugh! *stupidstupidstupid*
boy this last week has been more then eventful.. in more ways then one..
I think now there are another 2.. I've lost count already lol.. although I find it hard to believe..
I wouldn't even like me if I met me.. (now thats a song isnt it? can't rmbr the title..)
2:50 PM
_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie
Saturday, August 18, 2007
WE GOT SECOND for SPARKS for most creative!!! yayayayay!!
Plus I now know how to handmake books ^^ + we got lotslotslots of TOBLERONE hehehe..
Today was good
1. We got Second!
2. The food was relatively nice
3. I pretended to be vegeterian to get the pizza and pastry from delifrance for Chi&Fiona&Me *evil laugh* The pastry is sooooo good I tell you...
4. We got SECOND! hahah yeah I can't get over it ^^
oh nothing ^^
And I finally found out which song it was that was playing the other day =)
You and I
Were meant to fly
Higher than the clouds
We'll sail across the sky
So come with me
And you will feel
That we're soaring
That we're floating up so high
Cause you and I were meant to fly
1:35 PM
_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie
Thursday, August 16, 2007
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
I haven't felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
are lyin' on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were meant for each other
I keep forever
Oh oh oh oh oh
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
When You're Gone
ceci dit tout
7:11 PM
_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
oh crap I've butter fingers this week. I don't know why but I'm just dropping things.. knocking into things and I just broke my bottle of medicated oil for my elbow and its all over my hostel toilet floor.. and I'm cleaning it for the second time this week >.< I hate myself!!!! what the hell is wrong with me UGH!
AND the hostel net is crappy... for the NTH TIME... I really give up..
I think maybe for the rest of the week I should be wearing a sign that says: "Yes I know my elbow is badanged, thats because I dislocated it when I fell last week and no Ernest and I are not together... any other questions?"
That's cus today JX asked me about the nature of my friendship with Ernest.. for goodness sake.. why can't people bother him about this instead of me? It's like I'm the question magnet.. I guess if JX asks then the whole school is of one mind about this already.. *eyeroll* Actually I really dont care what they think as long as I don't hear about it.. yup.. what I don't know won't kill me.. =D
all hail my noodly goodness *snigger*
yay mai ya tang is so fun to eat =D if you know how to eat it.. *grinz*
Hmm I wonder what the SlimeBall is like in class...
I think Chi's new haircut is cute.. when it's not ruffled up though.. And my paramesium count is coming to an end soon!!! YAYNESS! oh darn we still have a report though.. =(
and... I finally found out how make my pictures have a glowy atmosphere!!! HA to some jerk who was too selfish to tell me...
And and.. the japanese store sells cha soba now!!!! YIPEE!!!
And! I resolve not to use so many "and"s from now on..
AND! this is the end ^^
They say
Quitters never win
We walk the plank on a sinking ship
There's a room outside of my front door
That gets all my dreams oh
10:29 PM
_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie
Trying to bathe with a cast on and keeping it dry is like trying to find a peice of hay in a stack full on needles... VERY difficult..
Apparently I dislocated my elbow.. which means I now have to wear a bandage over it.. I can't move my arm (-.-#) So clever of me.. Sighness...
I only just discovered the implications of fap fap.. I can't believe SOMEONE actually signed tt on my copy of the class photo.. grrrr.. Gonna kill someone on monday \_/
yumm apple juice.. seem to have a craving for fruit this week.. champagne grapes.. pears.. apple juice..
abruzzi in my backyard
12:19 AM
_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie
Thursday, August 09, 2007
We Are Chin Kang Kor (Revised version We Are Singapore)
There was a time when people said that bus fares won't increase....
but it did
There was a time when they say CPF contributions won't decrease.....
but it did
We'll build a nation for PAP
Taxing on everyone who has a lot of money
This is my country, this is my flat
There's not much future, they're after my life
They are all Ah Longs, they're not my friends
We are Chin Kang Kor, Chin Kang Kor le ans
Singapore, our homeland, it's here that we are conned!
All of us, together our pockets are Kosong!
We've worked so hard together, what have we achieve?
Singapore Forever, a Rojak Company!
