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david hoe.
NorthC.
catholic junior college.
(more to come. haha.)

i think i'll start a new life,
i think i'll start it over,
where no one knows my name,
i'll get out of this place,
i'm tired of the weather,
i think i'll get a lover and fly em out to spain...
i think i'll go to boston,
i think that i'm just tiredi think i need a new tow,
to leave this all behind...
i think i need a sunrise, i
'm tired of the sunset,
i hear it's nice in the summer,
some snow would be nice...
residing place...
where you will know my name...

i just did some small change to the lyrics of this reflective song.

currently i'm using the computer in school library to do an impromptu post.
there is a burning need within the recesses of my heart, to release certain thoughts that have been bothering me since this morning.
father, you know how i feel. :/
so many things to do, and deadlines seemed to be hovering around my head.
project work, essay for odac, shepherdings, schoolwork, competition, walk with you and so much more.
what i feel most frustrated about with myself is that i have not been living a life of excellence before you.
especially the my walk with you and the ministry you have given me. The thought of giving up under these pressures is not uncommon, but God, please give the strength to embrace each step with you. i truly need you to guide me through this period. :) help me to find my rest in you. alright, i better get doing my 10 pages essay for the expedition, which is due by tommorrow. please forgive me.
david :)

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ideal gas, ideal kinematics and such.
the course of my education in sciences have never failed to cover the scope on ideal stuff.
the impetus of soaking ourself in such ideal information is the achievement of grades.
however, i hate studying what is ideal. rather, i like what is real.
yet, reality hurts at times. reality may stifles one ability to dream.

bring ideal and reality together, and you will strike the balance.
it's very random.

sharing message of the gospel should be consequential guiding principal for every normal christian.
some hesistate due to the fear of rejections and such.
i won't tell one to deny reality, because i will be ideal.
rather, i will ask one to have a even closer proximity with God.

i'm glad that five close friends of mine, in cjc will be coming to easter service! wheee. ;)

today i ate like pig with sarah. stingray, prawns, vegetables, mudpie, chicken and more. haha. damn full.
then went to do shopping.
i bought his damn gay shirt. haha. and a slippers. haha
okay, shall not blog any more.

davidhoe

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embrace nature with God, and you will get amazing insights.

many people like to match the word, life, with a book which has many chapters.
for the past six days of my life, nature embraced with God and me together to write a chapter that is embedded deeply in my heart. :)
this is the first time in my life, that i have not bath and brush my teeth for six days in a row. :) disgusting. well, but it can be seen as prepartion to army life. my greatest achievement was that i climbed four mountains within these six days. however, God did not remain slilent through these few days. He spoke to me through his splendid creation. Mountains. :)

my analogy:
Life is like a mountain. Many people are dumbfounded, ephoric, excitied, impressed or whatever, when the see the magnificent mountain bestowed before their naked pair of eyes. But what most people do not get exactly know what is inside of the mountain. Inside the mountain, it contains twigs, emergent layers, huge trees, waterfall, sildes, soil erosion and etc. People do not know what is inside the mountain because they have never landed thier foot there.
If each individual life was represented by a mountain, then there will be few travellers who will stand amaze glorious sight. Often times, we try to put up an image that will impress others. Though others might be amazed by your beautiful cap, but they will never know what is within you. They will never get to see the twigs, waterfall, soil erosion, insects and such. They never get to because we do not allow welcome them into our lives. One simple question i have for everyone, who do you allow to step into you life? Often times, we live in a world that concerns more about our doing then being. I urge everyone to allow that someone to enter into our lives and do some retification if needed. This best person will be God.
Is God just standing outside of the mountain, or have he entered?
Even if God has entered,are there certain areas that he cannot enter?

To last any friendship two things is consequential.
Patience and forgiveness. :)
sometimes, we just want things to be back where it first began.

i truly admire foxy for being coruageous enough to address the everyone of us, about her longing to get things back to where it first begun. everyone needs a friend. :)

i shall be heading for bed now. :) gd nights!

davidhoe

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alright, you might think that i'm a snail or whatever.
but this is the first time, i'm using the new blogger thing.

apparently, i decided to blog due to a sudden adrenalin rush.
though i have level 0 run to complete tmr morning.
fyi- level 0 means, for each round around the track, i must go below 1.30seconds for 15 rounds. :)
wha. i feel exasperated when i had to accept the fact that i need to go for expedition trip. =\
it will eat into my whole holidays, from this coming sunday to the following friday!
my opportunity cost is that i cannot meet my sheep. argh!

anyway, simple food for thought.

when we were all younger in chirst, most of us were mesmerized by the little acts of God.
take for an example, when we were younger in our faith, we will be euphoria when God says yes to our prayer for the arrival of bus.
but when we become older in our faith, we are not as awe as we were.
i shall not go on elaborating.

can i encourage everyone and myself to constantly have a child like faith and heart before God?
Time will and must not dictate how we ought to respond to God.

reference= read bk of psa. king David. lol.

what's the difference between God and Satan drawings, if they were the artist of our lives?
love. =)

davidhoe.

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TALK TO ME.

My FRIENDS. (will be here asap.)

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