Thursday, August 18, 2005
hey.
gosh its like been so long since i last blogged.very loong ago.
com came back.but i still havent gotten back into mi blogging mood.yet.guess da com was away for way too long.or perhaps because im way way too busy.got lots 2 do but so little time, cause practically half the time im slacking, and its kinda scary when you know people like ..--. are working really hard,but pretend like she's not. sigh. i hate fakes. and suck-ups really suck up my blood.haha.dumbness.
new layout.aint it nice?i got it from mi sister.i like,although its looks more crammed than what it appeared at first.hmm.
i wanna go cut mi hair again.meijin asked me to.i wan FEL :p to go too, i never went to cut hair with her although she is the one who intro-d me to KELLY & JEAN. i like kelly.she cuts mi hair nice.i wanna get a trim or something.im balding.very badly. the stupid fringe,is making me get balding spots.diee.haha like jialin. but im not as paranoid. haha.
mi nails are still breaking. the nail strengthner isn't working. but i still like the shop i got it from. THE FACE SHOP.nice right!eh wait its called da the face shop but i bought stuff for my nails...then shouldnt the shop be called the NAIL SHOP.haha.
im going off.im bored.
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
in library now.ms.tan not here.free period!
HI JAISHREE!
JAISH<3sRACH. ( :
that was rachel lok.i so dun <3 u!u love mi rachel!!haha.
sigh.u noe every electronice device dies in mi hands.mi com at home crashed.again.and again.and its so annoying!it died when
I was using it!argh.there was this boom noise and i smelt smoke :/
it didnt stop there.i lost like 1
gold earring and another new new stud!!i loved it som much.hardly wore it.sigh.i duno where it went. come back 2 mi baby!haha.dumb.oh wait earrings are electronice devices.
then on monday i dropped mi fone!!!and now there isnt any more display!its all black!!i can lock mi fone,receive calls send msgs but i wldnt know what im typing. so practically da hp works, but there's no screen!its so unfair!mi cousin tld mi that there isnt any point in sending it for service as mi warranty over.but now i cant even trade it in!!not at hello that is.somemore mi contract not over, and so when ui trade it in i hafta pay a fine.sigh.this just sucks.
why do all bad thing happen to mi alone!?!?
i also im saving up for like alot of things and now to add onto it,mi fone!argh!
life is unfair.reali unfair.
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Friday, June 17, 2005
i'll be away at Kl till tues.
rushing 2 go now.
byee!
dun miss mi!
heartAWAYE;<33'.
Monday, June 13, 2005
hey.
at mom's sch now.she took pictures of her pupils and now im supposed 2 transfer those pictures into the pupils' disks.each indivual disk.mi hand is alr aching frm tking disks out,transferring documents and putting in disks.its a tiring job.ahh!mi hand got scraped against the stupid roughhandle of the chair.argh.
oh shit one of the sutdent's disk got problem,it was working just now.man i hope i didnt spoil it.
looking at the pictures of mi mom's students scare mi :/i haf no idea mi mom is able to bear to look at them each day.seriously.
one kid's picture popped up and it was da first picture i was gonna transfer,and he looked so freaky!he reminds mi of a pufferfish.no kidding.i wanted 2 put it up,but mi mom's not letting mi.hmph.
oh another girl looked very weird...undescribe-able.but looks weird.i've seen her before,so it doesnt shock mi anymore.
but there are also some good looking ones.haha.there's this problem kid which looks shuai.ooh and a sweet looking girl.
mi mother wld always come home and tell mi about her students, well only the interesting ones.and i wld picture them,sometimes only lah. and i've figured mi pictures of the pupils and their faces hardly match.oh well.but most of the time mi expectations or guessed desciptions do match.weird i suppose, but sometimes i guess its true that one can be judged by their looks.
mi mom also taught a batch of students whom were mi age.back then i hated them.especially the girls.the were all so kuai and so perfect like and to top it all their tamil was way better than mine!(everyone expects mi tamil to be gd cos mi mom's a tamil teacher.but seriously mi tamil sucks.especiall mi oral.once this stupid student of mi mom said,"how come
tamil teacher daughter can't speak tamil?!annoying students.)then mi mom used to scold mi and go,"jaishree u so lazy,lazy like mi boy pupils.mi girls so gd."hmpf.unfair.not mi fault rite.
