sigh can't explain why but feeling really down last few days...
had a few "up" times but generally not that great..

swimming was ok haha.. lots of exposure esp frm the guys.. sheesh...I really can't swim. I couldn't then and can't now... is that ever gonna change? I manage the kick off but thats about it haha.. recently discovered CS.. looks pretty ok.. but mostly I end up getting shot before half the time is over haha.. wonder why hari and phuong are always the ones to kill me??


God give me inspiration!!! desperately seeking inspiration :P

Je souhaite que je pourrais dire que c'est la periode la plus heureuse de ma vie mais sincerement il n'est pas. Il sent a peu pres identique. Je pense que ce sera toujours de cette facon. Je suis extremement prudent et je ne me donne totalement jamais. Il est malheureux que ce soit de cette facon mais de cette facon que je viens toujours hors de vivant..

Happy 16th Jane!!

I still haven't packed for pahang.. seriously I've never packed this late before.. need to study for math test.. I need a mess tin!!! argh why can't gene help me?? :(


I've got to be honest
I think you know
We're covered in lies and that's ok
There's somewhere beyond this I know
But I hope I can find the words to say

Sunday, August 27, 2006

my bands are now lime green O.O I could swear they were white when I got them changed and this morning they turned lime green.. T.T die..

back to a new week...
feeling a little queasy today..

swimming starts tuesday.. oh joy... -.-"

mr wee is leaving

pahang is coming up.. (can't go to lobo concert >.< sorrie )

my birthday is coming up..

I saw Uncle Joe and Auntie Terri in the newspaper... I used to live next door to them in pasir ris haha.. man they all look so different.. esp andre.. and beth!! thomasina still looks so cute haha ^^ so now they have 8 children.. when they moved they only had 6.. interesting...
I kinda miss pasir ris.. wonder how jonas is doing... my old primary school looks a hell lot different.. looks like one of the megaschools now.. Ms agnes lim is still teaching there.. and the old field and basketball court still the same..


Frank Sinatra-
Somewhere beyond the sea
Somewhere waitin' for me
My lover stands on golden sand
And watches the ships that
go sailin'

3:58 PM

_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie

Saturday, August 26, 2006

I got a new racquet!! the Wilson hyper hammer 6.2 ^^ *does a little dance of joy around my living room ^^* ok the price was SEVERELY reduced.. by like more then half, so that was a good catch...

thx for the figurine! it WAS a useful paper weight haha..

you remembered...

Took lots more photos last night around the Clarke Quay area.. it was quite fun! never really been around Clarke Quay before actually.. I think they romanticize Clarke Quay too much but it makes for good photo opportunities ^^ I had a good time though..
Had my braces tightened on Wednesday.. I wonder why suddenly my brilliant dentist decided to do it on this appointment of all times.. ok maybe its cus I'm finally taking them out in October w00t!

My september holiday is totally gone.. have the pahang trip followed by my N.E camp T.T.
Finally had the Fairy Godparent meeting this saturday.. Huy and I have already been assigned a child in Bukit Batok. But during the sept hols they want us to help out in the yellow ribbon project..T.T have to turn them down I suppose..
Hieu wanted me to pair with Dinh.. sigh I don't get why everyone likes to joke about Dinh liking me.. its irritating.. I can't eat dinner in peace..

I tell you the Batman on Central is so funny.. campy to say the least... campy Campy CAMPY and provides a much needed comic relief..


I suppose you have to make a choice then..
If being nice means you can't be that successful in your work,
then don't forget who you really are and become a monster..
I like who you are..

2:35 PM

_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie

Friday, August 25, 2006

post 88!! even my room number is eight.. lets buy 4D!!

Was so tired yesterday I din even stay up that late. Am a little upset over smth( no not THAT smth.. another smth ^^)

MrChua wants me to take a series.. but I really have no idea what should be the subject.. he particularly like the documentation of the sunrise but ohwell.. I've been too busy/tired to get up at 5 to take a shot of the sunrise..

