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david hoe.
NorthC.
catholic junior college.
(more to come. haha.)

nostalgic sendtimental values nostalgic

nostalgic. means a great sense of pleasure and also sometimes a little fair bit of sadness.
Fond memories start cluminlating as i was on bus 13 today, heading towards Bishan.
A great sense of anticipation keeps building up within me for what Bishan has become after months of not being there.
In all great expectation to cut my hair today, it turned out the other way. For one reason, the hair dresser was on leave. So i decided to call it off. =)
Then i'm gald to have met up with brandon and wei feng today. It brings me great delight, to hear that raffles grp are still doing well. From the satistics of catholic high grp, i'm certain they are brusting like no one's business! =) Keep it up! Well, i must said that i'm indeed very proud of Yi feng and Bryan! They have led a radical change in CHS. Moreover they are only secondary 2 and their class is populated with more than 1 cg size of y-hope plpe! Amazing, isn't it?
It was about seven at then, and i manage to have a table of fellowship with all my ex north landers! haha. I enjoy those moments we spent! E.G. those cranky jokes with david ong and lum chee hoe. =x also jess, zyann and so much more! Around the green table lies many fond memories and laughters! =) I really appreciate those times, Lord. God, i really enjoy the fact that you have placed me in diffrent grps before and impact lives. More than that, you have surrounded me with friends that has always been there for me. =) Thank you father!
I had a chinese exam today too. In short, it sucks! haha.
P12 is still bruning hot! =) we are winning it day by day! Give it our all or NOTHING! =)
tomororow will be an exciting day, well not for school. But i'm going to have our first combine cg with ting. =) Not certain of what is laid ahead but i learn to trust God! I'm looking forward to it! =)
This saturday will be the offical launched of west A! =)
well. In short, our vision is to build plpe like in acts church and to train holistic student! =)
it shall HAPPENED!
nostalgic. - by mark
haha.
ending off,
David. Child and servant of God.

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wake me up, soon!

why wake me up soon? well. cause apparently i'm quite drained out alrdy.
Physically limited. =) Beyond descriptions! Tired would underestimate my physics conditions at the moment.
haha. well. i had a seriously long day yesterday. Both filled with glistening joy and anxiety! haha.
Firstly, i woke up in a fluster. In short i was late to meet yong le for last shepherding yest at isle cafe.
Well, i'm really glad to have walk your life tgt with me for this 3mths or so. Indeed, i have seen both ups and downs of your life. =) I really enjoyed those times we spent tgt! You have taught me much! Your life adds much joy to me! So once again, Thank you for being in my life and i love you! =)
well. so after that was service and praise the Lord! We saw three person crossing the line of faith! And the amazing thing is that CCK now if populated with 4 guys! One more to 5! Well, how not obvious is that, huh? haha. but yeah! i'm really proud of joel man! He has added much encouragement to me as well! I love you too.
Then again, why am i so wore out now?
Well. we had west guys dmm retreat frm yest night to today, afternoon! =x haha. The tent STINKS! HAHA. well cause due to marvellous aroma of guys man! haha. Still, aaron and me decided to head to the west coast mac to slp at around 4 plus? haha. actually i'm typing at such a rapid speed that i do even care abt grammar. haha. OMG!
but anyways. I'm really touched by what matthew did for me yest, well. he came down to west coast to find me at 2 plus am and accompanied me till 3 odd! well. after talking to him, i made my conculsion that i was thinking in my mind recently. I might have many people i called to be 'friends'. But after much in depth thinking, i have really come to learn who are really my true friends. Well. not that others are not. But really close and understand me. David ong, Bruce Lee, DK, JY, Matthew and BK. They simply accept me for the way i'm and allow me to be that cranky. =) Thank you for being simple with me. Though my people have saidm 'David hoe is GULLIBLE!'. well. I don't really care leh. With people that accept me and yeah. i am grateful to God.
alright time to slp.
david

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after friday

so what's the day called after good friday?
good saturday? well. i've never really thought in depth about it untill few moments ago. =)
A while ago, i was just poundering at the awesomeness of Jesus.
well. think about it, i do not think it's easy to be a good guy yeah?
and usually, gd guys are well taken advantage of? well. at times i think.
so how do they respond?
in a fluster of anger, they throw some swings? am i right? i hope i am! haha.
so then, Jesus being a gd guy, and humans being evil. Some might have taken advantage of him yeah?
So Jesus could still handle he? yeah! so i'm so amazed at Jesus.
Well. i'm still FAR from him. But yeah.
you amazed me once again! =)
david

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OH MINE! what on the donkey sense of my right mind won't i be here early in the morning to blog on a sunday?
well. apparently to me, it's considered as early though. haha. =)

well. i'm here to share my joy of friendship! =) well. that's for me though.
haha. eh. thanks to MELVIN who have created a blog for his cg and me as the extra person.
haha. that's kinda of a great idea i mean. seriously. haha

so i shall place the link here.

www.ichopyouchopwechop.blogspot.com

hehe.