then for the psle results when her students didnt do too well, mi mom got reali scared that i did badly.but i didnt.am i goood or am i good!?haha.
that batch of students were the best,according to mi mom.they even came 2 visit her at home once.i was shocked to see how they were all so close 2 mi mom.how can!?haha.
i think its da presents that mi mom gives that makes her seem nice.haha.ya for every darn thing she gives them presents,plays games in class!not fair.i rmb i used 2 be so jealous of the presents, then she started to buy xtra for mi.but not anymore.unfair.
omg i cant believe this entry was all about mi mom and her students.useless.
gotta go clean mom's classroom.byee.
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Sunday, June 12, 2005
i feel accomplished.i've finished ok attempted all mi hw.
completely finished emaths.
attempted amtahs
aiya i dun feel like blogging abt mi hw.
i change mi layout.yes again.nice rite?haha.
ytd i went for a wedding.indian muslim one.goodness food was good!!very very good!
but u noe wat was better?da bride!gosh she looked so pretty!all da girls there,well most of them were super good looking!da bride's side only though.mi mom's collegue daughter's wedding.surprisingly mi sister's fren was da cousin of da bride.
then da bride's 3rd sister was reali pretty.but she had more of the bitch pretty look.anws it turned out she was only 19(she looked freaking 25!!)and this is da bad part...she had a boyfriend who is an ex-convict!who is 33yrs old!!dats 14 yrs apart!gosh.love is so blind.
this is wasted entry.gonna go eat lunch.
sundays are usually damn slack.i still haven done anything from the time i woke up.
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Thursday, June 09, 2005
hmpf
mi attempt to change mi layout failed.i guess its a sign dat im not suppose 2 change mi layout.heck wadeva.
ooh i wanna watch lost 2dae.but mi sista saed it looks scary.i might reconsider, after all it was mi who watched X files and got so freaked that i never went 2 the bathroom alone.as even in mi
own home,i made mi mom or anyone i cld get to walk to the bathroom and i would on all the lights along the way.i dun do dat anymore, but i on da lights and sing 2 miself.
ooh i rmb da other time,i was da last 2 sleep,and da lights were turned off and i used mi hp light to guide mi,then near mi pillar i saw a image,i got super freaked i screamed and practically dived onto mi sista's bed.in the end i realised da image was mi own shadow on da pillar.x)
but im still scared of
the dark
all kinds of eerie thngs
cats
dogs
lions
great hts
deep pools and the sea
pineapples
fishes with so so many bones
blood
puke
werid freaky ppl
crowds with gangsters whom i think are gonna harm mi
ppl in trance
exams
fierce teachers or ppl
and practically everything scary
sigh am i very loserified?because mi list doesnt end there.
i feel accomplished.i've finished physics and emaths hw.but got questions that i dont' know how 2 do. now im regretting that i wasted mi whole first week without completing mi hw.i should be like sam,she finished her hw already!some ppl are just so lucky.
mi dad saed im fat,mi mom ever told mi i was fat,mi sister practically uses it 2 make mi feel guilty and sad inside to get whatever she wants from mi.she wld go,"thats too small for u.ur too fat.gif it to mi."annoying.but im not da one wid da fat fat ass.haha.
im gona try and go on a healthy diet by skipping meals and drink water and juice and eat fruits.ytd i managed 2 stay without food for 17 hrs.i only ate dinner da nite before.and it was a late dinner.dinner at 10pm.then i skipped breakfast and tried going on without lunch.then mi mom forced mi to eat lunch at 3.i did.cos i was out helping her on her groccery shopping,and da vegetables were so darn heavy.im gonna aim 2 become --kg by end of 2months time.im not gonna say how much,or everyone would know how fat i am.i already above 50kg...so u can guess how fat i am.but its okay,im not depressed over mi weight,im not bulemic or wadever,im just gonna lose weight 2 be more healthy or i might die early.no way!i live to eat!how can i die early right!
ah another supposedly long entry done for da dae.i feel accomplished.
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