Decomposed by:
Media Corpse
lol! Happy 42nd Singapore ^^
8:36 PM
_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie
oh crud... I sprained my elbow... how am I gonna work tmr like this? *frets*
Sports Day was relatively entertaining ^^ I wish we had won a trophy though..
Oh yikes I completely forgot today was the Asean Dance.. ohwell I guess I'm too tired this week.. and things are a litte different this year *winks*
Now on to the never ending stack of national day break hmwk >.<
If you go
If you stay
Sometimes better breaking, baby
In the sun
Before its gone
If you love
If you feel
If you wonder
how this heaven could be real
Then let it burn
12:51 AM
_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie
10 weird things/habits about me. Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!
1. I sleeptalk in French, apparently.. (now if only I could catch myself in the act.. =D )
2. I am quite habitual (very easy to kill me ^^ )
3. I can sew.
4. I love champagne grapes hehe
5. I always feel sleepy after meal
6. I'm ESPECIALLY weird when I'm in the zone between alseep and awake (its almost like I'm drunk)
7. I still love soba ^^
8. I will and always will hate hostel internet
9. I get very irritated if my room is messy
10.When I get down to work.. I really mean it.. (evidence below..)
Omg I just finished my eng essay!!! 866 words! Whew!!!
The key to not stressing over paraesium is to estimate! yes muahaha..
ooh Sam likes my look-alike... interesting..
9:38 PM
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*bleep* the paramesiums.. lol ok I guess this is a drastic change of heart but two whole days in the aircon room and they breed like rabbits!! How the hell am I supposed to count them when they don't stop moving?!?! ugh they deserve to be squished!!!
ok never mind that.. I now have the engligh essay, an art essay, a math quiz and an art quiz tomorrow.. that is assuming I haven't forgot about anything else.
All the old songs are coming back...
-Stuck-
I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
I'm still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you
It's true, I'm stuck on you
9:15 PM
_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie
Lynn tagged me to do this. *shrugs* ohwells
"Firstly, the following rules:
- start copying -
* I have to post these rules before I give you the facts.
* Each player starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
* People who are tagged need to write on their own blog eight things about themselves and post these rules.
* At the end of your post, you need to choose people to get tagged and list their names.
* Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.
- end of copying - (no not really)
Fact 1 - I'm Peranakan
Fact 2 - I'm bald (lol more like the other extreme)
Fact 3 - I have a soba addiction ^^
Fact 4 - I'm creative and have an eye for detail
Fact 5 - I admire professional tennis players (maria sharapova hehe =D )
Fact 6 - I love Chem
Fact 7 - I love reading
Fact 8 - I appreciate opera, ballet and classical music too
can't be bothered to tag anyone on this.. XD
yay dad finally opened the caviar!!! we had it for lunch, yum =P its very... erm rich.. yeah I'm going to die soon ^^
yay the Sparks event is over! Although we still have post sales to do but what the heck... we made lots of mullah! *evil laugh!*
A pic of our booth in NTU, from this on Friday-
to THIS!
Friday: as you can see our little cloth banner was looking a little pathetic ^^ Had a little trouble trying to come up with a design for out booth since all this time we've only been focusing on making the products. So in the end we went to get more material and glass pebbles from IKEA.
Saturday: we missed the transport which came at 6am bloody hell *eyeroll* so we had to taxi down there and got a little lost in the campus. Ended up walking to the faculty and set up our booth within the remaining hour! Whew! I must kaotao to the juniors who we roped in to help stick those dastard little pebbles on the wall. I must say they look quite nice ^^ So proud of my booth =D
11:50 PM
_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie
Thursday, August 02, 2007
lol Abu is sick.. again.. meh
Cluster outing was moderately fun if you don't count the screaming magician next to our pizza hut, the clawing cheese overdose of a pizza and one of the worse movies I've seen in a while..
lol so he does notice.. and gets jealous, i see...
My room is now one hell of a mess. All the sewing is causing my hands to blister *ow*
I guess it's worth it since we're churning out such marvelous handmade books ^^
my two years takes its toll yet again.. sigh
Je souhaite qu'ils cessent parce que il est tres irritant. Je sais que je dois lui parler mais j'ai peur. Peut-etre j'ai tort et j'espere que c'est vrai, mais une partie de moi pense différemment. Je devine que je pense utter rubbish, ohwell je ne peux pas l'aider
11:57 PM
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