It feels freaky when someone tries to get to know you through another person.. I mean if you want to know things about me.. ask me!! why ask someone else who probably wouldn't know everything about me..

We got our camp t-shirt.. and its dri-fit material.. good for running I suppose. Have to design the tennis CCA shirt with Flo.. I like her logo.. think it looks cute ^^ but I want a collar! I think round neck tees are so ho-hum and monotonous...

IR now.. doing dark chocolate..


I'll see whether you remember...

10:48 AM

_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Ahh!! why can't I find chemicals react by aly and aj...

Brunei students are here for a while.. had so many exchange students coming through the hostel I've lost count.. yumni is gonna join us for tennis.. Interestingly this is the first time I've seen the girls remove their tudung.. come to think of it I've never seen hazimah and nafisa under theirs..^^

staying in the same room as a les does not mean I'm les too!! ur wrong dong...
i'm straight to the core ;) Chi got 23 buzzes so far.. her survey's going well haha

Mr Chua wants me to submit my photos for competition..>.< am loaded already.. plus Mr Png is making all of us take part in leadership schemes... SIGH

Chem test tmr.. My chem has done well so far.. I think my CAP this sem is gonna drop a little.. too little good subjects..

Sam and Dan are gonna come back during Chi New Yr next yr.. yayness! I'll Finally get to see them after goodness knows how long.. poor sam broke up with his gal.. cheer up!! there are plenty more out thr sam.. Chiwis!! =P


I need inspiration quick.. I have none at the moment to shoot photos...


But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
Watch the chemicals react
The chemicals react

10:26 PM

_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Couldn't upload the photos in the last post.. Something wrong with blogger..

Basically a pretty hectic week.. I lost my dog as well.. and now I'll never get to see him again.. sigh I really loved him. I got him when I was 12 just before my PSLE. It's just not fair that he has to go too.. Sometimes i wish I could pretend that he's actually still somewhere in the house.. just somewhere..

I was playing basketball last night and the JJ guy was playing the piano again. So I went to listen and we started talking. He's a little different then from what I expected though.. and Moonlight Sonata is his favourite piece.. how coincidental..

whats 22 minus 15?
whats 23 minus 17?
I'm not complaining.. just that I don't think I could ever say that my life is boring.. nope don't think I ever could.

I really really REALLY can't stand the shoes from Crocs. Its such an eyesore!! not to mention a fashion disaster.. I think its totally hideous.. why can't they just wear a comfortable pair of loafers or a good pair of sneakers?? and its EVERYWHERE... I hope its just another one of those passing fads..

bought a com fan and a new mouse... my old one conked.. yay the new one is pretty good.. targus sucks...

not much else..


It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say

10:54 PM

_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie

Sunday, August 13, 2006

Made some more progress in IR. Since we found out that chocolate works the best we're using all the different types of chocolate :P haha and we get to sample!! Its so tempting to work with chocolate hehe..

Asean Dance was on Sat.. At first I go there and its so awkward cus I really don't know anyone and only Chi and the two guys and Dinh were there so far. So we're waiting for the rest, trong,nhut,kung,long,phoung,ha,yee wai to show and when they arrive they manage to get in free!! >.< unfair!! So they announce the prom king and queen nominees and the whole thing starts. It was rather fun.. I don't think I'll forget that night any time soon.. They played some familiar songs during the slow dance.. I suddenly realise most of the guys are pretty good dancers haha..and yet most of them profess to be amateurs. Met a few people I talked to online, first time meeting them haha.. Some AC guy was chasing yee wai around haha.. so cute! They danced together alot too..

Several songs I thought were pretty nice:
How Can I Not Love You- Joy Enriquez
This Never Happened Before- Paul McCartney (Lake House.. Sigh...)
'Til I Get Over You- Michelle Branch

So yeah Chi stepped on my foot actually towards the end and my toes are so painful! ugh her high heels were too pointy >.<
All of us headed back to the hostel and those who got in free bought a Macs supper cus we were all starving!! poor Dinh didn't get his McSpicy.. they probably forgot his order =(
Duong tricked me!! :( He said Dong was 21 when he's actually 23!! hmph.. I should not trust Duong as much anymore..