sense of euphoria overwhleme me. =)

oh my goodness! haha. i cannot believe that i'm blogging once again. This is kinda of impromptu though. Still i'm going to blog.
haha. There was a quote that caught my pair of eyes few minutes ago and it goes like these, ' a team must behave like one, think like one and act like one.' Simply eye catching. yup. This was a lesson taught by priscilla during one of our old dmms. =) haha. While trying to put all my stuffs in place and i found it. =) haha. But that's not what i wanted to blog about today.
hehe. here goes what i want to blog about. Well, after SDMM today, i went to seek after the lord for some personal revival. I wonder if it was the right word though. =) haha. I must admit to the very fact that i wasn't showing my tip top attitude during meeting today yea. =) due to certain changes in grp structure. =) Before i spell out what made in complete euphoria, i must tell you what happened during the meeting. I believe that eelee could tell that my spirit wasn't right. So after meeting, she pulled me aside to speak to her. I was like, 'What the. can i not go?'. haha. but i kept it silently in my heart. hehe. Thank God for her about asking me how i felt. Though my typical answer still went, 'I'M OKAY! REALLY OKAY!' . haha. she had her ways of making me speak. Still i was glad to be able to pour out my mixed emotions. Well. I'm a human though. haha. So we chatted for quite a while and my conclusion with her was such that give me sometime alone with God. Well. I did it then.
hehe. I think today was the highest record i ever hit. I wrote 5pages of my complete expression to God. hehe. Indeed God answered. Well. Just one thing that i would like to post in this blog is that i feel kinda dumb though. haha. i realized i was too self centred this week. I actually let the problems overcame me til i am left to a point that's close to death. Thank you jesus for your grace man. haha.
i shall not continue to extend my post. or it will never end
P12 COMING YOUR WAY.
david

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hefty - what a hefty load upon my shoulders =x

("<) well. i'm not very certain about the length of this post.
Disclaimer before anyone of you reads it:
1- This post has nothing to do with whether i'm pink or blue in my walk with God.
2- These are just spectrum of thoughts.
3- I still do love jesus, don't i? =)

well, to begin.
Weeks and days have past since last saturday. Some call it a week while other calls it seven days. To me, it has been a hefty week though since sunday. God is indeed full of his humour in many things he does in my life. Infact, many times, i am unable to comprehend his reasoning for his doing. But well.. Just flow with his plans and nothing will go wired. As i being to step a day closer to heaven, i learn that life isn't that simple as i thought it was. Personally, i realized it's a journey that is sordid which makes me want to run in an opposite direction. Questions bombard my naked mind as i took a long hual home just now. Been thinking about life. =) The child like innocent seems to shatter into pieces as the weight of the world press me down. Sometimes i feel like taking an alternative route, run away. Life encaved with many issues. =x There goes a saying, 'When we look at people, we will be stress. When we look at ourselves we will be distressed. When we look to God, we will be at rest!' What a mind blowing statment. Isn't it true? =) i agree with the statement though. I have one simply conclusion, i'm fallible. Life has made me so vulnerable to situations. I'm know i'm no longer infallible as who i thought i once was till today. I'm fallible. God, you have to so clearly keep watch of me. Do not let me fall of from your hands. =)
Since i was out with jarvin this evening, and again he was late, i started to pounder about this thing called, friendship. I thought about the wonderful friends God has given me. As i just sink into deeper thoughts, i thank God for three special person in my life. =) Darly, ong and lee. They have been great pals of mine while servin God tgt in north. thank you for being there when i needed all of you the most. You guys have taught me wonderful lessons about friendship. =) well. my buddies too. Sometimes, i really hope things would be diffrent frm now though. =) still, he's in control =)
well.those are just my thoughts.
hehe. oh yah. i was glad to bump into ong,lum and jess at yck today after my swim of 16laps today non-stop. I have still have far away frm 100! haha. =) cool huh. yeah.
that's all for today man! not much leh!
david

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ferocious

i sincerely pray that those glitches within my computer will not interfer with my blog post today.
apparently, i tried to put up a post few days back and sadness dawn upon me when my computer just shut down by itself. I bet none of us like glitches in our computers!
alright! back to some serious stuffs now! =) There were many events that happened last week that are hanging on the walls on my mind! =) First and foremost, last saturday north and us(special guest) had a farewell party for dearest priscilla tan at Esplanade. The thickness of fun and love was hanging in the air. We were elated to be part of the farewell party. The whole sense of feeling euphoria just rushed through my blood that day. There was indeed an hilarious event that happened on that day. We all slept on the streets. I remember vividly that someone told pris this, 'this is your last time your can ever do this. When you move on to adult grp, you don't get to slp on streets anymore.' What a remarkable statment! well. Even as i think about what happened that day, it just brings back fond memories that paints a smile on both my face and heart. Pris, if you are ever reading this, I just want to say a big 'THANK YOU' for walking through my ife with me. Thanks!
On the same day (saturday), we had passion meeting. If there was one thing that have captivated my heart was the song, 'God is moving!'. Indeed he is. He faithfulness is like the air that i inhale simutaneously as i live my life daily. Thank you, Jesus for being faithful with me!
Was just swimming in the reverberating school of thoughts just now, and once again i thank God for wonderful friends he has given to me. The list of friends just goes on. Well, i really enjoy all my friendship with all those plpe i do know. haha. and i'm gald to have chat with jarvin just now. well. some things i just can't put down in words to tell you how God has always made our relationship stronger daily through his love. God's love has made us closer and stronger man of his! God's love overcomes the long haul. There are great friends like bruce, ong, dk and whoa. more. all my ex and current dmm members. =) hehe. not forgetting all my sheep, mark, yk, melvin, so much more. alright. i better get some rest.
and i have 2 test tomorrow.
how smart can i get?!!! i mean it's like i left my bks in school all for the sake of not wanting to carry a HEAVY BAG HOME. well.that's what i always do. =x
david hoe
i love you, God!

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