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david hoe.
NorthC.
catholic junior college.
(more to come. haha.)

it was broken

humans, are simply interesting living beings.
more than that, they are quite predictable, at times.
however, they are capable of giving a heap of excuses that blends with the innocent.
no doubt, i'm one of them. :) i'm a human.

i bought this new sketch book today, with her front festooned with the word, GRACE.
it wasn't the word that accounted for my doing, rather it was her colour, green.
recently, i have grew a deep affinity for the green.
to be exact, dirty green.
last year, it was brown.

so the grass is greener, on where i water it. :) it's watering time!

since it's a sketch book, i did few drawings.
not few hours ago, i was drawing a broken chain on the second page.
suddenly, a pinch of truth hitted me.

i realized that when we are caught in the entanglement of sin,
we tend to ask God to break those chains because they are defecting our relationship with him.
however, as i drew those broken chains that resembles freedom in Christ, a little voice spoke in the recesses of my heart.
when chirst died on the cross, all the chains were broken.
the issue is not whether will christ break the chain for us, rather, will we choose not step into the danger zone?
indeed, it is very dumb of a person who struggles with greed and choose to enter a zone filled with food of all kinds. He ought to run and not dwell in the place. read 2tim2:22. most of the times, we will tend enter to the danger zone, then we will fall into sin and we start to feel sorrowful. with that same sorrowful attitude, one's prayer to be set free will reverberate itself once again.
the issue is not to ask God to set us free from sin, for he as already done it, but it's about flee away from sin. 2tm2:22.

just a thought: (up to you to believe)
when we asked God to be set free, the attention has shifted.
that prayer is simply an excuse to cover up our decision to sin, isn't it?
will you be real with yourself?

david hoe.

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choice

ever since young, all of us enjoy playing games.
some games, leave ya with a smile but others frown.
however, there is a game that we are good at.
the blame game.

Many times, we blame others or God simply to cover up our flaws.
We might be insecure, or just plainly proud.
I must admit that at times, i might play this game.
When things do not go our way, we tend to blame God or his ministry.
But the truth is, we made a choice to do something.
Take for example, we blame the ministry that we do not have enough time to spend with our friends.
but the truth is, we made a choice to serve him.

Let me make this clear,
none of us are force to serve God.
you have a choice if you want to backslide.
you have a choice if you want to be closer with God.
it's a matter of CHOICE.
indeed, the greatest gift that God has given to man, is the freedom to choose. In every decision, come a responsibilty. Do not regret.

today's sermon talked about friendship.
well, it's time to renew certain friendships.
but still, i'm contemplating.
should i? jk.

david.

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the wall starts breathing.
maybe it's best that you leave me alone.

abstracted frm the song, it ends tonight.

isn't it scary, that walls start to breath?
the thought of it, only petrifies my inmost being.
anyway, i guess there will be many that cannot have peaceful sleep tonight.
results are coming out tmr, and i'm not very certain if i will do well.
i made so many screw up mistakes.

God, you have shown yourself faithful to me before.
and i know you will still be faithful to me.
alright, i'm lazy to blog.

=)

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road

i has just caught my attention, that this blog has been seriously neglected by it's owner.
thus, i'm here to show some care and concern to it.

anyway, i shall write a short post about my day.
it feels great to be under the sun in town today, considering the fact that i haven't been heading to town for the past few days at noon. I had a marvellous hair cut at rave, with the presence of two other friends of mine. After which, we parted our ways. Then i left for the Starbucks at Holland Village. Through these few months, Holland Village Starbucks has undergone tremendous changes. When i sat down, thoughts were clustering in my mind about how it was before and now. I love the new ambience and outlook of it. The greatest accomplishment i had today was sitting down at the starbucks for 4.5hrs. I spent more than half of the time, talking with God and planning for this saturday meeting. I was reminded of the fact that i want to be renewed by the love of God daily. The truth is sometimes, i get so caught up in doing things, that i have forgotten if it's still love for man or group growth sake. human love is finite, but God's love is the reverse of it. =) cheers!

it dawned upon my that in the blink of an eye, one month has simply past me by.
this was the month that left many memories in my heart. =)
i remember vividly that on the first day of school, all of us were completely strangers.
as the clock ticks, we started to build bonds that were compared to ionic.
we had many laughters, scandlous gossips, frowns and such. but still, it has left a great impression in my heart.
ig30, is surely one part of my life that i will never forget.
in a few days time, most of us will part our ways.
in the deepest recesses of my heart, i will want to keep the friendship going; like we always have.

life is like travelling,
which is filled with different types of road.
Some roads left a deep impression in your heart,
while others vanished in a few seconds.
but this path of my education,
has left a smile in my heart.

thank you ig30 and 1t29.

it ends tonight.

all in all, i thank God for placing me in such places.
i must admit that it was tough initially, but as i took my strides, he held me.

david. =)
it ends tonight.
Jesus.

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My FRIENDS. (will be here asap.)

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