Well actually now I'm faced with a small dilemma.. Still thinking about what to do.. someone once told me.. there are two ways to make any decision, with your heart and with your brain. The question is, right now which instinct would it be better to follow? Lord help me because I sure don't want to repeat the mistake I made two years ago..

Je pas suis concerne par la difference d'age. En fait je suis concerne par les differences entre nous que l'age apporte. Et maintenant chacun semble savoir au sujet de toute la ceci... tout semble impossible

I think I worry more then most people.. Maybe its because I'm too analytical..

7:24 PM

_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Sports day is finally over! I'm always happy when that's over. Didn't win any medals for my races though. After it was over I had to head back to my room and quickly change cus Chi was already up there (she ponned!) and we headed to clementi. We saw Mr Siad and a few NUSH guys at Macs.. Went to the fireworks festival with Duong, Dong and a few of her friends at marina bay. The fireworks were so nice!! Two more performances coming up tomorrow and on sat probably gonna catch that too. My cam sucks at taking night shots lah.. at least Chi's cam has a fireworks setting o.0..

After that everyone kinda diffused elsewhere and Duong, Dong, chi and I wandered around for a bit and finally decided to catch a movie. We wanted to watch the lake house but it was showing too late so we had to settle with my super ex-gf. Duong and Dong are really so nice.. they bought us popcorn and they even wanted to pay for our drinks but we stopped them haha.. After the movie, we headed back to my house and the guys actually escorted us all the way home. That's something I never seen anyone do ...so sweet ^^
Chi stayed overnight cus it was like 1:30 in the morning and we'd be killed if we went back to the hostel haha...

NDP was not too bad, littered with repetitious songs and performances. Kaira Goh reminds me of a barbie doll actually.. Its the way she moves her arms.. nvm but the tap dancing was cute haha.. Actually I wonder, if many of us find it so boring why do we continue to watch it? Wonder if there's anything new we can incorporate into the performance.



Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon
You got soul, you got class.
You got style with your bad ass!
Ain't no other man its true

5:24 PM

_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie

Monday, August 07, 2006

HAPPY 16th LOUIS!!

and we wasted perfectly good cake rubbing it on each other's face haha.. I missed the first part =( haha but hieu dinh and nhut tried to get cake cream on my face when I came haha..

Ohwell makes me realise how much I really appreciate their company. Oh yes and to certain people, if I seemed weird today its only cus I was pretty sian haha.. not because of anything else. Yes I looked suspicious but no I'm not a loiterer...

I read on some one's blog that Ilyas is going back to to do national service and he may be going to NUS next year. That's... in very... close... proximity. NUS huh? I'm not surprised if one day I have to see him again.

Tomorrow is sports day and once again I'm running 100 and 4 x100.. hope I'll do well enough



to god be the glory
great things he has done
so loved he the world
that he gave his son

9:08 PM

_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie

Sunday, August 06, 2006

got my com fixed already.. had to have it reformatted twice before it was fine.. replaced the com fan as well...

thx to gene for helping me..

had to re download all my stuff.. good thing I could back up my files

Yay I'm on the last episode of ai qing mo fa shi. I'd like to say I don't usually watch these kinds of shows but phoung was very apt at persuading me! Whats more i'm rooting for xiao bei, so I'm kinda hooked ^^ ya si is ugly!!!
episode 22.7 wun load!!!! ahh!

oh yeah now I know 3 secrets! hehehe

got through the english seminar. whew! now i have to deal with the ERP. Why couldn't we have a better topic...

It funny that things come full circle when you finally grow up.. things often get inversed.. the chased become the chaser. Suddenly faced with things that you onced wished for, somehow never seem to be as important anymore.

never mind just an observation... need to sleep already..

12:16 AM

_____une fille, une etudiante et une amie

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